ANYONE STAGE 1, DECIDING "NOT" TO TAKE TAMOXIFEN?

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ANYONE STAGE 1, DECIDING "NOT" TO TAKE TAMOXIFEN?
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  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014

    Hello BC Sisters, I have been struggling so much over whether to take the TAMOXIFEN or NOT.  My gut says I will be fine without it and monitoring everything (esp my left breast that remains) very closely and living healthy as can try.  my ONCA Score is low 9 %,,,  my tumor was 1.1cm, IDC, Grade 1 (slow growing), ER/PR+ & HER2- and I also was a former smoker for 15 yrs until 2007. 

    I do have high anxiety and already have had sleep problems - insomnia - I fall asleep late - my clock is off.  I have severe PMS - always had and past few yrs have had drenching night sweats...  get up and change clothes - soaked...  so I do believe I am already perimenopausal...TX would make that all worse!

    I have bad reactions to every pill so I usually take nothing - I did begin Zoloft 1 1/2 yrs ago to relieve my high anxiety, help me with PMS and help take edge of and not be so tearful before periods... lots moodiness near that time and overall a tiny spec 25 mg was what I found helped daily,  but taking that took a lot to get me to agree to take it. 

     

    I just really would rather wait a while, and revisit tamoxifen in a year after see how the reconstruction goes - - get through that and get through my first year post MX and see what tests in June 2015 say

     

    wondering does anyone out there - any BC stage 1 sisters DELAY deciding to take TX or not OR anyone take it and TRY it and say NO way and decide to stop ???  LOVE TO HEAR YOUR INSIGHTS!

     

    looking for advice - to help me make my decision and give me peace of mind that not taking with low ONCA score of 9 is ok.. thanks!!  blessings to all

  • YoungTurkNYC
    YoungTurkNYC Member Posts: 334
    edited August 2014

    Sparkle2014,

    I just wanted to let you know that your Onco score ASSUMES that you will take 5 years of Tamoxifen.  If you do not take it, that score will be higher.  I just wanted to let you know before you base your decision of not taking Tamoxifen on that number.  All the best wishes to you.

  • YoungTurkNYC
    YoungTurkNYC Member Posts: 334
    edited August 2014

    To elaborate just a bit more - the Onco score is used to decide whether or not chemotherapy is useful, not hormonal therapy, because the trials were run in a patient population that took only hormonal therapy for 5 years on the one hand, and hormonal therapy for 5 years AND chemotherapy on the other hand.  So, that score is that low ONLY IF you take 5 years of hormonal therapy.  If you do not take hormonal therapy, your score and recurrence chance would be higher.

  • NancyHB
    NancyHB Member Posts: 1,512
    edited August 2014

    Hi Sparkle,

    I am making a conscious and VERY educated decision not to take Tamoxifen.  With an Oncotype score of 42 and a recurrence score of 28% w/out Tamoxifen, I have been repeatedly urged to reconsider.  I tried it - twice - for three months each time.  My SEs were debilitating - but I was also recovering from chemo that had been really physically challenging.  That being said, I am considering trying a third time now that I am 2 years out.

    I encourage you to consider at least trying Tamoxifen.  You may find you have no or minimal SEs, and that would be great.  If you try and it's bad, you can always stop.  My first and last question to myself is always, "if this recurs, will I blame myself for not taking it?"  It took me months to work thru that question and find peace.  Can you ask yourself the same  thing?

     Tami can be a lifesaver, if you can take it.  My onc has told me that, should I recur, the first medication they are likely to give me will be Tamoxifen.  So one way or another - we may end up taking it afterall.

    Good luck to you as you sort this out.

  • BrooksideVT
    BrooksideVT Member Posts: 2,211
    edited August 2014

    Also, please keep in mind that as this test examines the genes in your actual tumor, it predicts odds of recurrence from rogue cells from that exact tumor, not of a new primary.  While lots of the ladies here identified really, really tiny tumors in their breasts, that's rarely where a recurrence decides to set up housekeeping.  Yes, we're all watching ourselves very, very carefully, and, currently, I confess, I think my breast is sort of bruised where I've been poking around trying to decide whether I feel something there or not. 

    I guess what some of us are saying is that yes, lots of ladies skip or delay tamoxofen, and the decision is very personal.  While you may or may not decide to at least give it a try, if your ocotype report is a significant factor in your decision, please do be certain you thoroughly understand all its subtleties.

  • farmerlucy
    farmerlucy Member Posts: 3,985
    edited August 2014

    When I was dx I fell into a severe depression. It was at the same time I starting taking T. I tried it for ten days and I had every SE I'd read about.  I blamed everything on it. I spoke to three docs, no one said not to take it but a couple said I'd probably be ok without. My tumor was 1.1 cm, my onco score was 3. That first year after diag I healed physically and emotionally. The worst side effect of not taking T was knowing I wasn't doing everything I could to prevent recurrence. A year later I tried again and this time I had the garden variety SEs, mainly HF, which are manageable with Effexor. At this point I sometimes wonder about that lost year, but with this crap we can only do the best we can do. As others have said, it can't hurt to try. Being in a good place emotionally is important when starting. I will be switching to an AI in the next couple of years. I don't plan on researching the SE, and I will take it as long as my onc says to take it. 

  • LtotheK
    LtotheK Member Posts: 2,095
    edited August 2014

    To put a fine point on it, at an Oncotype of 9 you probably have about a 12% chance of recurrence without hormonal therapy.  Mine was a 12, and they told me my risk was about 16%, with Tamoxifen, 8%, and with chemo, about 4%.  The cumulative benefit with chemo appears to be substantial in recent studies. I was in the tiny minority to get this in the first place. 8% reduction in risk is everything to me.

    Tamoxifen is often said to be the most powerful tool in the arsenal. It's not perfect by a long shot, but I can't see why not try it. You can always stop.  I have had virtually no SEs. The early hot flashes were more likely chemopause.

  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014

    YOU ALL ARE WONDERFUL to have written such great advice, I was not aware that the ONCA was with taking Tamoxifen for 5 yrs - and it helps to hear from anyone who has had tolerable results taking it - - I look forward to hearing more from anyone else however grateful that had several of you post suggestions, tips and support for me since I posted the ?

    I went to a support group tonight with 4 survivors - one yound survivor was 29 at her diagnosis and engaged and had single MX, another has triple neg and is 3 years out - had MX and another is 5 yrs out and had same as me - IDC and had bilateral MX and the other women had BC IDC 10 yrs ago (lump & rad and TX) & had recurrence 4 yrs ago and now MX same breast and on an AI...  all were lovely to share their stories and grateful to have both the online board and also a real support group locally...  and agree, I need to be emotionally at a good place when begin taking it - which seems wise based on all above!  have to get my anxiety about taking it under control and see ..

     

    thanks so much gals!!  you all are wonderful

  • jmoolten
    jmoolten Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2014

    My Story:ThumbsDown

    1 yr. ago simple cyst was found. 3 months ago localized pain and change to cyst dimension. referral for mamm and untrasound showed shadowing. Biopsy showed cancer. 

    I am 47 (body type, personality and health of a 27 year old)
    pre-menopausal. One of those 7% of why did this happen maybe its the
    7-13% body fat with dense breasts my whole life? Cant be too thin or
    overweight need to be just right - LOL

    I was dx 7/11/14 with stage 1 infiltrating ductal carcinoma. modified
    Nottingham grade 2. 1.5cm r breast tumor. No findings anywhere else.
    ER/PR+ Her 2neu negative. Lumpectomy with sentinel node dissection (3
    nodes) No findings in the lymph nodes. Braca1/2 reflex bart test clear.
    Oncotype score 26(intermediate with 40% chance of inaccuracy).
    Waiting on mamma print. Just started localized direct target radiation
    to R breast and .07cm margin near chest wall. It has been suggested i
    do chemo then tamoxifen.

    ThumbsUpThumbsDownMY Questions are around quality of life:

    What would you do if you were me:

    I have a 95% survivorship with R breast after lump and rad and 60%
    survivorship for rest of body. If I add chemo it goes up 3-6% and if I
    add tamoxifen it goes up 17-20%. Putting me in the 86-89% range. BUT
    what about "QOL" Quality Of Life issues???

    With chemo and tam the SE's as you know and have read here are
    horrendous. I have never been able to tolerate hormonal deviations. At
    17 when my menstruation began they put me on ortho pills to regulate
    menses they made me worse overall but periods were more regular. Weight
    gain, headaches, nauseous, very depressed and angry.

    I take nutritional supplements now and they regulate my periods well
    but they are not helpful/contraindicated or recommended for chemo or
    tam. I now have osteoarthritis and I have not started any hormones or
    chemo yet.

    My neurophysiological system is very sensitive.

    My 17 year old daughter says don't do it. My sister and brother in
    law don't do it think of quality of life. My husband says lets wait for
    mamma print get a second opinion AND lets see what other women like
    yourself have to say about their quality of life. My friends say do it.
    My family all physicians and in the cancer field say look at the
    numbers. I am not a number though. I am an individual who
    philosophically is against toxins in the bodymind.

    Many thanks, warm regards,

    Jyoti

    Thoughts, Questions, Comments, Feelings

  • keepthefaith
    keepthefaith Member Posts: 2,156
    edited August 2014

    jmoolten, you can always get a second opinion and I think the mammaprint is a good idea also. I was in the intermediate  onco at 21. I decided to do chemo and tamoxifen. The chemo SE's for me were minimal and manageable. I am on Tam now and have a few hot flashes now and then...no regrets.  I'm not saying chemo and rads were a walk in the park, but for me, not horrendous! I worked part time and live alone. I am 59 and otherwise healthy. We all have to decide what is best for us,  with information and guidance of our medical team. We are all different and our bodies react to meds differently. If you decide to try Tam and it doesn't work for you, you can stop taking it. Ultimately, it is your decision. Nice that you have your family and husbands' support. Good luck!

  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014

    Hi Jmoolten,  so it seems you also are having same concerns as I am.  I am very concerned over the quality of life but I also have many concerns over if any STRAY cancer cells made it past the lymph nodes and decide to set up shop elsewhere - like my bones or brain or lung or liver etc...  decided I wasn't ready to take it yet - emotionally head all over the place with realizing how fast my life has been turned upside down and processing all the post surgery emotions and dealing with the pain and just feeling overwhelmed anxious, upset and nervous about what things could happen in my life ahead - hard to be diagnosed so early in life - 42,,,  hopefully more people will chime in and leave some feedback..  hugs to you too :)

  • jmoolten
    jmoolten Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2014

    Thank you so much for your compassionate thoughtful words. What you wrote is so helpful. I wish all of you the best :)

    For now I will listen to my body and most of all my gut brain. 

    With 95% survivorship R breast

    With statistics showing after lumpectomy, nodes clear, est/pro + her2 neu_ and sensitivity to chemical bodily invasions I like my 60% rest of body survivorship IF it has spread already, or 17% chance of recurrence, or better yet 1-3 years off of my life span risk. NO true answers only hypotehsis based on stats.
    Warmest of smiles biggest of hugs _ Judi
    A bit more about me/why it makes this decision that much harder--- go to about us via www.emdr-ibsr.com

  • rosecal954
    rosecal954 Member Posts: 79
    edited August 2014

    Thought I would add my thoughts to this topic and what I have come up with. I opted out of taking Tamoxifen or other hormone therapy.  I am a Stage 1b, had lumpectomy and external radiation (30 treatments) and had a hard time with radiation. Node negative except for isolated cancer cells in one sentinel.  I researched the benefits and side effects of Tamoxifen and was especially concerned with the possibility of eye damage such as cataracts.  I am very near-sighted and did not want to take a chance with my eyes.  When I had my routine eye exam back in March I was diagnosed with mild cataracts and chronic dry eye, having never had this before.  I can only assume it was from the radiation and my ophthalmologist said it certainly could be a possibility but usually takes longer than that to acquire after radiation treatments.  I had a score of 21 on the Onco Dx test which gave me a 13% chance of recurrence with Tamoxifen taken for five years.  Another computer study on my diagnosis gave me approximately a 78% chance of cancer not recurring by not taking hormone therapy.  I am going ahead with my life on the chances I will not be in the 22% of recurrence.  Tamoxifen or other hormone therapy decreased the chance of recurrence by about 7%. I think about my decision almost daily but I feel good about it. Quality of life means a lot to me.  Yes, it's been an emotional year. I am coming up on my one year cancer diagnosis anniversary in about a week. 

  • Meow13
    Meow13 Member Posts: 4,859
    edited August 2014

    Rosecal,

    Mine is 77% of not coming back but with tamoxifen. I am actually taking an AI which might reduce my risk further. I have 2 years to go. I think you are going to be ok. I never did the chemo which my doctor recommended because of my oncodx score. I didn't want my health ruined by the chemo I just simply couldn't take the poison. Exemestane seemed safer than chemo.

  • rosecal954
    rosecal954 Member Posts: 79
    edited August 2014

    Meow13,  With my score of 21 my oncologist did not recommend chemo for me; she said anything over the score of 31 she would have.  I wish you well. We have similar diagnosis, however, your tumor was grade 2 and mine was 1.  I scored 4/9 on the Nottingham. I had the option of a mastectomy or lumpectomy, however, my surgeon recommended only the lumpectomy which I was fine with.

  • jmoolten
    jmoolten Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2014

    Thank you all so much for all your posts.  I want you to know how helpful and hopeful all of you are.  


  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014


    Roscal, thank you for posting, I have been searching for people who decided not to take it just to hear more about the topic and I do really hope that you will be in the almost 80% category who does NOT Get any new cancer, recurrence nor METS and that the powers above are watching over you for many many many years. 

  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014

    if I write up what my ONCA dx report indicates, can anyone please try to help me understand it better?

    my score at top is a 9 (and what I am not so clear on is that means 9% risk based on me Taking the Tamoxifen - is that correct

    someone prior had mentioned that my real risk may be 12 % - if I scored a 9...  that is the confusing aspect for me - I was under the impression that if I get a 9 - assuming being treated with TX - that my actual risk was more like about 17 or 18 percent for a recurrence or new cancer in the breast

    and the next score is a prediction of 7% for a distant recurrence within the next ten years.... assuming taking the TX for the 5 yrs... 

    my ER+ score is 8 - says anything over 6.5 is positive - so I am not at a the upper end of that scale that goes up to 12.5

    my PR+ score is 9.5 - says anything over 5.5 is positive - so I AM at the upper end of PR+ scale that goes up to 10

    has anyone else here been more PR+ vs ER+ and have any advice about the taking the Tamoxifen benefit based on the info above with my IDC, stage 1, grade 1? 

    I appreciate any thoughts..  thanks everyone


     

  • farmerlucy
    farmerlucy Member Posts: 3,985
    edited August 2014

    sparkle - I believe the 9 and the 7% are the same thing 9 is the score and 7% is the predicted recurrence rate at that score. It does assume tamoxifen use for five years. The ER PR is their test of those receptors and you could compare those results from the one you got from the local path report.

  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014

    Farmer Lucy - ok so if the 7% is with TX - is then the recurrence rate without pills more like 15% (double) - since everyone has said taking TX reduces your real risk in half..  does that sound kind of accurate?

  • farmerlucy
    farmerlucy Member Posts: 3,985
    edited August 2014

    I have asked that too in the past, and while no one would commit 100% to the formula, that is approximately the number. If you take 14 and reduce it by 50% you'd get 7. That is how I calculated my benefit from T. 

  • jmoolten
    jmoolten Member Posts: 17
    edited August 2014
  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited August 2014

    very true, big hugz to those stage four sisters and those really suffering horribly. 

  • jmoolten
    jmoolten Member Posts: 17
    edited September 2014

    I'm terrified and can't decide if I am I being irresponsible or doing what is best for me?

    I'm healthy hated all the SE's from lumpectomy and radiation and made it through and all is finally on the mend but now I have to decide next course of treatment?

    What about integrative medicine of diet, exercise, listening to my body and not following the standard method of treatment?

    My Oncotype score was intermediate range of 26 Mamma print 29% high recurrence. 

    1.4cm tumor removed nodes clear

    Nottingham grade 2

    What would you do?

    Quality of Life?

    Just do it?

  • SelenaWolf
    SelenaWolf Member Posts: 1,724
    edited September 2014

    Your OncoType score is based on the assumption that you WILL be taking tamoxifen.  So, assuming you are going to take tamoxifen, you have intermediate range recurrence risk based on that score, which kinda puts you on the fence when it comes to recurrence.  Without taking tamoxifen, your risk of recurrence would be higher.

    Not everyone experiences horrible side effects while taking tamoxifen, but sometimes it seems as if they do because the people that don't experience too many problems don't tend to post about it.  I have been taking tamoxifen for 3 years now and have had few problems with it, and I know many others who've not had problems with it.

    Discuss this again with your MO.  If you still feel uncomfortable, get another opinion.  In the end, you have to do what is right for you, but you can do that much better with more information.  One of your options could be to try it and, then, if you have an awful time on it, you can always stop.

     

  • farmerlucy
    farmerlucy Member Posts: 3,985
    edited September 2014


    I agree with Selena - it can't hurt to try it. Also you could consider a second opinion on the pathology too to see if another lab gets the same results (particularly in respect to grade). I've been taking it for almost eighteen months, and while I don't enjoy taking it, it is not as bad as one might think. You can take Effexor to help with moods and hot flashes.

  • tgtg
    tgtg Member Posts: 266
    edited September 2014

    Sparkle--I decided after much thought to decline taking a drug that can have serious long-term effects on me.  [My stats: stage 1, grade 1, no nodal involvement, Oncotype # 12 (8% risk if taking Tam), age at diagnosis and surgery 71.]  Now approaching 2 yrs since diagnosis, I am happy with my decision, feeling great, and taking good care of myself with support from my drs and husband.    

    I have never been a medicine-taker unless ABSOLUTELY necessary--that includes not doing anything hormonal like birth control and HRT.  When I researched Tam's long-term side effects--not the transient hot flashes, weight change, etc., but the really serious life-threatening conditions like blood clots and stroke that it brings on--I rejected it.  I just cannot see the benefit in creating either condition, both invisible killers, by taking a hormonal treatment that might ward off recurrence, which with my stats is low anyway; nor can I see the value in taking another drug, a blood thinner, to avoid DVT (and in turn risk bleeding to death).  I rejected AI's even faster than Tam--my husband and I are passionate hikers (just climbed up 3000 vertical feet in Utah last month), and joint pain would ground me from doing what I love to do ... and what keeps me way younger and fitter than my actual years.  

    But I am not just sitting back and doing nothing, either.  Since my diagnosis, I have lost 15 pounds and reduced my BMI to normal (losing another 5 pounds comes next); get 15 minutes of unprotected sunshine 3 times a week for vitamin D (some med, lit says it is as effective as Tam); exercise at the gym faithfully; eat even more healthily (less fat, less sugar, even more fruits and veggies) than before diagnosis--yet always remembering that the Greeks got it right long ago--"Everything in moderation." 

    In coming to this decision, I had a long talk with my PCP of 25+ years, who pointed out that too often, practitioners and patients ignore the "principle of unintended consequences" (like DVT and stroke!) when prescribing and requesting drugs.  But he also asked me, "Will you be able to live with your decision, no matter what?"  My response to him was a resounding "Yes."  And that stlll is my answer--no second thoughts, no regrets.  Each of us must answer that question, though, on the basis of her own situation, as so many have said here.  Good luck with your decision.   

      

  • msphil
    msphil Member Posts: 1,536
    edited September 2014

    hey sweetie, it is your choice,  i was stage2, idc, and l mast, chemo and rads and 5 yrs on tamoxifen, and Praise GOD I am now a 20 yr SURVIVOR, good luck. msphil

  • Sparkle2014
    Sparkle2014 Member Posts: 139
    edited September 2014

    thank you!  i live similar to you,,,  and still feel tx will do more harm to me,,,, i don"t believe enough info is out there on women with low recurrence who opt to not take it - i bet they do great!!  i plan to do great without meds!!!  and live life more happily without pills, i will, walk, do meditation while walking, sit outside at the beach and pray, do my sewing, go thrift shopping, enjoy learning new things about nutition and get closer to those who matter to me and not sweat the small stuff,,, :)  i am grateful for the early stage low recurrence score and fortunate great DRs and great care close by but ready to move on and live again,,, xo

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