I lost my son

TheShopMama · May 2007

It is so hard to believe that it has been 11 months since I lost Craig. I must have been in a daze during most of it, because I can't recall that much time passing by. Although my heart still aches, it is piecing together. It will never be the same, but I will be ok. Thank you dear sisters, for always being here for me. I love you all.
Pam

pconn03 · May 2007

Pam:
Please know that you are in my prayers and heart. I can't even imagine what you have been through. I pray that God will continue to cover you with His love and peace - the peace only He can give.
God bless,
Pat

PuppyFive · May 2007

Praise You Jesus for helping my sweet sister!
Aunt Puppy {with all my love}

PuppyFive · May 2007

{{{PAMMY}}}
Your Love, has helped so Many including Me!
xoxo Aunt Puppy

TheShopMama · May 2007

You are all so kind. My heart is becoming increasingly heavy. I feel kind of like I am isolating myself. No one else needs to feel this intense sorrow anyway. How can this have happened?

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PuppyFive · May 2007

{{{PAMMY}}}
ALL MY LOVE (Aunt Puppy)

TheShopMama · May 2007

Thank you so much for the thoughts and hugs. you just don't know how much it means! Pam

TheShopMama · May 2007

(((((Aunt Puppy)))))
You have been a bad puppy not staying in touch. Don't you know we worry about you? Please let me know about the MRI and know I am right here for you. Love you so much!!! Pammy

PuppyFive · May 2007

{{{{PAMMY}}}} Never worry!! But I have been Bad{sorry}

All My Love, to You and Miles!! and know My {{ANGEL}} Loves You!!! Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive · May 2007

xoxoxoAunt Puppy

TheShopMama · June 2007

(((((Aunt Puppy)))))
You always find the most special things.... thank you so much for this! The day draws near and my tummy hearts...my head hurts and i want to be sick and lay down......i miss my baby....... please pray for miles and me...... pam

PuppyFive · June 2007

{{{PAMMY--MILES}}}

Love, Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive · June 2007

I Thank God He gave me You!!!
Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive · June 2007

xoxoxoxoxo Aunt Puppy

TheShopMama · June 2007

Dear Sisters,
I know I am losing it but I can't help it. Last year my cardiology appointment was on June 15. When I returned home, my son was already gone for a couple of hours. Tomorrow is my cardiology appointment. I just realized it today and I cannot breathe thinking about it. I have this irrational fear that if I go something will happen. I know the chances are it won't. But my heart so hurts with the reminder of this anniversary so near. Please help me by lifting me up in your prayers tonight and tomorrow. Thank you so much. Pam

PuppyFive · June 2007

Give Your Pain to God, {{PAMMY}}let Him carry IT!
Love, Aunt Puppy

susanmcm · June 2007

Pam, I am thinking about you and praying for your peace. The Lord will take care of you and get you thru this. Trust in Him.

neesie · June 2007

Pam,
My heart goes out to you. I know all to well the feeling you were just talking about. I associate the date with so many things and what if's.
Your appt tomorrow will be fine, and all will be okay when you return home. God loves you, BOTH boys love you and we love you.
Hugs,
Denise

neesie · June 2007

Puppy,
An extra prayer is being sent up for you tonight. In my heart, I feel you will be okay. God bless you, dear.

Hugs,
Denise

Madison · June 2007

Pam, lifting you up in prayer...you are never alone
Hugs, Madison

susanmcm · June 2007

More hugs Pam

PuppyFive · June 2007

All My Love, {{{PAMMY}}}
Aunt Puppy

susanmcm · June 2007

Pam thinking of you.

TheShopMama · June 2007

Thank you for your prayers. Cardio appt. was ok. Doc actually kissed me on the cheek when I left. Today at church was hard. This time last year my baby was alive. Dear Lord... what happened? Friday it will be one year. I don' know if I can bear it. Please accep my apologies for my selfishness. Pam

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PuppyFive · June 2007

{{PAMMY}} You are not Selfish!! You are Loved by Many!
Aunt Puppy

TheShopMama · June 2007

Puppy!! Our verse!! Thank you so much. And for the beautiful butterfly. Yesterday I got a text from Craig's (and my)favorite coach. It said "I am thinking of you this week. There is no answer but that our boy is with the Father. Love, Coach." Tonight a friend and I are going to take flowers to the cemetery that Miles arranged for him on Sunday. Miles doesn't want to go and that's ok.
Today my dear friend Steve, who has been such a help to me through all this (and was also Miles and Craig's school
principal) came by to see me and brought me a book and told me he would be out of town on Friday but he prays for me everyday. I am surrounded by love. I am just filled with sadness. Pam

PuppyFive · June 2007

{{{PAMMY}}}

All My Love, Aunt Puppy

mcdds · June 2007

Pam, know that you are surrounded by not only by our love but also God's love this week and always. Know that we are thinking and praying for you always!
Carol

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