I lost my son

susanmcm

Prayers for Pam and Miles

PuppyFive

{{{CRAIG}}}

Now we know that if the earthly tent we lived in is
destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal
house in heaven, not built by human hands.


2 Corinthians 5:1


Love, Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive

PuppyFive

{{{PAMMY-MILES}}}xoxoAll My Love.

TheShopMama

"Aunt Puppy"
Thank you so much! You are so special to us. Our Craig is smiling from heaven. Pammy

PuppyFive

All My Love, Aunt Puppy

ripplesdf

Pammy I just opened this thread. I have been on this board for a few months. I have not been diagnosed yet but am awaiting excisional biopsy May 4th. So I came to the prayer thread to read some of the inspirational posts. I clicked on yours first b/c I recognized you name from another thread. When I read this post, I cried as everyone else has. I am a mother of 3-2 girls and one boy. He is my youngest at 24. In 2000 my husband's dear brother at the age of 39 died the same way your dear son did. It is in no way describable the pain. We all blamed ourselfs for not helping him. We did not know he could/would do this. It was/is so hard at times still, but we have so much faith. His dear mom was still with us at the time. She got thru somehow-I don't know how. Well I do, it was her memories and her faith. She lost both of her daughters in 1976 early Christmas morning in a fire. She was devastated. But she got thru it. She was going thru a bad marriage at the time. Somehow she got thru to the "other side" with faith. And now this happened and we wondered how we could help her. We had gone thru it with her 30 yrs ago with the girls who were 14 and 22 at the time. I did not have children then. This time our kids were still in school and at home. It was the hardest thing we ever did to tell them what happened to their uncle. Marty also has 2 daughters who are grown. It was like ripping their hearts out. But we are going thru it together and we talk and we laugh we cry a LOT less. We lost our dear sweet mom in "04 from colon cancer, but thru it all this woman always found something funny in everything-even the day she fell in her bathroom and her Hospice aide and I had to call someone to help us get her up. In came these 3 CUTE burly guys from Hospice and scooped her up from the floor with a blanket and carted her to her hospital bed. I thought she would be really shook up at LEAST. She said "I oughta do that more often-they were cute"!! After that day, I had to laugh with her in the face of her disease. She did not let one day go by without making me laugh at something. A few weeks before she passed away, I was making her bed with her in it and she mumbled something. I took her hand and she asked me if it was Marvin's hand (her DH who passed yrs ago). With my tears falling on her pillow I said no but I thought that his hand was on top of ours. She said she couldn't wait to see him and the girls and Marty again. She had the most peaceful smile and then I knew she would be ok.
I'm so sorry to ramble and I hope I haven't upset you, I just wanted to let you know how much finding you means to me and I will be praying for you every day.
If you like to read, I stumbled across a very good, inspiring book about life after . It's titled "Only Love is Real" written by Dr. Brian Weiss. He has a few others out, but it really is a VERY good book. It made me feel better. I think I've reread it at least 2 times.
Just want to let you know that you can "add me" to your list of people praying for you. I'm here if you need me.
Keepin' the faith...Dawn

PuppyFive

Grace,mercy and peace from God the Father and from Jesus Christ, The Fathers Son, will be with us in truth and Love.
2 John 1:3
All My Love, Aunt Puppy


Dawn, You are a wonderful sister, My prayers go out for you also! Puppy

ripplesdf

Thank you Puppy. Lots of love and prayers to all. May God and your guardian angels surround you with their healing love and light. Keepin' the faith...Dawn

PuppyFive

{{{PAMMY}}} are you ok??? worried about you and all the fires in georgia!! Gods Speed sweet sister, Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive

[[[PAMMY]]] Iam praying for you and Sweet Miles, that everything is going well!! Love, Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive

{{PAMMY-MILES) Praying for you always!


xoxo Aunt Puppy

TheShopMama

(((((Aunt Puppy)))))!!!
You are always so thoughtful. My new angel and I were talking to you last night. Did you feel the hugs we sent your way? No fires in our neck of the woods, but a lot going on. The MRI I had yesterday said I need to have a couple of core biopsies done and I am thankful to say I got them scheduled for tomorrow. I love you !!! Pammy

PuppyFive

Sweet-Sweet {{{PAMMY}}}
I did feel your Love, had a wonderful day, now i know why!!
I will be with you in spirit, and you know who else will be with you also!!
Gods Speed My Dear Sister
{{{{PAMMY}}}} I love you so much!

Aunt Puppy
PS--So happy you got your Angel, I have my part too, and I will hold it the whole time until we know God has taken care of you!

newvickie

Pammy...just so you know...you are always in my thoughts

Love
Vickie

Madison

Pammy, my heart, thoughts and prayers are with you every moment of the day......We are your sisters and we are holding your hand.
Love, Madison

PuppyFive

{{{**PAMMY**}}}
and I do too!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Aunt Puppy

AlaskaDeb

Pam-

Just stopping by with a hug and a prayer. Remember that God has you in the pam of his hand....always! We have you in our prayers.

Gentle hugs
Deb C

RobinTN

Pam
I am praying for you also.

susanmcm

Pam, how did it go today? I am praying for you my sister. God has you in the palm of His hand and I have you in my heart.

susan

PuppyFive

{{{PAMMY}}}
" I SEE"
" YOU SEE"
" WE SEE"
Love You Sister!!!
Aunt Puppy

TheShopMama

They took 3 samples from each breast on Friday. The left they commented looked like scar tissue. No comments on the right. I will have results on Wednesday. My heart is hurting for my boys with Mother's Day coming up, and I don't want to fear, but I do! I hate cancer. But I love God so I will try to rest in Him. I love you all so much. Praying for all of you daily. Will somebody throw me to the middle of the campfire????? Pam

TheShopMama

Biopsies all b9!!! Thank God and you my sisters!! Love, Pam

PuppyFive

{{{PAMMY}}}
I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Happy!!!
oh Lord, Thank You, Thank You, Thank YOU!!!
Debby

TheShopMama

bless you sweet Aunt Puppy!
I am so happy. And yet I am sad. I did realize I do not want to die. That sounds strange to some of you. But for awhile, I didn't really care either way. Now I want to live. I want my future and Miles' future. I look forward to living. Today I woke up with songs in my heart. I am not overwhelmed with sadness. Just the ache of missing my baby. Especially with Mother's Day coming up. And I miss my mama. And I hate cancer. But I love all of you. Pam

PuppyFive

WOW {{{PAMMY}}}
Look how BIG Heaven is!
and look how Proud Your moma is of Her [[[CRAIG]]] in The Lords Hands and Lap!!
See how She stays right with Him!!! Your [[[Moma]]]
IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SPIRIT!
and She is with Your Baby and is Looking Down on
You and [[[MILES]]]



Wish I could come to You Pammy, this is the only way I know how to show You that OUR {{{CRAIG}}} Is just Fine!
Love You and Miles so Much, Aunt Puppy

mcdds

Pam, I'm not much online anymore - too busy - but this is one thread I always check on. You are always in my prayers and I think of you alot. Glad the biopsies were b9!
Love,
Carol

PuppyFive

[[[PAMMY]]]
I know you know this verse by heart! So I want to say It again!
" For God so loved the world that He gave His one and
only Son, that whoever believes in Him
shall not perish but have eternal life"
John 3:16

Love, Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive

Thinking about You and sweet Miles today!
Aunt Puppy

PuppyFive

Love Ya!! Aunt Puppy