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  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    Thank You all.....please don't leave me. I know I've been a little whacked out....and this is just....shit.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    We love you Fuzzy....♥

    One day at a time......it could be nothing

    Praying and sending warm hugs from my house to yours

    ♥♥

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited June 2012

    I feel the same way.. the poison and rads and I got it again. I'm still waiting for my surgery date. I'm here with you!

  • SpecialK
    SpecialK Member Posts: 16,486
    edited June 2012

    fuzzy - crap, crap, crap.  Hoping this is nothing - but here for you regardless.

    lauren - I have LE in my right arm and just had exchange.  If you are fearful about them using your arm during the surgery write on it in marker, wear a pink band with a LE alert on it (hospital should have one, if not I will mail you one) and you can also decline the Versed, go into the OR conscious and TELL them one more time!!!  I told the PS about being afraid of being pulled upright to a sitting position (I admit to having watched too much Dr. 90210!) to check the symmetry of the implants - he laughed and said he does not sit his recon patients up - those puppies look the same sitting up, lying down, upside down, etc - they don't really move much! I had no problems at all and actually removing the hard (650cc's of fill) TE's improved my LE arm - no more pressure on my neck and shoulders - thus my arm also. 

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    XoXoXo

    I'll be calling the doc as soon as they open....if I could prep for a PET right now, I'd already have the gown on, IV in, sugar ingested!!!

    Oh the bad words in my head.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    Time for a big group hug....♥

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    Yes....group hug...Ahhhh.

    OMG...I'm getting a headache....terrible shakes....oh geez....chills....I'm losing it.

  • sbelizabeth
    sbelizabeth Member Posts: 2,889
    edited June 2012

    Fuzzy...what you have is what I call "the shivers." When I get the shivers I just bawl. I know it's an awful feeling.



    Here comes an electronic hug.



    Please, Fuzzy, go make yourself a cup of herb tea. Take some deep breaths. Watch something funny on TV. We are all here for you.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    Oh Fuzzy...Are you alone?

    Please take deep breaths...I know it's late but go outside

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited June 2012

    Sheila---thanks for trying to bring calm to the shit storm...

    Oh Uck----we are all facing it in one shape or form.... don't panic ------control it as you will it. -Cancer sucks---------Don't Don't let it take your  being------don't let it take your mind/ heart / or soul. Uck cancer.  Gather to the novena to St Francis. Why? B/C a belief beyound ourselves, gives solace. What is solace---------a calming of the spirit that is within, when we seek solace, we can begin to calm ourselves.  You all here have been included in prayers. So, a belief or non- belief you are being prayed for------so- well I love you all ----and you are being prayed for----no uckem

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    Well...I tore the kitchen apart looking for chocolate. Hit the jackpot with a king size chunky bar....but, I will go outside for a bit. I'm comforted that You understand the shivers. Thank you. Its a cure for hot flashes!! Those abruptly ended the second I found that sucker!!!

    I'm going outside for a bit...maybe some booze....I'm trying but I just don't know what to do. Chocolate? Wine? Walk....maybe the sleeping pill fairy?

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    SAS....I believe. Thank you. I'm trying sweetie...but its bad..

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    Fuzzy..I know your mind is all over the place....but please come here and talk to us....

    We care too much to see you going into crisis with panic attacks.....

    Please Fuzzy...hugs♥

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    chocolate and walk sounds good...don't go too far....♥

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    Sheila....I knew to come here and be with you and everyone. Its truly the only place to be....in the arms of my sisters. I don't know how to stop this but as minutes go by...it worsens....belly is knotted now....

    My shrink was so happy with me today...I was doing so much better.

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012
  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    You are still doing better....this was an unexpected crisis....even women with no MH issues will have attacks...

    Nobody knows what this lump is....

    i know you are trying to stop the pills..but do you have anything to take in case of an emergency...and this is an emergency...i know exactly what you are going through......

    Praying tomorrow will be a better day for all the aspects

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited June 2012

    Dunes-recieved a message from Mods that all the threads that I posted your note was considered "spamming"---and therefore was wiped out -----sorry , I believed ---they didn't - understand the message. So.... I did it wrong perhaps. Oh well . Love the Mods, Must have done it wrong..........

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    (((SAS)))

    ((((Fuzzy))))

    Good Night All

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited June 2012

    Please Fuzzy, cold turkey as you are trying to do off of Serotonin and  norepineherine-----please don't do it. There is a reason to transition to Prozac-------my counselor told me why---I can't remember------but it's so important.--Please please allow a transition . I see my MH guy tomorrow--I'll re-ask him again..... Your life depends on proper withdrawal from the drug----------please trust what I say

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited June 2012

    Well-Dunes----every thread I posted your message on was wiped out by the Mods---- Strange b/c it supported Bc  etc.

  • sas-schatzi
    sas-schatzi Member Posts: 19,603
    edited June 2012

    Nancy---Dunes did a thing relating to a  webnar---I asked her if I could rpost it, I reposted it on multiple threads and the Mods . They came back and said I was spamming( sic) . They wiped it out on all the threads I posted it. Well, there's a lesson. Don't send a thing to the mods while you are sending something you might think has value to others. Hmmm was Dunes duped and then Me...............

  • kingjr66
    kingjr66 Member Posts: 764
    edited June 2012

    Fuzzy - mind over matter, take deep breaths, think positive thoughts.  You obviously have many friends here who care and that's comfort in itself.

  • dogeyed
    dogeyed Member Posts: 884
    edited June 2012

    Oh, FUZZY, my fuzzy wuzzy, can't be, can't be.  I sure hope your doc can see you lickety split.  Let me see if I have this straight.  You got the one boob off, went thru all those horrible treatments, and now your good boob has a bump.  Whatssup with that?!?  How can it be?  Oh, dah'lin, I wish I was well enough to get on a train and come see you.  I wish I could give you a reality big hug.  It's strange, this morning I was feeling my remaining boob and thought I felt a coarseness, but it was nothing, still scared me a lot, me thinking I ought not to check it at all.  What's so bad is yours feels like the other one did.  I thought they did a mammogram of the other one since all ths happened. 

    SASSY, I think Fuzzy already tapered, she was down to 75mg every other day, so what is the need to go back and cut back more?  She's about down to the bottom as it is.  FUZZ, I'm just glad you're feeling better on that front, means it's letting go of you.  This new thing, until you see the doc, you do not know for sure if this is real on the possible recurrence thing.  Let us hope if there is something there, that it can be a lumpectomy and then rads only.  Or let us hope even more that it's just a rib bone feels funny today.  After all, you're pretty wired from the withdrawal situation.  Let us know, Fuzzy, let us know what happens at the doc.  GG 

  • crog234
    crog234 Member Posts: 801
    edited June 2012

    Lauren. Surgery does make a person nervous or at least it does me!!!! Right there with you today...((((Lauren)))



    Fuzzy. Praying for you that it is nothing serious going on in your left breast... (((Fuzzy)))


    Cindy



  • Adey
    Adey Member Posts: 3,610
    edited June 2012

    Crap.  Heartfelt prayers.

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited June 2012

    Fuzzy.............we will never leave you..............We wil always be here......hoping, and praying.........remember how we always give out advice and say "not knowing is the worst thing".................I know what your feeling........I just had an ultrasound yesterday for another lump in the same breast as the first one.................my kids were more upset then I was, but secretely I thought...........just suppose................but thank God it was nothing........I will pray for the same result for you........................love ya girlfriend............

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    Just waiting for a call from my oncologist. Its in the same breast that was removed. I have to say, last night was rough....but reading all the kindness sent my way, somehow I feel stronger....ready to just get moving forward. You are all healers: )

    First day that I have woke up with zero side effects from the effexor....that's a nice bonus! Guess I needed adrenaline or something! LOL

    I feel like slapping myself each time a thought runs by that says "it could be calcium"....probably because I ignored the first one for too long....and the right breast is planned for Deconstruction when I have reconstruction....LOL deconstruction. ...hahaaaaha. but she's got to go as far as I'm concerned!

    SKK made me smile! Boarding will really make him glad to be home!! Veggy and GG....your pm's helped more than you'll ever know. SAS, the mods love Ya....just not as much as me: )

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited June 2012

    You go girl...♥.........waiting with you my sister/friend

    Hugs ♥

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited June 2012

    News Update: bleep bleep bleep bleep (news update sound effects):

    Doc will see me on Friday. If he feels its needed, ultrasound after the appt.

    He said he doesn't think its cancer....I like that...I've always trusted and loved him and I did just see him. Thought for sure it would be the size of a watermelon today since it just appeared like that...its not....

    bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep bleep....back to the regularly scheduled programming....

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