please help

Ulla

yes AE its just a feeling that i can have sometimes about things..

waiting to hear from u dear sue as soon as u can get any news..

we r all here for u honey

Shirlann

Oh Sue, we are with you, every one of us.  Right with you, just look up in the sky, the same sky we have.  I so wish we were not so far apart, God could have made this earth a little bit smaller!

Hang in there, honey!  Mum

geebung

Thank God for Claudia! Sue, yes it's scary but I am so glad you can get this checked quickly. The odds are that it is benign and then you will feel such wonderful relief. And if it is a small bootface, you haven't wasted any time in obliterating it. I am thinking and praying for you dear girl. Love to you. xxx

Fumi - it's Wednesday already! I am thinking of you flying high, over the equator and down, into springtime and romance in NZ. How beautiful it will be. Can't wait to hear all about it!

So much for springtime here - the clouds are gathering, rain is forecast and it's going to get cold again. Oh well, we need the rain. Just as I wrote that, it started to pour!

Love to all - Ulla, Shirlann, Lisa (I wish we could hear how you are!), Karen, Kaloni, Ann, AE & UB, Sheila, Judie, Mel, Nancy, Tender, Wren, Jule and anyone I have missed.

Jane xxx 

my3girls

Hello sisters,

 I read thru the posts...but I am toooo tired to comment. I just wanted to check in and see how everyone was doing.

Sue...I will comment on your post. Sweetie I agree with everyone...a fast growing, moveable lump sounds like a "good thing".  I, like AE feel good about this...I think it's going to be nothing. I am here for you Sue...my arms are wrapped around you right now..giving you the biggest hug...and hoping it helps you to feel better. Hugs, kisses and prayers for you! Remember..."worry is for shit"!!

Surgery went well on Thursday...but I have really felt tired and achy..almost fluish. Not sure if that is normal or not. I guess I figured I would be feeling really good by now. I guess I need to take advantage of my down time and recoupe. I see my surgeon tomorrow. He did say that they will biobsy everything, but from what he could see..it all looked good.

I will check back in with all of you later...if I can stay awake.

Love to you all!!!

xoxo

Lisa

honeygirl

Sue , WTF!!! This just sucks! I hate the anxiety and fear that this mot@#$ f@#$@#$ bootface has caused us all. I won't say don't worry. Its inevitable. But remember , most of us had a small , quietly growing lump in our breast. Not anything like you have described. Painful , growing , movable sounds to me like some kind of infection. And if it wasn't for my mammo , I wouldn't have known I had bootface! Even my gyn said I was fine. There really are soooo many things this can be. But of course our minds are gonna scream BOOTFACE! AND , you recently got your monthly back , so your breasts are once again , hormonal. Hormones can effect the breasts so much. And a cyst can just happen. I suffer from boils sometimes. They are painful , come up out of nowhere , moveable , with a hard core. And unbelieveably , the only other lady at work that has had bc  , came to me today and said , 'we had a scare". Her sister , who has also had bc and a mast. found a lump on her scar. They biopsied it , its not bootface. This all took place recently too. Good luck to you tomorrow Sue. You are ALWAYS in my prayers and thoughts. We will have a chain prayer for you Sue. We will be here for you always. I hope you can get some sleep. Do you have anything to help with the anxiety? I wish we could all be with you right now. Love you Sue.xxxx Mel

geebung

Wonderfu to hear from you Lisa! I was starting to worry about you. You have just been through a major surgery - no wonder you are exhausted! Hope you rest up and feel better soon.

Hugs (very gentle ones!)

Jane xxx 

geebung

Count me in Mel - praying for Sue right now. xx

honeygirl

Hi Lisa! So glad to hear from you. Hope you are feeling better soon. I remember you feeling this way the last surgery you had. "fluish". Probably just the way your body reacts to it. Lots of prayers to go around tonight. Take care and get some rest. Love you.xxxx Mel

honeygirl

Lord , Please hold Sue close to you and calm her fears and anxieties. Help her to feel Your peace in her heart. Lord , heal her body and take away any sickness that may be there. Give her Your strength to be strong through any and all storms that may come her way. And Lord , may Sue feel all the love that comes through You by all her loving sisters here. May the Peace of the Lord be with you Sue , and all my sisters here. In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.

honeygirl

Hi Jane. Sue has lots of prayers tonight. I hope she is getting some rest. Its so hard when you are hurting and anxious. Thanks for praying. I know we all are. Sue , we are all here for you sweetie. We love you! Group hug...

nowheregirl

                

Sue, our hands are stuck together and won't separate, so we'll always be together.
No matter how many miles we are apart, our spirits are always with you.
We have been praying super hard ever since you posted your concern
so rest assured, you will be fine. Our prayers should be answered.
Remember, you are NOT alone.
      
     
Only 6 hours before I have to head off to the airport!!!
In less than 24 hours of time, I will be there and see my Baby Pooh!!!  
Gosh, I haven't even done the packing. Can you believe it? *lol*
I was to start packing this past Sunday but realized that most things I wanted to bring with myself were something I would need till the very last minute.
So I gave up and just listed things up and organized them to be ready to be packed. Now I really must start packing!!!
     
Doesn't anybody want to work with me?
Heck, I hate the packing.

xo
Fumi

livesstrong

Sue -  don't you worry, we will always be here. Hang in there, girlfriend.

AE

livesstrong

Fumi - get your butt in gear girl - you don't want to be late, do you???

AE

Wren

Sue, I'm thiking of you right now and praying for healing and peace for you.

Shirlann, I'm sorry about your daughter, but it sounds like she was loved and nurtured the best you could do. She had a wonderful mother and family. I'm sure of it.

Fumi, have fun on your trip--and I can't wait to see some more of your breathtaking photos too.

Lisa, I hope you feel better soon... I'll bet it's a relief to have the surgery behind you now.

Mel, your prayer is beautiful...

 I have a rotten headcold so I'm not feeling great, but I read here almost every day, even if I don't post as much.

 Hugs to all of you.

livesstrong

Sue - where are you????  Don't tell me you went to work??? Grrrr.

AE

sueps

OMG LOL I posted here @ 4pm and its spooky...where is the post

Well sisters thankyou..xxx

The surgeon is whippin me in nxt Tues as he was shocked @ the lump ... then will have to wait while its tested !

I DONT FINK ITS FUNNY BOOTFACE YOU MEKETH ME MAD MAD MAD MAD MAD!!!

NOW WHAT!!!!!

Yes AE xxxx lol ...I went to work in between...HEY I am saving ma holiday to the US fund remember!!! If bootface hasnt got me!!

I am fearful xxxx

sueps

Where is the other post ...

OMG Sisters I am positively whacking it ....was gonna av a nice haircut tomorrow...now am not botherin ... xxx

sueps

Thankyou for all your prayers ...THANKYOU SISTERS XXX

lvtwoqlt

Sue, glad you checked in, You should be taking some time off from work young lady. Glad your hair is long enough to get it cut.

Sheila

sueps

Fumi I hope you have a truly truly wonderful time... you are a star xxx

Anonymous

Sue,

Put on those Ruby slippers cause you are still on the Yellowbrick road girl friend!!!!!! I wont tell you not to worry cause you will anyway but with Ruby slippers how can you stray???

They will check this out just to tell you its nothing so you will step right into the Emerald City!!!!!

Hugs

Jule

lvtwoqlt

sue, I just re-read where you were going to have a haircut tomorrow. Go for it girl, pamper yourself with a treat at the salon and forget about bootface for a while. and as Jule said, Put those ruby slippers on and click 3 times and say 'there is no place like home'.

Sheila

Shirlann

Well, screw BOOTFACE, leave our Sue alone.  Honey, is it red?  or sore?  This is good if it is.  And I know you know that a simple recurrence is not that bad.  YOU ARE NOT IN DANGER ANYMORE THAN THE FIRST TIME, WITH A RECURRENCE!  No fun, no fun, but it just means a few cells got by the chemo.  

Oh pleeeese be an infected hair follicle, an infected stitch, an infected milk gland, anything, anything, we'll take anything except #$%^@(*& BOOTFACE!  Down with you!  Get away from our Sue!!!!!

Love you honey, Mum   

portiasproudmom

Sue, I don't know what to say.  God Bless you, my dear sister.  I'm so angry with #@%ing bootface, I could just scream!!!!!!  We're all praying for you, honey.  Please, Lord, don't let this thing be bootface.  Our Sue has been through too much already.  How totally unfair that she's having to worry about this again.  ((((((((Sue))))))))

Fumi, I'm getting so excited for you!  Please check in with us as soon as you're able.

Lisa, I'm glad your surgery went well and that everything looks good.  Sorry that you're feeling kind of lousy.  Big hugs to you, sweetie!! 

Jule!!  How good to see you here.  We miss you when you're not around.  You too, Wren.  I'm sorry you're not feeling well, hon.  Hope you get better really soon.

Love and hugs to you all.  It's a beautiful day here.  I really should get outside and do some work in the yard.  I just have such a hard time getting motivated.  I keep thinking about my dad.  Sigh..............this sucks.

Hugs,

Karen

portiasproudmom

Portia had new headshots taken a couple of weeks ago.  Thought I'd share my favorite.  She's such a pretty girl.  I wish she'd smile more often.

Here she is with the black hair.  I liked it so much better before.

lvtwoqlt

Karen, she is a cutie! no matter what color her hair is.

Sheila

Shirlann

Oh Karen, she is a beauty, truly a gorgeous girl!  Look at those eyes.  She will smile more when the braces are off, I had the same issue with my grandaughter.

Tell her this, look closely at the natural brown hair, it has different hairs of a dozen different colors, from a bottle, it all looks the same, not nearly as lovely.  Show her this, I oughta know, been dying mine for 40 years!  It is just not as pretty.  If you show her this difference, so obvious in the photo, maybe she will grow it out. But I had one grandson that went Goth for a few years, it wore off, it will with her, too.

Love and hugs, Shirlann

Shirlann

Oh Fumi, love, off you go to pooh-bear.  I hope he is worthy of our dear girl.  You know, you have about 20 mothers who will look him over veeeery closely, he better be one step down from Bill Gates, Brad Pitt, and Ben Affleck, or we will have to see!!!!!

Have a wonderful time, sweetie, and God bless.  Your cyber-mum, Shirlann

Shirlann

Hi AE, and Lisa too, oh you know Sue, a bridge would have to fall on her to keep her home from work.  I wish I was there, dang airfare, it should come down some, since the speculators got hander their heads this week, so maybe some decent fares coming up.

Love to all my sisters, Shirlann

sueps

Karen ...she is beautiful !!! xxx

OK .... my lil lump is red if I squeeze it ...hahaha... if I sueeze it hard it is a lil pale. It is mainly firm but if I press it it appears to indent.....

OH GOODNESS .... I am worried.

Remember I have no chest muscle on that side ...I am hopin I dont have any milk ducts lol...

I took a pic of it on my mobile the other nite ... at times it is red and angry xxx

LIKE ME ...RED AND ANGRY.... RRRRRRRRRRRRR

I have wikepedia d cysts....

I have to take 3 days off of work next week...tomorrow I am gonna treat myself to a new laptop ... to keep my head distracted....

I feel like puttin sumfink sharp in the lump ...see what it does...xxx