Jan 2008--Ain't it Great?

Determined1

So we begin another week...

I did get into my backyard today and finish planting the flowers I bought.  Like Tina and Carol, I spend WAY too much on annuals, but I'm a such a sucker for some of them.  I still have some weeding to do and really, really need to mulch, but all in good time.

It is Monday, and our girl, Carol is pumping up those counts to get her show back on the road.  Here's hoping you'll be imbibing today, Carol!!!

LJ, I don't think I'm quite Annie Lennox status, yet.  I certainly have the light color, though!  My dh thinks I should get it colored with a rinse out color again so you can see my hair.  Apparently, I'd gone almost completely gray over the past 10 years that I've been coloring my hair and we're all pretty shocked to see it in it's natural state.  It makes me feel old. 

How are you doing post-surgery?  Hope you're recuperating quickly and without hitch.

Geez, Carol, you're training like a son of a gun!!  Good for you.  And what wonderful news to have your ‘tini validated!!!  Chin up now, okay?  No more doubting your choices.  Clearly, you made good ones.  Relax and go hit the lounge.

At least you've filled your prescription, Maz.  I haven't gotten that far.  Before I take my first pill I have to do a blood-letting for this study I've agreed to do-it allows me to put off the inevitable... 

My eyebrows thinned to almost nothing and then, voila, a 5 o'clock eyebrow shadow appeared at about 10 weeks after my last tx.  It was none too soon as I found I was a horrible eyebrow draw-er on-er, so I was contemplating a hermit existence till they grew in, but alas, it wasn't necessary.  And that's just totally fucked up that you never lost your leg hair. 

Joan, Frankenboob was in good shape 2 ½ weeks after the end of rads.  I'm just over 3 weeks now, and I still feel heat coming from my boost area.  I was told all should be well after 4 weeks.  I do still have energy issues in the late afternoon, and I'm not sure how long that will last.  Probably forever, since I'll be starting the tamox soon, and who knows what that will do to my energy level (sorry, there's my bad attitude about tamox showing through again).

You know, you should be fine for your trip to Cali.  My rad onc told me to keep my "field" covered for about a year after rads, but I'm planning to hit the sun bathing as soon as I no longer feel heat from my boob.  I'll just use some sunscreen.  I'm sorry, but I like a tan (I'm not talking dark, I'm too fair for that, just some color).  I'm a product of the 70's, what can I say?

Oooh, oooh, CathyCA made a great suggestion-I love the Hearst Castle!  It's egregiously tacky-almost like the castles in Europe!  You should see it if you're going by.

Julie, you made me smile when I read about your day at the park.  I'm not a huge fan, but I love to go to the games-for some reason they make me feel like a kid again (albeit, one that can have a beer!).  Can't help you on the fill question.  I opted for my Frankenboob, rather than a new one.  Oh, just refreshed the screen and see that you're up and about today.  You sound happy-must be the girls' outing that gives you this new energy.

Glad you made it to Duke okay, Paula.  I'm thinking of you and dh today.  I hope it all goes well for you.

I don't know, Carol, could you "butter your pancake????" 

LWDana-I'm so very sorry to hear about LWBandit.  You should enjoy one another as much as you can now.  Take long walks.  Play a lot of catch.  Scratch behind the ears.  I really dread hearing similar news about my dog, but know you are/were a great human for Bandit to know.  How lucky you both were to know each other.  (And you wonder how you managed to "touch" that doc at your center???  Please.)

Oh, in an example of universal alignment, the painter just called and had to postpone his start till Wednesday.  Guess my dh will get to enjoy the full experience, after all! 

D1

golfer779

WHOOOO HOOOOO, I got to have my txt today.  My wbc had doubled from 5 days ago.  I knew that walking, yardwork, golf, and hanging with friends had to be good for me.  As well as all the positive thoughts from my SIS friends and family.  My dh was trying to prepare me this morning saying you know "cation" plans can be altered, you can fly to anywhere you want once your done with all of this.  Being the organizer type personality, I had a game plan in my head that I didn't want screwed up.  So far, so good!!!

So I'm on schedule for hopefully the next 14 days, and a rad simulation thrown in for fun!!!  I had totally forgotten that I have a massage scheduled for 4:00 today, thank goodness I was jotting down next weeks chemo date to my calendar when I saw the massage noted.  Wouldn't have eaten such a big lunch a bit ago if I had remember that one.  I might just have my feet and legs worked over today. And maybe my hands and arm.   At the moment laying on my belly doesn't sound to relaxing.

Going to putter for a bit, try to work off a big lunch!  Will check in tonight, Carol

Holy moly, just received a cute e-card wishing the dh and I a Happy Anniversary (this would be numero uno) for us today, hard to believe that one year ago we we're in Vegas with some great friends saying "I Do", and all that other stuff about "sickness and in health".  I bet the dh is ready to trade me in on a couple of 20 somethings.  I'm not thinking he get what he would like the most as a token of my love tonight!

tinalee123

Hi Jewels,

Just checking in…in between the rain drops, of course!  That’s our “other” season…rain.

Well, I have some sad news.  We had to put down our big, grey cat, Cleo.  She’d been suffering for about a week.  Difficulty breathing, not eating or drinking much (totally not like her).  Took her to the vet this weekend, they took a couple of x-rays, and found her chest and lungs to be filled with masses (which have been there a long time) and finally had caught up with her.  I couldn’t stand to see her struggle for each and every breath.  So, we made the decision to let her go.  Both ds’s were working, so it was just me and dh.  It really broke my heart.  She’d been with us for 12 years.  We got her from the humane society when ds #2 was about 6 (she was his kitty).  She was just the best cat.  Funny and sweet, very social and quirky.  We really miss her. 

Carol – So glad you were able to get your tx’s today!  You’re not alone in feeling frustrated when the plan doesn’t go, well, as planned!  You just don’t want anything to get in the way of getting ‘er done, do you?  Just love your new pic!  It’s very sweet.  Happy Anniversary!  Where does the time go, eh?  Too bad about the boat.  Last year, we dumped all of our toys.  The snowmobiles went, the fishing boat went, and all the gear that goes with ‘em.  I’m glad we did that when we did – I think it’s a buyers market now, with gas prices as nuts as they are.  The dh can’t even fill up his pickup truck before his debit card maxes out. 

D1 – LOL on the flowers!  It’s like a sickness…I keep going to the farmer’s market and when I see all these lovely, colorful plants, I tell myself, “oh yeah, I’ve got just the place for that!”  I get home with a bunch, and stand there scratching my head, because I have no more spots to plant ‘em.  What a freak.  About the tamox thing…I was trying my darndest to get out of having to take that.  I’m on about Day 5, no noticeable se’s.  Although, I still have some slight neuropathy from the taxol. I haven’t had a period since February.  Onco said it’ll be next Feb. when they’ll consider me in menopause.  Then, we can look at other options.  It is really discouraging to think I’ll be 51 when this is all over.   Yipee…

Paula – Thinking of you and dh today.  I hope your news is all good!!

KathyL – Will be interested to hear, about your tat tomorrow.  Hope that goes well.  Overall, are you pleased with your recon and the nipple?  Thanks again for keeping track of everyone.  Boy, that list has dwindled, hasn’t it?

Maz – I was thinking the same as you…I SO don’t want to take this (tamox)!  I put it off for a day, I had to “think” about it overnight.  It helped to have a glass of wine while thinking…nothing to report back, yet.  I figured the same – I can always stop taking it if things aren’t going well.  I have been trying to stay mentally positive, though.  I am NOT going to have se’s…

Joan – Your Cali trip sounds fantastic!!  Good for you! 

Cathy – Thanks for the vote of confidence!  I am hoping tamox will be easy.  I am taking 1000 IU Vitamin E, and am going to start with the gluclosamine.  I already take a B6 to help with the taxol neuropathy.  I know what boysenberries are, but, do they grow like raspberries?  Had to LOL at the comment about cleaning out your teens’ room.  Ds #1 (20) hasn’t lived at home since March, but, a lot of his junk is still here.  He was here last night for dinner and I told him I’m bagging everything up and giving it to Good Will.  He said he “needs” all this stuff, and couldn’t I just please “hold it” for him?!?  Told him, uh, if you haven’t used it, or worn it in three months, I’m guessing you never will.  Geez!  Would love to turn his room into an office.  I should charge him storage fees or something.

Julie – So glad to hear you had a fab weekend.  You SO deserve that!  Baseball game sounds fun!  Had to chuckle about your ds doing the laundry.  Good for you for making him work it off, good for him for being mature enough to accept the consequences.  Yeah, I’m thinking the bc side will take a little longer to adjust and heal.

Dana – Sorry to hear about your doggy.  I just know he has lived a good life with you, and gotten the love and attention he deserved from you.  You are a kind and giving soul.  It’s good that you’re studying to be a nurse.  That was very nice of the Dr you met to give you that bible.  Of course he was touched by you.  Prayers always heading to you.

Kris – Thinking of you tomorrow as you head in for tx! 

Well, friends, off to dig up some dinner. 

Tina

SISKimberly

I'm BACK!!!!!  Had a great time.  It took me literally all day to catch up...OK, in between doing five loads of laundry, getting through the mail pile, answering emails, and getting a call from the twinsis that if I registered using an email sent to me by one of her vendors that we could also see Maroon 5 at Lincoln Park Zoo when we're in Chicago...Man, I get to see Sidney Poitier, Lionel Richie, and Maroon 5...Life is sooooo good!!!!  Oh, and she does digress, anyway, as I was saying...took me all day to read pgs 94-97, but glad I'm caught up with all the news. Man lots has been going on since I last posted. 

I've got a oncology appt. at 4:45, so I will have to do some shout outs when I get back.  I can't shout out to everyone, but do know I read all the posts and will try to recall what I read by the time I get back to post again. I'll give you the highlights of my trip when I get back, OK. I've got 45 minutes to be there, and I haven't even showered. Told you I've been at this all day.

SIS Kimberly

Love the new avatar Carol!!!!!  Yeah on good counts and congrats on the one year anniversary!!!!  Give your hubby a big ole IOU for when you're more up for being intimate...I know he would rather you be totally into it than feeling like it was obligatory because it was your anniversary.

Determined1

Just popped in for a quick read and I'm so happy that I did.  Carol, you devil, you!  Doubled those counts!  I'm so happy that you're back on schedule.  Good for you.

Enjoy the anniversary.  Before you know it, you'll be at 26 (that's my next one) and performance won't even be an issue!  (Hope I haven't offended anyone...)

Tinalee, I'm so sorry to hear about Cleo.  As you read in my shout to Dana, I really, really dread the day I have to say goodbye to our dog, Kippy.  Animal friends are so unbelieveably loyal and trusting.  They are truly unique relationships.  I hope you and your family are able to focus on the joy Cleo brought to your lives.

Thanks for the encouragement on the tamox.  For some reason, I'm over the top about not wanting to take it.  But all of my research and my doctors' opinions indicate it as the best next step for me.  I hope all of this is right...

SIS Kimberly is home!!!!!!  Can't wait for the report from the cation!

Till tomorrow,

D1

Determined1

Okay, I know I said I wouldn't be back till tomorrow, but just wanted to let Vettegal know I'm thinking about her as she bellies up to watch the Penguins in the Stanley Cup!  (BTW, I was born in Detroit, so I'm kinda torn.  I know I told you I'd cheer for the Penguins, but there's nothing like the folks in Detroit when they're either euphoric or pissed.  I'm thinking they'll overturn a bus and light it on fire!  Nothing like a Detroit celebration!)  Hope you and your family is doing well.

D1

joteach

Hi Jewels,

Carol - so glad your counts are up and that you had your tx today. Also, Happy 1st anniversay! I love your new pic too.

D1 - Thanks for the info on the healing of the boob. That doesn't sound too bad. I'm more worried about end of June and July for regular summer activities. I figured by August 1 I would be OK.

Yes, the Hearst Castle is on the tour. I'm so looking forward to this 'cation!

SIS Kimberly - welcome back from your 'cation!

Tina - I'm so sorry about your cat. I lost my beloved dog, Benji last November- just days after dx. It is so incredibly sad and painful to lose a pet. My heart goes out to you.

Dana - enjoy the precious time with Bandit. My prayers are with you.

Joan

golfer779

Good Evening

Tina, so sorry to hear about Cleo, as many of us probably have had to do over the years, its not a easy drive to the vet's office for that final trip.  Thank goodness we are able to put our furry friends into better space when things get too bad.  My feelings go out to you and your family.

I hadn't remembered or didn't know that you we're already started on Tamo.  Glad to hear of no noticeable se's at this point.  I'll choose that path for myself, and will look forward to future reports!

Hey we could have worse habits than wanting to buy flowers !!!  Got by today with just a couple of dahlia bulbs to replace some that didn't fair too well over the winter.  I'll blame this one on my gf who wanted to stop because of a sale on hanging baskets she heard about.

Dana,  time for a little good mojo to come your way.  I was saddened to hear of your having to deal with your (or the bf's) dog on top of everything else that has been distressing for you recently.  Hang in there gal.

D1, okay "butter my pancake" I can live with that one!  Looks like I have a thin piece of bacon layed right across it.  It's an ugly visual, oh that would be reality!

We're spending a lovely anniversary night, let's see, I'm sitting here posting, and the dh is out filling hummingbird feeders and picking up wiener dog turds!  Another day in paradise!!!  I talked him into buying something for the deck this weekend that we could call a gift to each other.  We have been thinking of getting a standing propane heater for those all too often cool evenings.  I didn't feel like eating out (which is rare for me), dinner was a bagel and cream cheese with smoked salmon and a little Gatorade mixed with my ginormous glass of water ... Cheers!

Paula, hoping that your day wasn't too chaotic at the hospital.  Will look forward to hearing from you when your able to post.    

Joan, great timing for losing a pet, I can relate a bit, as my Mom past away back in 2000, we had to put our dear Abercrombie down about 6 weeks later.  Its never easy, but talk about adding fuel to fire when its not needed.

Sounds like your rads is going pretty darn good, keep it up!

Jennifer, you sounded pretty darn strong today, keep that positive spirit in check the best you can.  In due time, you'll be on a much happier path.

Kimberly, welcome back to reality huh?  5 loads of laundry, how often did you change clothes on this "cation"???  You had to love having clean sheets each evening without having to strip the bed yourself.  Welcome back, as you can see, for some life is getting a bit back to the norm, and for other a little extra support is needed.   Glad your back to hopefully have a little time to add your inspiring words of wisdom.

Well I most thoroughly enjoyed my massage this afternoon.  Went in a little apprehensive as it was a male therapist.  Met him, filled out a little paper work and it was "bottoms" up.  He was a very "earthy" guy, sporting a ponytail, and a "Life is Good" t-shirt, I had to like him with that shirt.  I told him that I had just had chemo about 4 hours prior to the appt, he asked if there were any se's he should be aware of during my txt.  Guess I could have scared the hell out of him and asked for a puke bucket be placed next to me!  He did a great job of working my right arm, just the way my pt had told me about doing le massage.   He said he has had quite a few bc patients as clients over the years.  It was really a feel good massage, he did not want to be too aggressive with my txt in mind.  I'll be going back in about 2 ½ weeks.  I'm definitely going to take advantage of my 10 appts covered by insurance.  Hate to say it, but that was my anniversary treat for the day.  Oh, and my excitement over not having my chemo delayed today. 

LIFE IS GOOD ... Carol

golfer779

Good Evening

Tina, so sorry to hear about Cleo, as many of us probably have had to do over the years, its not a easy drive to the vet's office for that final trip.  Thank goodness we are able to put our furry friends into better space when things get too bad.  My feelings go out to you and your family.

I hadn't remembered or didn't know that you we're already started on Tamo.  Glad to hear of no noticeable se's at this point.  I'll choose that path for myself, and will look forward to future reports!

Hey we could have worse habits than wanting to buy flowers !!!  Got by today with just a couple of dahlia bulbs to replace some that didn't fair too well over the winter.  I'll blame this one on my gf who wanted to stop because of a sale on hanging baskets she heard about.

Dana,  time for a little good mojo to come your way.  I was saddened to hear of your having to deal with your (or the bf's) dog on top of everything else that has been distressing for you recently.  Hang in there gal.

D1, okay "butter my pancake" I can live with that one!  Looks like I have a thin piece of bacon layed right across it.  It's an ugly visual, oh that would be reality!

We're spending a lovely anniversary night, let's see, I'm sitting here posting, and the dh is out filling hummingbird feeders and picking up wiener dog turds!  Another day in paradise!!!  I talked him into buying something for the deck this weekend that we could call a gift to each other.  We have been thinking of getting a standing propane heater for those all too often cool evenings.  I didn't feel like eating out (which is rare for me), dinner was a bagel and cream cheese with smoked salmon and a little Gatorade mixed with my ginormous glass of water ... Cheers!

Paula, hoping that your day wasn't too chaotic at the hospital.  Will look forward to hearing from you when your able to post.    

Joan, great timing for losing a pet, I can relate a bit, as my Mom past away back in 2000, we had to put our dear Abercrombie down about 6 weeks later.  Its never easy, but talk about adding fuel to fire when its not needed.

Sounds like your rads is going pretty darn good, keep it up!

Kimberly, welcome back to reality huh?  5 loads of laundry, how often did you change clothes on this "cation"???  You had to love having clean sheets each evening without having to strip the bed yourself.  Welcome back, as you can see, for some life is getting a bit back to the norm, and for other a little extra support is needed.   Glad your back to hopefully have a little time to add your inspiring words of wisdom.

Well I most thoroughly enjoyed my massage this afternoon.  Went in a little apprehensive as it was a male therapist.  Met him, filled out a little paper work and it was "bottoms" up.  He was a very "earthy" guy, sporting a ponytail, and a "Life is Good" t-shirt, I had to like him with that shirt.  I told him that I had just had chemo about 4 hours prior to the appt, he asked if there were any se's he should be aware of during my txt.  Guess I could have scared the hell out of him and asked for a puke bucket be placed next to me!  He did a great job of working my right arm, just the way my pt had told me about doing le massage.   He said he has had quite a few bc patients as clients over the years.  It was really a feel good massage, he did not want to be too aggressive with my txt in mind.  I'll be going back in about 2 ½ weeks.  I'm definitely going to take advantage of my 10 appts covered by insurance.  Hate to say it, but that was my anniversary treat for the day.  Oh, and my excitement over not having my chemo delayed today. 

LIFE IS GOOD ... Carol

JulieK_11_30_07

YAY for Carol - so glad you got those numbers back up!!   And HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to you and dh. LOL at your "day in paradise" anniversary - sounds so familiar!! Your massage sounds wonderful - I need to schedule one sometime soon. I just love massages!

Tina - so sorry to hear about your precious kitty. Pets are such a part of the family and it's so hard when we have to let them go. You and your family are in my thoughts.

D1 - I'm the same way with the flowers - I mentioned that dh got me some for Mother's Day. Well, he finally got those planted (I'm banned from the planting with the recent surgery) and we just talked about it tonight that we need to get some more. We have several beds of cannas and dahlias that come up every year and we lost ALL but one of them this winter! I was not happy about that!

Welcome back, Kimberly!!! Can't wait to hear all the details about your trip!

Off to do some work for school. Sleep well, Jewels!!

Julie

golfer779

Kris, good luck tomorrow for an uneventful infusion.  Looks like your flying solo again, we'll be thinking of you as you check one more off.  You go gal!!!

Excuse my impatient fingers tonight, to many deletes!!!

golfer779

Kris, good luck tomorrow for an uneventful infusion.  Looks like your flying solo again, we'll be thinking of you as you check one more off.  You go gal!!!

LilWarrior

Thank you Ladies for all your thoughtful words concerning my dog Bandit.  I love him so much.  It will be hard when the time comes to put him down because the Dr said I will have to make that choice and that is so hard to do, but I am by far not selfish and I will know when the time is right when I see that the Cancer is taking over badly.  Right now he has four open sores and they havent grown so I am just watching it and making his life wonderful. I tell you Dogs are angels from God - spell the word dog backwards - GOD!.  Isnt that ironic. 

I seen the Dr again today and he told me he has another inspiritual book for me again, I told him God bless you and he said he already did.  How cute. I will get him a thank you card tomorrow before I go to work tomorrow because its my last day.  I am also going to buy pastries for the Nurses that have been so kind and loving to me.  I dont know how I afford the little gifts I give each person that has blessed me, but I tell you God has always made a way for me.  Even when I get right down to the last penny - God blesses me.  He is so wonderful to me, I just love him so much.

I miss talking to you Ladies and replying to each and everyones comment but please know you are all in my prayers.  I pray all the time for you Ladies and I put you on my prayer list in church as well.

I love you - God bless,

Dana 

LilWarrior

JEWELS, - SOMETIMES WE GET SO OVERWHELMED WITH OUR OWN PROBLEMS AND DAY TO DAY LIVING THAT WE TRULY FORGET TO PRAY FOR OTHERS THAT REALLY NEED IT - AND THAT WOULD INCLUDE MYSELF SO PLEASE CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ME AND READ THE SCRIPTURE BELOW, MAY IT GIVE YOU STRENGTH AND REASSURES THAT YOU ARE BEING THOUGHT OF AND LOVED BY ME.  I DONT FORGET YOU SO PLEASE DONT FORGET ME AND OTHERS THAT NEED IT!!!!

For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not
to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly,
according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith. Romans 12:3 (KJV)

We need to give credit where credit is due. You may be very blessed. And if you
are, know this: it is not you that caused it. You are blessed because God
blessed you. That is the opinion you ought to have of yourself. Realize that
your blessings did not start and end with you. They started and ended with God.
Somebody has been praying for you, and it was their prayers that brought you
through.

The way God does things sometimes astonishes me. With God, it does not matter
how much you learned in school. It does not matter how good you can scheme and
maneuver the business deal. It does not matter how eloquent your spe ech is.
That is not what's putting you over. What's putting you over is that God has
blessed you in spite of yourself. Somebody who has gone on before you prayed for
you to be blessed.

Some of us had mothers, grandmothers and great-grandmothers that prayed for
God's mercy to be extended toward us. Some of us are still living off the
prayers and blessings of great-grandparents that we have never even met.

To think soberly is being aware that God has somebody praying for you right now
in the midnight hour. They are praying and interceding for you so that mercy
could come your way. So, when you fall down and hit your face on the pavement of
life, God has somebody praying for you.

When you keep everything in proper perspective, you can think soberly,
understanding that God and only God gets the glory for all the good in your
life. God is good all the time. Give glory to His holy name!

Determined1

Okay, I've already watered my new plants from yesterday (and some of the older ones) and dug up my hummingbird feeder and mixed up the potion in an effort to attract some of the little buggers this year (never got my feeder out last year and really missed the show).  Soon I will attempt to awaken college girl to head to the gym together (she lost her membership card already and I'm going to try to get her a new one without paying the $10 replacement fee-totally trying to cash in on the bald thing.  Watch, it won't work this time!).  Anyway, thought I dash off a quick post before really starting the day.

Good luck today to Kris, who moves past the halfway mark today.  And a special shout to KathyL, who is getting her nipples today!!!!  WooooHoooo!!!!! 

So we're a bunch of flow-a-holics, eh?  LOL, Carol, on trying to shift the blame to your friend's need to check out the hanging basket sale. 

I like your "paradise."  Anytime I can get someone else to pick up dog turds, I feel accomplished!  That was the TRUE anniversary gift!  (The propane heater will be a real bonus, though.)

Glad the male therapist didn't intimidate you.  I'm not sure how I would have handled that.  So glad it was a good experience and that you're poised to take advantage of your ins. Cos' kind offer of 10 sessions.  Enjoy every last one.

So Paula, were you and dh able to cut through the media frenzy following Ted Kennedy?  Hope you were able to catch the attention of your own med team and will have good things to report to us.

Hey LWDana-try taking in some cookies.  Not too tough on the budget and pleases groups of people.  I've also taken in a flowering plant I buy at the grocery store to brighten up the nurses' station.  Again, not too pricey and pleases the crowd.  You're sounding positive, hang in there, LW.

Deb-you out there??  What's up???

Okay, off to see if I can rouse college girl.  This should be interesting...

D1

Anonymous

D1, my hair is mostly white on top, a bit of pepper with the salt on the sides and back. I read it can take a while for the pigment to return. I think maybe that's so with me since my hair started growing back in the middle of the Taxol treatments. It's definitely whiter than it was when I lost it, so I'm thinking the brown will come back, but if not, ya know, whatever. Whatever it is, it is ... no dye touches this head.

I was reading in another thread how someone got so many "wow's" when people saw her new white hair. They raved and wanted to touch it. She said she never got that reaction from her dyed hair ... it inspired her to keep the new silver locks. This parallels my own experience (though I never dyed it). So many people want to feel it ... I tell them it's good luck (like rubbing Buddha's belly). 

The gray/white has never made me feel old. Joints that ache ... smile lines ... cancer ... legs that swell and hurt every day ... these things remind me of my age.

The wounds seem to be healing reasonably well. The breast sutures are smooth, but the axillary stiching seems very lumpy. The drain is decreasing its output a bit each day, but is still not ready to be removed. I go in for a follow-up this afternoon. I'll work at home the rest of this week ... hopefully the drain can come out by Friday. 

SISKimberly

Well, so much for getting back to the posts last night. After my appointment with the onc, who was not pleased with my decisions not to do rads and Tamox, but who will get over it after his two week vacation in Greece, I went to the bank and grocery store. By the time I got home to unload groceries and start dinner, I was pooped. Oh well, the best laid plans of mice and men, eh?

Trip Highlights:

We arrived in Flagstaff, but our bags decided to vacation elsewhere. Greg had one of his, so he had clothes. I hate schlepping around my suitcase, so I was sans clothes for three days. No biggie to me…if I’ve learned one thing since my diagnosis it is don’t sweat the small stuff. Apparently the universe was reminding me of how little one needs.  I had to do a little shopping as I figured  wearing the same thing for days in a row and not brushing my teeth might have been a real turn off to folks - socks, underwear, a couple of shirts, toothpaste, toothbrush, sunscreen, and a hoodie as it was only in the 60’s. Thanksfully, the bags arrived the evening before we were to depart for Sedona.

We stayed at Little America, which is a hotel set in a forested area at the back of the hotel, but the front was on a major street. It was a nice older hotel that has tried to modernize itself with new curtains, bedding, and a flat screen TV hung on the wall, but the rest of the room was filled with what I call a Victorian meets 70’s look.
 
Lots of fabulous Native American, Pueblo Indian, ruins and cliff dwellings. Amazing that these people were able to farm and survive in often times extreme conditions with little water in many places.  Walnut Canyon is where the Sinagua, in approximately 600 built cliff dwellings and lived for almost 100 years. They were not the first inhabitants, however, as Archiac nomad artifacts have been found that date back prior to 600. Wupatki National Park has ruins of a 100 room pueblo built by the Sinagua who moved into the valley near the bottom of Sunset Crater after it, the youngest of a series of volcanoes,  erupted between 1040 and 1100.

The Grand Canyon…how can one even begin to describe the majesty of that view?  Pictures are often spectacular, but to see it in person is breathtaking.  We saw it both up close and personal via a ground tour with a Navajo Indian guide whose name was O’sana Kibet O (spelled phonetically), but who asked us to call him by his Irish given name, Milton. He was very knowledgeable about the history, geology, geography, and of course the Native American cultures that resided in the canyon area. He had a great wit, too. He brought a scope so that we could see things other tours never showed their guests and visited many sights around the South and East rims. It was a long day, but so worth it.

We also viewed the canyon from a helicopter. Wow, what a treat that was. We took the hour flight. Our pilot was a young whipper snapper named Josh. The older folks on the tour, and of course I am not in that category, questioned him on his age and experience. Funny. The big news, I was the co-pilot!!!! When we went over the rim, it was so amazing!!!! We also saw the Little Colorado, which is turquoise in color due to calcium carbonate for about three miles as it connects to the Colorado River. The 30 minute tour doesn’t take passengers over the rim or to the Little Colorado, and there is no way to see it from any other vantage point unless you take the raft trip down the river, which is a 14 day event. No thank you!!! That would require camping out and really roughing it.  Anyway, there was a camera connected to the bottom of the helicopter that captured our tour and our voices, so we got a DVD for a very reasonable price.

Lowell Observatory- saw Saturn with its rings in a more vertical than horizontal orientation. So cool!!!! We looked through the same telescope that discovered Pluto…and I’m saying Pluto is still a planet!!!!  Also, with a smaller telescope in the smaller of the two observatories, saw the six star formation within the Big Dipper’s handle that looks like two stars called Myzar (sp?”).

Also went to the Museum of Northern Arizona and was lucky enough to be there for the 18th Annual Zuni Festival of Arts and Culture. Saw Zuni dancers...spectacular regalia.

I purchased a wolf fetish-fetishes bring good luck- made of Picasso Marble. The wolf fetish is symbolic of teacher, pathfinder on never-ending journey for survival. Is that so me or what?  No wonder I have loved wolves for so long!!! 

Sedona has two faces – the upper class prostitute with her tourist traps, and the beautiful native maiden, the Red Rocks, with her numerous gorgeous trails and mysterious energies. You really can feel the energy there.

I did some meditation there and really felt grounded.
One meditation was at the Ampitagha Stupa, a Buddhist temple built by the spiritual director of the Kunzang Palyul Choling Tibetan Buddhist centers. The grounds are still a  work in progress, but it was still interesting.

We visited a cliff dwelling site called Montezuma’s Castle- not connection to the Aztec King- and Montezuma’s Well. The well was one of my favorite places on the trip. It was so beautiful there and so serene if you get there right when they open thus avoiding lots of people.

We saw petrogliffs and pictographs that date back into very early history and an early Native American calendar was part of that early stone art.

We stayed at the Sedona Rouge, which was very nice newer hotel, and had some great meals. Much better dining choices than Flagstaff, although we didn’t venture to the older downtown section more than to drive through. Too many people since school was just getting out.

I’ve got a maid service coming to give me a quote. They are a Green Clean company, so they use no harmful chemicals. Afterwards, I need to get the ole port flushed and then off to school to clean off my shelves as a retiring teacher and I are switching shelving units - her’s are way nicer than mine.

Paula, here’s a big hug to you and your family. I hope all goes well at Duke. ((((HUGS))))

Jenn51, I’m so glad you are finding your way back to the light side of life. I know that the emotional trauma from this whole bc thing is overwhelming at times and on top of losing your friend and a not so emotionally involved dh. I was so sorry to hear both of these things. I think you had a great idea when you suggested to Carla, WVgirl, support each other. Maybe you could exchange numbers and talk. As I said in my card and email, if you need to talk, just let me know. I’d love to be a support to you.

Carol, man what an up and down few days you had, but so glad all worked out in the positive!!!  You’re right about your walking and just living your life being what brought your counts back up. WhooHoo.

D1- Your trip sounded amazing, and as usual you reported it with such flare. Cracked me up!!!!

Dana- Hang in there sweetie. Keep reminding yourself that you deserve to be happy and loved, and be so proud of your positive outlook for yourself. Heck ya, you touched the heart of that doc…you’ve got a loving spirit, girl. About the ex- don’t waste the energy hating him. He’s doing what he’s learned works for him…it doesn’t work for you anymore because you’ve grown. Just bless the relationship’s gifts to you as hard as it may have been to receive them and let it go.

Tina and Dana- Sorry to hear about your pets. Putting down an animal, or thinking about having to do it due to ill health is so difficult.  ((((HUGS))))

Kathy- Love the stories of the kids…it is such a blessing to be able to be apart of their lives, isn’t it?  I tell ya, cancer has given me so many gifts, and really appreciating all that we have and all of our experiences and loved ones is part of the package for me, too.

Can't believe you're getting your tatoos already. Wasn't it just yesty you had nips placed?

How quickly time seems to be going when compared to being in the middle of it all. 

Norma- Your ‘cation sounded fun, too. If there is a way to get back to your friends, go for it!

CHJ- Congrats on the move!!!!

Julie, Tina, and LJ13- glad to hear that surgeries have gone well and healing is occuring without too much incidence. Such good news LJ13 regarding your surgery getting everything and all looking so good.

OK, I can’t remember everything I read yesty, so suffice it to say…I love you, gals, and am so glad to hear from those who have been MIA and to know that we are all here for each other.

Gotta go, the cleaning gal will be here in short order and I'm still in my "Age gets better with wine" sleep shirt on and fuzzy slippers.  Man life is good.

I’ll check back later. Have a great day Jewels.

SIS Kimberly

PS Got a gift from my SP in the mail. A ceramic spoon, a hysterical Pink Flamingo gift set with info about how the flamingo became the kitsch of American yards, and three magnets: Laugh, Dance, and Friend. The card was perfect...Focus on the important decisions- red or white wine? heehee...and I can't taste wine, now, and other foods!!!! WHOOHOO!!! 

Determined1

Oh yeah, got college girl another gym pass w/o paying the replacement fee.  (Imagine me buffing my fingernails on my lapel...)  The gal at the desk told my daughter that she'd have to pay the fee if she loses it again, so she better keep an eye on this one as it sounds like my mojo at the gym has run out!

I'm not sure if I've complained about my newest ache, yet, but my shoulder has been hurting a lot lately.  I really noticed it in Austin when I would take off my garment at night and put on a bra instead (at home I just put on my pj's and don't even bother with the bra).  After returning to our room after clubbin' it (not really, but it sounds good), I found unhooking my bra in the back to be very painful for my left shoulder.  Well, turns out that the rads position must've compromised the muscles in my shoulder as I apparently have a mess going (they were using a lot of words to describe it--one being atrophy, which made me wince, since I spend so much time working out).  There were 3 therapists crowded around me today all speaking in "tongues," (medical stuff about muscles), trying to figure out how best to fix me.  They decided on this hard rubbing that hurt so much I was in a full body sweat within seconds.  The good news is that they think they can help me, so I'll put up with the pain if I can get my motion back.  It's funny, I've discovered that I can no longer lift dishes above my head to put them away, so I've been leaving them on the counter.  It didn't dawn on me till I couldn't get my bra off that I might have a problem.  Wonder what else I'm ignoring???

LJ-sounds like you're really doing well after your surgery.  That's great.  Don't rush the drain removal, they really do perform an important service.

Unfortunately, I guess I've become kinda vain in my advancing years and can't wait to color my hair.  When I was younger, I swore I'd never do it, but once I started, I liked not having the gray and would race to my hairdresser just as soon as the "skunk" line of gray appeared at my part on the top of my head.  What a girl I turned out to be!

SIS Kimberly-All I can say is "WOW!"  Your cation sounds like it was perfect for your mind, body and soul.  I'm so happy that you had such a good experience.  That part of the world is so unbelievably beautiful, isn't it?  Thank you so much for the vivid descriptions of what you saw and how it made you feel.  It's almost like being there myself (I said almost).  And now it sounds as though you're doing some serious nesting in preparation for your exchange surgery on Friday.  (Or getting a lady to come in and help you with the nesting!)  Glad you're back, as we missed you, but I'll bet you're looking forward to the next cation, aren't you?

Oh, I've agreed to participate in a second study at Georgetown.  This one is to follow patients with a family history of cancer and see if genetic counseling can/should play a greater role in determining a person's cancer risk.  Since there are 4 girls in my original immediate family (mom, me, twin sisters) and 3 of us have had different forms of cancer, we've caught the eye of the study director (course, the fact that my sisters are twins and one has had cancer and the other hasn't was a big selling point to include us).  So I'm doing my best to give back.  It makes me feel good about myself.

Okay, I'm going to do a sweep through the rooms to be painted and make sure we're ready for the painters tomorrow.   I'll be happy to have it all done and the furniture back.  Particularly since college girl told me this morning that a couple of friends from college are visiting us this Friday night!

D1

Anonymous

Back from the surgeon's office with great news. All the pathology samples were negative for cancer. All margins were clean. All 5 nodes were clean. The chemo blasted the crap outta that cancer. DP started crying in the exam room. I think I may frame the path report.

It's still possible there are cancer cells lurking in there ... they can't examine every cell. But 0 for 6 is a good sign. Still, I'll do Rads to make sure any lurkers get nailed. I haven't come this far to give cancer a chance to hit me back. 

Cathy-CA

LJ -- Congrats on your report!  It gives a lot of hope to people like me who had the tumor removed first and are doing chemo/radiation as a protective measure.  I wonder some days if this is actually worth it since I don't have any way of knowing for sure.  When people report chemo shrinking or eliminating their tumors it re-inforces that chemo really does work.

Kimberly -- your trip sounds wonderful.  Sedona is so beautiful and peaceful and the Grand Canyon is amazing.  I would like to go to Copper Canyon in Mexico sometime which is similar, but haven't made it yet.

D1 -- Sorry to hear about your pain, but am curious as to whether the therapists are in the rad onc office (since they call the technicians in the office I go to "radiation therapists") or physical therapists.  I may have mentioned I detest the rad oncs and everything about their office, so I know I have bad attitude towards them, but when I mentioned pain last week, it was quickly brushed off by the rads doc as "that's not us" even though the pain didn't start until after rads.  I may give the physical therapst I saw for lymphedema prevention a call if you are getting good results with them.

California still has a June primary for everything except the presidential race, so I need to go vote this afternoon before rads.  Our polling place is an elementary school, so I'm waiting until they are out and I can find parking. 

Tina -- I'm not sure I've ever seen raspberries growing, but boysenberries grow on the new growth portion of existing canes.  We have them against our back wall.  Dh hates them because they have lots of stickers, but he likes the pie.  I'll go out and pick a few to put in cereal or throw in a fruit bowl, but that's about it.  I'm not much of a gardener, but like having fruit trees, flowers and vegetables/fruit in the backyard.  It's so nice to just grab a lemon or whatever when you need one instead of remembering to get them at the store.

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Dx 10/24/2007, IDC, 2cm, Stage IIa, Grade 3, 0/3 nodes, ER-/PR-, HER2+

Jenn51

Hello Jewels,

As usual I'm a little behind. We went to pick up the 3-yo dgs Fri. & then got hit with some of the storms that charged thru the MidWest. We lost power Fri night & didn't get it back till Sat. Night. We lost a few large limbs from some of our trees, but nothing hit the house. And considering how bad it is just a few miles from here we were truly blessed.

KathyL, You just never know when a phrase will hit you & really make sense. When you said I should accept the pace at which I can work now a light bulb went off. I guess I am a different person now. I just feel that I should be the same.

I'm so happy for you & your dd. Yes, this is just the beginning of milestones she will pass. And you WILL be there for each one of them. Photographs are great, but the pictures in your mind will let you relive those moments forever.

PALady, I know it's hard, but try not to worry about the PET scan. I'm sure everything will be OK. You will be in my prayers.

Carol, It was so good to talk to you last night. I value your 2-cents worth, you are always so full of good ideas. I am trying to walk each day & go a little further each time too. But if it doesn't stop storming here I'm not going to get any walk in. You didn't mention your anniversary. Congratulations!

The recipe was good, but I think I liked it better than dh. He can be a bit stuck in a rut sometimes when it comes to trying something new. 10000000000000000000 (that wasDesiree the cat saying "Hi") But he did say we could have it again.

LJ13, Glad to hear the surgery went well. I have the same 3 incisions and to this day the small one from the drain is the most tender. Weird! HOORAY on the clean margin report. Gotta make you want to dance.

Paula, I'm so glad to hear good news about your dh. And the kids too, will wonders every cease? I made a Mexican dish with gr.bf., frz. hash browns, salsa & cheese. It was really quick & easy.

D1, our fearless leader, I know what you mean about perspectives on hair. Mine is about 1/4" long, I can almost grab it. But there is way more gray than what fell out. I can't wait for it to be long enough for some color. I always wanted to try a really short haircut but didn't plan on doing it this way. But I am totally topless all the time now. I'm proud of what's growing & want to show it off.

Tina, It's good to hear from you. But now I read your next post and I am so sorry about your Kitty. These pets have a way of worming their way into our lives & hearts and it hurts so bad to let them go. But I agree, you did the right thing. There is a poem out there somewhere about a dog (cat) talking to his person & asking him not to hang on too long. That when the time is right to please help him go painlessly. I've had to do that many times in the past as I always have more than one running around. It is never easy & it hurts for a long time. Do you know the story about the Rainbow's Bridge? I have to believe that is true.

Dana, I'm sorry about your friend too. But he does have you to help him enjoy what time he has. Even if he isn't officially your dog, it's going to hurt there too.  Read some of what I sent to Tina.  I think both poems can help before it's time too.

I hope I haven't left anyone out, but the pizza was just delivered & I'm hungry. Not the best thing for an old, overweight, water retaining, almost bald woman, but what the heck. It will be my one splurge this week.

Take care everyone. I'm sending positive vibes to you all.

golfer779

Wow, just checked out todays posts, looks like most are in good space today, thats a bonus.  Well except D1's new pain in the shoulder.  Lets hope your painful pt will do the trick.  Sounds to me like you need my earthy massage therapist!!!

Kimberly, loved your diary of your trip, and kudos for staying mellow without your luggage!  Maybe I'll get the chance to see your helicopter tour on video, your far more adventuresome than I.

Paula, hope that your dh appt went well, and that hopefully you'll be getting back on track with your rads schedule.  Thinking of ya gal.

I will have to pass on shout outs tonight, just got a call from Kalen's dh, sounds like there is meeting for the Relay for Life in our community that they will be attending.  Thought I'd join them after I get a little dinner ready ... not enough hours in the day ... I could have gotten used to the days off that I had last week.

Oh, one last thing, LJ, thats fabulous news you we're able to share today, CHEERS!!!!

A great eve to all, Carol

tinalee123

Hi friends,

Thank you, everyone, for your thoughtful words on the loss of our big, grey girl, Cleo.  It’s so quiet around here without her.  Our other cat, Penny, I’m suspecting is thinking…”glad that bitch is gone”.  Cleo often ate Penny’s food.  (Hence the “big, grey”).  They weren’t much in the way of friends.  But, I’ll bet Penny’s got a wee bit of loneliness going on…or, relief…sometimes hard to discern in a cat…

LJ – Oh!  What great news!!  I couldn’t be happier for you.  What a blessing.

Kimberly – Welcome back!  I was so taken with your description of your trip.  I just knew you’d find the energy, the serenity, and the earthiness.  I’m so glad you had a great time.  It sure sounds like you connected there. 

D1 – Dang!  I’m sorry to hear that you are finding an issue with the shoulder now.  I’m a little shocked…you’re so active and are so good about exercising.  Interesting study to be involved with, lots of merit there.  LOL on flow-a-holics! 

Cathy – Thanks for the plant description…sounds very much like raspberries.  As a kid, I remember my granny had a big patch of raspberries, lots of stickers with them, too.  But the fruit was oh so good!  She would cover them with netting so the birds wouldn’t get them.  I would sit on the grass, under the netting, gobbling them up.  I love that you get fruit from the back yard!  My family in AZ had grapefruit trees, walk out in the morning and grab one for breakfast.  Nothing better.

Gotta run now, will check in later.

Tina

SISKimberly

For all my Jewels who so love their furry little friends. I'm going to compose my shout outs in the next post. SIS Kimberly

GREAT DOG STORY


Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if you don't and you may even decide you need one! 

Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck  his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. 

Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's other favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. 

It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this disease....in fact , she was just sure it was fatal.

She scheduled the double mastectomy, fear riding her shoulders. The night before she was to go to the hospital she cuddled with Lucky. A thought struck her...what would happen to Lucky? Although the three-year-old dog liked Jim, he was Mary's dog through and through. If I die, Lucky will be abandoned, Mary thought. He won't understand that I didn't want to leave him. The thought made her sadder than thinking of her own death. 

The double mastectomy was harder on Mary than her doctors had anticipated and Mary was hospitalized for over two weeks. Jim took Lucky for his evening walk faithfully, but the little dog just drooped, whining and miserable. 

Finally the day came for Mary to leave the hospital. When she arrived home, Mary was so exhausted she couldn't even make it up the steps to her bedroom.  Jim made his wife comfortable on the couch and left her to nap. Lucky stood watching Mary but he didn't come to her when she called. It made Mary sad but sleep soon overcame her and she dozed. 

When Mary woke for a second she couldn't understand what was wrong.  She couldn't move her head and her body felt heavy and hot. But panic soon gave way to laughter when Mary realized the problem. She was covered, literally blanketed, with every treasure Lucky owned!  While she had slept, the sorrowing dog had made trip after trip to the basement bringing his beloved mistress all his favorite things in life.  He had covered her with his love. 

Mary forgot about dying.  Instead she and Lucky began living again, walking further and further together every day. It's been 12 years now and Mary is still cancer-free.  Lucky?  He still steals treasures and stashes them in his toy box but Mary remains his greatest treasure. 

Remember....live every day to the fullest. Each minute is a blessing from God. And never forget....the people who make a difference in our lives are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards They are the ones that care for us. 

If you see someone without a smile today give them one of yours! Live simply. Love seriously. Care deeply. Speak kindly. Leave the rest to the Universe.

JulieK_11_30_07

Good evening, Jewels! The dh and ds are watching a dumb movie on tv, so I thought I'd check on my SIS Jewels and see how everyone's doing today.

LJ - what FABULOUS news!!! I'm so happy for you. I feel a lot like CathyCA and often wonder if my chemo was worth it and if it actually worked. It sure makes me feel a little better to know that it worked for you. Take it easy and revel in your wonderful report!

D1 - dh started "summer hours" at school today and was home before 2:00 so we actually hit Lowes again and bought some more flowers. Hopefully he'll get them planted tomorrow after work if the weather cooperates. You amaze me with all the freebies you've gotten --- I've seen none of that at all!! Glad you got college girl another gym card at no cost to you. Good deal! Hope your shoulder pain eases for you and the therapy is helping. The Georgetown study sounds very interesting - good for you getting involved and helping the experts try to find answers for others. Hope the painting goes well!!

Kimberly - your trip sounds fabulous!!! So glad you enjoyed yourself - you were certainly missed! Hope you decide to let the cleaners do your house - I love every time mine come. It's sooo worth the money to come home to a clean house!

CathyCA - I'm very jealous of your personal fresh fruit you have in your back yard! We planted several fruit trees a couple years ago, thinking how cool it would be to be able to go out and pick our own and every single one of the trees died! Apparently our soil and climate aren't what's needed to grow them successfully. My dh does a few garden items, but I don't do much with it - he plants tomatoes, cucumbers, beets (ewww!), onions, and lettuce. We also grow blackberries, which my dh and ds LOVE - I have a pie recipe that they both eat up like crazy when I make it.

Jenn - so glad the worst of the storms missed you - glad your power wasn't out too long. There have been storms all around us the last couple days, but they've all somehow missed us, which is so unusual! Hope you had a good time with dgs - I'm sure he wore you out, as all 3 yo's do to anyone!!

Carol - hope you enjoy the meeting with Kalen and have a good night! Hope you're feeling okay so far after your tx yesterday.

Tina - LOL at your description of what your cat, Penny, is "thinking." My dh talks about getting another cat so our 2 yo kitty will have a "friend" but I know she'd be PO'd if that ever happened! She's such the queen of the house. Hope you're doing okay.

Paula - I've been thinking about you and dh and keeping you in my prayers. Hope the appointment went well.

Well, my hair is coming in pretty dark --- I had a few grays here and there and would color during the winter months - my hair used to naturally lighten in the summer so I didn't have to color b/c you couldn't really see the gray. Mine isn't very long, but is definitely coming back. I also had to shave last week - realized how much I DIDN'T miss that! I had my dh take a picture last week --- six weeks after my last tx. I'll try to remember to post it tomorrow.

Hope everyone has a nice evening! {{{{{HUGS}}}}}} to all ---- special {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} to all of our missing Jewels - check in when you can!

Julie

JulieK_11_30_07

SISKimberly --- THANK YOU for that story --- how beautiful and what a great reminder for all of us. Loved it!!!

Determined1

I was coming in to shut off my computer before bed and I saw LJ's fantastic news!!!  I'm so unbelievably happy for you!!!!  O for 6 is most def good, but I hear you on your decision to take the next step.  I keep vacillating on what to do next, but I share your belief that I'm going to throw what I can at this and hope it's enough.  Good going on the report.  I share dp's "misty" at the news.

CathyCA-I'm sorry your rad onc isn't great.  He's been my favorite doc so far in my journey.  The folks who are attentive to my pains are in the physical therapy shop.  I started there when I was having my back spasms from the neulasta and moved on to a lymphedema specialist when my back therapist helped me with my diagnosis (I did need a script from a doc to get started and after my onc demurred, I asked my surgeon for one, the one good thing he did for me).  My lymphedema specialist, (or legu, as I call her here), has been great.  She actually believes me when I say something hurts and gets the other therapists involved when needed.  I feel like such a hypochondriac, but apparently, my aches and pains are for real-who knew?  Luckily, my insurance is good when it comes to therapy, so all of this is good.  I just hope I get some relief!

Ummm, raspberries.  I remember we had them on our farm when I was a kid.  I hated picking them because the mosquitoes were deadly in the raspberry patch.  But the bounty was so fab!!!

Hope you voted.  I love democracy.

Glad the storms were kind to you, Jenn.  It's so refreshing to hear from you-even if you had to sign off for the pizza!  (Food always gets me off the computer!)

Hey Carol, I'll take a pain in the shoulder over a pain in the ass any day (who knows what a pain in the ass can be??).  Hope you're doing okay after infusion day.

Got a call from an old colleague tonight.  She was trying to remember an incentive plan I implemented when we worked together some 20 years ago.  It really made me feel good to hear her cite how the plan worked from her perspective.  Now I'm on the hook to dig up my documentation and send it her way so she can help others in her firm become more marketing oriented.  I hope I still have some details around here, because she remembered the plan far better than I!!  (She did say the benchmarks in the plan scared her at first because she was an accountant and not used to thinking about marketing, but she admitted that the outreach activities she started 20 years ago are ones she is still doing-amazing to think I had an impact.)

Okay, so maybe life is good.  I'm so glad someone called to remind me that I've made some positive impact.  It gives me encouragement.

Tomorrow the painters arrive...

D1

Determined1

Whoa, a couple of posts while I was busy in Word...

The dog story was spot on, SIS Kimberly.  Thank you.  I'm so glad you're back.

I like beets, Julie.  What's wrong with you???    Can't wait to see your pix.

D1

Determined1

Oh, oh, one more thing before I go to bed.  I found $20 in the hospital parking garage today!!!  That's super big money, IMO.  I didn't even feel bad when I had to pay the $4 to get out of the garage today!!!!!!

D1

And for those feeling that jealous twinge--let it go.  I have le, for crying out loud.  I wouldn't have been in that garage otherwise.

SISKimberly

D1- Man what a bummer about the arm, but at least you’ve got the consensus of the team about what to do to get it back into shape. I’m still feeling cording in my left arm and shoulder. I’ve asked about physical therapy, but so far I’m told, I'm  doing well with my range of motion and it will just take time.  Hmmmm, it’s been 8 months.  I think I’ll get my regular doc to set it up once I’m recouped from the exchange surgery.

I’m so excited for you getting the painting done tomorrow. You are so going to love the way it looks, and then watch out…the bug will bite ya. Isn’t that how it goes. You do one room, then the others pale in comparison, so you end up eventually getting the entire house done room by room?

Yep, my ‘cation was very good for my mind, body, and soul,and I am looking forward to my next ‘cation to Chicago with the twinsis at the end of June.

That second study sounds like a great one to be involved with. I think it is great that you’re giving back by helping with research that will help other women in the future.

So, my hair update is: I lost all of my lashes and eye brow hairs, but I think I have some peach fuzz forming where my eyebrows once resided. Hard to tell as they’re so light.
My head is like a fuzzy peach. People like to rub my head since my hair is so soft. It’s about an 1/8 of inch. No pigment as of this moment, so who knows what the end result might be. I have some hair growing on my legs, too. Bummer, I was hoping to get through the summer without shaving. Oh well. No hair on the nether region, however.

LJ13- That is such great news…WHOOHOO!!! I’m so happy for you and your dp.  Your news just shows how strong chemo is, and as CathyCa stated, that surgery and chemo together have wiped this cancer out. Congratulations!!!! Party tonight at LJ13’s house.

CathyCa- Copper Canyon…hmmm, never heard of it before. I’ll have to look into that as it sounds interesting. What part of Mexico is it located?

Jenn- You sound better and better, girlfriend. So glad our dear Carol was able to cheer you and lend an ear.

Man, what is with the storms? Didn’t you just barely get spring going?

Hope you enjoy your pizza. In my book, splurging once in awhile on things you really enjoy just has to be done!

Carol- Sounds like all is well with you as well even after your tx on Monday. Yeah!!!!  Enjoy your Relay for Life meeting with Kalen and her dh.

Consider the viewing of the helicopter trip on the agenda.

Tina- OK, so here’s my berry bush story. When I was a kid living in Aptos, near Santa Cruz, we walked down hills filled with tall grasses and back up to the train trestle, which took us to our little grocery where we’d spend birthday money on treats. We didn’t get sweets in our house very often. Anyway, one time we didn’t time it well and had to dash down the tracks to avoid being train bait. We had no choice but to leap into the berry bushes just at the edge of the tressle. OUCH!!!!!  But, those berries sure tasted good when we picked them after playing all day.

OK, gotta go make dinner.  Check in with you in the morning before I head out to the ps for my pre-op appt.

SIS Kimberly

OH Heck, Julie and D1 were composing as I was composing. I'll get to those in the next post down.