Implant vs Not good DIEP candidate - what to do?

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wiz1515
wiz1515 Member Posts: 5
edited June 2018 in Breast Reconstruction

Hi all,

I was diagnosed this month and feel so sad and overwhelmed. Sorry in advance that this is so long.

I'm 42, and before this diagnosis was feeling like I was in the best health of my life. I have two masses in my left breast that are IDC - the largest is 1.3 cm. Each mass has DCIS around it, and I have a scattered region of DCIS about 6 cm wide (I've now had three biopsies - 2 core needle by ultrasound, 1 stereotactic). My breast surgeon thinks a NSM is the safest option, especially since I am a C+ cup and would not have much left after removing all the DCIS - she said there is little point in breast conservation surgery if there isn't enough left to have a "meaningful" breast, and I understand where she's coming from. Because an MRI and genetic testing showed no reason to prophylactically remove my right breast, I plan to keep it. I would like to still have a breast that has sensation.

I'm at UVA, which has a cancer center. There are many things to be grateful for: I have a great, supportive husband and two healthy girls, 10 and 7, and a circle of support. Already went back to a counselor (I have anxiety and sometimes depression). I'm trying to focus on the positives - we are going to do a sentinel node biopsy, but so far my lymph nodes appear clear by MRI and ultrasound. It looks like I didn't have a genetic mutation (at least, not one of the 26 genes they tested) that could have been passed to my babies. But after years of work and such a journey in learning to love my body and take good care of myself, it is a real blow to face these changes, especially at this age. And the stories other women have shared make it sound like a long, hard road with unpredictable results, whether we're talking about the disease or the reconstruction.

I met with the UVA plastic surgeon, and he said he thinks he can find barely enough abdominal fat to do a DIEP but that my reconstructed breast would be significantly smaller and might need a boost from an implant. This seems like the worst of both worlds - recovering from a daunting surgery but still having an implant. Both he and my breast surgeon feel the "easiest" option for me is direct-to-implant, based on my physique - my BMI is about 24.5, just inside "normal" range (I'm about 5'3" and 137 lb). The PS has done hundreds of flap surgeries and is highly recommended locally, but he didn't have any unilateral reconstruction photos to show me, and the photos I saw of flap surgeries were on larger women. The implant photos looked okay, but I am worried about implants - I have heard from friends they feel cold, or heavy, or like a weird match for the remaining breast, or have complications. Again, no unilateral photos.

I went for a second opinion at Johns Hopkins, and the PS I saw was very skeptical about me having enough tissue for a DIEP or any other flap, and went on for a long time about the risks to my abdomen given my love of running and swimming - and their importance to my physical and emotional health (exercise helps me cope with anxiety). She did not recommend SGAP or TUG either, after pulling and pinching those areas, and predicted I would have significant scarring from SGAP.

Essentially, it sounds like I can look forward to a potentially damaging DIEP flap with its arduous recovery and have a breast that is smaller (a B cup would be fine by me), then revision/reduction of my remaining right breast which I would have preferred to leave untouched (it is larger and droopier than the breast that requires mastectomy). I am scared of the DIEP surgery and potential complications after talking to the JH PS.

Or I could get an implant and still require a reduction on the other side, but a reduction to match a breast that does not feel or look like me - see previous fears about implants.
At this stage, going unilaterally flat doesn't feel right for me.

Does anyone have any advice? Anyone have experience at UVA they'd like to share (Dr. Campbell)? Anyone do Direct-to-Implant and happy with it? Anyone considered borderline for DIEP want to share what happened for them? Any advice about unilateral reconstruction? Should I get a third opinion? I just feel so tired of doing the research and like I'm turning in circles.

I'd love to hear your stories. I feel like I am seeing this as choosing between two crappy options, but maybe with your help and I can find a way to see it as two decent options.

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  • Moderators
    Moderators Member Posts: 25,912
    edited May 2018

    Dear wiz1515,

    We are sorry that your breast cancer diagnosis and all the subsequent decisions have brought you to our community but we are glad that you reached out. While you are waiting on others to chime in with their experiences here are a few thoughts. Take a look at this page with lots of links that might lead you to helpful information around reconstruction. Follow the previous imbedded link. Also consider using the search function on the blue tool bar and search for "UVA" as you might find other posts that reference it and such might easily lead you to a member to whom you can send a private message. We hope that you will stay connected here. Let us know if you need any help. The Mods

  • besa
    besa Member Posts: 1,088
    edited June 2018

    Wiz1515- there are more microvascular reconstruction options than you have been presented with. It is possible that they are not being mentioned because the p.s. you have seen are not technically able to do them. (I do not know much about implant recon because I didn't go that route )


    There is an option called a "stacked DIEP" where both sides of the DIEP flap is used. For a "regular" or more common DIEP procedure one side of the flap is discarded. These same more skilled p.s are often able to combine flaps, for example combining a DIEP flap with sGAP, or combining a T-DAP flap (a smaller rotational flap that does not take muscle) with a DIEP flap. This will often enable a thinner woman to have a good cosmetic outcome with microvascular recon.

    My feeling, after doing lots of research, is that the most skilled, and high volume microvascular p.s. are not necessarily at the big teaching hospitals (this is a separate issue from actual cancer treatment.) Possibly worth a trip to New Orleans (or photos and phone consult) with DellaCroce and Sullivan's group in New Orleans -see link below.

    Also, if you don't already have it, get a copy of the latest edition of Kathy Steligi's "Breast Reconstruction Guidebook" The best I have seen on the topic. It will tell you about reconstruction options as well as guidance in picking a good p.s.

    (As an aside - with either a unilateral microvascular reconstruction or a unilateral implant reconstruction, you may end ip needing work on the contralateral side for reasonable symmetry.)

    I am relatively thin- 5' 5" and about 130 lbs. I had a very problematic DIEP done locally and ended up traveling to New Orleans for a prophylactic n.s. contralateral sGAP reconstruction and final revisions to my DIEP side. In retrospect I wish I had known about NOLA earlier.

    http://www.breastcancer.org/community/gift-shop/bo...

    http://www.breastrecon.com/the-breast-reconstructi...

    https://www.breastcenter.com


  • NotVeryBrave
    NotVeryBrave Member Posts: 1,287
    edited May 2018

    First - you are right. All options are crappy when you'd rather just leave your body alone. My breasts weren't awesome or anything. I was 50 and had gone through three pregnancies and breastfeeding experiences. Age, gravity, life.

    I had DTI with BMX. It was a four hour surgery and I went home the next day with two drains that stayed in place for six days. I saw a PT with lymphedema experience as a precaution for a couple of weeks. I did have an infection five weeks after surgery and had to be hospitalized for three days. That was my only real complication.

    I could have more surgery to improve things - fat grafting to smooth and soften things, one implant has turned and could be corrected. But I look fine in clothes and okay without them. I've adjusted to the sensation, and lack of, that I have. It's been a year and I'm okay with leaving well enough alone for now.

    I would advise going with the implant. It is a much easier recovery - especially if only one side - than autologous. If your surgeons have reservations about autologous, listen to them. And I'm a big fan of "worst case scenario" situations. If you hate the implant - you can always do the more invasive surgery later if you choose to.

    And lastly - you may not need to do anything to the other breast. They can try to match as closely as possible and you can decide later if you think you need anything further.

    I spent a lot of time turning in circles, too. These are big decisions and no one can tell you what to do. You are doing the right thing by getting multiple opinions from experts and seeking advice from those who have been there. Take a big breath!


  • Jcdd
    Jcdd Member Posts: 11
    edited May 2018

    Are you getting radiation? If not, the implant really isnt a bad option. i had a double mastectomy - had the “other” boob removed prophylactically. I had tissue expanders and them implants. I have to say that my non-radiated side looks and feels great with the implant. The radiated boob - thats a different story. Good luck! I have also heard that NOLA is the bes

  • Lula73
    Lula73 Member Posts: 1,824
    edited May 2018

    If you’d really rather have natural tissue reconstruction, NOLA is the place to go. When other docs say there’s not enough tissue, NOLA disagrees and not only finds the tissue but gives superior outcomes. I went to NOLA and would recommend it to anyone. My body looks better now than when i started and i looked pretty darn good then. Everyone says, ‘i don’t see any scars!’ And i love how the feel too. I did not lose all sensation, just primarily the nipples.

    The links Besa posted above are great. I will add 1 more. It’s a talk Dr Dellacroce did at an international convention for microsurgeon PSs. He talks about the DIEP flap, APEX flap, SGAP and I think stacked flaps too. It’s about a 30 min talk. The last part of the talk (at about minute 12-13) he does a case study on a lady who had botched implant and lat flap recons elsewhere that had come to them to get it corrected. And she was thin. Great illustration of what they are able to achieve consistently at NOLA even when starting from the botched work of another doc.

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=lGmoI21Tfbc

    If you have any questions, feel free to ask! And no, it is not unusual to travel for this type of surgery even when you havelocal docs who do some of these procedures.


  • wiz1515
    wiz1515 Member Posts: 5
    edited June 2018

    NotVeryBrave, I'm so happy your story turned out well. I don't know anyone locally who had an implant story they were pleased with, so it's good to have that information - and again, I'm so happy for you. And thanks for understanding how crappy it all feels!

    Lula73 and Besa, based on your advice I called NOLA. Have been really impressed so far by the patient educator and finance person. I also really appreciated the youtube video - I'm a former Biology teacher, and it was very helpful to see what kind of microsurgery is necessary in order to stack, or "piggyback" the flaps. I was told my PS here likes to communicate by email, so I asked all the hard questions I couldn't ask in person - like, does he use both flaps and anastomose them together like they do at NOLA? Or does he just use one side and fat graft to get the rest? And how often does he actually do a DIEP on someone with my BMI (24ish - not that skinny!). I'm waiting to see what he says. My husband is very much in the "doctors should be explaining everything to you that you want, as if you're a grad student - you shouldn't have to be self-effacing" camp. And also the "why wouldn't you try to get it right the first time?" camp - so he is supportive of going to NOLA. But my friends think it is crazy, mostly because of the risk of complications 2, 3, or 4 weeks out. What do you do then? It's 1000 miles away.

    Lula73, how did you feel about the surgical oncologist at NOLA? I trust my breast surgeon here, even though she is strangely affronted on the PS's behalf that I want a second opinion. She keeps telling me how miraculous his work is, how gifted he is. And maybe he is. But I don't want him to throw my other flap away. I feel like I am being encouraged by friends and some family to have really low expectations.

  • wiz1515
    wiz1515 Member Posts: 5
    edited June 2018

    Jcdd, thanks for the information and taking the time to answer! I may not need radiation but it's not sure yet. Did you have radiation while the TE was in?

  • Lula73
    Lula73 Member Posts: 1,824
    edited June 2018

    Wiz- I don’t know what happened to my response to you yesterday. I’m traveling today but will see if I can rewrite the post while I’m waiting at the airport at some point.


  • Runrcrb
    Runrcrb Member Posts: 577
    edited June 2018

    Wiz - i had single mastectomy. I run and swim. Am a D cup. My BMI is similar to yours. I had DIEP and am pleased. I will PM you with more as I am right down the interstate in Richmond.


  • Lula73
    Lula73 Member Posts: 1,824
    edited June 2018

    Wiz- the oncology breast surgeon at NOLA is Dr Ordoyne. He is up to date in the latest techniques, keeps incision length and number to a minimum. He is very knowledgeable and does a great job explaining things. Excellent bedside manner. I didn’t meet him til the day before surgery and liked him almost immediately. All the docs at NOLA do what they do because they are passionate about putting us back together...restoring our body. You just don’t find that very often today.

    I’m in pharmaceuticals so I speak/understand medical/biology too. So impressed with NOLA. Mom is a nurse and says the same. She and i both recommend NOLA for anyone needing recon with or without BMX at same time. I’m also in teaching hospital central in NC with UNC, Baptist, and Duke within about an hour or so drive in any direction. Their results were nowhere near as good as NOLA’s. No one here could answer some of my questions related to previous rads from a different cancer. You know who did have the answers? NOLA and Dr Ordoyne. If you are ER+ and need an oophorectomy, they haves GYN Dr Von Almen that they work with who is absolutely fabulous as well and he can do an ooph or even full hysterectomy during stage 2.

    Complications with NOLA are rare but when they do happen, you are usually still in town. After you leave, any complications are handled via phone, email and photos. They are very responsive to any concerns you have. It’s not like they release you and that’s it. They are calling each week to check in with you and you are encouraged to call them. You are released from the hospital with complete written instructions and before you’re released you and your caregiver are trained on showering, dressing changes, do’s and dont’s. No prior medical experience required as they will train you from scratch.

    The only person you need to justify your decision to is yourself. This procedure is not crazy to travel for. Afterward, if you choose to show your friends and family the results, it will all become clear to them why you went to NOLA. My girlfriends & sister supported me 100% but it became clear that they supported me because they love me not because they agreed with my decision at the time. On vacation with my girlfriends following stage 2 they asked if they could see. I said sure and showed them. Their response? “I understand why you went to New Orleans now!” It’s also hard for people to wrap their minds around traveling for medical procedures when someone local can do it. Just because they can do it does not mean they are really good at it. Ex: I can make a pie crust, but it looks nothing like my mother’s gorgeous super high end gourmet bakery-looking crusts. Both do the job but hers are a work of art. For breast recon, you need an artist. The docs at NOLA are like my mom with her pie crusts...artists and they will focus on making your whole body proportional again vs just focusing on your breasts and not paying any attention to the changes on your lower half like so many other docs do. As far as the low expectations, that’s what we’ve been conditioned to expect with BC and recon. NOLA in particular offers the opportunity to have superior outcomes with soft, warm, breasts that look/feel natural. Definitely worth the travel. Feel free to ask additional questions. If you’d like to talk live on the phone, let me know and I’ll send you my number.

  • Meow13
    Meow13 Member Posts: 4,859
    edited June 2018

    Lulu, I agree I could have easily travelled for my DIEP. If you are in generally good health I wouldn't let travelling a distance to get DIEP surgery a major consideration.

  • wiz1515
    wiz1515 Member Posts: 5
    edited June 2018

    This is so helpful, Lula. You have been so generous with your experience, and I'm grateful. I'm keeping your phone offer in my back pocket! I'm hopeful to have enough information (or gumption) to make a decision by Friday.

  • Mimi-s11
    Mimi-s11 Member Posts: 30
    edited June 2018

    Lulu, I have been "listening" in on your confab with Wiz, thank you for the time you have given for your response. Thursday I had a sentinel node excision by my 2nd opinion BS, at our first meeting I thought I would have the breast implants with a BMX, the right side being prophylactic, she agreed with this plan and the case I stated for my decision. I am a caregiver to my husband who is a stroke survivor, I have very good insurance now as I am still on his Cobra plan and I do not wish to revisit this cancer in the future (God willing). After researching breast implants and the possible outcomes and problems I have been in touch with NOLO and have been very pleased with their communication with me, we have already learned that our insurance covers the DEIP flap procedure 100%. When i went in for the node surgery I mentioned this to the BS and she had quite a strong opinion on the DEIP flap procedure and it was quite upsetting. I will see her again post surgery on July 3 and want to be ready for her objection to this surgery. I will also be in touch with NOLO this week and get more of my questions answered. I do not go into this lightly and understand what a "huge" surgery this is, all very confusing and upsettting after her response. Is there anything else I can do at this point? Thanks for your time!

  • Lula73
    Lula73 Member Posts: 1,824
    edited June 2018

    Hi Mimi- I’m so glad things are moving along nicely for you! One foot in front of the other is the key. In the BS’s opinion...many women on these boards and others have run into the same thing. BSs and PSs can have some strong opinions on different procedures and traveling for procedures. From the business side of things: they lose you as a customer and it affects their pocketbook (most get paid a salary + a bump in pay for each procedure). And how many people will you share your DIEP experience with locally thru support groups, etc who in turn chooses not to stay local further impacting their pocketbook?

    From a personal perspective: they may feel like you're telling them what's available locally isn't good enough. If you're looking to have particular type of recon and they don't offer it or they do but not with the outcomes you'd be happy to have, then that is true to some extent.

    From a personal experience perspective: they may have heard about or had to clean up some other not local surgeon's mess in the past - remember the pie crust analogy? The difference with NOLA is you are going to the best of the best. They are a private group practice meaning there is no larger institution to shield them and there are not 100s of other docs/surgeons on staff that can skew the numbers and hide a bad/not so great surgeon so that on paper it appears that you are going to the best of the best.

    From a professional perspective: many docs cannot wrap their mind around doing anything other than the quick and easy option - you'll have breasts afterward either way, right? Many docs who do not do the procedure are typically not up to date on the muscle sparing procedures that do not come with the same long term core issues that the older TRAM flap recons came with. So they're misinformed or confused (keep in mind this is not a procedure they do or are studying to do so even though it's surgery and they are a surgeon they do not have any need to stay up to date on the latest and greatest as it doesn't apply to them.)

    And many cannot wrap their mind around traveling for a procedure. But I bet they don't blink an eye or object if someone travels 2-5 hours to see them (at that point it's a compliment).

    At the end of the day, this decision is yours and yours alone. Not the surgeon’s, not your mom’s, not your husband’s. One of my favorite quotes is “Don't base your decisions on the advice of people who don’t have to live with the consequences/outcome.” That BS does not have to live in your body for the next 50 years...you do. Listen to what she has to say and decide if her arguments are warranted and valid to your situation, your thoughts, and your feelings on the matter and use it as another piece of information to consider in the decision making process. It may impact your decision in the end but it also may not impact it at all.

    The other 2 things I’ll throw out there are that the before & after photos of each doc tell quite a story. Assume that they are showing you their best work...if their best work isn’t something you’d be happy to have for yourself (not just happy considering you’ve had BC), keep looking for a surgeon who can give you results you’d be happy to have. A group’s/surgeon’s flap failure and infection rate also tell quite a story. NOLA’s flap failure rate is <1% (national average is 10%), infection rate is <2%. I wonder what the local surgeon’s stats are with implant recon...

  • Mimi-s11
    Mimi-s11 Member Posts: 30
    edited June 2018

    Thank you Lulu for your quick reply! Yes, I have considered the financial part of this whole local vs. travel aspect, I'll scratch your back and you'll scratch mine...so to speak. Interestingly the PS she had referred me to said he does not do the DIEP surgery and suggested I check out U of M, which I thought was very fair on his part. I had already decided if I go the route of DIEP flap, I would go to NOLO as they have the best results with the statistics to back it up! Unfortunately she (BS), went on her tirade she started with the " I am a patient advocate", line, gone was the bedside manner I had experienced with her in the office. Instead of resting that night after the node removal, I was upset and unable to sleep, don't know why this "lecture" couldn't have waited until I saw her in the office in July....life with breast cancer and so many things is quite the learning process!

    Thanks again!

  • wiz1515
    wiz1515 Member Posts: 5
    edited June 2018

    Hi all! Lulu and besa, thank you so much for all of your help in decision-making. I wanted to let everyone know that I DID decide to go to NOLA for my surgery. I had my unilateral mastectomy and stacked DIEP reconstruction on Thursday (so I'm 3 days out), along with a small breast reduction/lift on the other side. So far, I have nothing but great news to report. I was very nervous on the trip down, and even driving to the pre-op appointments, but everyone here has been so lovely to me and I've received wonderful care. Dr. S. did my reconstruction, Dr. O. was very helpful - great bedside manner from everyone, even the anesthesiologist came to check in after surgery. And the nurses! So wonderful. I thought that I would be having a panic attack before they sent me in to surgery. Instead I felt calm and cheerful, like I was in good hands and could trust the process. I did not feel that way at home. At home or at my second opinion at Johns Hopkins, they acted like I was a reckless fool for wanting a DIEP. They all said they would have to cut abdominal muscle, which is not done here in NOLA. They all said there wasn't enough tissue for a new breast. When I told that to Dr. S., he laughed. He reassured me that I had plenty, and there totally was.

    When I woke up, I could have cried with relief - the long journey in making the surgical decision was over. While I don't know yet if I need chemo, the known cancer is OUT. Everyone keeps telling me my new boobs are "perfect" and "beautiful." To me, I just know I will have to get used to them - they look like they will be very nice, but there is still that small feeling that they are not my originals. But that's okay. And who knows how they'll look a few weeks from now. I suspect I'll be quite happy with them.

    Dr. S. thinks it is highly probable I will not need or want a phase 2 surgery. I appear to have no complications and have had really no pain except some the first night after they turned off the narcotic drip. Now we're looking at maybe going off narcotic meds all together. I'm feeling really grateful to the whole team here, to my husband for supporting this decision so wholeheartedly, and also to myself, for making a solid effort over the last year to get in good health with fitness, because I can see how much that has already aided my recovery. I'm off to walk the halls again - the belly tightness is difficult, but improving every day.

    May you find peace and ease in your decision, Mimi!

  • Runrcrb
    Runrcrb Member Posts: 577
    edited June 2018

    Wiz - I'm thrilled for you. Thank you for the update and best wishes for continuing on with your great recovery.

  • Mimi-s11
    Mimi-s11 Member Posts: 30
    edited June 2018

    Wow Wiz, thanks for your update, to think you are only a few days out from surgery and able to type such a detailed update, thank you, thank you! I will keep in touch with what happens next in my world and hopefully it will be some help to others in this journey!


  • Lula73
    Lula73 Member Posts: 1,824
    edited June 2018

    Wiz- that’s great news all around!! I know exactly what you mean about how they will look right now and not feeling like a part of you. There is a lot of swelling that will gradually go down over about 6-12 weeks. And the incisions are nowhere near healed and faded yet. We all experience that. And over the next few weeks, the DIEP breast will feel like a natural part of you. Again, the swelling and it's still all very new to the nerve endings too and they haven't had time to heal/adjust. Time is your friend right now. And if you do need a stage 2, know that it is a much smaller, much easier surgery. My only personal interaction with Dr Sullivan was an after hours call and he was so nice, he listened, and was very patient. I know some other ladies he has done DIEP or SGAP for and he (like the other NOLA docs) does a fabulous job. I’m so glad you had a great experience at NOLA. It truly is unlike any other medical experience. Healing thoughts and well wishes headed your way!

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