please help

Hey dear Sue, now listen to Karen, and take a day off.  You need to gather up your strength for the other days.  Just stay in bed.  I know it is hard, I wish I could come and take care of you and the boys.  Dang planet, just too big.

Love you, honey, Shirlann

Good evening sisters! I had a terrible day.  Just one of those days, where nothing goes right! Glad it's almost over.  The sink is still leaking..so we are not using it.  Thank goodness for my downstairs bathroom, I can use that sink.  I have to call a plummer tomorrow.  Olivia is still pretty sick, and now I am feeling, headachy, neck hurts and some chills.  Very tired too! Dang...I can't get sick!! If I do, I have to be 100% by my surgery day.  Olivia slept most of the day, and has already gone up to bed (7:15pm).  I am headed there in a little while.  I start work at 5:30am tomorrow! Our temps are to be dropping dramatically by this weekend.  Highs of 15!! Sue, I do hope you are taking the day off tomorrow and that you are feeling better.  Glad you liked idol. Karen, I thought last night was really funny too!  I agree...I told Liv...I think Simon has softened!! He has been so much nicer. Ok...I am going to take my achy body and say goodnight! xoxo Lisa

Good morning,

Sneaking a hello in from work.  Gb...I am feeling so much better today..I got a long sleep last night.  I sprayed my daughters room with lysol and washed my hands a ton yesterday.  So hopefully, I will stay healthy.  She just called my (6:30am) and is  still very sick, so I called her off of school.

It's a busy day here at work..everyone traveling out for the long weekend.

Poppy...you did have quite a day at work!

Ill check back with everyone later today.

I hope you all have a great day and a good weekend!

It will be a cold one here!!

xoxo

Lisa

We survived the 3 inches of snow yesterday, there is still a a little bit left hanging around. the temps now is hovering around freezing. They are calling for more white stuff tonight! and Donald will not be getting home until tomorrow in the next round of snow.

Sue, Please take care and rest, that is the only way you will get over this cold.

Lisa, sorry to hear Olivia is still sick. Hope you don't catch it.

I need to get back to work as well.

Sheila

Well I thought I would have an easy morning but I got into work and there was a message on the answer phone that was the lady saying" I am phoning you because you cut my f***ing phone of, I came in and paid my bill two F***ing days ago and you have cut me off you f***ing Ba***rds!!!!!

Then she didnt put the phone down properly and started crying and ranting how she was going to stay up all night waiting for us to open!!!!



I was too scared to call her back LOL



I should be in the police force, It would be safer

Poppy, you sure have had a rough two days! At least I just answer the switchboard and pass the call onto Customer Service to deal with the irate customers. Though I do have an emergency switch to push if someone threatning comes in the lobby that rings several men in the office to come running, I have not had to use it yet.

I don't know what that is above my entry, I have reported it as inappropriate.

Live-Life480,

It's against the rules of the board to sell & promote products.  However, if you would like to discuss the success your mother had with this product (without promoting it), I'd suggest that you post in the "Alternate, Complementary and Holistic Treatments" forum. 

All I know is that there sure isn't anything out there that makes cancer dissolve into water!!

To all those newly diagnosed, you'll find lots of hoaxes out there - people who are trying to make money off those who have cancer.  I'm not saying that this is the case in this situation, but please, don't get sucked in!!

hi all

am sorry but i just dont feel well as my last hemo time is comming closer...

it will be next friday..which makes me really nervouse..i dont want to come in here just for complainning and being so negative..

i kept reading all ur posts but wasnt able to write anything...i hope u all understand this strange situation if wanting to just watching without doing anything at alllll............

love u,,and keep reading all ur wonderfull words plz dont be worried about me ,,

it is just a very strange situation that i am passing through these days,,it is just sitting in bed,,not doing anything,,reading ur all posts,,and keep thinking about these treatments and the radiotherapy and wat to do to lose these all extra-killos,,,

i recieved my new wig and will take a pic to post it here later,,,

i love u ladies..thank u for asking about meee,,

god wen i am going to get rid of all these sad and strange feelings..

just like a ZOMBY.........LOL

Sue, omigod!

I haven't posted to you here before, but I read almost all this thread on New Year's Eve.

Sweetie, you are so loved.  And your boys need you.  And you know how often you have told OTHERS not to be ashamed of feeling scared and needing help.

I hope you are finding someone to tell you that your despair is not reasonable.  It is a desperate feeling and I hope you are with some one who can put that feeling to sleep and awaken the feeling of gentle hope.

I love you from reading your brilliant posts, without ever having met you or even having exchanged notes before! 

Please come back!  Please know that your despair is cyclical and will pass -- your despair is a bootface, too!  Maybe the worst bootface of all. 

You have a horrible cold, and you're having chemo.

Please try to just bundle yourself up and take tiny, tiny steps.  Stay right here and right now.  Please don't run ahead looking for trouble!  I think the people at your job love you.  Everyone must be in awe of how hard you've been working.  Besides, there must be laws against firing people with cancer.  There are such laws in the U.S. and we're horribly backward that way!  And even if one bad prediction were to come true, it's not possible that no one else would employ you.

Even though you don't know me, I'm sending hugs and prayers your way.  All the more so, I'm sure, from people you do know.

You can be weak.  Let all the others who love you give back the strength you've expended on their behalf.

Sue,

There is a saying "winners never quit and quitters never win".  I have been reading this post for a long time and I can say without a doubt you are a winner not a quitter.  As you say you "hit a brick wall" you need to turn around a find another way out of that maze.  Part of you has made that turn by posting here, we need the rest of you so we can guide you back to the yellow brick road to Oz.

You have a lot going on but you also have a lot to live for.  Your little boys need their mother.  Not just now but when they are grown.  I know because I still need my mom but unfortunately she passed a few years ago. All children need their moms no matter what their age.

Please let those who have gone down your same journey help you.  I don't know what you are going through as my diagnosis is very different but I do know you need to remain positive and keep picturing yourself how you will be when all your treatmeant is complete.  Make plans for what you want to do when this part of your life is over and concentrate on that and your boys.

One thing I have found out through my journey is my health, my family then my job.  That is my order of precendence in my life because if I don't take care of me, then I can't be there for others when they need me.

Dawn

Don't go, Sue. Please stay, please vent, please live.



It's another hurdle which you have to cross over: the confab of the job, your cold, the short days and nights, the post mastectomy pain, the pending chemotherapy all are creating that brick wall in your mind.



One foot in front of the other, and you'll find away around this hurdle.



We're here to help. Heck, if we have to, they'll be a contingency knocking on your door, I'm sure.



Tender

Sue - Aunty Em here - KNOCK IT OFF- and get you arse back her ASAP- YOU HEAR ME!!!!!  Am I going to have to lock you in your room???????

You are going to get thru this and come out the other side victorious.  You have too - your sons need you!!! 

I am sure this cold has beaten you down, you need REST!!  FU&^ the job - your health comes first.

God, I HATE this damn disease.

Just remember we are all here for you & Ulla and anyone else that needs it.

DON'T MAKE ME SEND THE FLYING MONKEYS AFTER YOU!!!!

Aunty Em

Lisa , awww , he is the apple of your eye , I can see all the love in your eyes! What a sweetie. Happy Birthday Matthew!!oxox

Your daughter is gorgeous.