STFU (Shut the F*** UP)

sas-schatzi

Mary, scroll down on this link to see what ChrissyB is doing for table runners and the wedding dress train

http://community.breastcancer.org/topic_post?forum_id=84&id=763353&page=94

Anonymous

I woke up to big thunder from a storm passing through.  We had quite a lightning show and a little hail.  Hopefully the rain will continue for a bit.

Just want to mention that I already have some relief from the pain in my hands and feet.  I didn't expect that so soon so I'm a happy girl!

Shellshine

Love you , Veggy. 

Feeling a heavy heart for all the suffering my sisters here are experiencing.

Fuck this disease.

camillegal

Good Morning Hoolies

Veggie U've been in my mind and heart--U'll kick it's ass u'll see--I feel that.

Sas I just read u'r post, did YOUturn the tabes on the Dr. and ask him all these questions? That's what it looked like. Unless I missed something. I totally get confused so what's going on with u? or was this U? or his problems, cuz that what it sounded like. I was laughing if that;s what it was. U know I need to read thing 2x sometime.

GmaFoley

Good Morning World - I think I hit my max on the pain meds - almost slept through - not good when working. Here is a peaceful picture for all to take a moment to reflect.. and breathe.

camillegal

GMA it's like a wonderland, that us cityfolk forget that there is so much beauty that we miss.

Chevyboy

I'm so sorry little Veggy..... Damn!  I don't know what I would do, if it were me....  I guess you just gotta do what they say, or advise, and put it all in God's hands...

It's like no-matter what you gals are going through, we can all come together, and maybe make you feel better, if even just for a minute, but today is going to be a hard one.

Can you just let us know what the next step is Veggy?  I know there are quite a few gals going through this on these threads..... I'll see if I can find those links!

camillegal

So kind Chevy.

Chevyboy

Cammi!  I love you guys....!  And when something is going wrong, or we are afraid, it just makes us all want to hold you and make you feel better.  I was just so sad, I went out and sat in the dark and drank my coffee, and I just thought of all the things I have to be thankful for... 

xoxooxo

GmaFoley

I ditto what Chevy said!  Cammi, Veggy and everyone else here are in my heart and on my prayer list everyday.. Damn these meds.... now I'm crying again.. 

marywh

Hey Chevy, Veggy is going to be on xeloda, I think, thats what Philly is on too. They tried me on it but I couldnt take it. Its a good drug for those that can tolerate it.Veggy, you know we are all here for you, as I told you yesterday, yesterday was my 1 year metsaversary so my heart is with you.

GmaFoley

Ladies, need some prayer right now if you get this.  I'm titrating on the new timed-released gabapentin. Its called Gralise. Last night was the time to up the dose and today I'm really... well... not in pain (good)... really feeling weird and in a panic for some reason.. maybe because I feel out of control.. I REA:LLY have to concentrate to type this.  And I'm editing press releases!! now... OH MY prayers please that I don't make any major mistakes.  

StaceyLeeH

Morning amazing holligans

First off I wanted to appoligize for being MIA... Second trying to catch up... Reading.



Happy Belated Birthday to Chevy and Sass. I think I figured out why we vibe so well we are a bunch of Leo's My birthday is Aug 2.



Second Veggy I have been praying and sending good thoughts and hugs your way!! You are amazing kick cancers ass. You are so tough brave beautiful amazing.



I have a lot to say to the rest of you beautiful ladies but I want to catch up on my reading.



Also wanted to thank you all for your words of encouragement and advice. Tim's parents are stepping up a little more and have changed their attitudes slightly family dynamics are tough. I was glad to see Tim's positive reaction to their slight change.



Radiation everyday for 5 weeks. I am starting my second week. Treatment only lasts 10 minutes if that just starting to have skin changes ie redness and tenderness. But I have a super fair completion. It is a lot to juggle Austin, Work, and Radiation. My daily treatments are scheduled for 630 am so we don't inconvenience any one with Austin. Plus helps with work.



My family that lives in Vineland NJ are here to see me bc I could go back to the shore for the summer. It is so good to see them. But can't tell you how depressing it is. I know there is next year. Can't wait to put Austin's toes in the sand. The beach is my favorite place to be. I feel healed rejuvenated and relaxed. Sorry I will STFU... Want a sweet corn and the most perfect NJ tomato and of course blue crab yumm



The family and I are heading to the mountains then to the Grand Canyon. They have never seen anything out west so they are excited. But it will be HOT!!



I will catch up reading the next few days so I can respond accordingly. Thank u holligans u mean the world to me!!! Sending healing hugs xoxo

Sweet Pea

IllinoisLady

Stopping in to say hi, and thinking about you --- wishing the best for everyone.

Lilli

Anonymous

My Xeloda arrives tomorrow. I don't feel very brave. Thanks for all the love.

duckyb1

Stacy......had a Jersey tomato, and Jersey Silver Queen this past weekend....I have a home in Cape May Beach.......not happy right now...the motor went on my in ground pool, and it cost $500.00 to repair.......oh well shit happen.....



Had 38 rad treatments..did pretty good....lots of fatigue after it was done....good luck

Shellshine

CAMMI: what time is your appointment on Monday?

crog234

((((((Veggy)))). Thinking of you... I am so sorry that you or anyone has to go through any of this..... Praying this medicine will help you.



Cindy

camillegal

Shellnosy--8:40ayem---early, dopey me--kinda early.

SweetPea u've got lots going on now-but I'm glad a little progress was made and u'r DH sounds so nice.

Gma sometime these meds give us anxiety (everyone's different) but for some reason any med can do it-maybe it's our own body or the med I don't know and this is not a medical opinion, it's my opinion cuz I've been on so many and some I've counteracted with my xanax, but some meds I can not take I feel like I'm shakey and screwed up (shut up Chevy) in my head.

Veggy is u weren't scared u'd be a real vegetable. We're all scared for u, but we do know there is alot that can be helped with Liver mets now and put u in remission is the goal and u can stay that way for a long time--Please think that way cuz it's the truth. (((HUGS)))

What's this about a NJ tomatoe I never heard it was better than any other tomatoe in my entire life. And that's a lot of years. why is it so special? I need to know this. Is it grown with likker? (yea I know about the spelling)

Have u noticed I've been a little better at typing lately? It's the pain meds hahahahaha--SE shall we add this to SE's for newbies? Hey I feel like some kind of guinee pig anyway so we might as well do our own studies.

Oh I took a nap (?????) and when I opened my eyes I saw this big thing on my ottoman that scared me and I touched it and all of a sudden a head pops up and says meow--the way she was laying I didn't recognize her. Plus my eyes were still crossed.

marywh

I have noticed your spelling, cami. Pain meds are good for a lot of things. ha-ha.But we all know what your talking about anyway, so who cares?

sas-schatzi

Chevy, I did turn the tables on my DR GI. We were done with me. I kind of trapped him b/c we were in the exam room by ourselves. I thought he was in pain by my observations and he confirmed it when questioned. He's a friend as well as my doc. He's a stoic type. I wanted to make sure that he was getting care. He is.

Chevyboy

Sass.... tell Cammi to not take any more drugs.  She is sleeping somewhere, evidently with some sort of cat, and thinks it's a bug.   And sure, we can read what she posts, but I'd rather think she knows a cat from a bug.  And she feels like a "pig."..... Well, SHE said it.   She's probably hallucinating.... either that or drinking too much...  or smoking something we won't mention. 

And Veggy!  Yes, I've heard that is the treatment for the mets!  So it's going to work! 

Sass, you have to leave these Docs alone...I think.  Or maybe not?  He sounds very receptive to you....  I think he is intimidated by your knowledge of his and hers problems?    Are you beating him into submission?  

One time a Dentist was also my friend..... He was really a lot of fun to talk to, so one time I called up and asked his Secretary if he could come out and play before my appointment....... Like having lunch with my Daughter and I..... but NNOOOOOO!  He was busy....

A Jersey tomato~!  It was developed at Rutgers, (I think that is the name of it...) and I ordered the seed on line once.... but I couldn't get them to grow, past being a seedling.... Probably the climate here....  Julia Child's tomatoes and  seed are very good also.... Huge and very tasty!

Grammie!  Are you feeling better right now?  Man, I hate that feeling of being "out of control"....!  I could say a few funny things right there, but I don't want to alarm you....Ha! 

And Hi Sweet Pea, Crog, Shells, & Jackie & MaryWTH.....Be back tomorrow!  xoxoxo

camillegal

Sas I like the way Chevy talks to u like I can't read. I've been reading for a long long time--I even know the alphabet Chevy by heart. So there.

How is everyone feeling.

Veggy they've got a good handle on this for u, I'm glad about that.

Maryfashionista--I am rusty on all this, but I do know fashion and make-up and lotions so we'll get u all prettied up for u'r big day.

OK for now crog-native u've been quiet too quiet. What's going on.????

sas-schatzi

Chevy there's a bunch of old friend docs, none that are single though-bummer. Cami does sound strange, but who am I tio say anything. I told my PCP that I've chosen just to enjoy my vertigo. When the crystals slide in the inner ear, I take a roller coaster ride. Wheeeeeeee.

Does anyone have foobs? A side affect of the swimming my pectorals are getting firmer, therefore my foobs are perkier. Who knew?

There's a rocket supposed to go off tonight. Night launches are really pretty. Like a candle going up

marywh

Well, my back porch is almost done, Yay!!! Went out today and got a rug and will hang my pictures tomorrow. I will get dd over to try and help me post pictures. She knows how to do the avatar so if nothing else Ill post it that way for a few days, its time for a new picture anyway. They'll be working on my front porch the rest of the week. Im so proud of both porches, I cant wait for them to be done.

duckyb1

Nothing like a Jersey tomato......trust me......a taste you never forget once you have had one......especially done "bruschetta"......again...trust me.......It's Jersey Fresh

camillegal

Ducky I just never heard of that before---soil must be different????

Porch pictures tomorrow YYYAAAYYY time for some pretty pics. And u still have plenty of time to use them.

Oh Sas what is the vertigo from? BTW

crog234

Hiya Chevy...



Camillegal.. You talking about me??? I am the quiet one.... Love to read the posts but haven't felt like I had anything to add to the conversation...



Hi to all!!!! Even though I am not posting anything I am still thinking of you all and praying for only the best for everyone...



Cindy

juliaanna

mostlymomismissing, Come out, come out, where ever you are!!!  Are you doing okay?

Shellshine

Mary - we need pictures. You can post yours on Photobucket and then transfer them to this thread. PM if you need assistance....WE WANT PICTURES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK  everyone, mark your calendars - POCKET PARTY for CAMMI this coming Moday - 8:30 am Cammi's time.