I lost my son

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2006
    Pam, September 14th will be a very bittersweet day for you indeed. Thinking of you and Miles as you are moving forward; a 21st birthday is such a wonderful milestone.

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    you are a wonderful mother,and GOD is with you and your precious MILES, all the way. GODS SPEED,sweet sister,and let the lord take over,you have done ALL, you can. REJOICE in what the lord has ahead, for we do not know, but HE DOES, with love pam, your sister debby

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  • cowgirl
    cowgirl Member Posts: 777
    edited August 2006
    Pam,
    I have prayed for you every day, this transition will be very hard but you and Miles have to continue without Craig here. And you my friend will help Miles by keeping going whether you want to or not! I love you!
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  • pumpkin05
    pumpkin05 Member Posts: 28
    edited August 2006
    Oh my...I'm just catching this thread, and I wanted to offer my condolonces, late as they are. Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. I cannot begin to imagine the sadness you must feel...my heart breaks for you.

    Prayers,

    Jen
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited August 2006
    Pam thinking of you and Miles tonight
    praying God wraps you both in his loving arms ~

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    Carrie
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    praying for you pam, GODS SPEED ,debby

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    PRAYING TODAY AND EVERY DAY FOR YOU AND MILES,PAM! debbyfive

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  • TheShopMama
    TheShopMama Member Posts: 577
    edited August 2006

    The birthday weekend was nice. A good combination of friends and family, mountains and water, and a cousin with a pontoon boat willing to share. My heart continues to ache, as I know it will each day of my life. Miles leaves on Thursday for school, and we have been able to spend some time alone together. Thank you all so much for your prayers and warm thoughts and hugs. I don't know how I could get through this without them. I often wonder how people who don't know the comfort of the Lord get through any difficult trial. I am so thankful for His love. I must be honest, I do not feel much comfort yet. But I know it will be there. I know it is there. I am still just too broken to feel it. You know, it always hurts to heal. I pray for all of you daily, my sisters. Got an offer on my house today. Have to ponder it awhile. Pray for me for guidance! Pam

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    DEAR LORD, give pam strength,guidance,comfort,peace, in you're HOLY NAME I ASK ! I have not given up on you pam,and GOD has not either! I love you sister, and when the computor goes off, i STILL PRAY! debbyfive

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited August 2006
    Pam,
    Having lost 2 children, I can tell you that the pain does lessen after a while, but sweet Pam it is a journey and it does take awhile. I find some comfort in thinking that some day I will see my children again, and there is no place safer and with out pain or strife that with HIM.

    I am praying Pam that God keeps you close and healing for your broken heart. I pray that God leads you and the people you are dealing with in selling your home
    His Peace be with you Pam and Miles ~

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    GODS SPEED, MY SWEET SISTER! debby

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    praying today is a good day for you, pam! debby

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  • margiejune
    margiejune Member Posts: 19
    edited August 2006
    Dearest Pam,
    I send you my sincere sympathy and love. Just today i found this thread and have read completely through it, so I am late in responding to this tragedy.
    When I read what you said to the coroner I burst out laughing. That sounds exactly like something I would have said. I, too, wish I could hve seen his face. Saying things that are totally off the wall during crisis is one of the ways I seem to cope. People don't know how to take such things. To me it is a sign that is am trying to cope.

    I pray that you will continue to find strength and that Miles will, too. It will be hard for the two of you to be apart, but it will signal the beginning of a new time. Like the other mothers I have tried to imagine what this would be like and I almost lose my breath, so I surely can't say I know how you feel. I don't know, I don't want to know, but I do want be able to comfort you, yet I don't know how. Maybe I am not making sense. You are a precious soul, and i pray God's blessing on you, that He will guide and comfort you, and that soon you will have some measure of peace.
    Your sister,
    Margie
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  • TheShopMama
    TheShopMama Member Posts: 577
    edited August 2006
    Margie,
    Please know your words were very comforting to me. I smiled when I read your post. Yesterday was 2 months since my Craig left this world. It still does not seem real. The world is still turning at the same rate and the same angles..... and mine is reeling. How can one enjoy "starting a new life" when part of one's reasons for living no longer exist? I don't know. But I do pray, dear sisters, that none of you ever have to experience this in your own lives. And for those of you that have, please know my heart aches for you as well. For some reason, I keep thinking about that move "The Passion of Christ" and I keep seeing Mary running to Jesus when he fell. A mother is always a mother and Craig will always be my baby. Pam
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  • nowheregirl
    nowheregirl Member Posts: 894
    edited August 2006
    Dear Pam,

    Even though I have never posted in this thread, I've been following your posts. I am so very sorry this happened to you. I don't have any children myself so I certainly can't say I know how you feel. And I don't think I can say something that comforts you. But I thought I'd share this with you because it was so touching. This is from a man who recently lost her wife to BC.
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    I find myself missing her more than I can say. I have gotten into the habit of making the "I love you" sign language sign and raising it up to the sky everyday while I tell her that I love her, I miss her, and that I am grateful to her for the 18 wonderful years that I got to spend with her. Today actually went much better than I expected given that this is the 17th anniversary of our wedding. For my part, I still feel like I am married to her, I just don't see her as much as I used to.



    Wishing you the best,
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  • JoJo
    JoJo Member Posts: 175
    edited August 2006
    Dear, dear Pam,
    I am so sorry that I missed this thread until today. I am shocked and saddened to read of this tragedy. You are a wonderful, caring lady with such a loving spirit, I am so, so sorry that this has happened. You have been through so much since you began your journey with bc. So many trials, and hardships. I remember when you were going through chemo, and your precious mama was dying from cancer, you had to try to take care of you, and you managed to help with your mama, and spend valuable time with her as well. I was amazed at your strength and courage then, just as I am now.

    Pam, my heart breaks for you, but I know that your faith is in the Lord and that he will see you through this as well. I want you to know what a true inspiration you are to me. May God continue to hold you tightly in his loving arms and give you the strength and comfort that only he can. You and Miles will be in my prayers. Once again I am so sorry that I did not see this before today.

    Love and hugs,
    JoJo
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    PAM, GOD has sent you more blessigs!!!! take your time, you have much faith, i know you can do it!!!! debby

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited August 2006
    For Pam and Miles
    In my heart and in my prayers ~

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    (((((((((((((PAM-MILES))))))))))))

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    praying You and Miles have a good day,pam. love you, and think about you often,debbyfive

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited August 2006
    For Miles and Pam ~

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2006
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  • DebraLynn
    DebraLynn Member Posts: 228
    edited August 2006
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  • ushmamehta
    ushmamehta Member Posts: 1
    edited August 2006

    i have no words how difficult it is as i lost my child before he born, i can't even see him as due to bc as per doctors advice i had aborted when i was 4 month pregnent still he is growing in my mind. mother never can forget her child. we can only prey for our lost child may god bless him where ever he is as soul never die or destroyed. He must be there when you want to feel him just keep your eyes close and make yourself with him. Its not easy to come out from all this it takes some time but our life is presious and we have to be happy for our other loved ones.

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  • TheShopMama
    TheShopMama Member Posts: 577
    edited August 2006

    Many, many times each day I close my eyes and recall the way his mischievous blue eyes danced and sparkled when he laughed. I recall the feel of his arm across my shoulders and his sweet lips kissing me goodnight. I am so blessed to have had 18 1/2 wonderful years with my Craig. I am, however selfish, and wish I had more. I look forward to seeing him in heaven one day. Then none of this will matter. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. Pam

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  • tflowers
    tflowers Member Posts: 442
    edited August 2006

    Pam, I just read this post, and I can't tell you the grief I feel for you and your family. Please live the good times and God bless you for the future. Remember every smell, smile and even when he was bad....xoxoxo

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  • Rendi69CA
    Rendi69CA Member Posts: 5
    edited August 2006

    I am so sorry about your son and all the love ones are going though. Sending my love. God Bless you all.

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  • AnnaM
    AnnaM Member Posts: 1,387
    edited August 2006
    Pam, I just found this thread. I am speechless. I send my love to you and your family.

    Anna
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    PAM, I will never give up on you!!!!!!!!!!!your sister, debbyfive

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  • JoJo
    JoJo Member Posts: 175
    edited August 2006
    Pam, I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you, and that you are in my prayers.

    Love and Hugs,
    JoJo
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