INSOMNIACS place to talk in the wee hours

aha! Sass. That last one is your problem!  Who knew!

Yeah, Chevy, I had a bag of zithromycin at the ER, then a Zpack, then a run of Avelox, none of which helped. I've used Adair in the past, but this is different from anything I've ever experienced, and it's got the docs stumped. My nurse friend wonders if I might be having a thickening of the lining of the lungs from some unknown cause. No pred, but of course I've had three days of dexamethasone for chemo. It will be interesting to hear what the pulmonologist reports.

Tang.... I used to feel intimidated by a lot of people....  I know it was in my own mind, but I used to be the same way....!   From the time I was a little un-happy girl, I felt like I was just surviving...   And my world around me was filled with mad, un-happy people.  So you just grow up the best you can, but you carry those feelings all through life.  And you don't know any different.  

But someday, you will look back, and see how far you have come....  You might not be the prettiest one on the block, or the smartest one in your class, but you are a valuable person, doing so much better than a LOT of women!    That used to be me....  But by having different friends, by going through a lot of stuff life throws at you, you just jump the hurdles, and come out better than you were before.  Honest!  I feel better now, than I did when I was 40, 50 or even 60!  I mean mentally....   Not so much my body, but that's just how life goes.......  

 You are only 40?     You have to make something fun with each day....  You are very young....  and have a lot to learn about people....  Just remember you are just as good as the person you admire....  They probably admire YOU!  

So sometimes you can feel funny, or sad, or even bitchy.... but that's okay....  We get to feel how-ever we want to....  But being happy with ourselves is the most important thing.

Hi, Owlettes!

sas-schatzi, you've blocked me, but maybe will unblock long enough to read this public post.

I haven't public posted on this thread since July 3rd, but off and on lurk, not daily.

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I do not want to become the incompetent asshole that would give joy
and mirth to some that are already incompetent assholes that have
stalked me for more than a year.

The incompetent assholes are not here, they just read everyday hoping something goes wrong.

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sas-schatzi, I wish you only the best.   *Hugs*

This is a safe haven. No nastiness, bullying, or such allowed. I would like to keep the kind fabric of this thread intact.

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Thread Members that lurk deserve the same kindness!

*incompetent assholes*

HELLO, HELLO !

I have been MIA for a short while. Sweetest Susan sent me a PM. Several times I tried to post, but I would forget who did what, and I wanted to talk to everyone....lol...impossible !

Teka, yah, we have not seen you for months...I have missed your posts, short & Sometimes a weather update. I have no idea what you are referring too now. But we will get Chevy & Cami on the case, they will get to the bottom of this unfortunate circumstance. Stalkers.....arrrgggg, sorry someone is being a bully. 

Mags, how are you feeling? That last chemo is hard. I could not move, I was so tired. 

Sas, This sounds stressful.....hope it works out...

2ndtimer, hang in there....

Hootie Hoo Patty....are you & your DS over the virus?

I'd better close, low battery. I had the Zometa infusion on Friday. Tired, achy. Night sweats, yuk! 

Found the charger...lol...IPAD plugged in. I wanted to let you all know that Kristine ( F.BlueBird ) passed 3 months ago today. I think of her often, something will remind me of her, generally when I am outside, or on the golf course. 

Blessings, you're on a roll!

Tang, I feel for you. Reliving the past year in your mind? Wondering how different life was a year ago before BC? Sometimes I think it only adds to our frustration when we have daughters, especially young ones. If that's the case, try to let that go.

Teka, good to see you. 

Sassy, sending you hugs from across the country. When one of the family hurts, others do too.

Trying to catch up, that's mission impossible. 

Thanks for all the love, good thoughts, hugs, prayers and support. I feel them

Oh good! Now I think we are getting back to normal! Ha! I think that is
an oxy-moron.... or what IS that I mean!

Spookie that's funny, the only way you can talk to Sassy is on HERE! Her
voice mail is FULL? Ha! Oh damn! that just reminded me to take the land-line
out of the micro-wave!

See, with all the political phone calls, I just turn my phone on, set it in
the microwave, and take it out in the morning.

All that political stuff is a PITA!!! I put it in there before I go to
bed.... around 7! Ha, ha!

TEKA!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey gal! Long time no see! About time you get back on
here! We ain't blockin' no-one! So just come back and post... I WONDERED why
you only put little faces on sometimes.... Anyway, good to SEE you!

Sass, I think this has been going on every once in awhile, right? It's
like a relationship on quick-sand....

Next time he says "Ah honey, don't do that".... Say "Ah honey, my a$$, and
don't let the door hit you IN that a$$ on your way out!" Period.... Exclamation
point! You don't NEED that Sass....

When men think they can get away with something, they will... Either you
are first in his life, or out of it.

You know, you can still be friends, but not LIVE with the guy... DD here
in Denver has this arrangement also... She fell in love with HIM, but later on
he dumped her.... in high-school.

Broke her heart!

Met him again about 5 years ago, in her store! Well hell, we
can just pick up right where we left off, right?

It doesn't work that way.... Your heart is nothing to mess around with...
Your brain will soon take over, and slap that thing right back into place.

Soon, you are all back to normal, and can SEE what is going on in your
little heart, and reel it back into some state of normalcy .... And that
hot-N-heavy romance just smolders, and then slowly goes by the way of the
road-side... because you are now in control of your senses.

They are still good friends, and see each other about once a month.... He
helps her out, by doing things in her house, like moving furniture, and hanging
pictures, and they DO have fun together! So that's all that matters. But they
were not meant for each other.

Okay, now that I've got YOU straightened out, what NEXT is on the
agenda?

Blessings... Hah! You make me laugh!

Tang-a-lang-a-ting-tong.... We HEAR nothing, we SEE nothing, and we SPEAK
nothing....sometimes..... Other times we are all over this like fleas on a
dog. Let's just stay confused......

HiHo! Morning kid! Okay..... Chevy and Cammi have a mission.... We'll
never figure it out, but we are ON it!

2222222222222nd! You know what I should do? Since you are all my friends,
I should make you into a scrap-book, with your pictures, and something about all
of you, and then when I talk to you all, I will remember all of this! How IS
your Daughter 222222? Miss you!

Oh Cammi.... our services are needed. We are like Bat-man and Robin! You
be Robin.... I'm older, so therefore... so okay.

It's Mission Impossible? Okay, I'll go with that... what are we doing?
Oh so now, you are going to tell us about men? Well yes, with all that
experience and all.... we should listen maybe.... and then again.....

But little honey, if you spelled, or typed everything RIGHT, then what
would I talk about? So don't go correctin' nothin'.... okay?'

You have to get to feelin' better, before we can go out carousing! You
have to be in top shape to hang with me... It's so lonely out there at
night.... in the heat of the night, under that lamp-post, waiting for you!

Once in awhile a passer-by, but most of the time, it's just me, that pole,
and a bottle of Jack.

Sassy, you are saying "bad-words".....  Now you KNOW how much trubble we get into for saying those things....  I remember one time I wrote a bad-word on a piece of paper, and the teacher saw me hide it....  (The other kids dared me to!)  And she yanked it out of my hands, and I was mortified for life!   

Not saying that I don't use them now, but I always remember that mean old lady when I use an inappropriate word!  SOME are called for, and we need to use them to knock sense into some peoples heads, but SOME will get us into Trubble!!!!  Capitol T.  

Sorry I haven't been posting much, just a bit busy here and I've gots things on my mind that I'm trying to sort through.

Yep. I've had that experience on other baords I belonged to. Made me leave because of it.

My motto is: Don't start no trouble, won't be no trouble!

*Good Morning Owlettes*