Class of 2005, just saying hi

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  • SheriH
    SheriH Member Posts: 785
    edited October 2006

    I'm one of those who dx'd in Dec, 04, but had mast Jan05 and chemo started Feb 1, 05. Finished rads Aug. 23, 05. Presently on arimidex. I feel like an 05er.

  • maryannecb
    maryannecb Member Posts: 1,453
    edited October 2006
    HI, do we get to graduate from this mess then?LOL.

    Found lump July

    IDC confirmed Sept 20, mastectomy Sept 27

    2 pos nodes

    4FAC,4Taxotere+ Herceptin,finished March/06

    25 rads finished May06

    Will finish q3weekly Herceptin in Dec.

    No reconstruction but it is crossing my mind.

    Hoping for the best for all of us!

    Fists up!
  • littlecatsfeet
    littlecatsfeet Member Posts: 87
    edited October 2006
    Theresa, thanks - it took me a while to come up with that one!

    The cat in my picture - does NOT have 'little cat's feet' ESPECIALLY at two in the morning

    Leslie
  • cmb35
    cmb35 Member Posts: 1,106
    edited October 2006
    Hi Ladies!

    Another 05 girl here:
    Dx May 2005
    Surgery, surgery, surgery
    Chemo ended Oct 2005
    Rads ended Jan 2006\
    Triple neg, so that's it for me
    May 06 mammogram clear on cancer side (yippee!) but calcifications on non-cancer side (boo!) - going for 6 month check next month - keep your fingers crossed for me!

    Stay strong everyone!
    Colleen
  • tzane2
    tzane2 Member Posts: 20
    edited October 2006
    Another member of the '05 Class checking in.

    My boyfriend found a lump in my right breast 11/05. Dx IDC 12/05. Lumpectomy 12/08/05. SB 12/15/05. Stage III, 4 of 9 nodes involved. TAC then rads. On Tamoxifen. Still scared all the time it's going to come back. I'm 47 and have a 12-year old son. I don't want to die. I think I should see a counselor because this fear is almost consuming me.
  • linny
    linny Member Posts: 204
    edited October 2006
    nycgal, I think you should definitely see someone, it will help you. I saw a counselor two times at the hospital, she was wonderful. She offered me anti-anxiety medication, which I am not taking, I am not sure I need it right now, but something she said to me was helpful: cancer is a repeated and ongoing trauma. It really helps to express my fears to someone who understands where I am coming from. I know everyone tells us "think positive thoughts" and I do much of the time, but there is no denying the fear.

    Linda
  • susanmcm
    susanmcm Member Posts: 1,324
    edited October 2006
    Hi nycgal.

    I am seeing a psychologist that sees only cancer patients. It's a lot to learn to deal with and it takes longer for some than others. I was dx in Jan 05 and I am just in the last couple of months been able to deal with my fear. You are not even a year out yet. Take care
    Susan
  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited October 2006
    My goodness. So many of us were dealing with bc in 2005. I remember when I was still getting chemo, I was so fearful. I dont know when that fear left me, but it did. Im not afraid of dying, and Im not afraid Im gonna die from this anymore. nycgal: Definitely get some counselling. It would be great if you could find someone like Susan, who specializes in treating cancer patients.

    Im a different person now. I miss my old self, but I also like the new me. Go figure.

    Nicki
  • ravdeb
    ravdeb Member Posts: 3,116
    edited October 2006
    I'm not sure I was afraid of dying when I was diagnosed. I was afraid of the chemo more.

    Today, I have newly found fears of getting the cancer back. I never ever thought I'd say that and mean it!

    It's not consuming me though. I have other more important things on my mind than that. But it's there. It never was before. I'm anxious to see my onc tomorrow so that she can confirm that I'm really NED!
  • tflowers
    tflowers Member Posts: 442
    edited October 2006

    I agree on not thinking I was every going to die. Just sick of now being different and the body changes. Also of reoccurance and doing this again. I so feel for our sisters keeping up the fight, some for many years.xoxo

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited October 2006
    Way too many '05's here!! I'm a "me too"
    Diag. Jan.31st, IDC, 2 tumors, 3.something and 1.6cm. Did the ac/t, mast, reconst., herceptin(down to 8 left!)and am just waiting for the nipple tattoo to be done. Should have everything done by December to start a new year. Was most afraid of leaving my kids when I first was diag. but now, guess I just want to believe that cancer will not do me in. And my fear now is recurrence every time I get another blood test or scan. Not overwhelming but ALWAYS in the back of the mind. I found my best therapy is talking about it: here, to my sisters, to other folks at the chemo center, anyplace. Just wants to come out once I start, probably TMI!! Jenene
  • linny
    linny Member Posts: 204
    edited October 2006
    I agree that my best therapy is talking about the fear, but I only talk about it here, or to friends who are also cancer survivors (very close friends in Chicago, wife had breast cancer, husband had kidney cancer a few years ago - they helped me tremendously through treatment). Also, I dont like to talk about it to my children, it seems unfair to burden them more than necessary, especially since I worry so much about my daughters (although I am BRCA neg.)

    Ravdeb, when are you seeing your oncologist?

    Linda
  • barbara913
    barbara913 Member Posts: 133
    edited October 2006
    i consider myself an '05er too... i was diagnosed w/ lcis in march 2003 and than dcis in march 2005, but on july 19th 2005 i got the call from my surgeon after a core biopsy that it was "invasive"... so that is my "official" diagnosis date (at least in my eyes). i had a bilateral mastectomy w/ a latflap and immediate silicone reconstruction and a hysterectomy on sept. 6th 2005. my tumor was only 9mm and "well differentiated" so i had no chemo and no rads, because of the mastectomy. i tried aromasin for a month and stopped it... at 43, i was walking around like a 93 year old and i didn't want to live my life that way. i had my nipples done in jan '06 and the tattooing done in april '06. now, more than a year since my surgery, i feel great and i am thankful that i had such great drs., a great family, a wonderful boyfriend and amazing co-workers and friends. i am truly blessed.
    barbara
  • mcdds
    mcdds Member Posts: 51
    edited October 2006
    I'm one of those '05 girls too. Diagnosed Feb '05, lumpectomy, 6 DD A/C and then 30 rads. Finished in Aug '05. Started Tamoxifen in Aug '05 too.

    Will be having my mammogram later this month and am getting nervous about it. Wasn't too worried last year because I had just finished treatment but this year is a different story. I just keep on plugging and hopefully one day I can consider myself beyond all this fear!!
    Carol
  • lexi4
    lexi4 Member Posts: 1,074
    edited October 2006
    Hey Sisters,

    Diagnosed August 05, stage IIIb, 4 out of 6 nodes+, 4A/C, 4 Taxol and Rads. I can't believe it's been a year. I couldn't have gotten through this without you all.

    Lexi
  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited October 2006
    Going to the doctor and having blood tests will never be the same again. I always get anxious. BC seems to whisper in my ear almost everyday. Headache, muscle pain - I immediately think the worse.

    Prior to my diagnosis, I was strong. Still am strong, but taken back by the fact that I have bc. Never thought it would happen to me.

    Nicki
  • holli
    holli Member Posts: 6
    edited October 2006
    Me Too!!!
    Went for 1st mammo on july 28 '05. That is the date that sticks in my mind the most because I could see the mass on the screen. She (the tech) showed them to me to show me how good they looked and that she got good muscle on both sides. I just wanted her to shut up and tell me what that big spot was on the left one. She said the doc may want another set of pics or do an ultrasound. So imagine my surprise when the doc called and wnated me to see the surgeon and schedule a biopsy. Which ended up being a needle location biopsy since nobody could feel a lump. Then came the lumpectomy, tried a snb but it didn't work and he had to take nodes the old fashioned way. Then chemo, rads, hysterectomy, and taking arimidex.

    Have my 6 month check up tomorrow. At first diagnosis was thinking about my obit and what would it say about me. I realized that my life has been pretty boring up until now and I think that I liked it better that way. I don't think about my obit as much anymore. That is a good thing.

    Holli
  • florencedonna
    florencedonna Member Posts: 131
    edited October 2006
    hello classmates!

    suspicious mammogram on 10/10/2005, lumpectomy 10/21/2005, first AC 11/4/2005. Still doing herceptin weekly so still feel like I'm in the active phase. hmm wonder why I'm feeling raw this month??

    Donna
  • Labgal
    Labgal Member Posts: 62
    edited October 2006

    I was diagnosed in Nov 04, had my surgery in Dec 04, treatments started in Jan 05 so I guess I count. It will be 2yrs this Nov and I'm almost afraid to even think about it cause it might jinx me. Is that weird or what????

  • ravdeb
    ravdeb Member Posts: 3,116
    edited October 2006
    No, it's not weird...
  • texayn2005
    texayn2005 Member Posts: 24
    edited October 2006
    Count me in on the reunion!
    Dx 2/17/2005 Stage IV mets to bone..no lumps, bumps, or bruises prior. Just lower back pain and WHAM...mets already!
  • sharon68
    sharon68 Member Posts: 115
    edited October 2006
    Add me to the '05 girls....Dx 1/25/05...started chemo on Valentine's Day...4 AC...then mast. in June....right back in July for Taxol, Taxotere & last but not least CMF. 6wks Of Rads...done for St Patric's Day '06!!

    Consider myself to be in great company have enjoyed reading many of your posts that got me through over the past yr....a BIG thank you to all!

    Sharon F (my goal this yr is to learn how to add a picture!)
  • MaryannB
    MaryannB Member Posts: 3
    edited October 2006
    I am also in the class of 2005

    July 6, 2005 Right breast stereotatic core biopsy.
    July 7, 2005 Diagnoisis invasive ductal carcinoma
    ER+ 98% Estrogen positive
    PR+ 67% Progesterone positive
    Her-2Neu Negative July 8, 2005
    October 4, 2005 Right breast lumpectomy with sentinel lymph node biopsies
    6 lymph nodes removed showed negative for metastatic carcinoma. Tumor size 1.2 x 1 x 0.8 cm infiltrating ductal carcinoma, tubular type
    Ductal carcinoma in-situ 1/3, cribriform type
    Margins clear
    Lymph nodes clear
    Grade 1
    Stage 1
    Her-2Neu-
    November 10, 2005 started 33 rounds of radiation treatment. Finished December 30, 2005
    Refused Arimidex

    Just had my yearly mammagram and I am still dancing with NED! Glad to be part of this reunion.

    Blessings,
    Maryann
  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited October 2006
  • Pegk
    Pegk Member Posts: 389
    edited October 2006
    Wow! I haven't been logging on so much lately and just found this new forum!
    I'm another member of the "Class of 2005".
    Diagnosed May 2005 with multifocal IDC, er/pr+, her2- (Stage2A)
    Surgery July 2005 left mast w/reconstruction
    Chemo late Aug through Dec.
    Rads Jan through March 2006
    I've been taking arimedex since Jan.
    In April I continued the battle by training for the NY Avon walk and I'm happy to report that I raised over $5,000 and completed the entire 39.3 miles a couple of weeks ago in NY.

    This has been an experience that I would not wish on anybody, but I am honored to be part of a group of such courageous and compassionate women.

    My sincere thanks to all of you.
    Peggy
  • amsky
    amsky Member Posts: 35
    edited October 2006

    I'm in the class of '05, too. I was diagnosed in July and had bilateral masectomy on August 12. My AC chemo began o September 3 and ended November 7. This thread is cool. It is interesting to read about people who were having similar experiences aout the same time.

  • snufflesmom
    snufflesmom Member Posts: 177
    edited November 2006
    Count me in

    dx 4/27/05
    surgery 5/19/05 to check SN and clean margins
    4 rounds a/c last one on 8-29-05
    than 12 weekly taxol and herceptin 11-16-05 last one
    herceptin every 3 weeks, last one 8-29-06
    33 rads, last one on 3-10-06
    complete hysto on 8/16/06

    Life is good, what a quick year it was.
  • saskia
    saskia Member Posts: 8
    edited November 2006
    Count me in Saskia here diagnosed 27th June 2005
    10cm IDC and inflammatory/er/pr-her2- stage 3 grade 2 neoadjuvant chemo 6x3 weeks apart

    bilateral 11/15/05/tumor removed 2.5 12 nodes removed cancer free
    28 rad # finishing 3rd February 2006
    flat chested but happy to be here.

    I feel priviledged to be alive what ever that shape my body takes, I value my friends and my loved ones so much more and now give back to the community that were so loving and helpful when I was down although not out.

    Class of 2005 WE ROCKED we even had a virtual Christmas party and I can honestly say every one of us were good mates to each other.

    Catch you all later with some reminders of our Virtual Christmas party as I cannot bring up any of my old posts, sooooo sad because we had a hoot (the biggest secrete of my survival and positive attitude has always been my sense of humour)

    Love to all Saskia
  • LauraSimpson
    LauraSimpson Member Posts: 24
    edited November 2006
    I'm Class of '05 too!

    Call back after 8/05 mammo for "closer look" and possible ultrasound.
    Had core needle biopsy that day 11/3/05
    Triple negative medullary 2.7cm - 0/9 nodes
    Bilateral Mastectomy w/expanders 12/7/05
    DD AC+T finished 1/12/06 to 4/27/06
    Exchange surgery 6/06
    What a year it has been!
  • nygirl1951
    nygirl1951 Member Posts: 26
    edited November 2006
    Good to see you Saskia! Welcome back
    Can't believe it has been a year since your "party"! That was soooo much fun

    Pam

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