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kmccraw423
kmccraw423 Member Posts: 3,596
edited June 2014 in Bonded by Breast Cancer

When I was diagnosed in October 2008 and found this web site two months later I thought it was a godsend and I think it is for so many of you.  I thought I had met many new friends, some, hopefully, lifelong.  I thought I belonged to a true sisterhood.

I shattered my shoulder on May 29th and had to have a total shoulder replacement. 

I have posted many times on here so I had a friend post that information to the board.  I didn't want to worry my friends .  I see I needed have concerned myself..  Apparently, no one noticed I wasn't posting anymore.

I have  had and continue to struggle with depression and loneliness  and a sense of not belonging or fitting in anywhere.

I guess being rejected by your support group says it all.  I am very hurt right now and will seek another support group.  Be gentle with each other and may God bless.

EDITED:  Boy, was I ever wrong about this group of beautiful, courageous women who care and love and laugh and make me a better person.

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  • GramE
    GramE Member Posts: 5,056
    edited June 2009

    Dear (((( Kathleen )))),  I am so sorry you had to have surgery and of course were in pain and lonely.   BIG GENTLE HUG for you.   

    Not that it is a good excuse, but I sometimes find there have been so many posts on the threads I visit that i cannot catch up or remember who and what all is going on.   Please know I care about each of those here and pray that each day will be a good one or better than the one before.  

    Don't give up on us, or on me.  I too have my pity parties since I am a widow and have no one to bounce things off of.   Even when I have a really GOOD day, I come home to an empty apartment and sometimes post it on these boards.   When I get no response, I find that just reading what I wrote is validation that I can get through it -- and that I made it another day,another week, another month.   

    Blessings,   Nancy 

  • kmccraw423
    kmccraw423 Member Posts: 3,596
    edited June 2009

    Thank you but you see it has been 3 hours and one - yours - very kind response is all you get.  I appreciate your kind wrds but I think I need another support group at this time.  I'm usually a very strong woman but this last set back has really knocked the wind out of me and it would have been nice to have had some support.  I will try to stay in touch with you.  Again, thank you for your kind words. 

  • hollyann
    hollyann Member Posts: 2,992
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen,  I never saw your post sweetie....I have PM'd you......

  • Deb-from-Ohio
    Deb-from-Ohio Member Posts: 1,140
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen oyu are not allowed to go anywhere..YOUR the only one who has answered most of my posts...silly as they are.........You gotta stay here..I guess people are busy and some of us get lost in the shuffle, didn't ignore you on purpose............we love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Hugs

    Deb

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen!!!

    I'm sooooo sorry!! I've been a little out of the loop for the past week, but I know that doesn't help with the pain you're feeling now. I have to admit that I have only 3 or 4 threads saved as my "favorites" and really don't look at the others. That's probably not the right thing to do, as it looks like I missed a very difficult time for you.

    I've loved your posts and input to the threads I've been on. Especially the "cute" thread. You're the #1 pic getter of all time:)

    I'm sorry I've failed to feel and see your pain. Please give us another shot......please.

    ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((very gentle hugs to you)))))))))))))))))))

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    ((((((((((((((Kathleen)))))))))))))

    I'm gonna send hugs until you're feeling better!!!!!

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    bearhug.jpg Bear hug image by Vellou

    Shoulder not included...........:)

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    toocute.jpg Puppy Hug image by mgn_jstn

    How 'bout a gentle puppy hug?

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen.........my most sincere apologies.  I  somehow missed your posts and there is no excuse for that.....other than I simply didn't see them.  I often don't go to Active Topics.  I can understand your feeling the way you do but please.......don't give up on us just yet.  I'm sending you my most heartfelt hugs and I truly hope you will give me a second chance.  I don't blame you for feeling bitter one little bit.

    How is your shoulder and how the heck did you shatter it?

    Gentlest of hugs.

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited June 2009
  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    puppyhug.gif Puppy Hug image by kingwt23

    Please come back :)

  • EWB
    EWB Member Posts: 2,927
    edited June 2009

    So very sorry you had this experience. I have to say though that I am having a hard time finding the post regarding your accident and surgery. 

    Hope all is well and you are having an uneventful and speedy recovery! 

  • Deb-from-Ohio
    Deb-from-Ohio Member Posts: 1,140
    edited June 2009

    Ok I am going to join Coonie in this plan.........well at least till 10 after 2 when I have to leave for rads, but I WILL be back!

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen!!! Maybe the kittens will lure you back:)

    Now who can resist these faces?

    kitten_friends.jpg kitten hugs image by rickapringfield

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen, I am so sorry for the pain you are under going, both physically, emotionally and all other aspects, as well.



    I know that I have gone thru phases of complete addiction to BCO and then attempts at getting some distance.



    Arrived @ target -- more later.

  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen, I can't keep up with the threads here and due to work, I only have so much time. But don't you go anywhere!! We will help you through this time. Please stay...hugs!!

    Candie

  • lmays
    lmays Member Posts: 114
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen - it is heartbreaking that you feel so abandoned.  Think maybe we all go through some form of that sensation at one time or another - but you are really suffering and no one should have to feel like that.

    Know that your BCO sisters are here and thinking about you.

  • Caseysmom
    Caseysmom Member Posts: 507
    edited June 2009

    Picture of baby tiger hugging dog

    Sending prayers and hugs

  • Caseysmom
    Caseysmom Member Posts: 507
    edited June 2009
  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen.......you're not getting away that easy:)

    hug.png Puppy Hugs image by lauralee23

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009
  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009
  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleeeeeeen.............c'mon

    K?

    bassetthoundscreenshot.jpg basset_hound_screen_shot image by detroviva

  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited June 2009

    Back on the road. -- thumb typing (a new skill, not yet mastered.)

    ...... Anyhow, I'm sorry that we've failed you as a group.



    I know for myself I am quite challenged about who is who & what everyone is up against. I don't mean to be making an excuse, just tellin' it like it is.



    From my experience, I just reach out with the specifics -- when I'm in need. Like "hey , it's my birthday.... Or gee, I'm feeling anxious over yadayada."



    Of course, when you're genuinely depressed that's harder to do.I think now that you've been very candid, we can attempt to be more responsive..... Depending on your tolerance for second tries.



    With all that happens on here on any given day, it's true that anyone's situation might not get the attention that it deserves.



    Thank you for your willingness to share your feelings. We will do our best to show our support, more specifically, in the future.



    xx00xx00xx00xx

  • Marple
    Marple Member Posts: 19,143
    edited June 2009

    This is why I didn't respond.......at the time.

    I can only speak for myself Kathleen but in my defence I checked back on your posts.  You posted under two topics that even under Active Topics I simply wouldn't have clicked on to.  And from there I read your friend's post that said you fell and wrecked your shoulder.  After all you've been through and then this........well it's no darned wonder you are upset.  All I can do is say I'm really sorry and I hope you can find it in your heart to come back and join us.

    Gentle hugs.

    Edit to add.........Kathleen, I hope you see how many people have read your post 'cause lots have. 

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen? I hope you're reconsidering joining us again? Pweeeeze

    650a.jpg puppy_adorable image by rUtHy_714

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited June 2009

    Well you are just a silly-willy!!! Tongue out All your friends are on your normal threads and you go and tell people on a DIABETIC thread??? You deserted US! Surprised Now I feel terrible that I didn't know, but with people going on vacation, me included, it's anybodies guess where anyone is at any given time! Where the heck have you been and what the heck did you do to yourself? I hope it was mountain climbing or surfboarding or something stupidly exciting. Don't tell me you slipped in the shower! Embarassed

    Now get your bum back on the Housework thread or Please Help, or I Bitch and Moan thread where we all love you. Kiss

    (If it makes you feel any better, I've started about 3 threads that died and were buried before the end of the day! That's one of the reasons I bitch and complain only on the regular threads. No one goes looking for me anywhere else. Cry)

  • coonie
    coonie Member Posts: 7,618
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen........one more hug before I turn in for the night.

    I hope to see you tomorrowSmile

    thGoodNight252028729.jpg goodnight hugs image by cadiek_photo

  • Jenniferz
    Jenniferz Member Posts: 541
    edited June 2009

    ((((((((((((Kathleen))))))))))))))))))))  pm sent.

    Jennifer

    PS  --- Here's one for you, too ((((((Barbe))))))))))

  • windingwayfarm
    windingwayfarm Member Posts: 31
    edited June 2009

    Kathleen,  dont feel like that, if you look at "need someone to talk to" I immediately sent good wishes to you in your time of need, just because I posted and answered in the wrong area,like a goof, dont think we are not thinking of you. Just take a deep breath and think of all the people who are concerned about you, dont feel you are alone, because you are not.

    Best wishes

    Linda

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