please help

anna33

Hi sue, be strong and pray hard..believe in the name of Jesus..you will be healed...One is a survivor from the day of diagnosis - You are a survivor!..

Ulla

dear sisters,,

i just woke up now..

i took some pix for myself and changed the avater,,still running away from any sad thoughts,,

yes i dressed and went out for a short walk...

and took these pix to c how different i look..

love u sisters

Anonymous

Ulla,

Im happy to see your a little better this morning...well, its morning in my part of the world still, not sure about yours as the times always confuse me.

I love your new avatar....you are a beautiful woman....keep smiling and doing nice things for yourself....its fun isnt it?

Hugs

Jule

portiasproudmom

Ulla, your new avatar is beautiful!  I love the scarf.  I can tell you are a total fashionista!  Gorgeous!!

It sounds like you're feeling better today.  You've already done some grilling and I'm still laying in bed watching the news and fiddling with my computer.  Think good thoughts and enjoy the lovely weather.  Life is good, Ulla! 

I also wanted to chime in with my congrats to Lisa for the b9 results.  I'm so happy for you!!

Good morning Sheila, Jule and AE!  Have a happy day all my dear sisters!  I may have to take the weiner dog to the vet.  She's acting like she's in pain, so she may have aggrevated her back condition somehow.  She had to have a cortisone shot for it a few years ago.  It may be time for another one.  Sigh..........it's always something.

Love and hugs,

Karen

Anonymous

Good Morning Karen!!!! are we being a lazy girl this morning

Its ok, Im just jealous is all.....you deserve to take it easy......Im stuck here in my office staring out the window at a bright sunny day and wondering why I didnt call in sick

I hope you little dog is ok.......my Libby has adjusted wonderfully....she is my side kick now......she is such a sweet thing, a friend came by last evening while were outside and they have a new 12 wk old lab puppy named Tucker, and what a curious little guy he is!!!!!! It was amazing to watch Libby with him, if he headed in a direction that she didnt think he should be going in she would herd him back...he tried to go in the street and she in a quick hurry made him understand that is a NO-NO..I sure love that dog!!!!

Gotta run cause Im at work

Jule

lvtwoqlt

I am so angry, I went balistic on my husband over lunch because the young man he made a deal with to mow the grass has not been by to mow the grass in over a month, you should see the grass in the back yard. the front yard is not too bad because of large trees that shade it pretty well and it grows about half as fast as the grass in the sunny back yard. the young man was supposed to be by Sat to mow but he works construction and his boss had him working Saturday morning, by Saturday afternoon we had thunder storms that prevented any mowing of any kind. Michael said that he would be taking Wednesday off and mow my grass then. I called him wed night to find out why he did not mow, his boss called him it to work because somebody else laid out, and he said that he would be by before Saturday to mow.  I am tired of the tall grass around the door and the run where I tie Penelope out. After I fussed at my dh I went out and got the electric weed eater and cord out of the building and I went at the tall grass! What a way to burn off anger, Wack the Weeds!!! Can you imagine cutting an area about 10x10 with a weedeater? Now I am hot, covered with grass clippings and I had to go back to work! My dh will be home late tonight but tomorrow is a busy schedule, He has a dentist appointment tomorrow morning (Yes I found a dentist that has regular saturday hours), I have a Mother's day garden party for lunch at church, and the ACS Relay for Life dinner tomorrow evening for both Donald & I. I so want to get everything ready for John's return next Friday, but there is so little time.

sheila

PS. I think I failed to mention that I am having severe pms symptoms.

Anonymous

Shelia-your scaring me now!!!! We are soooo much alike in this stuff.....

Im typically a pretty patient person but even the best of us can be pushed over the edge....

When I first purchased my home, the front porch was encased in the really ugly screened in room type thing.....I ask and asked my SO to remove it and make a deck instead....after about 4 yrs of asking I got tired of it so one day while he was at work I took the chain saw and cut the walls out of it....he about had a heart attack when he got home!!!!!! But ya know what??? I had a deck that very weekend

Have you thought of finding someone more reliable for yard work yourself? Maybe ask around church????

Hugs-yes grass clippings and all-heck we both might as well be covered

Jule

lvtwoqlt

the mother of a teenager at church said that he would probably mow the grass, I just need to pick him up and take him back to his house, they live next to the church. I know he helped one of the other members last summer with his construction business and Steve said that he is a hard worker.

Last year after michael let me down before my surgery, one of the neighbors said that he would come an mow but we had the dryest summer on record and he only mowed 2 times because of the drought. I have not asked him if he would mow again this year. So I do have a couple of options.

In the past 2 months we have had some type of rain every weekend, and the grass is growing excessively.

Got to get to work like you Jule.

sheila

portiasproudmom

I've learned that a sure-fire way to get my dh to do something he's been putting off is to start doing it myself.  It's amazing how fast he moves when a fire is lit under his butt.  Gosh, I get the feeling he thinks I'm incompetent!  LMAO!!!!!!!!!!

Hugs,

Karen

my3girls

Hi sisters.  I am at work, so I will keep this quick.

First...Ulla, I love your love story!! I also admire your morals! I agree with AE, it could be a movie or a book!  I am glad you are feeling better today..and I love the avatar!

Karen, Jane, AE and anyone else...thanks for the congrats on my b9 results!  I was very relieved to hear that!  Like I said earlier, it was a good day all around!  I am going to get a significant amount of child support monthly now too!! wooohooo!!!

Where is our Sue and Mel??  Haven't seen Mel for awhile.

I agree we do have a great group of ladies here!  Very special.

Sheila...get a new lawn guy!  That one is not reliable.

Back to work.

Have a lovely day all!

xoxo

Lisa

Shirlann

Dear Ulla, now you are scaring me.  Try Tylenol PM and see if that will help you to sleep.  You need to sleep.  But this not being able to sleep is sooo hard on you.  I sure wish I was there to give you a hug and hum to you.  I know what you mean about moms, I miss mine every day.

Love you and Sue and Lisa, and Karen and AE and Jule and all the precious sisters on this thread.

You will be okay, Ulla, just hang on.

Gentle hugs, Shirlann

sueps

YOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO xxx

Hello dear dear DEAR sisters....I love you all. I have enjoyed reading all your posts as always, and am honoured to have such caring sisters in my life....we are all here for each other no matter what....and Ulla was truly in a bad place last night.... thank god for our little community .... you all helped her so much .... I am always grateful for your beautiful ways.

Today has been my day off..wow did I need it. I have been for some retail therapy and out for a lovely carvery meal...it has been a beautiful day. I have so much more energy than I have had for over 3 years... I feel renewed and refreshed...and although I am self conscious of my scar and my pain I am happy that I have a lot more health xxx

Lisa congrats on you results and way to go with your child maintenance....not only does it make a huge difference to your budget...it will be a relief for all the aggravation and stressy thoughts...urghhhhh some men...they have no idea!!!

I enjoyed working in Wilmslow the other day...a very busy store...the manager didnt have much direction though and my shop is immaculate compared to theirs LOL.... I guess you all get tired of hearing about my work ...

Ulla your new pic is lovely ...you are so beautiful...xxx inside and out .... you are loved here so much by all of us.... you will never be on your own.

Do you know today........I bought a new top...I went to the changing room to try it on.....and came into the shop area to show my o/h ....see what he thought ...as ya do...I turned to look in a full length mirror...the top is beautiful ...as I was looking I reeled back in horror.... I had took my wig off !!!!  I was neked...OMG...I ran back behind the curtain soooo fast LOL....

Well I am just off to make a brew ...Sheila....big hugs....I DO NOT WANT MY PERIODS OR PMS BACK.....I WILL BE FUMING FIRE IF THEY RETURN..... THE THOUGHT .....ARGHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Anyway BOOTFACE ...SHOVE OFF.... !!!!!

much love xxx

sueps

I SAID GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE BOOTFACE ...GO BOIL YA BIG FAT HEAD AND SHOVE IT WHERE THE SUN DONT SHINE!!!!

COS LQQK WE ARE WINNING !!!!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

lvtwoqlt

sue, I was laughing at you, I could just imagine you trying to cover your beautiful bald head with your hands while running back behind the curtain. Remember what the wizard said, 'ignore the man behind the curtain.'

sheila

sueps

this was taken last summer.... loves of my life !!!

portiasproudmom

What a sweet picture of your boys, Sue!  I love it!!!  They are adorable!  Chase is currently playing t-ball (baseball where they hit the ball off a tee rather than having another player pitch it to them).  It's hysterical to watch!  The little guys in the outfield are usually busy kicking at the dirt or looking up into the sky to see that the ball is heading their way.  Chase  always wants to run to third base rather than first base after hitting the ball.  Too funny!!!  They have their first game next Wednesday.

Your fitting room story cracked me up!  I can just see you running back into the dressing room in a panic!!  LOL!!!!!!!!!!!  I'm sure you're gorgeous without your wig--but I understand how you must have felt.

Hugs,

Karen

sueps

 and this is me in Gran Canaria last year (  good old days lol  xxx

sueps

awwww Karen LOL @ Chase...god hes scrummy yummy...you're making me broody.... he's mint!!!  You both are truly blessed with each other....  xxx

portiasproudmom

What a cute pic of you, Sue.  You're such an gorgeous little thing!  I know what you mean about the good ol' days.  We'll have them back Sue! 

xoxoxox

Karen

sueps

and this is my niece Lucy graduating from nursery

sueps

and this is my other niece Emma...Lucys' sister ...god I love them LOL XXX

portiasproudmom

Here I am with the flowers my mom surprised me with when I finished rads.  Can you see the burn on my chest?  It's PURPLE now!

Here's Chase with our old timer, Buddy.  He's such a sweet old guy.

portiasproudmom

Geez!  I took the red out of my eyes on photobucket!  I look possessed!  Grrrrr!

Your nieces are adorable, Sue!!!!

portiasproudmom

Since we're showing off our nieces--here are my two GRAND nieces, Jada (the older one--she's a little firecracker--I LOOOOOVE her) and Hannah who's six months and cute as a button.

sueps

OMG Karen...you made my night with these pix....Chase is so adorable....and wow what beautiful nieces...you are so blessed....this is what life is all about....happy memories...happy photos...

You look fanfreakintastic...your hair is growing fast and is lovely ....and the flowers...oh these are great pictures...I hope your burns are clearing up...I am still not sure if I am having rads....sigh...but we wont go there...cos we are well on our way to Emerald City!!!!

Much Love xxx

sueps

Gosh your dog is a lovely colour...he looks so gentile xxx

Ulla

OH GOD SISTERS ,,WAT A BEAUTIFULL PIX U PUT HER ,,OH CHASE AND THE DOG,,AND KAREN AND THE FLOWERS ,,,SUE THE CHARMING AND HER LOVELY BOYS ...AND IS IT POSSIBLE THAT THERE R STILL PPL WHO R SO BEAUTIFULL LIKE ALL THOSE NEICE U PUT THEIR PIX??KAREN THE OLD ONE OF UR NIECE IS EXACTLY WAT I WAS DREAMING ABOUT HOW MY FIRST DAUGHTER WILL LOOK LIKE ,,SHE IS THE DAUGHTER OF MY DREAMS,,,PLZ GOD GIVE ME SUCH CHARMING DAUGHTER AND I DONT WANT ANYTHING ELSE...

DEAR SISTERS ,,THANKS TO UR ALL SUPPORT I REALLY FEEL BETTER TODAY,,I ATE MORE THAN I USED TO DO EVERYDAY,,BUT ITS OK TO MESS THE DIET ONEC OR TWICE A MONTH,,,

I LOVE U SISTERS

I WILL TRY TO LEARN HOW TO PUT PIX HERE

Ulla

oh god i cant stop looking at JADA PIC ..i cant get enough of looking at her...she is my dream baby girl..oh wat r these lil soft feet,,,..look at her eyes..

ty karen u made my day with this pic and all teh other pix too

sue u look so beautifull..i can c u running to hide,,i stopped putting the wig even be4 my hair started to grow,,i just couldnt have it so long..

i love u all

NancyD

Ulla,

I just wanted to say that I was very broody about your age. I really wanted a baby, and even though I was just married, it was constantly on my mind. I came across a picture of a young child (about 18 months old) in a magazine and I instantly knew that he was my baby. I even tore it out and saved it. About two years later, I became pregnant and had a little boy that looked EXACTLY like the little model from years before. The picture is long gone (I should have saved it in his baby book, LOL), but the boy is now a wonderful 22 year old young man.

So save that picture!   

sueps

(((ULLA)))  you will make a lovely scrummy mummy....you will have a baby ....xxx I love you Ulla ....I loved you the first time I read your posts...you are so magnetic .... you have such a huge personality and you are funny and clever and brave and beautiful...and you are never ever ever ever on your own.... I am a 2 hour flight away too...geez I can not wait til I am better xxx

I worked with some great Polish boys the other day...they are such hard fast workers and nothing like the english youth. They work 10 days on and then take 4 days off to fly back to Poland to see their families....take them 1 hour 45 mins from Liverpool airport and costs next to nothing.... so you see ...you will be seeing me Ulla.... I just need to get to the end of this arduous journey .... xxxx I am so excited!!