This article about mastectomy vs lumpectomy is confusing me

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Betty14
Betty14 Member Posts: 89

Hey everyone,

                         I read an article recently that really upset me....it made me feel sad because it cast a lot of doubts on the choices I've made as far as past treatment for my bc. I was a good candidate for a lumpectomy/rads but due to suffering from some horrific panic attacks, it made travelling to and from hospital almost impossible. To avoid the ongoing stress of travel I told my doctor I thought a mastectomy would be more suitable for me. I actually agonised over the my decision so it wasn't one I made lightly and my partner was very supportive throughout my ordeal. My surgeon did tell me that a mastectomy would give me a 1 -2% extra chance of survival. Back then I didn't realise that I was in shock due to my bc diagnosis......to this day I still wonder if I had taken extra time to consider my options and had I understood the nature of DCIS a bit better would I have made such a drastic decision.

  I must say that after living a couple of years without my right breast I still struggle immensely both physically and emotionally. I've always had large heavy breasts all my life....losing one of them has left me feeling extremely frustrated to say the least. My left breast size is E16 now .....that is a considerably large breast and it is hard to ever feel balanced. I'm sorry for sounding so negative, I'm extremely grateful to still be alive and there's not a day goes by that I don't realise that. I just wish that I had had more information back when I had to make my decision....I wish I had had  the support and knowledge back then that I have here now at Breastcancer.org.

I am linking the article that set all my doubts in motion

http://www.health.harvard.edu/blog/for-early-breas...

 I don't know why this articles was published perhaps it was to punish someone like me that was stupid enough to read it and let if affect her. I hope someone here can cheer me up cause I'm in a depressed state now. I think I might quit reading bc articles for a while after this.

Thank you all for your support...this should be my last post for a while so thanks for your patience.

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  • encyclias
    encyclias Member Posts: 302
    edited January 2014
  • Betty14
    Betty14 Member Posts: 89
    edited January 2014

    Hello Encyclas,

                                     I'm so sorry about my faulty link...not sure what happened there. Yes you have linked the correct article. Thanks.

  • Ariom
    Ariom Member Posts: 6,197
    edited January 2014

    Hey bettylovestrees! Nice to see you! I hope you had a nice Christmas and New Year!

    I am sorry that you are feeling conflicted, but I totally understand what your concerns were at the time, and they were all valid reasons for you not to have the Lumpectomy and the Rads. You didn't make that decision lightly, so please don't beat yourself up over this random article.

    I had the same choices to make, and also went with the Umx because I didn't want to have Rads if I could avoid them. I also had that fear of having a lumpectomy that could discover more problems and possibly more surgeries to get clear margins. I found all those concerns were more distressing than the thought of a Mx. Add to the mix, that I would have to travel about 2.5 hours to the town where the Radiotherapy clinic is situated, that made it a no brainer for me. If it is of any help to you, I have read lots of articles too, but fortunately I haven't wavered in my thinking and would still do exactly the same thing again.

    I am so sorry you are feeling depressed, I hope you can find your way out of it, and find peace with your decision. Hugs to you..

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited January 2014

    Betty, you said "I don't know why this articles was published perhaps it was to punish
    someone like me that was stupid enough to read it and let if affect her."

    The article was published because it provides very important information to women who are newly diagnosed and struggling with the decision on whether to have a lumpectomy or a mastectomy.  The study referenced in the article provides valuable input into that decision.  But it's not the only input.  There are many reasons why women choose to have lumpectomies, and many reasons why women choose to have mastectomies.  This article provides one more check mark on the lumpectomy side of the ledger, but even with this information, many women diagnosed today will still choose to have a mastectomy.  Others, of course, will choose lumpectomies. 

    This is such an personal decision, and ultimately the only thing that counts is that we each make the best decision we can with the information that we have at the time we are diagnosed.  After that, there is no point in ever looking back.  The fact is that new research comes out every day.  So at some point for all of us there will be a study or some new data that is different than what was known when we were diagnosed.  There's new information, new learning, new techniques, new treatments.  That's medical progress and that's great news for our sisters and daughters and granddaughters who are yet to be diagnosed and who will benefit from this progress.  

    The most important thing to always remember is that we are all diagnosed at a particular point in time and we can only make our decisions with the information available to us at that point in time.  If you assessed both of the options and you felt that in having a MX you were making the right decision for yourself back when you were diagnosed, that's all that counts. 

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited January 2014

    Very well said, Beesie.

  • slv58
    slv58 Member Posts: 1,216
    edited January 2014

    thanks Beesie, I'm adding this to my  "notebook" for future reference as I know at some point I will need to re-read your wisdom. 

  • aviva5675
    aviva5675 Member Posts: 1,353
    edited January 2014

    I know here in US reconstruction/lift for the non involved breast is considered insurance approvable, under the law. I had my non cancer left side lifted and refashioned when I had my lx on the right. Maybe you would consider getting the remaining one redone with the oncoplasty, if you are able in your country and be insurance covered? Might make you feel better about things to be somewhat more evenly matched.

  • Lilysdaughter
    Lilysdaughter Member Posts: 11
    edited January 2014

    hi I am new to this forum when I was diagnosed I was so messed up pre cancer, cancer, lumpectomy I felt like a scared animal rushed to make decisions. Since I have dcis in both breasts and a strong family history my surgeon and oncologist preferred that I would have a double mastectomy but I did not understand why and I thought it was sooo drastic for pre-cancer. Both told me that survival chances for lumpectomy or mastectomy were the same, that made me even more confused.  I really wanted somebody to tell me if you choose this option it is so much better than the other one but nobody could. I was lucky to meet a mammogram technician and she made sense to me on my mammograms it looked like a salt shaker had spilled so in the future I probably would have more biopsies and scary moments, financially it would be hard on my family if I needed several biopsies. Now with the mastectomy they already found more DCIS in the removed tissue so yes it was probably the right decision for me. I am still struggling a lot with what can I eat and drink and what not and still very scared that it will come back.

  • Jer8sey
    Jer8sey Member Posts: 1
    edited January 2014

    Hello, I'm very sorry you are going thru this.  This is the first time I've shared some of my story. Breast cancer does not run in my family. At the age of 39 I had my first mammogram. Long story short I was originally told I had stage 3b in my right breast. After countless core needle biopsy, spot compressions, 2 lumpectomies etc. I was told I didn't have cancer. Great news for 6 months anyway. This went on for a year and a half. After another mammogram and the countless spot compressions etc. 2 more lumpectomies and a partial mastectomy I was told my dcis was so wide spread they could not get clear margins. The dcis was only in my right breast but the stress was just too much for me to go through it again if it was to show up on my left breast so I had a double mastectomy.  What I found to be the hardest thing to go through was the lack of support because stage 0 isn't considered cancer with most people. So I had to deal with lack of support from some people  that I thought were my true friends. Don't get me wrong I did have  good friends who were very supportive but the general lack of knowledge of dcis is unreal. However, I wouldn't know about it if I hadn't gone through itself.  I can go on with the poor me saga but I never wanted to be a victim.  It is a hard road but you do get through it. I'm just under 3 years cancer free.  If anyone wants to talk or share I'm here. I'm hoping this helps me too. It's one thing to have a support system when who your sharing with doesn't really know what your going through as to one who does understand. I hope this helps someone. 

  • jill47
    jill47 Member Posts: 351
    edited January 2014

    To the California girls...what gets me is this California Cancer Registry, what is that about?  I had no idea my doctors had to report my cancer diagnosis to the government for "surveillance" w/out my permission.  I feel outraged and am not at all comfortable with this.  Why didn't my doctors tell me about this required reporting & why is it I find out about it 1+ years later from a lovely woman in Australia?  Thank you bettylovestrees for sharing, you made a very personal decision in your treatment, I did the same and do not regret my decision despite all the pain and on going surgeries related to the mastectomy.  Hang in there and keep sharing on bco, no one here will judge you or make you feel bad like some article will .  Healing thoughts to you, Jill

  • Betty14
    Betty14 Member Posts: 89
    edited January 2014

    Hey Ariom,

                       it's very comforting to see your lovely smiling face again. A merry Christmas and happy new year to you too. Thanks for your soothing words. I feel silly now that I've calmed down but only because you all helped me to see sense. Thank you.

  • Betty14
    Betty14 Member Posts: 89
    edited January 2014

    Hey Jer8sey,

                           your story has really touched my heart and I thank you for sharing some of your experience with me. You have reminded me to pull myself together and stop being such a baby. Thank you. I'm sorry for your ordeal...you really inspire me.

  • Betty14
    Betty14 Member Posts: 89
    edited January 2014

    Hey Beesie,

                            what you said helped me realise that I was being ridiculous in my thinking and I needed that little kick of wisdom to get me back on track. I'm sorry if my question upset anyone that is going through their own doubts atm as far as choosing the best treatment for them. I just got swept away by my fear.

     It's true Beesie, I made the best decision I could at the time and I need to stick by it.

                           

  • Betty14
    Betty14 Member Posts: 89
    edited January 2014

    Beesie,

                     I need to quote from this article...."The results must be taken with a grain of salt"........."It's possible that women who chose mastectomy were less healthy or at higher risk of having an aggressive type of cancer, and that's why women who chose lumpectomy plus radiation seemed to do better."

      It is clear that they don't know the health status of the women that had the mastectomies so why even compare them to the women that had the lumpectomies and rads. This stupid article is not useful to anyone and I stick by my first reaction of it. I keep seeing useless information like this pop up all over the net and all it does is add confusion and doubt. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr

  • wyo
    wyo Member Posts: 541
    edited January 2014

    I respectfully disagree with the assessment of this article (From Harvard using a CA registry study not wikipedia) and how you are interpreting the "grain of salt".  

    The author clearly says this was not a randomized control study- they did not randomly assign patients to the mastectomy or the lumpectomy group- had they done so it would have been more "scientific" but that type of human subject research is not prevalent today for many ethical and medico-legal reasons. The groups were the result of individual choice of patients/physicians.

    It is possible that all the health issues they describe with the mastectomy sentence could also be true of the lumpectomy group- this article is not some kind of inflammatory thing unless we make it so-  its simply a review of a study over time (important) looking at a bunch of people with breast cancer, how they were treated and the outcomes. 

    As someone who had a lumpectomy the comment that lumpectomy is "at least as good" as mastectomy was reassuring- some might take issue with that and worry maybe mastectomy was better- everyone has a different interpretation none are right or wrong.

    You don't have to read what you don't want to read- turn the proverbial page but lets not ban the article please.  others prefer to have information and knowledge and the "confusion and doubt" is alleviated for some by reading the research. 

  • LAstar
    LAstar Member Posts: 1,574
    edited January 2014

    Betty, this analysis only included those with Stage 1 or 2 BC, which is their definition of "early" breast cancer.

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited January 2014

    I think there are some questions about the study, but it's impossible to know whether those unknowns would change the results or not.  What we do know is that there have been many studies in the past that have shown that the long-term survival rate for those with early stage breast cancer is the same whether one has a lumpectomy or a mastectomy.  The only difference with this study is that it suggests that there possibly is a slight edge leaning towards the lumpectomy side.  Over time we will see if that result is supported by other studies but in the meantime, this study certainly confirms all the previous studies that showed that there is at least no difference in the survival rates.

  • beacon800
    beacon800 Member Posts: 922
    edited January 2014

    What I liked about the study is that is showed 90% of these women did not subsequently die from breast cancer over the study period, which was quite a long period of time.  Considering the study started in 1990, we have so many better treatments now than we had then, so maybe current results will be even better. 

    So rather than focus on the mastectomy vs lumpectomy/rads, we can take comfort in the good looking numbers showing that most women with early stage cancer stayed alive.  That's important!

  • lintrollerderby
    lintrollerderby Member Posts: 483
    edited January 2014

    Jill: every state has a cancer registry (as well as many counties and most other countries) and the info is used to compile statistics for SEER, watch for possible environmental contributions, identify populations without proper access to treatment, notice trends in certain populations who are diagnosed, etc. The registries don't care about individuals so much as gather the info we all need to learn more about this disease. Because cancer is considered a public health issue, a great deal of doctors or a patient's insurance company will report a diagnosis. Here's a link to the site: http://www.ccrcal.org

  • Lilysdaughter
    Lilysdaughter Member Posts: 11
    edited January 2014

    hi Jer8sey,

    Thank you for sharing your story. I think our stories are similar in a lot of was I also was shocked by reactions of "friends" and pleasantly surprised by support of almost strangers. It is great to hear you are 3 years ahead of me and doing fine. I am doing good don't feel depressed most of the time just am scared to get it back. I am really scared when I have a sip of wine or a piece of bacon and am terrified for my 3 kids. I am now 47 the age my mom passed away, she refused mastectomy.  So I hope it will be different for me.

  • redsox
    redsox Member Posts: 523
    edited January 2014

    Cancer is a public health issue and health care facilities are legally required to report all cases to their state registry.  Access to the data is tightly controlled under state law. For research studies researchers usually do not have access to patient identifying information unless they are registry employees or have executed very tight legal agreements. 

    Although randomized controlled trials are the best way to determine which treatment has the best outcomes in a specifically defined set of patients, registries with all cases are the best way to determine what happens to patients treated in regular practice in all facilities and to measure incidence and overall survival. 

    For DCIS research studies do not have survival as the primary endpoint because survival is so high and numerous studies indicate that MX vs. lumpectomy + radiation therapy have no difference in survival. There is no basis for calculating the huge sample size that would be required for a study to have any expectation of detecting a difference in survival. That is good news! With either treatment the probability of not dying of breast cancer is very high. Even with a recurrence the outlook is still excellent if caught at an early stage.  Once treatment is completed the best approach is to look forward, not revisit the treatment decisions, and get regular follow-up so that if a recurrence does happen it will be found early.

  • coffeelatte
    coffeelatte Member Posts: 209
    edited January 2014

    Redsox, thank you for your post. I really needed to be reminded that even if we have a recurrence, our prognosis is still good if caught early.  Just like with DCIS, I think the cancer is caught early so the overall prognosis is good, right?  Is that correct thinking?  I was reading a long thread the other day on one of the other sections here that has me pretty upset.  It was started by a lady who was diagnosed with DCIS and she chose to have a double mastectomy for treatment.  Then at a later time, she was diagnosed with IDC even though she had both breasts removed.  Well, then other members contributed their stories, many of them had an original diagnosis of DCIS, had double mastectomies, only to have a new primary or a recurrence of BC at a later time.  Some as short as four months out from their mastectomies.

    I was totally shaken to the core by this information.  Not only does this scare me and shake me up, it really does put it front and center for me how serious DCIS must be taken.  I found that thread when I was looking under the active threads, so I am not sure where it can be found. I do remember the member who started it is named Laura and she is located in Carmel, IN. I have been running my hands over my incision sites trying to see if I feel anything hard or different. After my surgery, my breast surgeon came to see me the next day in the hospital and he did a little jig and said: "you are cured. Forget about cancer, you don't have it anymore." I was so happy for months until I read that other thread.  Now I feel a little sick to my stomach and lost a lot of sleep last night.

    Any thoughts? 

    I found that thread. It is in the forum titled: Second or Third Breast Cancer; the thread is titled: Recurrence after bilat mastectomy 

  • ballet12
    ballet12 Member Posts: 981
    edited January 2014

    Hi Coffee Latte, the recurrence rate after mastectomy for DCIS is still 1 to 2 percent, despite what you read on the threads here.  Because 1 to 2 percent of individuals can get a recurrence, those are the individuals who find themselves coming to to bco.org to post their (rare) situation.  The recurrence rate is somewhat higher after lumpectomy (and by reading threads here we would think we will all get recurrence), but again, the majority of patients with lumpectomy for DCIS go on to live their lives without recurrence.  Some do get a new primary bc in the other breast, but even that situation is not so common.  So, there is clearly a small chance that you could get a recurrence, but you probably have other health risks, which you may not even know about, with higher chances of occurrence.  Unless one is BRCA positive (where the recurrence risk post mastectomy is somewhat higher), the risk remains very low.  If you can, try to avoid going to those threads.  It took me awhile to do that, but I am really now just restricting myself to DCIS and high risk threads, with very occasional detours. Because I'm not taking hormonals and because I didn't do bmx or even mx, when I see my physicians, I am treated as high-risk, but I just remind myself that I am going to a major breast cancer center, where the physicians also see those individuals who do have recurrence, so the physicians minds are a bit skewed towards recurrence risk, as well. 

  • ziggypop
    ziggypop Member Posts: 1,071
    edited January 2014

    coffeelatte - I love this board, but there is a problem with boards like these in that they are what is called 'self-selecting'. Let's say that you are somebody who takes Tamoxifen - you are going along taking it and having no real side-effects, no problems. Do you get on-line to ask people about the side-effects that you are not having? Nope. If you are somebody who is having a side effect of say losing your hair, then you do a search for 'tamoxifen hair loss' and you will often end up on a site where 70% of the women there have experienced hair loss after taking tamoxifen. The problem is that they are not a random sample of women who take tamoxifen - they are 'self-selected' because they have a particular interest in the subject and so it seems that LOTS of women experience hair loss from tamoxifen. 

    It's great to make sure to do self exams etc., but if you let your DCIS make you anxious all the time then you are essentially giving yourself a 'symptom' by letting this thing needlessly run your like. You didn't have that symptom before they got rid of the DCIS - so you certainly don't want to burden yourself with it now.

  • coffeelatte
    coffeelatte Member Posts: 209
    edited January 2014

    Thank you so much for the help ballet12 and ziggypop.  I was not keeping things in perspective at all.  I read that thread like it was a novel I could not put down because I wanted there to be a surprise happy ending or some satisfying resolution. I really got myself caught up in it and as more and more women posted I thought why did I even bother to have treatment, there is no stopping this stuff. It seemed like the recurrence rate was really 30-40% instead of the 1-2%.  I am taking your advice to limit my reading to the DCIS section for a while.  I need more time to get my confidence back.  I am embarrassed to say this but I had to have an upper endoscopy on December 27 because I had developed terrible burning and acid in the stomach since the surgery that I thought I had an ulcer. I turns out that I don't but I do have a bad case of gastritis from major surgery and from the worry.  I was put on an acid reducer for the next few months and I do feel better.  I was a lot more worried about breast cancer than I thought. 

    I just read the post from ziggypop again and now I understand the 'self selecting' concept better. I did not realized you could pull up posts from this website by typing in a search in Google.  I just tried it and it does exactly like ziggypop said. Thank you so much.

  • redsox
    redsox Member Posts: 523
    edited January 2014

    Coffeelatte,

    I think you are getting your bearings now.  Yes, DCIS or early IDC have very good survival rates, even if it is a recurrence. You cannot know if you are cured for sure but your probability of dying of breast cancer after a bilateral MX for DCIS is very, very low. I will disagree with your surgeon that you can forget about it -- it is important to have follow-up even though recurrence is very unlikely. Your surgeon may have just been trying to balance out your perspective if you seemed nervous about it.  

  • ziggypop
    ziggypop Member Posts: 1,071
    edited January 2014

    coffeelatte (nice handle BTW) - there's no reason to be embarrassed. I was reading the other day that a good amount of women (about 30%) actually experience PTSD in the first month of being diagnosed. It's great that you are able to step back and put it back into perspective. I still have to do that and I'm a year and a half out from my diagnosis and I'm a really laid back person in general. 

    If nothing else when we get diagnosed with something that's potentially lethal- whether it breast cancer or something else, we realize that we're not immune to being hit with big scary things and that's something we all have to sort through. You'll do fine with that because you're already dealing with it. ((hugs)) 

  • ballet12
    ballet12 Member Posts: 981
    edited January 2014

    Coffeelatte, to add to Ziggypop's comments, I read a study posted on bco.org, that women who have a benign biopsy result remain worried and concerned up to three years after the biopsy, so it's easy to understand your anxiety, when you actually did receive a diagnosis and had major surgery.  I will second Ziggypop's suggestion to continue monitoring (but don't get crazy checking yourself every five minutes).  Whatever they recommend for regular follow-up is what's appropriate.  Then enjoy your lattes in between (maybe decaf--lol?).

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited January 2014

    Coffeelatte, I'm late to the discussion but I'm very familiar with the thread that you mentioned. If you read that thread, it sure looks like lots of women who have BMXs for DCIS end up having recurrences.  But consider this:  

    - Approx. 60,000 women are diagnosed with DCIS every year in the U.S. alone (and this board includes more than just Americans).   

    - Of those 60,000, approx. 30% have mastectomies, so that's 18,000 women a year in the U.S. who have a MX for DCIS.  Of those women, just under 1/2 have a BMX - so let's say it's 8,000.

    - If 1% - 2% of the women who have BMXs for DCIS have a recurrence or develop a new primary, that's 80 - 160 women for each year of DCIS diagnoses. 

    - On this board, we have women who were just diagnosed and we have women who were diagnosed 10 years ago or more.  Over the past 10 years, ~80,000 women in the U.S. have had a BMX after a diagnosis of DCIS; 800  to 1,600 of these women will find themselves with a recurrence or new primary.  I believe that breastcancer. org is the largest / most popular breast cancer discussion board out there.  So it is any surprise that we might find on this board 5 or 10 or even 20 women who've had BMXs for DCIS and who've had a recurrence?  But it's still just 1% - 2%.  Not worth living your life in fear about. 

    One other thing.  You can't always believe what you read.  Some women who say that they had a diagnosis of DCIS and then developed an invasive recurrence (and particularly, a distant recurrence, i.e. Stage IV mets) also happen to mention that they had chemo or Herceptin at the time of their initial diagnosis, so it's pretty clear that they didn't have pure DCIS but must have had a combination of DCIS and IDC.  In other cases, someone might say that she had DCIS but mentions as well that she was Stage II, for example, so here again it's apparent that the diagnosis wasn't pure DCIS.  I find that in many (if not most) of the cases where we see a diagnosis of DCIS turning into a Stage IV recurrence, that's what's actually happened. 

  • coffeelatte
    coffeelatte Member Posts: 209
    edited January 2014

    Beesie, I am so glad you are familiar with the thread I had referred to earlier. I feel better since reading the posts from ballet and ziggypop, but the thread really was upsetting to read.  I truly thought these poor women were going from a diagnosis of DCIS, treating it aggressively with single or double mastectomies, only to have it recur as stage IV breast cancer.  I am so glad you pointed out that this may not be the case.  I did not realize their tag lines may have not been updated or entered correctly. It is still so heartbreaking to read for them and their families.

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