5 NEW ANGELS

faithandfifty

KimberSIS: yes, it's amazing, she continues to carry these two shoeless marvels. At this point she has now carried them just as far as her singleton -- just over 36 weeks.

They will not 'allow' her to go to 38. Her appt tomorrow will sort out the specifics of the c-section: timing etc. Her doc wants them to go to approx 37.5 weeks if possible.

As to the c-section: Trevor is still breech as of last u.s. and McKenna is transverse. As there is no more room in the inn, it's quite unlikely that they will get rearranged at this point in time.

The thought of surgery for her completely FREAKS me out, but I'm certainly not telling her that. Thank you for your continued support.

Since you're in direct contact with our angels, ask them to help shepherd these two safely to us.

PuppyLovey: Wishing you a wonderful day.... carefree. Kicked back. Reflective. I don't know, is NASCAR still running? (I'm outta that loop.... missed the entire March madness as well.) Love seeing your messages sprinkled thruout these boards. I'm learning how to navigate here, beyond Norm's front porch.

Norm: I'm starting to feel like it's been a while since you've checked in here. Mama hen wants to hear from you. What's been happening?

You've gotta check in periodically to keep the rest of us focused.

Waving to any of our other 'readers' and wishing you a lovely day.

Here's another peek at what I get to see all the time.

PuppyFive

{{Faith}}

We have "Special Angels" to look over Our Babies and Mommie...

and All of US....

norm

Hello Angelwatcher's and all other guest's.Sure is nice to see every one is starting to feel abit better!I've been alittle low lately,that's why I haven't signed in for afew day's.Things will pass!All that is happening in your lives right now,you don't need to hear me whine!!!

Even though I don't right every day,you are alway's in my thought's and prayer's

  ps.I bought the rental house,BUT STILL LOOKING FOR A HOME!!

                         T.F.L.norm

faithandfifty

Norm: thanks for taking the time & energy to let us know that you're managing in spite of all of the feelings..... that must be like living in a pinball machine at times. We're here for ya, even when ya need to take a break from us.

Go ahead and whine -- whenever you need to. You're allowed.

Congrats on your purchase of the rental property!! That's a big decision and I hope that it proves "fruitful" for you.

Now keep looking for your new house -- when you're able to resume that search.

wonderboy alert -- must send

love to all

SISKimberly

Hi Angel Watchers and newcomers,

Our momma looks pretty tired, poor thing.  Wow, over 36 weeks is so amazing!!!!  Thanks for explaining why a c-section.  Surgery is never a pleasant option, but if that what it takes to bring these little angels into the world, then so be it.  She'll be fine.  My friend had a c-section as well.  Charles is over 6 pounds and out of the hospital, but Emma Claire, although healthy, still needs to put on some more weight.

Norm, that's great you bought the rental.  I too hope it will be a worthy investment. I look forward to hearing about your house hunting for your HOME...that will be a special place.

As far as whining...that's what friends are for...and I've done my share of the whining.

Is there anything we can do to help you sort through some feelings....be a sounding board for you?  Sometimes just hearing different perspectives outside or your own head is a good thing.

Puppy- I love all these graphics you find. So fitting for the moment at hand.

Take care all,

SIS Kimberly 

PuppyFive

{{{Norm}}}

PuppyFive

{{Faith}} {{Sis}} {{Norm}} {{All that come}}

Gods Speed.....

For Our Babies.....

faithandfifty

All continues on baby watch. The c-section is now scheduled, but I'm keeping it a secret..... will see if babies agree to waiting that long.

We are now working on getting my SIL/her DH home for a week's leave to be part of the celebration.

We heard both heart beats so strong. Made my heart sing!!

xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

Norm, KimberSIS, Puppy and all of your readers

PuppyFive

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.................

footprintsangel

Hi Angels, I am so happy to see some good and cheerful angels. I lost 3 people this week and am fighting the medical field!  I hate cancer! But I will win! I am very grateful for all the wonderful people here.  I wrote, He's my joy, He's my light . He's my strength and my sight, He's my friend when I'm low, He' my Savior I love him so! Angel Hugs, Debbie

PuppyFive

Gods Speed...

Puppy

faithandfifty

Footprints: I'm so sorry to hear of your numerous losses & in such a close proximity of time. Know that we open our hearts to you here @ Norm's thread. I'm sure he has the most empathy for where your head & heart are at this time. Please come back often and let us know how you are coping & adjusting. We get much support here from each other. We count on Puppy to give us incredible, inspiring images to lift us up.

PuppyLovey: I'm sending you this spring sunshine that we're having today. Please savor it -- letting the warmth melt right into your heart, your throat, your very brain!! Always have you in my prayers for strength and courage.

KimberSIS: how's the IV treatment going? Are you just about complete with that treatment? Has it done it's job? Now in all my recent frazeldness I've misplaced the date of your last chemo. I knew it was April Fools day -- that was easy to keep track of. Know that I am wishing you wellness with every possible day. I too LOVED the image of the Asian hands in serene prayerful pose. When I saw that I said to myself: Kimberly's gonna just LOVE that picture. Puppy's the best.

Norm: I passed an intersection on the way home from school today that was piled high with flowers and mementos, in the face of a recent tragedy and the first thing I thought of was you.... how you're doing, how you're holding up. What we might be able to do for you. What you might like to hear. Know that even when my words are off-base or inarticulate I'm wishing the very best for you. I wonder how your sense of 'isolation' is these days? Is spring-time finding it's way to you yet? Does that help??? To get outside some more?

Readers & friends please know that I wish you all the best for today & trust our angels to keep watch over you.

P.S. No new developments in baby-town. My SIL (son-in-law) has now booked a flight home to us. I'm concerned that DD may get one hug from him and squeeze the babes right into his arms. She is soooo excited that he'll be here soon.

SISKimberly

Good Afternoon Angel Watchers and newcomers,

First, Footprints, I am so sorry to hear of your losses, so close together, how draining that must be for you. It appears from your post that you have faith that gives you strength and comfort. Know that we are here for you to lean on if you need a safe place to fall.

Faith, Puppy, and Norm- Tried to check in yesty morning, but the site wasn’t letting me get on, so I went about my day hoping to check in later. Talked with Carol for a bit, and then spent the day with my sister. I got home at 5pm after a stop at the store to get Benadryl Cream and dinner stuff. I was exhausted, so needless to say, I didn’t check in as I’d hoped.

I have developed an allergic reaction to adhesives on my skin.  On Sunday, the apparatus they had attached to my port to keep my port accessed so they don’t have to poke me everyday, was removed as it only lasts 7 days.  My skin was red and welted looking.  On Monday, yesterday, the nurse tried to reattach a new apparatus, but the big swab of whatever they use to sterilize the area stung like a bugger, and when the trans-dermal (clear large bandage thingy) went over the port apparatus connector, my skin immediately started to sting and itch.  After the infusion, only 30 minutes, she took the trans-dermal off and tried a different adhesive thing that looked like an oversized Bandaid, but that too just caused immediate burning and itching.  When she took it off, my poor skin was red, rashy, and itchy.  She said enough of that, we’ll just have to access daily. I must say on the plus side, getting dressed and sleeping is much easier without the apparatus attached, and I can shower instead of sitting in a bath and trying to avoid getting it wet.  The infection is slowly retreating, and I'm feeling better and better each day. I've got 7 more days to really feel good before my next infusion, so I'm going to enjoy this feeling for sure.

I’ve switched my last chemo to have it done at the infusion center where I’m doing my IV antibiotics.  My onc. wasn’t  forthcoming about my having a choice to do my chemo at his office or the infusion center, which is literally down the hall from my onc’s office, so I thought if I didn’t want to drive to Sacramento I had to do it in his office.  It’s really a small space that has 12 chairs crammed in, and no room for visitors unless one of the 12 chairs is available. The nurses, although nice, were practically tripping over each other.  It was really a bummer to have my friend or family member waiting in the waiting room for me instead of being in with me.  I found out that oncologists who do chemo in their office get a financial benefit, so now I understand why my onc didn’t volunteer the information that I had a choice.  My onc’s office called to ask why I was switching, so I was honest and explained that it was claustrophobic. I was not happy that I had never been able to have a friend or family member be able to sit with me, although twice they were able to sit, but not for more than 10 or 15 minutes, before being sent out to the waiting room.  Anyway, I’m so excited my sisters will be able to actually sit with me the whole time for my last chemo.

Another thought. During my 4th infusion, the one when I got my first infection, the nurse taking care of me was sick with what I later found out was a sinus infection that followed closely a respiratory illness she’d had previously. She wasn’t wearing a mask, but obviously had gloves on, and she was running a fever. She was waiting for another nurse to come in and take her place. Of course, it was during the course of the nurses chatting that I found this out, and by then she had already accessed my port. You figure these nurses know what they are doing since they do this all the time, but WOW what was she thinking being so sick and being around people with compromised immune systems. Was her accessing my port without a mask the cause of my infection?  I plan to bring this up to my onc. when I see him on the 22nd the day of my last chemo as I didn’t think the nurse who called to find out why I changed infusion sites needed to know that part. Since my onc is their boss, he should make sure his nurses follow safe protocols.

Wrapping you in warm thoughts, Puppy. 

Anticipating the arrival of our babies, Faith. I'm so glad the sil will be able to get home for the birth.  I know your dd must be so relieved to know her love will be with her soon. 

Norm- ((((HUGS))) as you struggle with whatever you're dealing with right now. 

xoxoxo SIS Kimberly 

norm

Sending love and prayer's to ALL

 norm

faithandfifty

Norm. This is very selfish of me, but I am soooooooooo grateful to have you pop in with just the words above.... and the smiley faces on parade. I know that you're still putting one foot in front of the other. It's never my intention to pry into how you're doing..... but sometimes I feel like maybe if I ask questions that will lead you in.

So thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the connection.

KimberSIS: I am sooooooooooo deeply sorry for all of the "extra" nightmares that have unfolded into your days. I always try to keep the happy face attitude -- but in fact, am learning how the 'medical' world creates some of the agony we must endure. For financial gain?? Please tell me it ain't so. I'm gonna go put my head back into the sand again.

We've just had fireworks from our soap opera, yet again. I didn't think it possible that one could extend an olive branch to have it taken from your hand and then used to smack ya up side the head, but alas that's what's happened tonight. A sorry sad state of affairs. It's deplorable. And heart breaking... but we are survivors and we will survive.

Puppylovey: I haven't been on the boards much today, so not sure how you're doing, but know that I send you love and care.

Footprints: continue to pop in at the BEACH thread.... I find those images very comforting in times of stress.

Love to each and all.

PuppyFive

Know My prayers are with You....

{{{{{Norm}}}}}

{{{{{Sis}}}}}

So sorry You having such sadness.....

Prayer for All.......

Puppy

SISKimberly

Morning Angel Watchers and newcomers,



Norm- I am so sorry for what you are going through. Know that I'm wrapping my arms around the best that I can and giving you a great big hug. I imagine Brenda holding you close, stroking your hair, and whispering words of love and encouragement to you right now as she would her babies. Know she's there with you Norm, as we are, letting you live through whatever has taken hold. You will make it to the other side my friend.



Faith- Oh sweetie, it sounds like you, too, are in a place of disillusionment over something I'm not certain I understand- "We've just had fireworks from our soap opera, yet again. I didn't think it possible that one could extend an olive branch to have it taken from your hand and then used to smack ya up side the head, but alas that's what's happened tonight. A sorry sad state of affairs. It's deplorable. And heart breaking... but we are survivors and we will survive." ((((HUGS))))



Puppylove- As always, you are in my thoughts. I keep picturing you on the beach with your hair blowing in the warm breeze surrounded by the healing golden light of the universe. Loving you.



Has anyone gotten weird computer code stuff when they tried to log in and then navigate? It’s moving slow again today. Even the tool bar with the smiley faces and all is missing. Ahhh well, maybe it is just a reminder to us all to just go with the flow eh?



So, I’ve had this chubby little Robin Red Breast flapping against the dining room window for two days now trying to get at something that’s caught its eye. I have a clear vase of silk sunflowers on the table, and the vase is filled with glass marbles. Thought maybe he was drawn to the color or the shine, so I took it off the table. Low and behold, he gave up. I’m thinking of buying him a sunflower at the store and seeing what he does with it.



I wanted to share my new and improved philosophy of life. It’s been working itself out right on this site, and has decided now is the time to emerge and be known.



“Right now, at this moment, is all that is known. The past has offered me lessons to learn, and if I didn’t learn them, I know I will be presented with them again, so there is no need to constantly look back to review what was. Looking back only manages to keep me stuck. The future, although alluring, wants to pull me into a void of unknown. Living there will only keep me entangled in the ‘what if’s’ and that is a waste of my precious life energy. There is only the now, where everything is as it should be. “Now” resides within “known”, so right now, in this present moment, is where I choose to reside.”



Take care my Angels,

SIS Kimberly

footprintsangel

Dear Angel Watchers, Thanks for the support, You all are very kind. I am still looking for the gift in each and trying to remember how luck I am. My lymphedema is big, But more to love I guess. My prayers are with you and may you fined peace. Sending you lots of angel hugs. Take Care, Debbie

PuppyFive

{{{SIS}}}........

I will not be posting for at least a week........

faithandfifty

Angels and angelwatchers. Today is wonder boy's birthday. So we will celebrate life and hope and potential and possibility. May we all remember to celebrate the good that surrounds us, each day that we have the opportunity.

PuppyLovey: my hugs to you, to last a whole week thru.

KimberSIS: unfortunately this blissful bubble has been popped.... my daily prayer is that our unborn babes have somehow percolated in a stainless steel protective environment, as the reality show my daughter is living thru has become very pitiful, at what should be such a joyous time and now we pray for healing of shattered relationships with her in-laws.

There is so much genuine sorrow in the world it breaks my heart when people need to manufacture unkindness, cruelty and sadness.

Norm: keep waking up each day and give it your best. That's all any of us can do after all. I'm asking the same of myself. Cyber hug for you.

Footprints: welcome to our walk among the angels. May they bless you as they have blessed us: with friendship, concern & encouragement.

I too will be much less visible in the week to come.... I have a big opportunity this weekend in Cleveland. Before you know it these babies will be arriving & then all devotion of time & energy will go to them, of course..... but I will be sending you all the old fashioned kind of prayers, from my heart to heaven.

PuppyFive

"SOON"

SISKimberly

Good Morning Angel Watchers-

My Robin Red Breast has given up his quest.  Finally figured out he couldn't get to what he thought he needed no matter how hard he thumped against the window.  A lesson to consider, if you have to work that hard for something you think you need or want, maybe it isn't in the cards for you to have it.

Deb- I'm so glad that you've found this site a place of comfort.  I'm sorry your lymphodema is being problematic, and hope that with the help of physical therapy, compression garments, and water retention reduction medication that things will ease up for you.  I loved your positive spin....more of me to love.  Darn right, girlfriend!!!!

Puppy- I know you may not even get this message, but I know in my heart that you will feel all the love and positive energy being sent your way as you go through this next week or so.  Know we'll be waiting for you upon your return when you're ready.  (((((HUGS and much LOVE)))))

Faith- Oh, how sad that the in-laws are not making this joyeous event more positive. They must have forgotten that this is not about them in anyway.  It's a good thing your dd has you to lift her up right now.  Hopefully, when your sil returns, he will have the fortitude to let his parents know that negativity will not be tolerated around him, his  wife, or children and then be willing to back that up by asking them to leave until they can shift their attitudes if necessary.

We'll miss your wonderfully inspirational words as you head off to Cleveland and then to care for our babies.  Hope Wonderboy's birthday was fabulous!!!!  I'll do my best to keep things going in your absence . 

Norm- ((((HUGS)))) Thinking of you.

SIS Kimberly 

norm

faithandfifty

Look at the world thru wonder boy's eyes.

love to each and all on the AngelWatchers walk.

faithandfifty

Love and hugs angel watchers. Know that I keep each and every one of you in my heart, asking for blessings to reach you.

This is the week of the TWINS arrival!! Their daddy, my SIL flies in today. He's been granted a week of leave to be here for the big day.

I'm attempting to remain calm in the face of the surgery and am so relieved to know that you are all holding this story in your hearts already so full.

Strength and Courage for the journey.

xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

footprintsangel

Dear Angel Watchers, I am watching it hail outside and it is going to freeze in Washington!  Is it spring? Or did I miss it.  I am hoping and praying that my starter flowers don't die. Hugs to all the wonderful people here. Please be good to yourself. Luv, Debbie

faithandfifty

footprints: isn't it amazing how the weather is tied to our emotions and well being? i'm hoping this was a fluke and that your flowers triumph after all is said and done. spring will sprout eventually, i'm sure.

KimberSIS: want you to know that all is proceeding for the c-section to take place tomorrow at HIGH noon! (22nd) can't wait to get back here and tell you the details.... you've kept me going thru much of this story and the newest chapter starts tomorrow.

Sending you fresh currents of energy to flow to you with the very tide. One last treatment: HURRAY!! Strength and courage as you complete the course of treatment.

Norm: sorry you're not the winner of the poll.... I thought that would have been very touching to have your choice be the winner. please ask Brenda and the angels to watch over our big day tomorrow. I know that their spirit will surround us, keeping us safe and adding to the celebration.

Puppylovey: so eager to have you walking among us again, here in cyberland. I am always hoping and praying that your little "time out" has been a good opportunity for reflection & that you realize how important you are to so many, here ------ especially.

Well friends, hope to get back on at the end of the day tomorrow. Be well and do something nice for yourself, in the midst of it all!!

SISKimberly

Good Morning Angel Watchers-

I had a really good weekend. Started with visiting my staff Friday afternoon before my antibiotic infusion for staff meeting.  We're working on our focus for next year. It's a several meeting process. Then Sat. am, I did my antibiotics early so I could attend The Relay for Life event, which was great!!!!  Did the Survivor Lap with the other gals from my district all diagnosed with breast cancer this year. Great to see them. We got a t-shirt and a medal, our picture taken with all the other survivors and again with whoever you wanted, and out caregiver got to do the next lap with us and received a beautiful yellow flowering plant…maybe my Robin Red Breast will like it.  It was a very emotional and validating morning. So many people cheering us on and hugs galore.

Then, we were off to the Bay Areas for a dear friend's 50th birthday, which was so much fun as well.  I took a nap before going hoping that would fortify me.  Our college dance group is quite the energetic crowd. It was so great to see everyone and do a little- and I do mean a little compared to what I’d usually do- dancing.  Mostly danced in my chair…yep, you didn’t know that about me did ya?  I do chair dancing…not quite as gossip worthy as lap dancing, but I hear it is the gateway dance.

Norm- How's it going?

Faith- I'm so excited for you all.  On my last chemo day,  your twin grandbabies will be brought into this world - there will be some major celebrating going on for sure!!!!! 

My friends twins are home now.  Emma Claire was able to come home at 3 pounds 10ounces last week.  Her brother is, just as at birth, twice her size, but they're doing great!

Puppy- Knowing this 'time out' is exactly what you need to get back into balance, I have no doubt that you're getting through whatever needs to be dealt with grace.  You are so loved, as Faith said by so many, and I'm certain that you feel that love surrounding you.

Take care of you.  We'll be here when you're ready.

SIS Kimberly 

norm

Hello Angelwatcher's;I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you all and that prayer's are going rapidly upward's for you all!

      Tomorrow is a very special day for all,don't worry Faith,thing's will go smooth as silk and Kimberly,last chemo hip hip hurray!!!!

      Puppy;know we're all cheering for you!

                                         

faithandfifty

KimberSIS: WHOOOOOHOOOOOOO. Today's the day!! Marking it big time between us. Congrats on making it to this day.... we knew you would!! Thanks for your encouragement and support for our landmark day today. Can't wait to tell you all about it.

Norm: Your calm voice in the midst of all of this excitement is my anchor. Thank you so much for entering into 'my' story, when my original intention was to enter into your story. We're all better, when we hold up each other. Thank you thank you thank you. Two hours to go!!

PuppyLovey: I'm wondering if you're really back from your hiatus? Saw you briefly elsewhere. Know that I continue to hold you up in my prayers -- asking blessings to reign down into your daily living.

Be well today. Know that you've been missed & we're all eager to wrap our lovin' arms around you!! Love to you.

FootPrints: walk tall and proud today, with your cane if necessary. Walk among us and help hold us together.

LOVE to each and all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!