Wishes for Slonedeb

slondeb -- i took the prescribed muscle relaxant for my back just before i sent your last message, then i fell asleep for the interim 12 HOURS and i'm back to greet you.

i literally slept for 12 hours straight. goodness: magic in a pill.

know that i am praying for you. sending you strength and courage for today's journey.

always asking for a miracle, with your name on it.

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Deb I had chemo today and got home took a nap. I am good just tired. How are you feeling ? Was today a bettter one for you? You are not defeated keep that in mind... Are you eating and drinking if not do that we have to cheer each other on. So have something good and soothing. A smoothie or ice cream sounds good.MMMM  I like getting a foot masage have hubby rub your feet it will relax you and feel good. Anything  that makes you feel good is great... LOOKING FOR YOUR NEXT POST KEEP US UP TO DATE. ..LOVE AND HUGS..

Faith sounds like you are feeling better praise God...

Dear Father God I ask you touch all battling disease. Give us hope when we so need it . I pray for a cure for all soon. Thank You for our many blessing and for you always by our side. Pour out more blessings I pray .....Amen 

hello everyone bug i still am in a lot of pain around my liver and in my chest thanks for asking we had a real bad storm here yesterday and was without power until about an hour ago couldnt sleep last night because i had trouble breating where it was so hot in the house without the air conditioner so i was up all night and still havent been a sleep yet its just so hot here it was 99 yesterday i dont know about today i didnt get out much except to watch hubby cook supper on the grill since we couldnt use the cookstove i sat in my wheelchair while he cooked the storm destroyed my garden my corn is lying on the ground so no corn this year girls you are so special to me faith keep taking those muscle relaxers they help i had to take them about 5 years ago  girls i am num around my mouth and up to my ear i am having all the sympons of spinal fluid mets so she is going to do another spinal tap next week when she gets back from vacation  i told her she stays on vacation she just laughted well my prayer waeeioes good night and god bless bug take care of yourself after your chemo dont get sick on me  love you girls   deb from ky

Morning Deb I am sorry you will need another spinal tap. Like Faith said you have done it before you will again. The devil is under your feet keep him under em. I pray the pain is gone today. Oh to be without power is tough. Makes every one hot and grumpy. Oh for your dear hubby who grilled for you what a man you are blessed with. You are a encourager for so many. For you to let GOD shine thru all you face. For all the medical people see you are tough and that you love the LORD is important to show others who do not know him intimately. So stay in the word. God is our miracle worker and we must keep our faith strong. We are prayer warriors here so I continue to lift you and others up each day. GOD bless.

Faith how is the back pain today? I heard from my son who is overseas this morning he is good. He said will be Jan till he comes home for a visit. With military date always changes. Was suppose to come in Dec but oh well such is life. I count days since I have seen him since have no set date till visit. When will your son in law be home soon I think right? Have a blessed day.

girls i go for chemo tomorrrow so i will have a lot of leg pain over the weekend the onc that stays in the chemo room is going to check the lump on my back tomorow so please pray it isnt nothing god bless deb from ky

slonedeb. know that as you continue to receive treatment I pray that it is effective and knocks out any disease that may be lurking. I pray for your medical team to offer insight into the lumps and side effects that you continue to endure. you're a tough one slonedeb. you're a fighter. you're a hero. you're an inspiration. we continue to gather here to offer you encouragement...... to let you know that you are never alone on this journey.

be inspired by all that creeps, and crawls, and flies thru the natural world around you. a Creator who can craft such delight and diversity can certainly carry you thru this journey.

love to you and yours............

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Deb I hope tx wasn't so rough on you this time. I had mine on Wed and this time kinda kicked my butt. I have my two grands here so they are helping me. LOL Well they got thermometer and checked my temp. I had a low grade temp last night and a migrane. I get the migrane sometimes with chemo. But we are awesome pink warriors!!!!!!!!!!  Make sure you eat and stay hydrated. I know sometimes its rough. Have something cool and soothing . Italian ice you can by at grocery store is good. We love you and praying daily for you and one another. HUGS AND GOD BLESS.

Faith you are our traveling gypsy.LOL How is the back pain? Safe traveling my dear...

Deb we are watching and waiting for a post from you. Happy Sunday my dear. Hoping maybe today your hubby is grilling for you two. You can set outside and watch and enjoy this day. I am going to have watermelon later today my grands love it as good as I do. How does watermelon sound to you that would be something good for you. It will definanetly hydrate you. Hugs and Blessings to you..

Faith glad to hear your back is better.Safe traveling my dear...

Well Deb you are in the right place for a shoulder to cry or lean on. We all have those times Deb when we feel so alone and can't seem to pray. So talk to GOD he is in the room with you and he knows your pain. I talk to him many times when I sure don't feel him but know he is there. I am sure of one thing you are just hitting another bump in the road. You are just down and need to cry a bit which can be good. He is saving all our tears my goodness what a bottle mine is. Deb many times I feel so sad and unsure of my healing but he said by his stripes so I must stand on his word. It is wonderful that your hubby is good to you and there for you. SEE YOU ARE BLESSED. I love you and we are all here for you.

Dear Heavenly I ask that you touch my dear sister Deb today in a special way. I still claim our healing Lord. Reveal yourself to Deb in a new way. Let her feel you near. Give her strength to battle on and to not lose hope. She is having a rough time and we know you have brought her thru many before. Lord she so needs a brand new touch. So I am praising you for the answer that is on the way.  AMEN

my dearest slonedeb..... I've returned home and am again connected to cyber-prayers for you.

i'm so glad that kbug & Tender have surrounded you with their love & greetings, prayers & support. you've got some might-great people rallied here, deb, and i treasure our friendship, too.

as far as my own-walk-of-faith, i believe our Maker has everything figured out, under control and unfolding on some glorious plan -- that's obviously beyond our understanding.

i believe that same Creator that can sculpt your bluegrass, rolling hills and glorious horses has big enough shoulders to hear our cries and agonies of pain, frustration and disbelief. to me, that's a sure sign of faith. a true sign of a believer. someone who has the backbone to enter into a conversation with heaven and yell and kick and carry on.

the Bible is just filled with story after story of the people's dispair. read some Psalms again. they're always weeping and gnashing their teeth and asking to smite their enemies over and over. we are connected to their journey, as we weep and gnash our own teeth.

this planet earth of ours is filled with peril, evil, disease, mistrust and on and on. depression that we still can't live peacefully together here among so much beauty is evidence that we as people just aren't working hard enough to hold each other up.

i just gotta think that we're at "school" here with lessons to learn. none of us makes it out alive. what do we learn in the meantime? what can we teach in the meantime? what difference can we make?

i think that by your sharing your journey, you are teaching many here. i think that by your sharing your sorrows, hurts and sadness -- it lights the way for others to express or consider their own doubts.

slonedeb. maybe that's one of your contributions to this journey for me. maybe you are here to teach me things: put my world into perspective, reflect on my blessings, learn about friendship and prayer.

i'm so sorry that you continue to be in such pain. i'm glad that your air conditioning is back in place. my nephew just returned back here from 2 years in Africa. seeing his pictures and hearing his stories makes me realize that every day we spend in this country is a blessing beyond measure. there are indeed starving children in Africa.

well, my deb, i hope i haven't rambled on too much and added to your sense of loss......

all i can do is trust that everything will indeed work out for good.

i've experienced that before -- when all seemed lost, and then a new chapter brought sparkling good back into focus for me. i will pray that you receive what you need, as you continue to question.

i personally believe that our Heavenly Father cries with us at these times of deepest sorrow.

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Deb I am sorry your kids are causing you heartache. We will continue to pray for them as well as each other. Don't let your mind go to bad thoughts I know you will still have some worries but the evil one is doing all he can to tear you down. Well you are making us all proud as well as the good Lord with your continuing fight. There is meds to help your pain. Faith has a sweet spirit and a way with words to really help us all. I am so thankful that friend came by to help you. When we get overwhelmed it is wonderful to see a friend and get back on track.  Well I get chemo in morning so I will wish you a great day for tomorrow. Hugs my dear friend...

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i posted a little hug this afternoon slonedeb, but it said something about being off line for maintenance.

i come in to give you a little good night wish and find such glorious words from our sisters.

what an incredible team!!

thank you heaven for bringing us together in our time of need. may we hold each other close and offer encouragement as you would guide us to extend...........

blessings to each and everyone following our slonedeb thru her trials.

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good morning slonedeb.

i just realized what i posted when the site was down for maintenance yesterday afternoon:

i got a phone call yesterday from one of the frequent "chatters" here from the BCO chatline.

people were asking about you and wondering how you were doing -- and she was aware that i have been attempting to keep up with your story & it's developments.

i wanted you to know that you truly missed in chat and that some of those gals don't know how to visit the boards here to extend their greetings........

so you have a much wider circle of prayer sisters than you may have realized.

thinking of you today....... is the second spinal tap coming soon? today?

know that i extend my sincere prayers for strength and courage as you move forward into the unknown.

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