Thinking Out Loud.....

duckyb1

Meece.........opened my big pie hole and said......."my tumor was really far over, actually. close to my armpit".........big mistake..........tech says, really, well in that case I will do 4 more views.........8 total............total of 6 on the BC side.............talk about a squashed melon.......I looked liki "NURSE DIESEL.......( Cloris Leachman) in "High Anxiety" when I put my bra back on..........ouch

sheila888

I'm home

No diaper issues.......

the test was a joke didn't feel anything

Results in couple of days

they will mail the results to me also

Beautiful day

Showered because I felt so sticky

i'm hungry

BBL.........

Makratz

Glad it went well!

raincitygirl

Didn't feel anything?  They must have not used the fun probe   Glad it went well....

Makratz

What test did you have done today?  I thought it was the ultrasound??

duckyb1

Sheila......great.....your right it is nothing at all....did they make you do your own insertion?

raincitygirl

I think it was the transvaginal thing...

Makratz

I thought it was that, and she was having an ultrasound. 

Went and opened the bank account with my son.  He has 50.00!!  WooHoo!!!  No card to access the money yet, lol.

Prom again tomorrow night.  These tuxedo rentals are killing me!!!

sheila888

She inserted the thing......didn't even feel it was there....

yes i had an external US....Then she said you can pee now..... after I had the Transvaginal thing and last Bone Density

Watching AI Season finale   

duckyb1

Sheila probably had to do my own cause I had a man tech.......after 6 kids you lose all your modesty...lol

sheila888

Ducky...After BC I was handled by so many technicians male or female.....

It doesn't make a difference for me...that thing didn't even need insertion it just went in by itself cover with the condom or whatever.....

lalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

duckyb1

Your right there was something on it, I remember thinking "wtf" is this friggin thing I keep slipping off of plus trying to hurry before, I got the knock on the door, and would have to yell.......nooooooooooo, I'm not ready.........

sheila888

I hope you didn't loose the condom....hahahahahahahahahahaaaaaa

Meece

(っ◕‿◕)っ♥

Glad it went well for you, Sheila.

blondiex46

Shiela I hope that you are ok..

Ducky at least it is over....when do you get the results...

thinking about you all

All and2nd welcome!!

am doing ok.....thanks for caring...

duckyb1

Lol.....sandy I had mine done years ago...lol......was just sharing my un.....haha

Makratz

OMG  you ladies are scaring the shit of out me!!!

sheila888

What are you scared of Linda ?

deborye

DH is in rehab but not doing well, amonia levels are up and down, they give him lactose which gives him diarrihea to flush out the levels of amonia, he is very weak and I just can't take care of him at home.  He is not able to come home unless it is very near his time and I can take a short term leave from work.  One day at a time the nurses keep saying to me.  I am in the process of getting him on Medicaid/Mass Health.  I'm pretty sure he will qualify. I just have to gather the lise of things they require.  

Rebekah is still here till the end of the month, then she has to go back for a wedding and they are going on a short vacation.  I will miss her while she is gone but she will be back.  We are still packing up his collectable shop, DD is doing most of the work cuz I had to go back to work.

Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers, this is tearing us a part.

sheila888

There it is....Remember Ducky..........only the thin part goes in...........

sheila888

Deb...i'm glad you're not alone during this difficult time

We love you ..♥♥♥♥♥

raincitygirl

Sorry that you have to go through this Deb.  The nurse is right, a day at a time.

Sheila - mine was much much bigger

chrisct

(((((((Deb)))))))  Thanks for letting us know how thing are going. 

chrisct

This is turning into a porn site...

Meece - my stuff isn't bad - I know other people are going through much worse - it's just unnecessary BS that doesn't stop.  I'm just weak and tired of dealing with it.  Or maybe it's because I know that things could be much worse and I would need my strength for that and I can't waste it on this crap.  They say don't sweat the small stuff - well it's the small stuff that drives me crazy. 

So I come here to see what you ladies are up to - with your vaginal transducer porn...lol

chrisct

Sorry they squished your boob so much, Ducky. 

Joan811

OMG you are really TOL without holding back...I am queasy...TMI and pix and porn talk and squished boobs...all in a day at BCO.
Welcome Alive and 2nd...there isn't much we don't say around here...

My bathroom is coming along - today the floor is down waiting for grout.  The workers are good but I am very easy and don't care if they leave all their stuff around.  It's just 2 of us here and we both work a lot.
(((Sandy))) hope you are doing OK so far.  PS - I love the bath so far; DH doesn't love the tile...he'll have to live with it.

Linda, even if you dribble in a little bit of $$ as needed, there can be overdrafts.  And each one requires a fee plus the amount of the draft just to get the balance back to zero.I did this for years. with last kid. He would buy something, then ask me to transfer $$ then he'd see a balance and take cash out before the purchases all cleared.  UGH!  I would do the OD protection and not worry about the what-ifs.
 Now he has a real job and never asks me for anything.  I still pay his cell phone bill, but that's it.  We have flat rate and I hardly notice the extra few $$.  Anyway, he seems to have grown up overnight. 

Chris, sorry to hear DD has had trouble with chem.  I work in a physical science department and some of the chem profs are pretty awful; but then some of the students are not really able to learn the math required for chem.  I am ure your DD will do OK if she is determined. 

I remember when I used to try to run around with my kids and I finally mellowed and didn't feel guilty...we'd take turns and did what we could. Now that I am working full time (past 10 years or so) I have had to say "no" a lot more often. 

About your dental bills - I feel like I no longer have the cognitive abilities to decipher thosee insurance communications.  I look inside to see if it's a check or not, then I file it. Good thing you checked.  What a nightmare.

Deb, so sorry your family is going through this.  It seems to me that having to do things like paperwork at such a time is just impossible.   

Well, I have papers to grade and then I will be off for a week.  YAY

nite all

Anonymous

Sucky... Ouch! Double ouch! Mammos no fun, extras, no bueno!



Chris... Did I miss what happened today? Did I miss it?



And ladies, TMI! But oh so funny!



Today was a good day, a very good day. Rare, truly rare after so much cr*p, both bc and life. Who knows what tomorrow brings? Life's a roller coaster so who knows what's around the corner.

Meece

Because of recon and implants, I always get extra views.  So much fun!

Meece

I am doing another winemaker's dinner tomorrow so I blocked today off my "available" dates for work.  I kind of like this subbing stuff although DH would like me to get a permanent job.  It's kind of nice not to have to ask for a day off, I just mark it off my calendar and I'm set.

Early afternoon yesterday my back started hurting over my right shouldblade, partially down my arm and up into my neck towards my ear.  It is a strong pain but not like a pulled muscle.  I guess it is the result of stress.

Makratz

lol on the porn!  THAT is what I am scared of Sheila!!!

(((Deb)))

Thanks Joan.  The account will be declined if there is no money in it.  The credit's are immediate so we don't wait monthly for a bill.  Since I opted out of overdraft, if he tries to charge something and there's not enough money in the account, he will get declined.  No overdraft fees apply since he can't overdraft.  I drilled the girl at the bank, she totally understood what I wanted, so this is the very basic account I chose.  Enjoy your week off Joan!