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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    (((( HUGS TER. ))))) Praying, You have a GOOD DAY!!! debbyfive

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  • starfish
    starfish Member Posts: 10
    edited November 2006
    Hugs and love from me, too.
    Blessings,
    Kathy
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  • Ter
    Ter Member Posts: 357
    edited November 2006
    Well its Friday night and Im in bed as I have been all week with this dang bug...taking antibiotics, and just starting to feel a bit better "bug" wise.....
    The leg and hip? well, there here too, and trying to work with just one pain med and its going to be what its going to be for now....as you need food in the stomach, so just been drinking tons of tea, H20 and raspberry juice, yummmy found it thru the schwanns truck..man its good for an only H20 gal...and just ate toast hoping that stays down, so Im glad I came here as you guys reminded me to take my pain med while i have food ha ha 2 slices toast in it..

    And Kelly!;.........that's my baby! just spoke w/him on the phone as he has been sick w/bug too, but doing ok and working hard.

    Well I dont want to wear out my welcome here so I just wanted to check in to see what was going on, and that you guys are behaving..not sure about Teryns mom though! LOL

    Debbie, Debbiefive,Kathy,Phobe, Christine all you guys, thanks so much for being here. I do appreciate it.

    G'nite
    hugs
    Ter
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    TER. Sooooo good to hear from you!! Sweetie, have you ever tried sherbert, that was the only thing that would taste good to me, and settle my tummie, Sorry to hear Your baby is sick too! If there is anything I can do just email me, and It Will Be Done! You take care of Yourself, and always know my Prayers are with YOU!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo debbyfive

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  • MargaretB
    MargaretB Member Posts: 1,305
    edited November 2006
    Ter, I don't log on too much lately but when I did and saw your post, I was excited. Take care of yourself and we'll talk soon. I've had some bug myself for a few days but today I finally started feeling better.

    Hugs,

    Margaret
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    ((((( BIG CYBER HUGS TER. ))))) xoxo debbyfive

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  • lkc
    lkc Member Posts: 1,203
    edited November 2006
    Hi Ter,
    Just logged on, I have been off awhile too and was happy to read that you are feeling abit better.
    You are in my thoughts and prayers, and I hope you are nice and comfy.
    God Bless sweetie, wishing you sweet dreams tonight.

    Linda
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    (((((( GODS SPEED TER. ))))))) debbyfive

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006
    GUESS WHO? (HAHA) Praying You have a wonderful, Painfree day Ter. xoxo debbyfive
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  • Ter
    Ter Member Posts: 357
    edited November 2006
    Gosh me too wishes "G*d Speed" but he is a litte slow with me lately. Today was a not so good day in pain very much and not able to walk...well I use my walker if can get out of bed wtih dh's help and I hop on my right foot with left on just sticking out trying not to bump into something...pain doc said tonite if I can't wait til Monday get to ER OH I hate hospitals so Im taking all the pain meds I am allowed to take, then its stay in bed all the time and decided to come on here and say hello, Oh my gosh its almost 3am.. oh oh better try to get comfty and get some sleep as I had no nap today, shame on me!

    Thanks again all you guys.
    hugs
    Ter
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    Dear Lord, Put The Pedal To The Medal, for My Sweet TER. Sorry Your having a bad day Ter. I will Pray Harder!!! Best wishes, and many HUGS !!!!!! debbyfive

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  • MargaretB
    MargaretB Member Posts: 1,305
    edited November 2006
    Ter, thinking about you.

    Margaret
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  • Ter
    Ter Member Posts: 357
    edited November 2006
    I dont know if i should write this a s I am computerless but if you have any important ? I hope she doesnt mind, please limit them to Ravdeb.....as AT&T and SBC who joined togehter have no idea who they are and I really dont have my email like I use to......

    i miss you guys and trying to rest ha ha...too many other things im trying to do, figure out etc so I can try to carry on.
    hugs
    Ter
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  • Jaybird627
    Jaybird627 Member Posts: 2,144
    edited November 2006
    (((TER)))

    Take care Lady!

    Janis L
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  • ravdeb
    ravdeb Member Posts: 3,116
    edited November 2006
    No problem..anyone with thoughts and stuff for Ter..pm me and I'll send them to her.

    Ter...anything for you, dear friend.

    Huuuuuuuuugggggsssssssssss
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  • katz03
    katz03 Member Posts: 94
    edited November 2006
    Thinking of you Ter.

    God bless. Will write more soon.

    Katz
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  • Ter
    Ter Member Posts: 357
    edited November 2006
    Its friday the day after thanksgiving...my aunt,my moms sis picked me up as Frank made a salad, it was good, but he couldnt go, not feeling any better,and he worries me so so much.....his count on what should be 0 is now up to 758,000 NOT good, amd he worries me so much, but he is so sweet and tries so hard to help me.

    I went with them to my cousins, not too far away out by the river and my cousins and friends were all there, it was so nice, yes I tired easily and everyone loved Franks salad...my cousins daughter who is 11 had one of those white boards and when u walked it, it said "Special of the Day with pictures of a guy with a chefs hat" it was Frank, and said it was "sweet and sour pasta salad" it was a hit..

    It was wonderful seeing everyone, as the last thanksgiving I didnt go to my other cousins as I just had my 2nd masct and just wasnt up to it, and the year before 04 well it was that Monday I had my first masct and was in hospital 3 days and home on
    WEd with tubes etc...but i was determined to go,and i Idid, but didnt last too long as it was too much for me and I got so sick Frank took me home..

    I didnt want to miss this one as I keept thinkingh "what if this was my last one?" Im so glad I went, want too long but just enough, so today I was in bed all day resting.

    Having some rough times w/3 of my docs:
    1 onc, Yep the cancer is in my whole hip, BUT its "sleeping" HUH? found out that ment it was just there, it wasnt growing or it wasnt shrinking, so he calls that sleeping...and Im beginning not to deal with him too much..

    2nd doc is my internist, he said yes my caner is in my left hip, nothing more, except I dont have potassium, so I have pills and tring to gag bananas down me which dont last more than 5 min in stomach, need I say more..

    and my 3rd doc the pain doc in the cancer center who has ALL the access to my stuff as my onc does, and dh couldnt go in as he was stuck in car and coulnt get out..so it was just me, and the pain doc said after ?s that my cancer is now from my waiste to my ankle..and my knee too..how fun, when nobody will recommened anyting...

    well thats all for tonite as I have not been sleeping, just really bumbed...and debbie five dont give up on me yet!

    thanks everyone, I love you all
    hugs
    Ter
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    OH My Sweet TER. I would Never give up on YOU!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! just been alone, in my own little world lately! Don't want to depress You, and thats how i have been talking , Soooooo I just come in and say a prayer for you, asking God to SPEED xoxo debbyfive

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  • ravdeb
    ravdeb Member Posts: 3,116
    edited November 2006
    Ter...
    Sent you an e-mail... trying to keep in touch with you!
    Glad you had a good Thanksgiving.
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  • phoebe11
    phoebe11 Member Posts: 31
    edited November 2006
    So glad you made it to your cousins and had a good time. Loved the idea of a "sweet and sour pasta salad".

    I'm sorry you are having a hard time with the doctors - sometimes you do wonder if they ever communicate one to another.
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  • christineK
    christineK Member Posts: 1,265
    edited November 2006

    Ter- just glad to see you posting and that you enjoyed Thanksgiving. I agree, you docs need to get one story. They should get together. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    ((((((( TER. XOXO )))))))) debbyfive

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    I'M With You Sister!!!!! xoxo debbyfive

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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited November 2006

    XOXOXO, debbyfive

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  • beachcottage
    beachcottage Member Posts: 4,688
    edited December 2006
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    xo
    Patti
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  • Ter
    Ter Member Posts: 357
    edited December 2006
    Well its Sun, actually Mondayh at 2am..cant sleep, the pain in my left side, well dont let anyone fool you that cancer doesnt hurt...Frank and I keep trying our best, but he has been down, and he overdoes it way too much, then he is down for days on end...so with both of us down, its fend for youself, and found out today Im stuck in my room as walking with my walker just doesnt get it, i wobble too bad and a mennace to myself and I do not need any accidents.. I have these things in my eyes that are like gold flickers that stream by...and any light is painful..

    Were trying hard to keep my leg warm and that feels good, but I just cant get comfy....

    I am really scarrred as were not too sure if rads is way past due for help...I tried to make good decisions back in 04-05, and i feel good about them, now "maybe" rads just might help take a bit of pain away...just ticks me off that Frank has to help so much as he can barely move himself...he lays in bed with me at nite as we have seperate bedrooms but I feel him come in about 5 times a nite to check on me...He is just too good to and for me.

    Sometimes lately I dont think G*d likes me, as I dont know why I am being put thru all this....I seem to cry alot and with my mom in a resthome she just doesnt understand and I cant get to her like I use to..feel like a bad daughter...I know I wuold feel the same if something like this happened to my son and I was unable to get their and do what I use to do.

    I guess im having quite a NOT pitty party as you have to dry at my parties....I get so scarred at nite thihking if I go to sleep I wont wake up...part of that is a Godsend, and part of that is just the pain....

    Just feel useless, and a burden to all my family and friends.....

    Im sorry for writing so long, but in bed all day keekping the leg warm and then tyring to do something is not fun..reading is not good due to eyes, but i can manage all those little books that are so cute....I got one from a friend and its called "The Blue Day Book", I highly recommend it, if you ever get the blues...

    Youve heard the old cliche' of "if I knew I was going to live so long Id taken better care of myself", well I did, I was so good to my body with exercising eating right, laughing keeping busy, doing volunteer work, so many thing, and then this damn thing zaps...you all know that feeling.

    well thanks for listening as Im still not tired and its a way til morning and if i decided to stay awake then another doommy day..

    lots of hugs and thank so much for keeping me and my family in your thoughts and prayers...my mom is doing ok, but her BP is sooooo high...and when i talk to her daily I hate to keep telling her "oh Im so so" or "the same" as Id hate to lie as then she would be waitng for me a long time...and thats not fair..my sis is coming down again this friday to play santa again at the rest home...and visit adn to help frank n' I out around here with re moving furniture when my baby left the coop! oh that is sad, as when he visits and later says "Ive got to go home", oh makes me feel so sad..but i know its for hte best for him to grow and spread his wings...he is still very scarred and concerned for me..

    G'nite everyone
    hugs
    TEr
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  • kbryan
    kbryan Member Posts: 10
    edited December 2006
    My heart, our hearts are with you just as I know yours is with us. If our love, respect, and caring for you could cure your cancer, you'd be as healthy as that big bean that grew all the way up to the heavens!

    We hold you above us, you float effortlessly in our hearts. Indulge yourself. You have brought us all much comfort and support, I pray that your caring and compassion for others is returned to you tenfold.

    Love & Hugs,
    Kay
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  • ravdeb
    ravdeb Member Posts: 3,116
    edited December 2006
    Hey Ter...

    You know that I think of you daily..I wish you only good things. I wish I could wish your pains and troubles away.

    Stay here on the boards with us..you know you will get comfort and love here.

    Love you!!!
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  • PuppyFive
    PuppyFive Member Posts: 2,808
    edited December 2006

    You sweet Ter. do not deserve any of this, You have us Your friends , the sisters that Love You !!!!!! I know, sweetie, exactly what you mean , when you wonder about God, I too have wondered!! But He is with us, I just have to believe that!! anyway, I can Promise you this much, I will always be here for You, I LOVE YOU SISTER !!!!!! debbyfive

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  • mj6611492
    mj6611492 Member Posts: 1
    edited December 2006

    Ter, I don't believe that I have met you before reading your entry above. God Bless you girl, I know how hard it is , believe me I do. My time on this earth is very limited and know the feeling of having to have so much care from another person. I have always been independant and feel pretty helpless now. Thankfully, for now, my pain is under control but that could change momentarily. Please know that my heart is with you and wish that I could say or do more. A Sister that knows.

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