Wishes for Slonedeb

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  • kbugmom
    kbugmom Member Posts: 15,189
    edited May 2008

    Deb oh have I had those days where could throw up my hands and run. But then I remember I am not a quiter. So get mad throw a fit you are entitled. Remember he saves each one of our tears. MY oh MY has he got alot of mine. Show them how strong you are. Show them GODS love in how you handle things.GOD BLESS and I love you Deb...

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    slonedeb: I am so sorry for your recent disappointment regarding mother's day. children have no idea how they are capable of breaking our hearts -- even as adults.

    please take kbug's advice. yell and scream and then back to the business of fighting the beast.

    take the best care of yourself that you are capable of taking.

    i'm typing right now with babyboy Trevor perched on my chest and i'm listening to his cooing. i'm sending you his baby boy smiles.... the kind that make his whole face wrinkle up with glee.

    love to you for this day and the week ahead.

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  • kbugmom
    kbugmom Member Posts: 15,189
    edited May 2008

    Deb we are here for one another when it seems or feels others are not paying attention to us and our needs.But our kids have to learn the hard way like us. I tell my daughter you will know one day . I also have three sons and they have given me a few grey hairs to. So see we all are the same... God bless you my dear friend who means so much....

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  • kbugmom
    kbugmom Member Posts: 15,189
    edited May 2008

    Told arpy u are on boards she said tell u she is thinking of u.

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  • slonedeb
    slonedeb Member Posts: 562
    edited July 2008

    thanks bug i relly miss her and you bug went to doctor today she s i gaid my liver was enlarged some so she done a liver enzaymes and a tumor marker test havent heard anything yet said she maight put me back on avastin with my taxol if my tm hasnt come down so please pray they are starting to come down some they are 1538 right now but the good news is i have gained 10 lbs in the last month i guess thats good  bug you are so nice to me all these women help me get through the day i feel a little better today about my girls still havent talked to hem but i can say i forgive them  bug i will try to call you this weekend if i dont go to the cabin with my hubby i dont want to go it is to far to travel i love it there on the lake but where i cant walk its hard to go that far  well goodnight and god bless  faith take care of those babies and give them a hug from me   deb from ky

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  • TenderIsOurMight
    TenderIsOurMight Member Posts: 4,493
    edited May 2008



    Keeping you in my thoughts Deb, hoping for those tumor markers to come down on the taxol.



    Tender

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    WHOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO

    SloneDeb!!!! The very best news ever!! You've gained 10 pounds. I know that you were needing some new pounds. I hope that means that food is being more agreeable to your system.

    Keep taking good care of yourself. I'm glad to hear that you've been able to get out a bit.

    love to you!!

    xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • kbugmom
    kbugmom Member Posts: 15,189
    edited May 2008

    Deb I think it would do you so much good to get away. I am going to my sons tonight and we leave for disney in morning from his house. It will be son,his wife there three kids, her niece, and me in van .My  daughter and her boyfriend are flying since they can't stay as long as long as us. I have never been but my grand daughters have begged me to go. I am a good grand and mom so I have to go. Getting away can do us both good. I had chemo yesterday so I am a lil off but by the GRACE OF GOD I am going . You will be amazed how getting out can mentally and physically do you so much good. Oh Deb I have my mushy moments and I cry or vent thru it. Our kids never do what we want but hey we were young and dumb also. lol Or I was .... You should think back on where you have gone thru and only for a bit  and realize the stonger woman you have become. We have chatted for awhile so I do remember. I am so proud of you for not giving up and I need you we all do even your hard headed rug rats. Thats what I call mine....Lovingly of course. I send lots of hugs, much love and prayers to you. GOD BLESS.....

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  • candie1971
    candie1971 Member Posts: 4,820
    edited May 2008

    Deb, I pray always for you. So glad that you gained 10 lbs....that is great and it will help,too. Hope today finds you feeling good.

    Kbug, have a great vacation!

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    sending you prayers tonight.........

    strength & courage in the face of it all -- you teach us daily

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • slonedeb
    slonedeb Member Posts: 562
    edited July 2008

    kbug hope you hav a wonderful time at disney world i would love to go there but i know i never will i have never been able togo anywhere i have only been out of ky about 4 times in my life and that was when i was going to someones funeral i didnt even get to go to michigan to my sisters funeral in 1998  faith good to see you are you taking good care of those babis give them a kis for me  to all you other prayer sisters take care and thanks for your prayers  deb c hope you are doing better with your leg cramps  i have those to my left leg is swelled real bad right now she called me in some fluid pills to take to see if they would help the swelling well god bless eveyone   love deb from ky

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    slonedeb: i just went and kissed these beautiful babies on your behalf. they are so proud of their cyber auntie who wishes them well. you are a good example for each of us, deb.

    thank you for your continued thinking of others -- when you have every right to be focused on yourself.

    i'm so grateful that you continue to post so often.

    the news on puppy is so encouraging!!! hallelujah

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    slonedeb .....  what a mighty morning i was able to participate in:

    40,000 folks registered for our Komen walk/run

    talk about a sea of pink

    keep taking one breathe after the other.......

    there's a growing tide of concern -- a cure must be around the next corner!

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    sending you prayers for a good night's sleep -- free from concerns, fear and pain. know that i hold your name before the angels asking them for intervention on your behalf.

    know that you are surrounded by many here who are sending you energy for healing and wholeness.

    you're making it -- one day at a time, slonedeb -- you're making it

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  • zarowny9
    zarowny9 Member Posts: 328
    edited May 2008

    Deb,hugs to you girl!! Hang in there and God Bless.......Dawn

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  • slonedeb
    slonedeb Member Posts: 562
    edited July 2008

    zar good to see you sister  bug hope you are having fn in disny world faith how are those babies girls my leg swelled so bad it busted open and started bleeding so i cant get out of bed for a while debc hope you are doing ok tender how are you and everyone else hope you are doing good take care and god bless  love deb from ky

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  • TenderIsOurMight
    TenderIsOurMight Member Posts: 4,493
    edited May 2008



    Gosh Deb, I'm truly sorry to read this. I saw you say your leg was giving you problems. Is your doctor aware the skin/vessel broke open, Deb?



    Please help dear Deb by reducing her leg's swelling, healing her broken skin, absorbing the collected fluid. Give her the cherished ability to walk, even if it's to the bathroom, the kitchen table, the front door. These little things in cancer life are so powerful. Amen.



    I'm holding you real tight in my thoughts, Deb.

    Tender

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    slonedeb, I am so sorry to learn of this most recent situation with your leg. it must be so challenging to keep your spirit bright in the face of yet another hurdle and set-back.

    thank you for keeping us updated and in the loop. we can pray much more specifically as a result..... tender's words above are so touching and i know that you find them encouraging.

    our babies continue to grow and hold their heads up with more strength every day. it is truly exhausting to attempt to keep up with them and their toddler brother -- but i am honored to try. i kiss them every day with your name on my lips.

    i'm so glad that you can continue to communicate here. i'm sure it takes a lot of your energy, but by posting here your many many friends are able to keep your story right in the front of their busy brains.

    do you watch any of the 'big' reality shows? we've gotten quite involved in the Dancing With the Stars story and have enjoyed all of the talent and energy there. i know that American Idol is also coming to it's conclusion for the season. i hope that TV can offer you some diversion from your pain.

    please know that i pray for you all the time deb. i ask the heavens for your comfort and strength. you have been such a good "witness" in the face of so much challenge -- you will have a special place in heaven when that day comes..... when you're ready, the angels will rise up to meet you and carry you home. i can just imagine ctg getting things all prepared for you ahead of time and being the head of the committee to see you home..... when you're ready.

    in the mean time put that determination of yours to the test and we'll keep asking the heavens for compassion and mercy.

    love to you from babytown

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

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    ((((((((((((((((((((((((((slonedeb)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

    strength and courage, my friend, strength and courage

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  • slonedeb
    slonedeb Member Posts: 562
    edited July 2008

    faith and tender went and had chemo today and had a ultrasound of my leg there was no bloodclots so now they think it might be liver failure so i am in a no win situation i dont know what they can do if my liver is shuting down but girls please pray for me   i love you girls dont ever forget that   deb from ky

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  • TenderIsOurMight
    TenderIsOurMight Member Posts: 4,493
    edited May 2008



    Wishes for you Slonedeb, prayers for your health. That is what we offer, this reveals our might.



    Please don't get down in spirit, raise up your eyes to above



    hear our whispers for you, each and everyones words of love.



    Tender

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  • sue_blue
    sue_blue Member Posts: 416
    edited May 2008

    Slonedeb, sorry you are having a difficult time. I will be praying for you also... wisdom for your doctors and peace for you.

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  • Calif-Sherry
    Calif-Sherry Member Posts: 124
    edited May 2008

    Slonedeb, I don't usually chime in, but I read ALL your posts and your good friends' Tender and Faith's posts to you.  So, I feel like I'm connected to you, too....  You know what?  I betcha there are tons of other survivors that are connected to you, also.  Just want to let you know that we all love you and are praying for you.....

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  • UmmFaisal
    UmmFaisal Member Posts: 10
    edited May 2008

    Dear SloaneDeb,

    like Sherry said - a lot of us out here are following your journey and praying that all goes well. May our love and prayers give you comfort and strength.

     love and prayers

    Umm 

     

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  • TenderIsOurMight
    TenderIsOurMight Member Posts: 4,493
    edited May 2008



    So nice to see the sisters who wish you well, Deb. There is great strength in numbers in times needing support.



    So tonight I send you my good wishes. I am hopeful your leg is less swollen and your doctor is continuing to think of possibilities for treatment.



    Wishing I could wrap an arm around your shoulder tonight,

    Tender

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    slonedeb: are you strengthened by our bigger, stronger circle?

    you are never alone & we are high powered

    courage & compassion

    angels, please send mercy for our friend

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    slonedeb: know that i have traveled all day. i'm safely checked into a very nice spot in Chicago and i'm sending you my love and heartfelt hugs.

    sweet sister. i certainly do not understand the 'point' of suffering. but despite my toddler-like grasp of the purpose -- you've taught me so much about faith and trust. you're such a great model..... of keeping on in the face of it all.

    there's gotta be an incredible reward for your being such a good student in these lessons.

    sending you a warm blanket of hugs

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    my slone-of-slones. my deb-of-debs. i'm sending you hugs and prayers -- filled with blessings and wishes & enough love for a good night's sleep

    know that you are always in my prayers. asking for support for your daily needs..... each and every need that you have

    xx00xx00xx00xx00xx

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  • slonedeb
    slonedeb Member Posts: 562
    edited July 2008

    faith good to see you girl i have some bad news i went driving yesterday and wrecked my car if my daughter hadnt grab  the wheel we would have went oyer the mountain  i had a seizer from low calciun wherei take the zometa every three weeks so god was with me at the wreck faith they also found a place on my spine hopefully the can do something about it they are going to do a spinal tap next week so pleasr keep me in your prayers    god bless deb from ky

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  • faithandfifty
    faithandfifty Member Posts: 10,007
    edited May 2008

    goodness sakes sister......... you were stressing your guardian angels big time on this one! sounds like between the angels and your daughter, we're gonna be able to keep ya with us a little longer.

    didn't even know that you were still able to drive???? maybe it's time to have a chauffer from now on?

    well, we just gave all 3 of the kiddos a bath for the night. quite a production, but everyone smells sweet!

    well, my sweet slonedeb, i will continue to pray for you as you go thru the spinal tap next week.

    one step at a time.

    x0x00xx00xx00xx0x

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