Thinking Out Loud.....

footprintsangel

God is our friend and Father forever!

Makratz

God bless you!

footprintsangel

God Bless You Too!

kbugmom

I am so glad to be able to come here. We are family here and understand the rollercoater of bc.

hollyann

I hit the wall last night and it won!......I mean I litterally smashed my fist into it......I went into an uncontrollable rage because of the injustice and pain I have been through over the last 3 years.....I cry and cry and nothing seems to stop it......My dd and dh just do not understand...My dh said I was acting like a 2 yr old and I needed to get a grip......If I knew how to get a grip I would not be feeling this way......I  feel abandoned by God and everyone.....last night I almost ended it but then I thought who would care one way or the other so I just went to bed.........I feel so lost and so unloved and hurt......My family here doesn't understand but my sisters at home do......They want me to come there but I don't want to leave here......I don't know what to do......

kbugmom

Now Lucy you listen and listen good we love you... I know it is hard and it is not easy many days. GOD is here and he has not left us. I do not know why his plans seem to be so hard. I am sitting here wondering what my petscan I had Friday reveled. Yes I am a bit antsy. You hubby and dd cant really understand like we can since we are the ones dealt this. They try I am sure and want things back to pre bc. Hey don't we all. So keep looking up and it will be ok. Hey and give the wall and your fist a break. I know how it feels to want to punch something but you dont need to break a bone.I love you and am praying for you. Hang in there as Dawn and CTG said hang like a bat.

Susan

footprintsangel

God will help us all Holly, He loves you very much

Reach out and know, You are His Daughter.

God Loves You and so Do I.

Hugs to all.

kbugmom

I am struggling today with test results. Lord I know you know the plans you have for me. I am afraid and mad at this disease. Lord I love you..

footprintsangel

I Love you too my friend, I have prayers and faith God will

see you threw. Mine are at 12:00 today God bless You.

You are so  good to me and others, God loves you and so

do I

Makratz

Hollyann, NEVER give up!  We love you and understand.  Pleae PM me any time that you feel like it.  I would love to talk to you and let you know that there are tons of people here who care about you.  Sending major prayers and hugs your way.

Linda

Makratz

Hollyann, Why not go and see your sisters?  Perhaps it's the break that  you really need.  Get the love and attention you need and maybe that will help your DD and DH see more clearly what you are going through.

XOXOXOXO

footprintsangel

Test is done and more to come.

God bless you, Hollyann and Kbugmom

May you fined peace as you work with

God threw this and win. We are winners

And I am praying for you.

Makratz

Did you get the results you were looking for?

God Bless You!

footprintsangel

I wont know for  36 to 48hr Pet scan

God bless you, Gentle Hugs

Makratz

I'll keep you in my prayers.

footprintsangel

Thank you

It hard being alone sometimes

But thats why I love alot of this group here

footprintsangel

God loves you Kbugmom

footprintsangel

God bless Jane and Kbugmom

They are very special

kbugmom

Foots you are a precious and dear lady

Makratz

She most certainly is. 

Foots, any news yet?  I had my MRI today and will get the results on Monday.  Still praying for you.

XOXO

footprintsangel

Dr never called me back

Will go in office Monday to find out

I will pray for you too, God love You both.

footprintsangel

God bless you, He is wonderful

Prayers to all  needing a boost

Makratz

Make sure you call your doctor tomorrow.  Best of luck!

footprintsangel

Thank You, God bless you.

spar2

Makraz, what was the results of your MRI, hope it was good

Footie, praying for you friend.

What goes around comes around

Sometimes there really is justice

footprintsangel

My Lord is helping us through

So far no cancer,

But other things God will help me with

footprintsangel

God be with Susan and help her

to feel better, Amen

sheila888

I hate this heat wave. I have been home for days.

Makratz

My MRI hgad only b9 findings!  I'm good for another 6 months.  I hate the stress of those tests.  Thank you for asking.

Foots, Thank God, no more cancer!! 

Seyla, I hear you!  I am in Boston, heat index of 100 today.  Enough!!

Hugs to all of you!

footprintsangel

Our heat wave is 90 today

God bless you all.