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  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Melody I want that chick...but most of all I want to touch that cats' paw !! Look at his little fingers LOL

  • livesstrong
    livesstrong Member Posts: 1,799
    edited March 2008

    Well. well well Missy - glad to see you back!!!

  • livesstrong
    livesstrong Member Posts: 1,799
    edited March 2008
    Did you work tonight???? I'm confused Undecided
  • honeygirl
    honeygirl Member Posts: 1,718
    edited March 2008

    Oh Sue , that cat is cracking me up!lol I think the more ornery they are , the more I like them. Cats just seem to walk to the beat of their own drum , and I love that in anyone.

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Aunt E ...I worked from 9am til 8pm .... xxx I had to do tomorrows stock take today ...cos Tom don't do anything for me when I go to the hospital ....seriously how bad is that!!  also Bolton is full of St Patricks celebrations tonight so we had to prep a fair bit... xxx

    Zippy keeps being sick Frown  hes just done it again...for the past 3 days ... I am wondering if he has furballs..or whatever ... have to go clean it up Yell   poor boy xxx

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Melody ...that cats for real isnt he.... hahahah...hes lush !!! Giving us that look  lol xxx

  • livesstrong
    livesstrong Member Posts: 1,799
    edited March 2008

    Poor Zippy - what has he been eating???

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Well I have been going to the vets to get him some lowurinary tract food..for his stress cystitis...common in Tom cats ....and more so with Zips cos hes well stressy ...its costing me $100 a month !!! but hes had it before....

    He eats and then its as if it wont digest cos it comes out whole and warm ...I could infact recycle it  Tongue out

    Seriously he still chirpy but I am concerned now ..I will just google furryballs...cos he is ALWAYS licking...hes got bald patches all over ....xxx 

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    I meant furballs lol

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    yup its fairyballs.... I will get a remedy for him from the petstore...thank god for that xxxx GOOGLE RULES!!!

  • livesstrong
    livesstrong Member Posts: 1,799
    edited March 2008

    Amazing what we'll do for our pets!!  Give Zippy a hug from AE

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    OK

    HELP ...I DO NOT WANT TO GO TOMORROW I REALLY DONT...MY VEINGS ARE HARD...THERES ALL BRUISES FROM LAST WEEK...I DONT WANT IT TO HAPPEN...REMEMBER THE 2 ND LOT OF LAST TIME ...ALL THE BLEEDS...THEN I COLLPASED...HELP ME HELP ME...JUST BE WITH ME TOMORROW PLEASSSSEEE ...

    SISTERS YOU HAVE GOT ME THROUGH ALL OF MY JOURNEY ... THE LOT OF YOU ...AND YOU SHOULD TAKE CREDIT THAT YOU HAVE KEPT ME GOING AND SEEN ME THROUGH...YOU ARE SO SO SO SO SO SPECIAL XXX

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

       I NEED HELP ...I DO NOT WANT TO GO GET STABBED ANYMORE

    I am just gonna put Diddy to bed...I nick named David ...Diddy when he was small lol.....AND ITS WAY PAST HIS BEDTIME ...XXX

  • livesstrong
    livesstrong Member Posts: 1,799
    edited March 2008

    Sue - I WILL HEAR NONE OF THIS TALK MISSY - YOU WILL GO TOMORROW!! 

    We will all be there with you, even UB.  

    By the way, we don't deserve anything - YOU ARE THE ONE THAT DESERVES ALL THE CREDIT - FOR KICKING BOOTFACE RIGHT IN THE ARSE!!! 

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Thankyou AE .....I truly have you right next to me and in my head ....when I am in that room being stabbed..it goes AE over matter ...not mind over matter...THAT IS HOW STRONG YOU ARE FOR ME AE .... I cant explain it...just the way you got me to phone the hospital and everything...it makes me feel that anything is possible xxx I hope UB is recovering from the weekend.... we are going to get through this xxx

    I am upstairs on my laptop in peace...my o/h is working tonight ..so its me n my boyfriend Zippy.... even though hes freaking licking again xxx

  • portiasproudmom
    portiasproudmom Member Posts: 2,125
    edited March 2008

    You can do it, Sue!  It will put you one step closer to that light at the end of the tunnel.  I can't figure out why your chemo is so much longer and more aggressive than what the rest of us had.  I'm sure your onc knows what he's doing.  You are kicking some MAJOR bootface a$$, Sue!  You are my hero!

    Love and hugs,

    Karen

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Embarassed   ...... But you are all my heroes...I could never do this bootface battering without you ....

    We have so much to live for sisters .... so much.... if we get through this and continue to be well and keep our friendships that would be a dream come true...

    I AM TRULY TRULY HONOURED TO HAVE MET YOU ALL xxx

    We can get some good times in without bootface...and lets all.. after this live... in.... and for the moment...lets not look ahead...if we look ahead and get scared etc ...then it only wrecks the time the love the life the energy we have now.... weve all got a one way ticket in life ...lets use it wisely...and stamp it as much as possible xxx

  • portiasproudmom
    portiasproudmom Member Posts: 2,125
    edited March 2008

    Lisa, please try to get an appt with your doc.  It seems like you've been sick forever.  Maybe you need an antibiotic or something. 

    Take good care, sweetie!

    Love and hugs,

    Karen

  • portiasproudmom
    portiasproudmom Member Posts: 2,125
    edited March 2008

    Well said, Sue!  We're all honored to know you too.  You're a very special person.

    xoxooxo

    Karen

  • portiasproudmom
    portiasproudmom Member Posts: 2,125
    edited March 2008

    We'll all be there with you tomorrow Sue--cheering you on!!!!

    Go Sue go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Hugs,

    Karen

  • my3girls
    my3girls Member Posts: 3,766
    edited March 2008

    Sue....You can do this sweetie!! You are strong, strong, strong!! Just think only 4 more after tomorrow.  We will all be there with you, holding your hand, telling you jokes!  I love you Sue, and thank YOU for all of your support to all of us here.  YOU, brought us all together, and I am very blessed to be a part of this wonderful group.

    Nancy...congrats on the meds being approved. What a relief for you.

    Mel, how are you feeling today?  I know you said you weren't feeling well the other day.  I hope you are doing better. What day do you leave for your visit with your family?  I mailed the books to you today, you should get them tomorrow.

    I didn't call the doctor today.  I know, I know...I was bad!  I just felt a little better, so I didn't. I went grocery shopping (cause the cupboards were bare) and ran a few errands, came home and feel bad again.  My head is not as painful as it was, but my throat is a little sore and I am still somewhat nauseaus.  I really think it is just a bug, that doesn't want to leave.  A few people at work had simular sypmtoms, and they said it hung around for over a week.

    Well...going to take my lazy, do nothing self and lie back down.  I hate this!!!!!!!!! NO get up and go at all!  I want the OLD ME BACK!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

    Much love to all of you!!

    xoxo

    Lisa

  • NancyD
    NancyD Member Posts: 3,562
    edited March 2008

    Sue, here's a tip I learned from another board I posted on when I was going through my divorce. Write down the names of all of us here with you on the yellow brick road and take it with you (one lady on the divorce board wrote our names in a big heart on her hand when she had to go to court, but I suggest a piece of paper is more sanitary :-)).

    Look at the names when things get tough, and know that we are all there for you...with you...taking OUR drugs, too...fighting this thing called bootface.

    And I envy your chocolate binge. I gave it up last week when I had to determine why my face was breaking out like a hormonal 14 year old. Sadly, I think it was all the chocolate I was eating. Maybe I can sneak one chocolate bunny over the weekend. But I think it's banned for the duration.

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2008

    No luck of the Irish for me...maybe because I'm mostly Swedish, do you think?

    No email, no internet all day until just now. What could be worse???

    Glad to see you, Sue! You're gonna make it. I love Nancy's suggestion about the list of names. How potent is that!!!

    Because my brain is total fog, I can't follow who's who today, so healing thoughts to you who aren't feeling so well, good luck to those who are traveling, cheers to those having a great day. Did I miss anyone? Laughing

    Instead of the good day I was determined to have yesterday, I went into meltdown mode. Stoic, hardly every shed a tear, buck up and deal Judie cried because her internet connection was slow because her son was using all the bandwidth. In the evening she had a no-holds-barred crying fit over daughter-in-law staying home from a family get-together (long boring story), packed a suitcase and was going to run away from home.  It all turned out well, but I'm sooooooo embarassed.

    A chat with my oncologist confirmed my suspicion that the nearly intolerable level of pain, brain fog, psychological meltdown are very likely the Arimidex. I'm skipping two weeks to see if that is the case, and have an appointment with her after that. I HATE THIS CRAPPY DISEASE! I WANT MY LIFE BACK!

    Okay, that's off my chest. I'll try to focus better tomorrow. Reading all your posts just now has helped a lot...thanks! It's good to get lost in other's joys and struggles for a few minutes.

    Judie 

  • honeygirl
    honeygirl Member Posts: 1,718
    edited March 2008

    We are all with you tomorrow Sue. You can do it. Hugs and much love to you.xxxx Melody

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

    Oh sisters thankyou so much ...xxxxxxxxx

    Well I came to crash on the bed with you at 1130 am earlier ...anyhow I must of crashed too much ...as my o/h has just come in from work and woke me up from my crashed out position...hahahahah ..it is 230am .... I must of dropped off...

    I love you all ....I am going to read the posts.... the pictures give me amzing strength xxxx

    See you all tomorrow if now you are gone xxx

  • geebung
    geebung Member Posts: 1,851
    edited March 2008

    I want the duckling! That is sooooo cute!

  • geebung
    geebung Member Posts: 1,851
    edited March 2008

    Hi all you dear and wonderful women!

    Just a really quick post from me (you are probably all asleep anyway!)

    Jule - so great that your drugs have come through!

    Sue - sending you big hugs, prayers and supportive thoughts for your treatment tomorrow/today.

    Lisa - please see a doctor - this has gone on long enough and I hate to think of you still feeling sick. ((((())))))

    Melody - love all your great pics - you know just the right ones to put on here.

    Judie - sounds very sensible to give yourself a break from those meds for a little while - maybe they could change you onto a different drug?

    Hi to everyone I haven't mentioned yet.

    Love to you all!

    Jane xooxoxxoxo 

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2008

    Sue, you will do fine tomarrow as we will all be there with you to get ya through!!!!!!!!

    You have had so little rest this past week...Im happy to hear that you crashed like that....

    Im glad you liked the tale about my nephew and his cow.....that kid is a god send.....his dad is my youngest brother who ended up being a single father about a 1 and a 1/2 ago...Robs mom just doesnt seem to take any interest in him unless its for the support check my brother was sending her.....little brother finally said enough and took custody...so as time goes on you will hear lots about Rob...he's kind of become like a second son and we are really close.

    Well, its getting late and my little eyes are tired.....I will have a long day at work tomarrow as I purchased a new copier/printer for our office and we are going to set it up so that everyone in the building has access to it.....our IT isnt the smartest duck in the pond with the network type issues & since I use to work in the computer industry and generally know more than this IT guy, the boss asked me to work with this guy tomarrow until everything is working right.....

    Send happy thoughts to all of you and hoping everyone will have a GREAT DAY!!!!!

    Hugs

    Jule

  • livesstrong
    livesstrong Member Posts: 1,799
    edited March 2008

    Sue - by now you are in the thick of it - I hope you feel all our energy surrounding you.  After this only 4 MORE!!!  YIPPEE!! Things are really moving fast now.

    Mel - love, love, love the pictures.  The dogs & cat are my fave.

    Lisa - Try to think that this is the beginning of a new chapter in your life.  We all got a second chance and we need to start fresh.  Sending positive energy your way.

    Well, I'll be away from my desk most of the day - will check back in later.

    Hugs,

    AE

  • sueps
    sueps Member Posts: 2,266
    edited March 2008

      four times 4 veins stabbed and stabbed before they could get the thing to work..... oh lord .... I couldnt breathe with my coat over my head.... I have my coat over my head for as long as I am in that chair... but boy was it hot today...I ended up throwing my wiggy across the room .... and I am full of bruises .... so I am going to lay down on my bed while my o/h makes a scrummy lasagne ... I am feeling SICK SICK SICK ....but I wont give in !!!!!! 

    You had your day bootface .... make the most of it .....go boil your head!!!

    blerghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh  xxx

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