Here's what cheezed me off today

Early this am I was on facebook and one of my friends posted on her website an article that said Chemo kills more people than it helps. I am a meek person normally but I posted on her site this is not what I need to see right now...chemo is one of the few options I have. She prefaced the post by saying don't stone the messenger. I never heard anything back and went back to look and found nothing...I thought how thoughtless can you be!

not close, she prolly even didn't remember what I am going thru...

People can be so STUPID!! How mean spirited!! She was NEVER your friend to begin with......Liz

That is a GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! one.....Liz

Sas

Huh?

Hello ladies...I haven't been posting much, can't wait to get thru chemo and then I remember oh yeah I have radiation next and go back to work while doing so. And now that I really think about it it pisses me off! My job is kind a black and white kinda thing either you work or don't work during medical issues. I don't feel like I am near ready to go back to work...I have two more chemo treatments and no way can I work and I am suppose to return about 3 weeks after last treatment if I want to get paid. I can go back on disability if I return to work for 1 full week. I am so lucky in so many respects I feel guilty that I am so deeply angry about this. Most people work during radiation I believe....but I don't want to!!!!! Thanks for letting me vent!

Thanks for asking about me sas...hope all is well with you. The italics are just because I hit a wrong key and I don't know how to fix it.!

Sas, sort of like you, and the Beach Boys. I get around.

The sinkhole ate 2 houses, 4 more may be condemned. A backhoe pulled the boat out. Final size, 70x90 feet deep. The owners had been fighting with Citizens for 2 years, sued, to get work done. Started 2 days before.

Yes, Hernando, Pasco, Hillborough counties are THE most prone, Pinellas to a lesser extent. It has to do with the limestone formation around here, when the water level goes down, so does what's on top.

thanks sas I am going to take your advice and take as much time off as I can...it is every bit as much emotional as physical. I do remember you telling me they let you go, I hope their was a silver lining in there someplace for you. That would be so hard.

Doin ok here!

Yeah, it'll Cheeze somebody off! It's a rough life, but we can handle it, right? LOL

Sas, dinner sounds great! I'd love to join you.

ROCkeyyyyyyyy, Chit. Are bodies are not what they used to be. Even if we pretend. AI's I know . Tamox no experience. High spaces --like standing on the counter to do high up decorative work(knee wall--technical name), and bow windows----in a normal(?) state I found I got distracted. Almost walked off the counter a couple of times. I did walk off the Bow window-----thank god I fell onto the bed. Haven't done either for at least 7-8 years. (based on bc years plus). But simple fan cleaning and shelve cleaning that require a step stool---- wrong can't trust the bones, ligaments, or tendons. Were falling apart.

BUT, BUT, BUT..........I have been butting about it for along time. These frigging drugs have caused so many problems------then all the drugs we take to relieve the problems cause problems----------the question is?

How do we know when something is abnormal?

You walked around on a busted foot------it may have been busted the first time , or the second time completed  it.

My reality is--I had a brain tumor. My brain tumor was found only as a result of evaluating me from a fall and complaints on the other side of the brain. Brain tumors have signs and symptoms at a given point. Brain tumor was removed b/c it grew.. Brain tumor was found an reported same day as BC.

MY research showed my type of brain tumor can be ER+ and can be origin point for BC or the reverse--------------                                                       BC<---------> Meningioma              

Removed, eh done.........how do I tell?

This is my usual head------headaches  frontal post sx, (Old) tinnitus--changes from bilateral/side to side/ intensity/quality. (Old)Changes in sense of smell--from intense to absent. (Old and new)Changes in eyesight--all over the board. (Old) Optic migraines-varies. (Old) Hearing-nerve loss and affected by barometric pressure. (New) psychometric and (new and old) in psychological, vertigo(bppv) that can change all ranges (lol started with knocking heads in middle of the night sex) 

How the hell am I suppose to know if there's a brain change.

Rocky -you accepted your foot pain, because---------------so many things were abnormal, this was just another abnormal, you deal with it and moved on.

We are being hurt by this.

Thankfully , I do have a PCP that is responsive to anything I say. I know  others aren't as lucky.

Oh cluster cowcakes.

BTW have a great T-day

Ro, yes I got the pun Yay to sending the stuff of to the Charity

Di and I worked for eight hours today and then I realized I hadn't done the frig, that was another 1 1/2 hours. I've taken four pain pills. Don't remember ever taking that much in a day. She went home with the back of her van full of stuff. She could say -Yay or Nay........Food processor, dishes, napkin rings, glass platter, ramikins, place mats, whew lots of more stuff. My biggest thing to part with was a Stow Vermont cutting board. There collectible. It sold  in the vicinity of $75 new, plus or minus 30-40years ago  maybe longer than that.. I thrifted it for $1.00  cleaned and sanded it. Solid maple about an an inch and quarter. When she oils it, I wish I could see her face.

Garage sailed a painting for $25. Found the artist and a similar painting she done that sold for $980. Made a deal with Di. She can sell it. She can pay me the 25, whatever else she can get for it, is hers for tuition. Her sister knows how to do Craig's list. Hope she can get something for it. She's motivated and I'm sure her sis will get into it b/c they are so close.

Have a 2nd load for my cousin. I'm decluttering like crazy.

Really need to start thinking about t-day dinner. So miss my dance partner DH. We used to have sooooooo much fun doing these holiday dinners. We were a real team. We could do from a dozen to 2 dozen and make it look so easy.

Doing a New York Strip Roast 2 four pounders with choice of Aus Jus or bernaise,  Never have done this roast before, but sounds good. Everyone's bringing an assigned thing.

Don't know if I'll be on tomorrow---So HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY FRIENDS, MAY YOUR DAY BE BEAUTIFUL AND ALL YOUR DINNERS TURN OUT PERFECT L&H'S SASSY

I'm not that familiar either. Maybe SpecialK might have ideas.