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  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited October 2013


    Meece.............ditto........got the bruising too, but it went away quickly................then too, have a bleeding disorder, so that is expected...............not bad at all.............I thought that was a hell of a lot easier then the BC biopsy...........or the "wire stick" done by the horrible little man in radiology.........lol

  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2013


    True, now that I think of it, my CNB was much worse. AlthoughI also ended up with a huge black bruise on my chest with that one, too.

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited October 2013


    Meece...the first time the guy placed the wire I heard the Tech say.....hmmm your not spot on........he said "ok I will do it again". .........To that I said...."well buddy you better get it right this time,or I will kick your balls so hard, so I can show you what pain is, so pick you spot carefully"..........the Tech roared.....he got it right.....

  • raincitygirl
    raincitygirl Member Posts: 3,143
    edited October 2013


    Sandy - hoping you are on the mend and that your procedure went well....


    (((TOL)))

  • Valjean
    Valjean Member Posts: 1,898
    edited October 2013
    Thinking of you, Sandy.
  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited October 2013


    hey Val...good. Morning to u.


    Did u see the pic.of our boyfriend on FB.with the pink ribbon?


    Prayin that blonde is ok.


    Xoxo the FireKracker.....

  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2013


    knock, knock...anyone here?

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited October 2013


    I am Meece....."waiting for the a Fed-X guy to pick up a box hoping back to Vera Bradley.......hope you doing well......

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited October 2013


    Hugs to all my friends...


    I was MIA...figuring out my life.....feeling much better mentally


    Yes I was visiting the Aloha Children for 2 weeks.....either that or i was gonna put myself ina hospital


    Hawaii wasn't guaranteed for a better MH


    But it worked...i did lots of thinking about all aspects of my life


    Slowly i started to gain my MH back which was at a breaking point


    DD was very helpful and DSIL was wonderful


    I'm not sure what the future will bring with my living arrangements but for now I'll be in Ny...


    Waiting for the first grandchild's arrival in late March


    Thank God the weather is good...taking walks and trying to stay away from life's complicated situations


    It seems to be working


    i have my health and grateful for it


    Panic Attacks are less......I feel peaceful


    nothing interesting is happening..


    DIANE.....I enjoyed our conversation today...Happy


    Come on TOL let's reunite and keep close again


    Sandy..You are in my thoughts and Prayers


    END OF PART 1


    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{TOL}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}♥

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited October 2013


    knock,knock Meece???and look who shows up


    The one and only Sheila


    Long post too.


    Glad ur doin betta .....maybe we can start to plan our reunion...


    Anyone hear from Annette?


    I no J pan will be willing and able.


    I have another reunion in M arch...where I. Used to work....this one is huge...my old boss is gonna send a limo to The port do authority to pick me up...it's gonna be way out in LI..


    These things take time to plan...are we ready??????


    Seriously I'm so happy u r feeling betta now Sheila??I hope to see u soon...


    The best to everyone


    Thanks Meece for bringing our Sheila out.


    Xoxoxo everyone...let's keep this thread alive


    Big huggg.I. Am the FireKracker.. Xoxoxo

  • chrisct
    chrisct Member Posts: 2,662
    edited October 2013


    So glad you are feeling better, Sheila.


    Hope you are doing okay, Sandy.


    (((((TOL)))))

  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2013


    I knocked and then I had to go to work. So glad you answered, Sheila. And even more glad that you are doing better. That baby arriving will do you so much good!

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited October 2013


    Sheila....glad your doing better......hang in their girlfriend....been there, and at times still go there.....no idea why.......you always lifted me ou, but it was another thread.......not this one....so here I am for you....not that I'm the answer, but will stay by you.....


    Today is a sad day, and to boot no sunshine.....it would have been my husband's 80th birthday......he loved birthday's.......especially his...


    Anyway.......congrats on the little miracle head your way......I have 18 grands, and 3 G.Grands with another on the way in May........God is good......

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited October 2013


    I have to say since I moved to PA I have been soo much betta..


    I try very hard not to think too much.


    Except right now..went to the dr.today for this nasty cough...yeah every yr.at this time I get bronchitis....I got it again...nasty stuff...I refused to go on anymore antibiotics so the dr.gave me a name of a supliment along with chicken soup,lots of water and rest....


    This is my birthday weekend,..family getting me a sewing machine...wonder why?


    Here they come...bye

  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited October 2013
  • raincitygirl
    raincitygirl Member Posts: 3,143
    edited November 2013


    I got up this morning thinking about my med onc appt and how I better shave my underarms at least. Took a shower, dried my hair, put on makeup, got dressed and got in the car when I remembered that I didn't shave. Ok, I think, there is no hair on the bad boob side, so this is no big deal. The nurse says I have to take off my pants and I'm now remembering that I haven't shaved my legs since labor day - she says he will check all lymph nodes on this visit. Then I start to feel that feeling I get every time I go there. Not really a feeling, but a smell that I recall all too well and overwhelms me with nausea. Chemo. I smell it and I'm not anywhere near the infusion room. I start to feel really anxious. I remember that I am to visit a friends mom on the third floor before I leave and that as of last night, they were not sure she would make it. Then the drilling in the wall behind me begins. The noise was deafening, relentless, and anxiety-increasing. Dr. L. walks in and he notes that I don't seem too happy to see him. I told him it's the smell - he said you know the smell is a full building away and that this is all in your head right? I agree. They then call a code blue on the third floor and I'm thinking about my friends mom and that I should have gone earlier to see her. He asks why I am so anxious and I relate that I heard code blue on my friends floor - he is so sweet, he made a call asking the patients name and told me it wasn't her. Then we did the normal stuff and he graduated me to every six months instead of every three. He then asked if something was going on that was making me unusually anxious and I started getting teary, explaining that I'd had another horrible experience with my DIL and that I knew he had other patients waiting and this had nothing to do with physical cancer, that it's a family cancer. He was so kind that I left feeling a bit better.


    So Sheila, we all have our MH concerns. I can't control what my crazy a-- DIL does to destroy our family but I can control how much it owns me. I realized today that I can't fix what is wrong with her when her own family can't fix her either. So sad for my little babies to be pawns used in her hate of our family. So sad for the loss of contact. But, I know in my heart we have done absolutely everything we can to make things good, to offer support and unconditional love. Last week, she took away my ability to offer unconditional love.


    We will see our DS this weekend in Wisconsin - I'm excited to see him and afraid that I will need heavy duty duct tape.


    So kind of a weird day....


    Has anyone heard from Sandy yet?

  • chrisct
    chrisct Member Posts: 2,662
    edited October 2013


    (((((((TOL))))))))


    Red Sox - World Series Champs!!!!!!!!

  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2013


    I tend to break into tears each visit to my MO. She tells me that 80% of her patients do, and don't worry. I am sure it is that reality of what I went through coming back to the surface that makes me emotional.


    Diane is right, we all have our MH concerns. Take care.

  • blondiex46
    blondiex46 Member Posts: 5,712
    edited November 2013

    hey everybody checking in, the procedure went fine heart is ok, stilll can't breath, getting a lung biopsy next....got chemo on wednesday hope everyone is ok and thanks for checking in on me.

  • raincitygirl
    raincitygirl Member Posts: 3,143
    edited November 2013


    Sandy - so happy to hear from you. Sure do wish you didn't have to go through so much! I admire your strength and resolve.

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited November 2013


    hey everyone


    Focktober is over.yay...


    Good to see u blonde...

  • deborye
    deborye Member Posts: 7,002
    edited November 2013
  • chrisct
    chrisct Member Posts: 2,662
    edited November 2013


    Thanks for checking in, Sandy. We were worried about you. Hope they can figure something out soon!


    ((((((TOL))))))

  • blondiex46
    blondiex46 Member Posts: 5,712
    edited November 2013

    HAPPY SUNDAY!!!

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited November 2013


    Sandy.."....your happy.....I'm happy......

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited November 2013
  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited November 2013


    granny...maybe you should turn the heat on


    Sandy....Happy sunday to you too...i think about you all the time ♥


    Ducky..Christ..Meece...Deb...Linda...Val..HUGS and more HUGS


    Life is quiet here.....No big complaints.....


    Weather was mild...flip flops and tea shirts...today i smell some winter but it's nice and cozy hear


    I started making my winter soups and organizing my Daughters Baby Shower which will take place on February 1 of next year


    I have all the instruction which is good...I'll make sure everything goes smoothly.....i know it's 3 months away but getting excited already....



  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited November 2013


    Sheila...heat has been on all morning.


    Getting colder tonite


    Enjoy planning the baby shower.

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited November 2013


    sadly for anyone who knew LuvRing....she passed away this morning.......God rest her soul....

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited November 2013


    ((sandy))


    So sorry to hear about luvring. ♥


    Baby in March Sheila!!! YAY!!!!

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