DCIS - A 'runaway train' feeling.
I was diagnosed with DCIS a month ago, after a routine visit to my Breast Care Centre to have a cyst aspirated (I've had this done many times.). The Radiologist spotted a patch of calcification, I had a needle biopsy, and was told by in a very brief and blunt 'consultation' that I had breast cancer and would probably be looking at a mastectomy. This, naturally, was rather a shock. I'm 51, pretty fit and healthy, on HRT for six years, no family history.
Since then I've changed consultants, and while I trust and have huge respect for my surgeon, I do feel I'm on a runaway train over which I have no control. I had a Wide Local Excision on October 2 which had to be repeated three days ago as my margins from the first operation were not safe (in between the two operations I experienced a seroma infection, for which I'm currently being treated with strong antibiotics. It's been a hell of a couple of weeks.). So far I have been shown to have 29mm intermediate to high grade DCIS, with focal areas of comedo necrosis. I'll get the final results of the second operation tomorrow evening which will give a clearer idea of margins. My surgeon takes a palpably gloomy view, which given the gradation of the tissue and its size I do understand, but what I struggle with is his assertion that even after radiotherapy, which he views as inevitable, I will almost certainly be looking at mastectomy. This seems so radical and crude for what is still termed a non-invasive cancer. He is also keen for me to take Tamoxifen, but given a gynaecological history which includes endometriosis and one previous very large ovarian cyst, the risks for someone with my condition feel like they outweigh the possible benefits.
I've been very moved and heartened by so many of the posts on this site, and I do recognise that in so many respect I am one of the very lucky ones, but does anyone else whose life has been touched by DCIS recognise this crazy 'groundrush' feeling? I have to keep pulling myself in and reminding myself that we are still talking about a non-invasive, non-aggressive condition here, found post-mortem in such high numbers of women that it seems around a third of us probably live our whole lives not knowing we even have it! Ironically, I'm in dispute with an insurance company I took out a 'Female Cancer Cover' policy with years ago, who tell me "we don't count DCIS as real cancer- it's over-diagnosed and over-treated".
The confusion I'm feeling is making it very hard for me to feel any level of control over this, and I'm aware that in about 24 hours I'm quite likely to find myself being pushed toward a mastectomy again. When I presented with the ovarian cyst three years ago, I was put under similar levels of pressure to have a hysterectomy (I absolutely refused.). I'd love to know how other forum users have weathered their own levels of confusion and bafflement around this condition.
Sorry for the long indulgent post. I'll be brief next time.
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Hi CeciliaAnn
My original diagnosis was DCIS with a grade 3 tumour 1.8cm in length and after discussion with my surgeon and onc it was decided I should have an 8 week course of radiation and then 6 rounds of chemo. However 3 weeks later my diagnosis changed as the cancer has started to spread rapidly into the nodes in the supraclavicular area which put me at a stage 3 and I had to start chemo straight way, no time was wasted.
In my mind DCIS is a real cancer as it will probably spread at some point if not treated. I had a lumpectomy (and glad I did) as mastectomy was not discussed and I did not contemplate it.
I understand every case and diagnosis varies greatly, but I would choose chemo over a mastectomy any day of the week.
Sarah
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Sarah--I assume when you say your diagnosis changed to stage 3 and you needed chemo, it was either IDC or ILC, correct? Just clarifying for others, as pure DCIS is stage 0, is non-invasive bc, and does not require chemo itself.
Anne
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Sarahlou, if you were offered chemo based on your initial diagnosis, then you must have had some invasive cancer in addition to the DCIS. Chemo is not given for pure DCIS. It is very common to find DCIS and IDC together, but when that happens the diagnosis is considered to be IDC, not DCIS. The DCIS, as the lesser condition, needs to be removed but is otherwise incidental.
It is also very important to point out for anyone reading that pure DCIS is fully contained within the ducts of the breast and cannot spread to the nodes or into the bloodstream. DCIS left in the breast may continue to evolve and over time might develop to become invasive cancer; once invasive cancer, spread is of course possible. But as DCIS, there is no risk of spread.
CeciliaAnn, if you don't have the results yet from the second excision - and you don't know if the margins are clear - I don't understand why your surgeon is saying that you will need to have a mastectomy, particularly if you choose to have rads after your lumpectomy.
Have you had an MRI? An MRI might be helpful in assessing the likelihood that you might have more stuff going on in your breast that would necessitate a MX. But if the MRI is clear, then I can't see why a MX would be medically indicated.
And have you seen or will you be seeing a medical oncologist? A surgeon's job is to operate. The MO is responsible for the total patient and the total treatment plan. Getting another opinion from an MO might be very helpful in your case, given the gloomy outlook (for no obvious reason) of your surgeon. Your diagnosis, while not the 'best case' DCIS diagnosis (small amount, single focus, low grade), doesn't sound to be particularly large or aggressive.
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Yes I understand but what I was trying to say was that my initial diagnosis, once the tumour had been removed and looked at, was DCIS grade 3, but at the same time the cancer had started to spread. It just so happened that 3 weeks later I had a lump into the supraclavicular area. It then become known it was invasive but it happened so quickly. That is all I am trying to say.
Sarah
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Beesie, you may as well give up in terms of the diagnosis of DCIS and the way people view it. I know that I have tried so many times to explain that DCIS is ALWAYS stage 0 and that chemo is never ever given for it but people just keep putting other stages in their diagnosis line and listing chemos. I have even seen DCIS Stage IV on some folks!! It is always alarming that newbies are going to read this, but I have finally made peace witht he fact that some folks will just never "get it." Hugs and thanks again for all you do and your tireless efforts to inform. xo
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Sarahlou, if you had supraclavicular spread just 3 weeks after a diagnosis of DCIS, then I think most (if not all) doctors would say that your diagnosis of DCIS was either a misdiagnosis or a preliminary/incomplete diagnosis. Cancer cells don't go from pure DCIS to invasive cancer to supraclavicular spread in 3 weeks and I wouldn't want anyone reading here to think that this is possible. So the finding of supraclavicular spread so soon after a DCIS diagnosis would have wiped out / invalidated the DCIS diagnosis.
April, you're right. I should give up. The truth is that for the most part, I have. I'm 90% there and I'm working on the other 10%.
CeciliaAnn, sorry for taking your thread off track.
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Bessie
I do agree with you, I was just saying what happened to me - that's all. Perhaps I shouldn't have..
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Sarahlou, please don't feel you shouldn't have posted, but I think we are talking about two quite separate conditions here. Whatever else has been said to me, it has always been made clear that I have a DCIS presentation and my condition is (so far as all histopathology reports to date have shown) non-invasive. There has been no suggestion that I require chemotherapy. I am a relative novice in all this, but I think Beesie and April are right when they suggest that later findings must have superseded your own original DCIS diagnosis. I am very sorry to read that your condition has required still more complex intervention; as I stated in my original post I do consider myself very lucky to have a 'relatively' straightforward condition but DCIS still comes with its own host of confusions, which I described.
Thanks for the other comments, Beesie and April - very helpful. Nobody has mentioned the prospect of an MRI, and that has given me more food for thought when I see my consultant this evening. I also intend to ask him where he would grade me on the Van Nuys Prognostic Index (this is all like learning a new language.). He did mention, when I saw him briefly after my second WX, that the Medical Oncology team would become involved 'shortly', so I imagine there will be further conversations to have. I suppose I've just felt simultaneously grateful to and steamrollered by my consultant so far, and have tended to get herded along in the view that he makes the decisions (I'm really normally quite an assertive woman!)!
I really appreciate the input here. Thank you.
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CeciliaAnn,
It can be all very overwhelming at first - we are thrown into this new world that we know nothing about, and we have to rely on the experts - but in the end it's important to remember that this is your decision. So if you are uncomfortable with what's being suggested by your doctor, you are within your rights to get a 2nd opinion. The good news with a DCIS diagnosis is that you have lots of time - and that's especially true in your case, since you've already had surgery.
When my first surgeon suggested that I would need to have a mastectomy because DCIS remained in all the margins around my two areas of cancer, I was really uncomfortable with that. A MX for such an early stage cancer? Really? So I asked for a referral to another surgeon to get a 2nd opinion, and my first surgeon was happy to oblige. I even told him who I wanted the referral to be with. Before the second surgeon would even see me, his office sent me for an MRI. The MRI showed that my breast was full of 'stuff'. There was no way to know if the 'stuff' was more DCIS or just some benign condition, but given that so much DCIS had already been removed and given the dirty margins all around, all bets were that it was more DCIS. So the second surgeon agreed with the first that a MX was indicated, but seeing my reluctance, he was willing to try to re-excision lumpectomy, warning me however that the odds were pretty high that the margins still wouldn't be clear and I might need to go back for the MX anyway. However because of the MRI, I decided that it was not worth trying the re-excision and I agreed to the MX. It turned out that all the 'stuff' was more DCIS.
So, based on the experience of one person (although I know that others here have had similar experiences), I would recommend a MRI, particularly if you end up with close or involved margins after this second surgery. And if you do have clear margins but your surgeon is still talking about a MX, ask him why. Because that just doesn't seem to make sense.
Let us know what happens at your appointment today.
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Hello Beesie,
Phew. My margins are clear; the second excision did its work. I think my consultant was more surprised than I was. No mastectomy, but I will (with some reluctance) opt for rads. He's still pushing hard for me to take Tamoxifen, but I feel very clear about my reasons for refusing. And it's over to the Medical Oncologist now, to discuss all this (and probably get my wrist slapped over the Tamoxifen.). I think one of the most amazing things in all of this so far has been how little you have to question, in order to get labelled a 'difficult patient'. I've been very polite and respectful right the way through with my consultant, but have also been quite clear about how and why I have come to certain conclusions. During the course of discussion last night, he looked at my husband and asked him if I was "always like this"! It was like suddenly being transported back to 1956. I'm a fairly articulate, moderately intelligent professional woman and yet I've felt completely infantilised at times. I just fear for other women who are stricken with fear, not so well-supported, and easily 'cowed' by the omniscience of the medics. This shouldn't still be happening.
Thanks again for the advice and support. This forum is amazing. I hope I can be of some help to others in the fullness of time.
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CeciliaAnn, congrats on clear margins! What a relief. It's sad that your BS can't be more responsive to and supportive about your questions. I could tell that my BS was not accustomed to getting questions about breast cancer research literature, but he had a good laugh, humored my questions, and eventually thanked me for being so conscientious. I think that they are used to being in control and never questioned, but these experiences show us how important it is to be our own advocates. Best wishes on your next steps.
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Thank you very much, LAstar. I think it's quite true what you say, that consultants are used to being in control and not being questioned. I've probably made mine sound like an unreconstructed sexist pig, when in he's actually very gentle (but assertive) in his manner and has been incredibly kind in many respects (breaking into his own Saturday morning a couple of weeks ago to come out and aspirate the seroma I'd developed - amazing.). I put his unfortunate comment to my husband down to a slightly skewed attempt at humour, really. And I know anecdotally that some of the other consultants in this area are far more difficult to deal with, so once again, I've been lucky. But I'm fairly sure I'm going to have to repeat myself quite firmly several more times while negotiating the next stage...
My best wishes to you in your own continued recovery.
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