I lost my son

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  • lreich
    lreich Member Posts: 3
    edited July 2006
    Dear Pam,
    I am so sorry about your loss. I also lost my son to suicide Oct 2000, Chris was 17. It's even hard to type his name. His younger brother Michael, father (ex) and I are healing. Please know that this hurtful pain does get easier with each day. Finding out I had BC was nothing compared to this. I was dx in 2004. I wish you and your family many happy days and wonderful loving memories. Lianne
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    For Pam and Miles

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    Keeping you close in thought and Prayer
    Pam and Miles

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    Carrie
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    Peace ,Love and prayers for you
    Pam and Miles~

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  • katz03
    katz03 Member Posts: 94
    edited July 2006
    Pam and Miles
    You have stayed in my thoughts. I pray that God will heal yours and Miles` painful memories and that you will settle in your new place.

    The son you lost will always be with you wherever you are and I pray the happier memories wil grow stronger. God bless you and continue to give you courage. comfort, healing and peace to both of you.

    Blessings

    Katz
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    Thinking of you both Pam keeping you in my prayers
    for healing as each day passes ~

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006

    MAY GOD, give you ALL the strength needed in such hard times. may GOD take away your pain, and help you to carry on. debbyfive

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006
    as evening comes, i pray for you pam, that you have a brighter tomorrow. debbyfive
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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2006
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  • susanmcm
    susanmcm Member Posts: 1,324
    edited July 2006
    Prayers for Pam and Miles.

    God Bless,
    Susan
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  • TheShopMama
    TheShopMama Member Posts: 577
    edited July 2006

    Ladies... I have either totally flipped over into the deep end or perhaps my healing process has begun. I work at a full service garage and towing company. Yesterday we had a car in the shop that just happened to belong to the coroner who signed off on my son's death certificate as a suicide. When he came in to pay the bill, he asked what happened to the battery and I said "I am sorry to have to tell you this, but your battery committed suicide. I wish there was something else I could tell you, believe me I wish it were anything but that. It just seems that it boiled inside and cooked itself." Yes, I really did. Then I burst out laughing and he looked as if I really needed to be hospitalized. I told him you might as well laugh as cry. The shock is fading fast and reality settling in. Miles will be leaving in 2 weeks to go back to college. Please help me pray for a quick buyer for my house so that we can get us a "home." I miss Craig so very much, and Miles does too. And now Miles will be gone again, only temporarily. Time is so short. Hug your babies ladies. Love them while you have them. Tonight I am thanking God I was able to do that when I had time, but wishing I had done it more. Funny thing, when I got cancer, I put so much on hold or away. Just wanted to be with my family and love them and have fun. Now what do I do? God bless you all my sisters. Fondly, Pam

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006
    I think you did what you should do more, i would have loved to seen his face. pam, can you see, god is helping you and miles move on, and he will find you and your precious miles, a new begining, praying for you, sweet lady, debbyfive
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    Thank you for shaing with us Pam . You and Miles are in my
    thoughts and prayers baby steps sweetie ~

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    Carrie
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006

    praying GOD give you and miles, a wonderful day of love and comfort. debbyfive

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  • BJAlexandria
    BJAlexandria Member Posts: 96
    edited July 2006

    Pam, no words written or spoken can convey such loss. May God cover you with his comfort and grace. May He heal your heart. Bless you . . .

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  • Boop
    Boop Member Posts: 616
    edited July 2006
    Pam,

    God Bless you, You and Miles are in my thoughts and prayers..

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    Hugs and God Bless,
    Cherie
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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    Love and prayers going up for you and Miles Pam~

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    Carrie
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  • mcdds
    mcdds Member Posts: 51
    edited July 2006
    Pam,
    Keeping you and Miles in my prayers.
    Take care,
    Carol
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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2006
    Pam, I am so sorry about what you are going thru. Congrats on doing so well on your treatment despite all of your sorrow.

    As you know, God didn't cause this and He and His Son are always there for you, holding you, walking with you and carrying you.

    May God be with you always,
    Kelly
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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited July 2006

    PS ..... love the way you handled the coroner at the shop!!!!!! ROFL.

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006

    prayers for you and miles pam. debbyfive

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006

    praying for you and your family pam. debbyfive

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited July 2006
    Hugs and prayers going up for you tonight Pam and Miles ~

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    Carrie
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited July 2006

    may the lord bless you this and every day! debbyfive

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    keeping ALL your family in my prayers pam. debby

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  • susanmcm
    susanmcm Member Posts: 1,324
    edited August 2006
    Sweet Pam You are one strong courageous lady. I wish I could have seen the look on the coroners face. Good for you. I'm praying that find a buyer quickly and get on to your new Home!

    God's blessings for a peaceful happy day
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited August 2006

    GODS SPEED. debby

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited August 2006
    Praying for buyer for you house Pam.
    Keeping you and Miles in my thoughts ~

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    Carrie
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  • TheShopMama
    TheShopMama Member Posts: 577
    edited August 2006

    Another Herceptin treatment yesterday and that leaves 2 to go. Miles drove me yesterday and we were able to have a nice lunch together with some of his friends as well. The social worker came down to infusion and we talked and she gave her contact info to Miles as well. It is so hard for Miles and I to talk about Craig, but the gap is slowly closing. We are heading to the mountains this weekend for a birthday party for Miles, who will be 21. Craig's birthday, Sept. 14, will, ironically, be the date of my last treatment. Please continue praying for us, dear sisters. Each day holds its own rewards and sorrows. Miles will be leaving to go back to college next week. The aloneness will be somewhat welcome, but the loneliness is haunting. God bless you all. Pam

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  • csp
    csp Member Posts: 2,765
    edited August 2006
    Woo-hoo Pam doing the Herceptin count down with you sweet lady! Happy Birthday Miles, big hugs for your very special
    21rst birthday !

    Pam you are in my thoughts and prayers everyday.
    I am praying the rewards out number the sorrow each passing
    day.
    When Miles goes back to school don't forget tha you are never alone that God walks with you and we are always
    here for you ~

    God bless you also Pam and Miles,

    Carrie
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