swelling on clavicle

I noticed it a couple of weeks ago. No pain and now it feels squishy on top of this mass looking oval about 2 x 3 in. It's getting prominent . Even hubby saw it when I walked into room. This comes after having pain on and off between elbow and shoulder, and thiscame before rashy very tiny raised places that I can see very well when zoomed in. Onc and rad onc basically said what rash. It's above the mast scar . Got an xray on arm, found nothing . Saw a derm and had a skin punch biopsy Friday . Cancer ibc on left side . I am told I am Ned . Wish I felt it. Have appt with onc 20th. Also going to MDA March 2nd . Can't have herceptin now because of heart . Damage. Has anyone had these symtoms. ? Of course worried about recurrance .

Hey Sharon , there is a commonality amongst everyone here I've noticed. Ocd . I could get in sooner but, decided to see what biopsy is. I just have to fight the dying thoughts. There I said it. I have an unbiolagical very close uncle who just went on hospice, he made it a lot longer than what was thought. He fought . Then . A first cousin here in town who is stage Iv ovarion cancer, also brac 2 gene. She too has gone a few years past what was thought. the. Aunts and uncles , cousins all dead now. Cancer of all kinds. I know having a positive attitude is a huge part of it. And I battle that all the time. Oh the thoughts. Like I said my onc said she would see me every month if that is what I want. She knows me . And is always telling me to smile and be happy. I long for those days of freedom. just like l longed for my own hair, now I have it , short, but I have it . I guess this is the slow growth of it all . The come back. I'll try not to hurt myself, self examine . You nailed it.

I'm Jen , and I admit to watching the same movie over and over everyday and all through the night . "One Christmas Eve". It's onright now . A little news lately , but then back to the same movie. Somehow that's comforting .