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What a beautiful pair of animals Shirlann. I am a sucker for black and white cats and Cleo is gorgeous. Dusty has such a sweet, gentle expression - they are going to be great mates!

So sorry to hear that you are losing your great boss Sue. Maybe the new one will be nice too? Change like that is difficult and especially with what you are going through. I hope the new boss will be nice.

Love to all

gb 

dear sue,,

i am sorry i was not here for u last night wen u were feeling sad ,,tired and worried about work and boss change,,

i know how u feel about valsaul too..it is tearing my heart to think about her ,,,,i even went bak and read all her previouse posts with tears in eyes..sigh

thanky so much ,,shirlann and sue for the nice pix ..shirlann u r so lucky to have such a pair,,,they r charming ,,i am still trying to hav my own cat here in sweden ,,,didnt find wat i am looking for yeet..honey sue ,,take today off,,rest ,,rest,,rest,,i am doing that and i feel really better,being in bed is nice wen all the body aches,,,

poppy ,,i loved ur joke about ur boss ,,made me laugh ,,ty

dot know wat to say more ,,eyes tearing and cant focous anymore,,

me again,,6th day after chemo is the worse ,,but i am good all in all,,i am taking it so so easy ,,resting most of the time,,..

it seems that things r going to be different for me ..yesterday i was sitting alone in home ,,so sad ,,about valsaul and so many other things ,,hubby was in work,,i felt so so lonely ,,in a very painfull way,,then suddenly the telephone rang,,,i picked it up ,,guess who was calling??

a very nice old lady from the shop of (second hand )near my home she was one of the first ppl i met here in sweden ,,i rememebr wen i cried in her arms for the first time i saw her ,,i was so lonely and i was trying to keep myself busy with something and wen she asked me where i am coming from i just burst into tears and told her all my long ,,sad,,story and we found ourselves crying togeather,,after that i was so busy with chemo and school and everything so i didnt go to that shop..(it is working for the church interest),,i was in it again be4 the christmas,,she was so happy to c me and she asked for my tel, and mob, i gave them to her but never expect that she will call yesterday ,,but she did ,,she invited me in her house today to have a cup of tea,,,i was trying to make applogies wen she just saiid that she feels like i am her own daughter and she needs to mother me,,,,god she made me cry my eyes out,,,i told her i am so tired after chemo and it is my 6th day then she said that she will come and pick me by her car ,,

all that was becoz she wanted me to share the christams decorations that she didnt remove yet with her,,she made me nice wishes on her lightened candles,,she made me nice cup of tea,,we talked so so long about so manythings ,,,

i know that god sent her in those dark moments just to lightened it,,the other lady of the hospital is not feeling so well after her last chemo,,i called her to ask about her and i felt sad to know that ,,,but she is amazing tooo.

love u ladies  

Sue check out your fun wall!

Lisa - happy birthday!! Hope you have a great day. Sorry about your car - I know what it's like not to have one. For the last couple of years I have had to rely on public transport, walking and lifts - SO time consuming (although there are good things - you feel environmentally self-righteous (!), you get fitter from walking and on public transport you hear really interesting (?) conversations!) My eldest son gave me his car before he went overseas and it has made a huge difference! So I hope you get your car back soon.

Ulla, another heart-warming post from you. You are such an inspiration and a delight. I was so happy to hear of the kindness and friendship shown to you from this wonderful older friend.

Oh Mel, where are you and what is happening with your sister? I have been thinking about you a lot lately.

Sue, please have a restful Thursday and try to blot out too many thoughts of work and your new megarich boss. Wish we could all storm into your house, bundle you up and make you rest, cook you delicious comfort food and generally soothe your mind, soul and body.

Ah Poppy and Sue - you lustful young things - this Dermot must be a hunk!

I have taken so long writing this - so many distractions.

Love to all my beautiful sisters - not just the ones I have mentioned here!

gb 

hi dear sisers..

lisa ,,happy birthday,,,wish u all the best,,sorry about ur car,,but like gb i was on piblic trnsportation since we came here in sweden..i used to have my own car for the last 10 years but now i feel better without it,,i may be starnge but it is how i feel ,,the car makes me lazy ,,not walkiing at all..not being withen ppl..while without it!!it is anothe story,,,walking ,,busses,,taxis,,trains,,trams..i love them all and just cant get enough of being within the mass..

sue ..hope ur bath was relaxing and that ur pains r all easier honey,,

mel..were r u??any news about ur sister???

valsaul,,plz if u r reading ,,and feel like u need to say anything,,just come we r all here for u,,,

poppy ,,u alwayes make me feel happier and u alltimes manage to draw a smile on my fatty face...lol..lol

gb ,,ur words ease all my pains,,god bless u..

I LOVE U LADIES..U R MY OWN SISTERS,,

Thanks for all the b'day wishes.  I will enjoy my day.

I wish we had public transportation where I live.  It's not very accessable.  But that is ok...I will still enjoy my day!

Sue...I do think about it sometimes. I don't know how we can't. Just can't dwell or worry about it.  (REMEMBER ..WORRY IS FOR SHIT..HAHA)

I am picturing you and zippy eating yogurt on your bed!!

xoxo

Lisa

YES SWEET SUE ,,MY BONES DONT SEEMS TO BE MINE SINCE THE CHEMO,,THEY BELONGS TO ANOTHER AGE ..I FEEL SO OLD WITH ALL THIS JOINTS AND BONES PAIN..

I ASKED THE ONK,SHE SAID THIS IS NORMAL..SPECIALLY MORE WITH THE TAXOTERE,,DONT WORRY,,KEEP WITH WARM BATHS,,THEY MAKE ME FEEL BETTER,,AND REST  IT IS MAGICAL WAY TO FEEL BETTER TOO

HA HA ,,LUCKY ZIPPY,,GO BOY EAT UR MAMA;S YOGHART,,WAT ANICE FEELING TO HAVE UR CAT IN UR BED,,

I MISS HAVING A CAT,,I WANT A CATTTT,,

I THINK THAT THE RUNNING SO MUCH COZ TROUBLES TOO,,I LOVE WALKING MORE,,BUT I THINK I MUST START TO THINK SERIOUSLEY ABOUT RUNNING IF I WANT TO DROP THESE EXTRA KILOS,,,FATTTYYYYYYYY