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I finally got to sleep around 3:30 this morning. I played games on the computer until my brain stopped functioning. Can't drink any alcohol so I numb myself with games. Even the anti anxiety medication didn't relax my brain.
Mamav- my husband had to take my car to the car wash because some hawk crapped on the drivers side (door) window. Gross!
Thanks everyone for letting me vent. There was a lot that I erased last night. I just can't handle much more. I think I am going to give myself some time to be weak so I can find my strength again.
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Hey everyone...its the nut here.bird shit is supposed to be good luck!!!!!
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I popped back to see you all!
Back to clinic for me, after a three month break and my husband had a heart attack yesterday! He's doing well and is on morphine. Gave me quite a scare...
Hope all is well with you ladies and pleased to see this thread still going!
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Sommer so sorry you had such a time of it.
Ginger
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Sommer - sending you a great big hug!
I'm off for a nice long walk with my youngest son. Don't be surprised if we knock on your door and visit. My nerve, not nerves, is shot.
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Veggy - use red permanent marker and lotsa !!!!! for your review of the onc. '_____'
Dunes - we had one skunk, Sage, he was a man-eater. He would snuggle me, let me turn him overnd tickle him. But let me sneak the clippers out of my pocket while he was leeping by me in tv time, he smelled them and woke up screaming- skunks scream - and stomping - skunks stomp. If I was very tricky, I could maybe get one nail before he started screaming and stomping and tumbled off the sofa for the run back to his den, and he would not forget, he would stay away from oour snuggle time for days, then come back. I could on;y get one nail at a time and weeks apart. He had very long nails, consequently. Yes, when they jerk away that is the issue.
Fuzzy - oh the mistakes I made. Parenting is our learning experience, not theirs. It's how we get wise with grey hair, how we become the real elders.
Will try to take time to read more, I on;y got to two pages past where I left, but been busy doing eBay lsitings before my special free listing run out on 31st at midnight. Not that it is doing me a bit of good this week. ugh. compulsive obsessive is me. Am at 62 and get 100.
Hope all is well, I did not look at the last page, have to work.
LOVEEssa
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It took me two hours to walk two miles. It was up and down hills. I'm out of shape. A police car came by and stopped and said hi. He must have turned around and he stopped by again. He asked where I lived. He said I didn't look familar. I've lived here for 27 years. I don't know if smeone saw me huffing and puffing while I was standing under a tree and got nervous.
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Sommer...whoa. Glad DH is doing better!! So scary!! Hug him for us, ok?
Crog / Mama - it sure does get a little weird around here when we go on Walkabout and are gone for a bit!! I missed you! Welcome home...vent away!!! Oh, that toe Sounds painful! No worries about catching up...or remembering!! Not required in the RR!! LOL
GG...you're a true love. I do walk with you. You do walk with me. You're amazing the way you touch my heart...and all of us here.
Veggy...I was up til 5:30am. I just kinda lay there. Can't sleep, can't function. Maybe I should check out some games. That cop episode is a little strange. Did you push yourself too hard?
Princess Pre Madonna replied to my text. "I've been ready to move out for years...you overreacted....you were pissed before we left...I will remember that forever....I was pissed at you...I love it here..." I didn't answer her call....I'm not ready, too emotional. She needs some time to sort herself out. I'm happy she loves it...not happy that she actually thinks she's "moved out". I had my own apartment (bills and all), three jobs and was a senior in high school when I was on my own (not by choice). Dorm life is not moved out. I did text her back and told her I did the best I knew how. No regrets.
My DH is home today. He builds houses and its been pretty hot 'round here...he came home because his eyes are acting strange. Gets dizzy if he looks up or down. Scares the crap outta me.
Well, I love the paint I put up! Good thing too because it would be hell to Re-do it! I'm ready to do some more. My oldest will be home tomorrow night and I need to figure out some dinners....she loves dinners at home. And seeing her Kitty, the puppy, and yes....her Mama.
Hugs hugs hugs
Smooches smooches smooches -
My son and I both think we walked too far. We would stop and rest and walk some more. The last hill is a killer,...always has been. I think tomorrow we will cut it down to one mile and/or find somwhere flatter to walk.
My son is putting water on for tea. I like the way he thinks.
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Good thinking! Hills are brutal! My oldest found out its easier to go up them backwards...I'm just not coordinated enough! LOL
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I'm sneaking in to check on everyone...being very quiet...
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im sneakin in with ya fuzzy.its hard for me to be quiet but im gonna try.
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Caught you both sneaking lol but glad to see you, even if i wasnt supposed to :-)
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Man! Hugs for all of you. We certainly do seem to have hit a rough patch . . . and just in time for Autumn. In Five Element Acupuncture, Autumn is the energy of the Metal element. The Organs associated with the Metal Element are the Lungs and the Large Intestine. The emotions are grieving and awe. The Lungs are associated with inspiration and our connection or lack of connection to a higher power. The Large Intestine is associated with grieving and letting go.
We really seem to be manifesting Metal.
Oh yeah, by all means, hop in my pocket on Tuesday. Enjoy the anaesthesia. LOL
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Dunes....that is so frickin' cool!! I could listen to you all day everyday! Intriguing....
I got a great visual of us "sneaking" around! LOL!!!
So, I got some really great news. My DH said I could get another baby puppy....but, that's way more insane than it sounds. Its really just so my spoiled baby has someone to play with...ok, so I saw a Neighbor tonight and her baby and my baby get along great. So, shed love for me to get her baby while she's at work to have play dates! That's way better!! He'll be so happy!
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Well I just got slimed all over my pj top with black fur and slobber, dog loves me so much. Cleaned his ears tonight, brushed him. Hubby took him out but it was 2 hrs before bed. Now dog wants out and the coyotes are howling close by in woods. I am not! going out there. Waking up Huby, he was spposed to take dog out AT bedtime, not two hrs before and saying that's good enough, he can wait until 4 a.m.. I would like to see Hubby hold it all night.
Last night two owls were singing softly next to my window. First one then next would join in, like a round, not loud at all. They sang for an hour, I fell asleep to them singing under the full moon. Woke up often to the whip-poor-will yelling in the dark, love it, there is a yong onethat goes to bed in thetree at back of house each dawn, can tell he is young, his voice is not all there yet.
All very romantic here in the woods except for the coyotes howling, the pack is large and always close, Hubby takes out a gun in the dark and even at dusk.
Gotta watch that full moon. I was nearly to the one year w/o periods, nealy to menopause when I slept under the full moon all night and had period the next day. Also gotta watch the kids ripping out the parent's heart, that made me start period all the time too. Oh the memories.
Dunes such neat info. I just purchased three books, Advanced Flower Essence Therapy, Flower Essence Acupucture and Rediscovering Real Medicine (mostly homeopathy and meridians and elements). These are way cool. We are going to use them to learn to hit the acupuncture points for healing, w/o the price of an acupuncturist. I believe in flower essences and the elements.
LOVEEssa
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Well, of all things, our dog Smokey, I was fast asleep, just before 7 a.m., and he is whining and I responded in sleep that it was okay, puppy. He whines and whines and wakes me up, so I brought him in the bedroom and told him to get on the bed, but apparently he wanted to sit on my face, and I realized it must be raining or a storm outside, that's what usually gets him really out of his mind scared. So, I sort of elbowed him out of the way to go back to sleep, he jumped off the bed, and a few minutes later when he was back in the hall, I sat up to tell him he could come in the bedroom, and that's when I saw he had peed a rather large area right beside the bed! Of all things! Must have jolted out of him when he got off the bed (it's an old big bed). I could have cared less, I just wanted to go back to sleep (we have a washing vacuum). But couldn't, so put some newspapers down and went on to my waking up routine. Richard said he let him out at a reasonable time.
I think that's three dog-peeing events amongst all of us now. SMILE. Gosh, it's good to see Cindy, Somer, and others who just crawled out of the woodwork. Yes, life has gone on, in the usual way, comedy, tragedy, peeing wildlife and prissy children. Sorry, FUZZY, for that awful message from daughter. Oh, she'll get homesick like everyone else, she'll come around, besides how can anyone resist you? I know you'll enjoy your other daughter, tho!!!!! Bye bye! GG
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I thought some of you might want to know that Marybe is in Christ Hospital in Cincinatti. There is an explanation on her thread, Between the devil and the deep blue sea. She is very sick and we are praying for her recovery.
Thanks Ginger
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Ginger...thank you for that post. Oh man....prayers on the way!!!
Nature is wonderful. I love the way you both describe it...like I'm right there...I can almost feel and smell it!
Off to take my mama shopping! And, getting a haircut!! Sorry my post is so short. Kinda slow moving this morning..... -
Maybe it is the full moon and dogs, dogeyed? Today in broad morning light the coyotes were at edge of woods, could hear the pups yippng softly, sounded like tree branches rubbing together at first. Took Danny Boy out to hurry and right back inside, he said so.
Stopped on Marybe's thread. The weight of this disease is upon us, we always have to find the balance between the oppression it can bring and the hope and inspiration and love it offers too. Damn.
I have to get to work, Hubby working a double so I may make that aBay listing goal of 30 more before midnight, hahaha. Then all will be listed during first of Sept for free for awhile, and I have 50 free after they are off, a real juggling act.
Sassy where are you dear? I know involved deeply in the prayer novena, a good place to be.
LOVEEssa
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Hello? Anyone in the romp room? Is everyone hiding?
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Hey Ladies...............could use some prayers for my grandson..................not sure if anyone remembers I mentioned having a grandson, that has problems, sometimes drugs, drinking, and just not great behavior.......he got in trouble a while back and spent a few days in jail..............cleaned himself up, graduated from HS, and has tried so hard.....................he is leaving for college tomorrow, and I went to have dinner with him last night.......................he seems so sad.........I won't even mention his mother, her behavior, and how she walked out on my son, and her 4 kids..................my son, is spent so much time trying to "win" her back, he neglected to completely see there were 4 kids involved...........let them have what they wanted, do what they wanted, thinking "this is ok"............it isn't. However, he did the best he could, as man and woman of the house, with all the needs.......his youngest was 8, another girl 13, another son 16, and Vincent was15........he did truely did....that was 4 years ago, and this grandson was mouthy, but not a problem....he was an A student, and an amazing wrestler for the Middle School, eventually HS.
Well I told him last night, that aside from what all the "nay sayers", are saying........how many have given up on him, and think he will never change, stay sober, no drugs, etc................just don't let them and their opinions win........................I told him I believe in him, that he can make it, regardless of what others think..............
He had a good dinner, and when we left each other, we hugged (not sure how many times), and he told me he loved me, and I told him the same (not sure how many times)..................
I still have his graduation, and birthday present here with me, but want to be sure it is the right time to give him that kind of money........$600.00..........I can't tell him that..................he is going to JWC College of Culinary Arts in Providence, R.I...............I will hold onto it, until I feel comfortable giving it to him..........he is under a lot of stress, from all around, feels unloved, and you can see the sadness in his face...............yes he took a wrong turn, and yes I can understand my sons frustration, but this kid has gone through a lot, and I know where much of the blame lies........................of course my son says, "no", he did this to himself, but PLEASE YOUR MOTHER WALKS OUT ON THE FAMILY, COMES BACK, LEAVES, COMES BACK, AND THIS DOESN'T AFFECT THE CHILDREN.............not to mention cheating......................oh well, guess I have bored you all enough, since we all have our crosses to bear, but please.....................when you lay your head down tonight, if you have 1 more prayer left.......please say it for my grandson..........his name is Vincent............hugs, and thanks. you ladies make miracles happen.......
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Ducky, I will include Vincent in my prayers.
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Ducky - I'm praying for your dear Vincent.
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Thanks Lauren...............hugs
Chabba, thanks, .........hugs
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Oh yes...thoughts and prayers to Vincent. Good idea to hold onto that cash. When he needs it, you'll know.
Fucking shitty ass Day in FuzzLand. If it wasn't for a few great things in my world, I'd probably wrap myself around a tree right now. Took my mom to see PPMadonna. Big mistake. Big big big ass mistake. I may as well not exist. Then mom likes to be sweet " oh she loves you..she misses you..." blah blah bullshit. Damn it. -
Sorry for those of you having rough days. I can't think straight lately. Just started Tamoxifen and its driving me crazy. Awful, terrible mood swings. Hot flashes. Insomnia. Exhaustion. ugh.
I hope everyone has a GREAT long weekend!
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Ducky... Vincent will be in my prayers.....
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veggy, Sorry about problems-sucks. the link below was a members question along time ago. I did alot of work on it to help her. I use it now as a storage place for things that I have written. The first 2 pages are primarily wound related. Pick and choose what may help you. becareful with neosporin , it is the most causative agent for skin reaction. A gift and a trouble in one tube. (((((((((HUGS))))))))) sheila
http://community.breastcancer.org/forum/44/topic/754935?page=1
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Just get here and even though the dog-dear schats has had about a mile run today her internal clock says it's supposed to happen now............Everytime I do it early because heat is okay----her time clock stiill says now..... sounds like kids....................
Back---I should have the exercise she does. Brother tried to tell me to run with her ----right 15 miles /hr Catching up on news
Not into politics , but wish I woulda of seen Clint Eastwood last night. Talk of everything today.
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