Any February 2012 radiation gals out there?

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  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    HUGE congratulations Geegster!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

  • Druanne
    Druanne Member Posts: 295
    edited March 2012
    WOW geester!!! That is some REALLY AWESOME NEWS!! Woohoo!!!! Hugs and love to you!
  • SuperFoob
    SuperFoob Member Posts: 505
    edited March 2012

    Thank you and Mucho Smootchies!!!!



    It feels so good to be done yet, at the same time, not sad....but, well, sad. I can't think of a better word. I've been in treatment since May 9 of last year. That is the day I got my port. Plus, I've been on medical leave from my work since then. Mind you, I have worked full time since I was 17...I'm 45 now. I've never taken more than a week and a half vacation at a time...until my leave.



    Being in active treatment meant that I was doing something to get better. And now...I'm not doing anything. But I'm "better" so there isn't anything for me TO do. Scary and weird.



    I'm sure you all understand what I mean.



    It is an emotional time.

  • sherrybaby
    sherrybaby Member Posts: 80
    edited March 2012

    Geegster -- congratulations on finishing and on your news!!!!

  • bak94
    bak94 Member Posts: 1,846
    edited March 2012

    geegster-that is great!!! I bet it is strange. I have been in treatment for a year coming up in April. I also have worked since I was 18, not 17, and this was the first break I have taken from work for longer than a week and a half! Guess what? I kinda enjoy not working!!! I am going back, but just part time to start. And if it is too painful I will quit! My job is physical and all this has taken a toll on me. I am also 45!

    5 more to go! Yeah, the last time I had rads I had them after a lumpectomy, I didn't have any bad burning until after I was done, my nipple turned black! Freaked me out! It didn't really hurt, just ugly. It went back to normal after a few weeks. This time I had bmx, so no nipples to worry about. The underarm is the worst, and right down the middle of my breast bone where they overlapped rads from last time. I hope that doesn't come back to bite me in the butt.

  • Chicago1958
    Chicago1958 Member Posts: 90
    edited March 2012

    Congratulations Geegster. You're a trouper. I can imagine the conflicted feelings you have; you expressed them well.

    And Bak94, maybe you'll end up in a job you like better? I had a lumpectomy a few years ago for what turned out to be (and was expected to be) a benign fibroadenoma, and even though I wasn't too worried, I remember thinking immediately, "If I do have breast cancer, I am getting OUT OF THIS JOB!" (It was freelance computer work for large law firms, and I was just doing it for the money.) And I did get out of it. Weird that it took the threat of b.c. to open my eyes.

    Good to know about the black nipple oddness too. My surgeon said that it's not unheard of to bleed from the nipple at the final stage of healing and I was glad to have that warning.

    Dancetrancer, the anecdote I described does sound like radiation recall, but his point was that his patient's illness was not associated with chemo, or anything else that is known to trigger problems, yet he saw it with his own eyes... one of those "I wouldn't have believed it if I didn't see it" stories. He always says there's so much we don't understand yet our approach seems to be working, and I like that honesty.

    Also, did anyone read about Omega-3 fats and breast cancer fatigue this morning? I know I posted a while ago that I was noticeably less tired after starting up my vitamins again, and that included fish oil. The research was done with women who were three years after diagnosis, but still, hmm....

    Enough of this chattiness. Good wishes to all! Four more boosts for me and then out. (Oh, and for or those of you who haven't started the boosts, I was surprised that for me, there's no more clasping hands over the head and turning head to the side awkwardness--just arms at the side which is so much more comfortable...)

  • NancyJill
    NancyJill Member Posts: 218
    edited March 2012

    Geegster: Yay! Yay! Yay! You did it! You did it! I think that your feelings are perfectly normal. Any change is stressful. We probably don't realize how much emotional energy we are expending every day we are in active treatment, and I think letting go of that is a sort of mourning. You are still recovering, so be kind to yourself! 

  • Druanne
    Druanne Member Posts: 295
    edited March 2012

    Chicago1958 I have only 4 left to go too!!! I still have to have arms up over my head though :/

    WOW it is BEAUTIFUL outside!!!

  • mlm445
    mlm445 Member Posts: 57
    edited March 2012

    Yay Geester!!!!! Thanks for the feedback Gals! Keep up the fight!!! 7 more to go. 

  • el-jaye
    el-jaye Member Posts: 64
    edited March 2012

    Congrats! Geegster!  So happy for you.  I totally understand what you say about being sad.  It feels odd not to be "doing" anything.  I have been in treatment for 7 months and it seems that there was something everyweek, then every day, to be done.  Now, all I have is work and waiting to see the MO and RO for follow up. 

    See you all over on the after rads thread?

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    Hey y'all - another two tiny blisters just showed up today - haven't had rads since Friday.  Guess I'm still cookin'.   LOL    Just thought I'd give the heads up/post-rads report. 

  • Chicago1958
    Chicago1958 Member Posts: 90
    edited March 2012

    Druanne, we had our surgery on exactly the same day too...

  • gerrib
    gerrib Member Posts: 163
    edited March 2012

    Congratulations to geester and all others on the homeward stretch.

     I have 5 boosters to go. My skin seems to have toughened up and there is no breakdown (yet). I had a pimply skin reaction early and gave up on moisturisers. I have been using Kenacomb which has anti-bacterial, antifungal and steroid components available by prescription in Australia. It really dried up the pimples and I have only only felt mild itchiness and some tenderness inside the breast.

    I haven't been in treatment for as long as some of you but am aware that I will probably feel a bit lost when I finish. I do casual nursing so am going to have to start looking for work.

    Cheers 

  • NancyJill
    NancyJill Member Posts: 218
    edited March 2012

    This is weird: One more boost to go, and I hit the wall last night with fatigue, after having none the first 32 treatments???

  • NancyJill
    NancyJill Member Posts: 218
    edited March 2012

    Chicago1958--I just popped a fish oil pill!

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    NancyJill - I felt fine and then WHAM, would suddenly feel fatigued for about an hour or so.  I'd sit down or rest on the couch, then I'd feel fine again.  After this started I forced myself to walk every day, starting out with just 15 minutes, working up to 30 min, then did yoga after my walk.  I stopped having the fatigue "attacks".  It was remarkable how much the walking helped, and I wish I had forced myself to start it earlier in treatment! Even so, it obviously helped me quite a bit. 

  • mlm445
    mlm445 Member Posts: 57
    edited March 2012

    Dancetrancer.. thanks for the after rads reports! I have 6 more to go and am curious how long the recovery will be.... 

  • Druanne
    Druanne Member Posts: 295
    edited March 2012
    3 more to go!! WOOHOO!! So itchy itchy today!!!!!!!!! Chicago1958 WOW!!!! What a crazy coincidence!
  • bak94
    bak94 Member Posts: 1,846
    edited March 2012

    Me too Druanne!!!! I have a weepy blister under my arm but feeling pretty good. Are you taking anything to your clinic the last day? I have seen cake and goodies others have brought, but I am not sure what to do. Feel like I should take something healthy, like carrots, but who wants that?!

    NancyJill-that is good you lasted that long without fatigue! I feel it a bit, my ro said it may get worse when I am done:(

    Dancetracker-I agree, the walking helps! I had a port put in yesterday, so I missed yesterday's walk and just did a short one today. I had zometa yesterday and it gave me hotflashes, or maybe it was from the sedative, oh well, I am better now!

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    bak - my fatigue did not get worse - I felt better - but I was also increasing my walking time the last week or two, so maybe that is why I didn't notice any worsening of the fatigue?

    I saw an article today about fatigue, cancer, and omega 3's helping.  Very interesting!  I wonder if the flax seed I've been mixing into my oatmeal, yogurt, and soups has been helping with that, too.

    Oh and I took like the worst "bad for you" goodies and they LOVED it.  I made white chocolate covered chex mix/pretzels and put it in little bags and walked around with a big bag of it, handing it out like Santa.  I became everyone's favorite patient, instead of the most annoying, LOL!!! 

    I'm happy to hear that you were already walking the day after your port, even if it was shortened.  I know it's a common procedure, but the thought of it really gives me the willies!  Have my appt with the port surgeon next week.  

  • bak94
    bak94 Member Posts: 1,846
    edited March 2012

    Yes, the thought of the port is worse than getting it, at least for me. This was my second one. Are you doing chemo after rads? I already did chemo but they wanted it for my zometa and blood draws. Your snacks sound good! And I am sure you were not annoying:)

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    1 wk post rads report:  developed a few small blisters this week, which popped in the shower and are healing fast.  Skin is gradually becoming less brown/red but not quite to the pink level just yet...although it looks much better each morning (it seems lots of healing happens while I'm sleeping).  I didn't start peeling until last night - this was just a little bit, under the arm.  Now that it has peeled, that area feels less dry and more soft like closer to normal skin.  Progress ladies! 

    bak - yes - I'm getting chemo after rads.  Chemo is controversial for my case (tiny IDC that is HER2+).  My local onc said no chemo/Herceptin.  I started rads and then realized how controversial the recommendation is...decided to go to MD Anderson for a 2nd opinion, but they (MDA) wouldn't let me interrupt rads  for a consult.  So I finished rads last Friday, flew to Houston Sun and had my consult Monday and flew back that night.  Talk about a whirlwind.  If I can handle that, you know my level of fatigue is not bad at all!  LOL  Anyways, MDA said they strongly recommend chemo/Herceptin, my risk of recurrence is 25% within 5 years.  I decided to err on the side of caution and follow their advise.  Found a new local onc and getting set up to start chemo/herceptin in the next week or two.  

  • mlm445
    mlm445 Member Posts: 57
    edited March 2012

    Ok...28 down...5 to go... One more week!  have a grea weeknd all. 

  • bak94
    bak94 Member Posts: 1,846
    edited March 2012

    dancetrancer-I would do the same thing:)

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    Thank you bak!!! 

  • GrandmaV
    GrandmaV Member Posts: 1,267
    edited March 2012

    I got my last boost today, so I'm all done.  Skin is holding up pretty well.   I'm very red, but  no sores, or pain.  A little peeling in the fold under the breast and itching.  But I'm very satisfied with it.  I still have to take curcumin for 1 more week, and see the research nurse next Friday and then in a month.  But she seemed very pleased as well.  So now I move on to Femara.

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    Awesome GrandmaV - congrats!!!!!!

  • GrandmaV
    GrandmaV Member Posts: 1,267
    edited March 2012

    Thanks dancetrancer

  • doxie
    doxie Member Posts: 1,455
    edited March 2012

    Done! Done! Done!  Like GrandmaV no particular problems, just a really red breast from the boosts.  But what else could you expect from a couple of central Kansas gals.  Does that count for me? I've not lived in KS for over 20 years. 

    So happy to be getting back to a normal schedule at work.  There's been too much to do lately and it had to be done whether on intermittant FML or not.  

  • dancetrancer
    dancetrancer Member Posts: 4,039
    edited March 2012

    Yay Doxie!  Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  TGIF gals! 

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