For Cherie-Boop

beachcottage

csp

Boop

I can't believe it has been this long since I have posted here and it suprised me when I found the thread...

Tomorrow I go for scans and of course I am scared and nervous..I have not had a scan in at least 4 months or maybe 5, that is the longest I have gone without one in a long time..

Since Feburary or Marcn I have not felt the best..My onc is trying his best to give me a chemo break for as long as he can.. He tried me on arimidex for about 3 months and now I have been on Faslodex for about 3 months...My tumor markers are steadly going up... In January they were around 120 and last month they were at 270.. So in less they drop this time I am really scared I am going to have to do chemo again..I am thankful for the time I have been off chemo though..

I have not talked to Patti lately, I will give her a call soon...It has been at least 3 weeks or so, but she was doing good when I talked to her...I really miss her posting ..

I am going to have to try and catch up and see how everyone is doing.. I have thought of all of you alot and kept you in my prayers.. My sweet brother gave me a laptop and I hope it will be easier to get on the computer more...

Sending Hugs and Prayers to all...



Hugs and God Bless,
Cherie

Anonymous

cherie darling boop,

how wonderful to get a laptop with all your darling bells and whistles pictures on it!

i so hope your scans go just the way you want them to go and that you can face them calmly with many deep breaths.

if you need to do chemo again, odds are they have a new improved version that might not be so hard...

i am sure this all weighs heavy on your mind and i hope you can get free of the worry as we head into autumn...

prayers of hope and strength are yours

from me...

Boop

Hi Laura,

Thank you so much for your kind words, I posted on the mets board the results of my scans...I did not get good news they found 5 spots on my liver...Relying on God for my strength and taking one day at a time will get me through the worst..I am not going to have to go on chemo yet..I am still on the faslodex and he is hoping that it will work...Please keep me in your prayers..Sending hugs and prayers your way..

Hugs and God Bless,
Cherie

csp

Oh Laura and Cherie,
How wonderful to see you both!!
Cherie many prayers for you always. I pray the Faslodex kicks it to the curb.
Laura I have not seen you forever too!
I have missed you both. I miss our dear sweet
Patti.

Anonymous

Cherie, i posted to you on the other board but please know that you are in my daily prayers.
Carrie, so good to see your kind words.

May the end of summer bring a renewed spirit of strength and peace in all that we do as we continue on this most amazing journey of life.

Stay strong ladies and God bless!

slonedeb

hi boop its been a long time sorry about your news i got the same news back in july and was told i had 2 months tp live but i have 50 spots on my liver and mets to the bone that were so bad it eat my femur bone into il keep you in my prayers and ask you keep me in yours i am taking xeloda zometa and avastin now but havent had tests to see if its helping i pray it does boop god can help us if we pray hard enough i hope everyone that is dealing with this beast turns to god for help boop stay hopeful and remember ill always be thinking of you and everyone else on this board god be with you all love deb238 or deb from ky

Anonymous

cherie...thinking of you tonight with prayers of love, strength and healing. giving to god to always show you the way
each day...

csp

I am thinking of you Boop



Hugs,
Carrie

Boop

Hi Laura and Carrie,

It feels good to get on and post again..I have missed you all alot...I also miss Patti too, I am going to have to give her a call soon...Thank you both for your thoughts and prayers,it means so much too me..

I have not had a great week, but I keep telling myself it could be worse..Just generally not feeling good at all..Tired all the time, some nausea, and some headaches, plus a little bit of a pity party..

I was doing a little better and then I got a call from a chemo buddy's husband Friday evening and she had passed away..Her name was Cheryl and she was one great lady..

It just seems like sometimes when it rains it pours. Today was better than yesterday and I hope and pray tomorrow will be even better..

I hope both of you are doing good...Sending hugs and prayers to you both...


Hugs and God Bless,
Cherie

Boop

Deb,

It has been along time and I am so sorry you are going through this too..I was on xeloda and taxotere for about 10 months and it worked good for me..I will keep you in my prayers for these chemos to work for you...When will you get tested again to see if they are working?

I don't know how people that don't turn to God for strength can do it..I know I couldn't do it without God and without my family and friends..I will keep you in my prayers and hope to hear from you soon...



Hugs and God Bless,
Cherie

Anonymous

cherie,
good to see you logging on and checking in...
i always feel that pity parties are a good thing and in the end productive because i look to the lord and my faith even more and come up with a plan...
it is so hard losing buddies, it can easily take the wind out of our sails, the way i get through it is to make a pac with my new angel sister that i will carry on in their name too...{hope this makes sense.}
i hope that you find your strength soon, i know you have your higher power...and i pray to god that he will give you some ease in this rocky patch...
i too miss patti's presence and solace and hope that autumn will bring her back to the board if it is meant to be...
prayers for patti and her mum...

but most of all, cherie, i hope that you can find some big winds to put under your sails and feel strength growing each day...

god bless you as the wonderful spirit and inspiration that you are, i thank you!

Anonymous

cherie,

thinking of you tonight hoping that the last days of summer are finding you at great peace and comfort...

i am just praising all that i could find this board after all the changes...

i don't do to well with change but will really work it when i want to find my dear friends out there!

take care of yourself! god bless, cherie!

Boop

Hi Laura, it took me awhile to figure out how to post a reply..I don't do real well with change either, but hopefully it won't take me to long to figure this out..

The last few weeks have been a little rough on me...I have been really nauseated and not been able to eat much, which made me weak..So I have been making myself eat and I have felt a little better...

I have got to see my grandkids more the last few weeks and they have been real good medicine for me, plus my son has moved back home for a while and I have really enjoyed him being here...

I am looking forward to the cooler weather, but not the end of the summer...

My neice had her first baby Thursday night , he weighed 9 pounds and he is the cutest little thing...His name is Aiden...

Sending you hugs and prayers..

Hugs and God Bless,

Cherie

slonedeb

boop hi it isnt to good right now my tumor markers went from 450 to 1890 in 2 weeks onc said i havent been on yx long enough for them to start working but will let you know im still holding to gods hand to kep me here will let you know something next month love deb from ky

Boop

Deb, I am so sorry about your tumor markers..I will keep you in my prayers...I go Thursday to the onc to see what my tumor markers are, I am worried they have gone up again, but I am really trying to stay positive...I have not felt good at all this week, had bloodwork checked Thursday and my bloodwork is down quite a bit.. That is probably part of the reason I have been so short of breath and just not feeling good at all..

I will keep you in my prayers, sending hugs your way..

Hugs and God Bless,

Cherie

slonedeb

boop hope everything goes well for you at your checkup they didnt check mu markers last week said they didnt see the order but will let you know something when i have my scans oct 4 right now i feel awful and i am in a lot of pain but with gods help ill  get through this god be with you boop you are always in my prayers            love deb from ky

Anonymous

Cherie,

You are in my prayers this evening, asking that you be given strength and courage to get through your appointments on thursday.

That your appetite comes back to you and lots of energy too.

Take care and God bless.

Anonymous

Cherie,

Big time prayers for you that your news was something that you can deal with...

Lost of good vibes and healthy thoughts going your way!

Laura

csp

Cheri,

Thinking of you

hugs,

Carrie

Boop

Hi Laura, Carrie, and Deb,

I have had a rough few weeks, but I am feeling a little better today...My onc  visit did not go as good as I had hoped...I have had some more progression...I had a place come up on my eyelid, which turned out to be the BC that has spread to my lacrimal gland, which is a tear duct if I understand right..My tumor markers jumped up 80 points, so I am back on chemo again...My eye is driving me crazy, I have trouble reading and focusing...My eye is swollen on the top lid and around the bottom too...I have also been having some good headaches, which we think our caused from my eye...Please keep me in your prayers...I am sending hugs and prayers your way...

Hugs and God Bless,

Cherie

csp

Oh Boop I hate to hear this . Please know you are in my heart and in my prayers I ask God to kick it to the curb. I spoke to Patti last night ! She doing well and sends you much love and you are on her prayer list  she is going to come and post soon. She has been so very busy with her Momma.

Hugs Boop and I will keep checking in on you,

with Love ,

Carrie

ps

I wanted to post a pic for you but I haven't learn how to do it on this new format yet . I will keep working on it.

csp

Hi Boop,

I am just checking in on you and sending you prayers and a cyber hug. I pray you are not having too many SE's with the chemo and that you are feeling better very soon. Hugs to you sweet cheri

Carrie

Anonymous

cherie boop, sending prayers to you this evening...asking god to wrap you in his love and light.

thinking of you and hoping that you are living strong as can be.

laurap

csp

Hi dear Boop,

Thinking of you tonight and saying a special prayer

that you are doing well. I will check back again to see if you post.

Praying the chemo is giving the beast hell.

hugs,

Carrie

MarshaB

Boop! Hi hopingall is well and working for you. I am waiting to start a new type of treatment.................. 13 years and still doing the dance ! I hope I look better then when I started. love and hugs to mr dear freind bop!

csp

Hi Marsha, Deb and Boop,

Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and keeping

you in my prayers. Marsha what is the new treatment you are starting ? I hope the side effects are few . Deb did you just have some scans done how are you?

Hugs,

Carrie

MarshaB

Hi ladies,

Just got off the phone with Boop's stepmom, things are not good please pray for are Boop. I am very worried about her.. Carrie I will be starting MCC-DM1 on this friday. Pray for comfort and healing for Cherie-Boop!

MarshaB

Ladies I just talked to Cherie's sister and she asked me to post and ask for prayers Cherie's liver has shut down and they have stopped all treatment but pain control. Dear Lord please bring peace and comfort to my sister Cherie and her family also. Cherie has been a true friend for the last two years to me an I miss here postings, thanks for your prayers!