Four and 1/2 years-could it be?

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LvinAZ44
LvinAZ44 Member Posts: 213
edited December 2014 in Stage III Breast Cancer

Well I have been gone from this board for awhile, been out living. I peak in now and then to see what's going on and get some inspiration. I have recently had a bought with LE and decided I needed some "girl time" so here I am. I hope everyone is well, out living life. I can't believe I have almost finished four years. I still HATE BC!! I have stopped waking up in the middle of the night wondering if it is still lurking in my body. It really is such a crap shoot whether it comes back and if it was ever really gone. I am hoping to move to AZ early next year and start a new life. I hope that can make it for another four years and longer. I have felt bad these last few days with the LE being back, it brings back all the fears of going to my dr and having him say you only have xx time left, because the BC is now all over. I want to live! I want to move to AZ with my horse and ride through the beautiful scenery. I hope I make it-I hope we all make it.

Please everyone have a wonderful Thanksgiving!! I am so thankful to still be here.

hugs....

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  • SpunkyGirl
    SpunkyGirl Member Posts: 1,568
    edited November 2014

    Cheryl, good for you that you are going to live your dream! I'm still trying to figure out what that is for me- gotta get my boys off to college and life first:). May you experience only Happy Trails

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  • ann273
    ann273 Member Posts: 209
    edited November 2014

    Thanks for coming back to post Cheryl! Wish you all the best and many many healthy years!!

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  • peacestrength
    peacestrength Member Posts: 690
    edited November 2014

    Cheryl thanks for sharing.

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  • Claire_in_Seattle
    Claire_in_Seattle Member Posts: 4,570
    edited November 2014

    Hi Cheryl,

    Your dreams are coming back and that is wonderful news. I did a move about 8 months ago, and it has made all the difference in my life. Only 25 miles, but closer to the work I now do, and next to running trails. I can bus it into Seattle whenever I want. Much better life arrangement, and has allowed me to do more work. But also make a real contribution. The 20 mile ride I am planning in a bit is just down the hill, so no commute.

    Just the positive energy involved to get you and your horse to AZ will do wonders for moving on. All sorts of things like finding a place to live and then re-imagining things. This will spill over to your life and you will make new friends.

    Wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving. I need to jump into my cycling clothes and get down the hill to the early AM ride. These things also make a tremendous difference. Anyway wishing you excitement, joy, and the courage to live your dreams. - Claire

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  • LvinAZ44
    LvinAZ44 Member Posts: 213
    edited December 2014

    Can't wait to be in AZ! Hoping to start year 5 NED and continue for many more!! The horseback riding trails are so wonderful, I think Jax and I will enjoy it!!

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  • Moderators
    Moderators Member Posts: 25,912
    edited December 2014

    Hi Cheryl,

    Wishing you heartfelt success in living your dream, you deserve it!

    Sending our warmest wishes of happiness and health to you.

    The mods

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