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  • Titan
    Titan Member Posts: 2,956
    edited October 2013


    I hear you Stupidboob...this is very hard....she was just posting on here..what a couple of days ago?

  • scouser47
    scouser47 Member Posts: 963
    edited October 2013
    Julie you were a special and incredibly brave lady, Rest In Peace.
  • placid44
    placid44 Member Posts: 497
    edited October 2013


    I am so sorry to hear the news about naan. Condolences to her family and friends.

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    yes Titan not long ago......she had a great attitude

  • jcolford
    jcolford Member Posts: 120
    edited October 2013
    So sad to hear about Naan, I was just catching up and planning to give her a note of encouragement (been through the pneumonia thing during treatment). She was a great lady and she could see the humor in most things and even during her more difficult times was still offering encouragement to the rest of us.

    Sending healing thoughts and prayers to all those left behind! Rest in peace dear Julie. :'(
  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    thanks scouser47 thank you. I am glad that your other area was from rads. I too have a second place I am concerned with and when I had my MO check it they laid me down and I did not realize that you can not feel the area I am talking about when laying down so I see my RO next week.

  • Debwarrior
    Debwarrior Member Posts: 72
    edited October 2013


    hi fellow TNBCers,


    I am new to the tnbc forum. I am 51. First diagnosed with tnbc 16 years ago, stage 2b. This year diagnosed with a new primary, stage 1b. First time around did A/C, lumpectomy and radiation. This time taxol, carboplatin and double mastectomy. I'm two weeks out from my mastectomy and feeling pretty sad about it. While I did get a second primary, I went for a long time without a problem and this one seems very treatable. As a matter of fact it sort of feels like we went after this 6mm tumor with a bazooka. I guess that's what they do with triple negative. I just wanted to give some hope to others as to another long term survivor out here with tnbc.


    I read a few pages back and I'm very sorry for the loss of your friend Julie. she sounds very special and I feel sad about it even though I didn't have the pleasure of corresponding with her. Sending my best to all of you.


    Deb

  • Titan
    Titan Member Posts: 2,956
    edited October 2013


    Hey Deb..sorry about your new primary...and you have to deal with this again..but your post was very encouraging....I am with you on killing this sucker with a bazooka...you were really young 16 years ago and you are still very young...wishing you the best with your chemo regimen...


    keep in touch here ok..want to hear how you are doing

  • rachelvk
    rachelvk Member Posts: 1,411
    edited October 2013


    Hi Deb - Yes, they've learned so much more about TNBC now, and they really do try to hit it hard because we have none of the long term drugs like Tamoxifen. I'm sorry you're going through this a second time. How is your surgery recovery going? Are you getting physical therapy? I think that really helped me get back up to speed after my bmx (though I only did TE/implants, not quite as intensive as a DIEP).

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    Deb I am sorry to hear about your new primary but I have to tell you THANK YOU-THANK YOU-THANK YOU for posting about being 16 years out. Mine returned in less than two years but I am just trying to look for hope and you have given me some.................thanks again

  • Lookingforward66
    Lookingforward66 Member Posts: 147
    edited October 2013


    Hello all. I am a newbie on this forum. Just found you this evening. I found my bugger in December last year. After talking with surgeon decided on double mastectomy, no reconstruction. Didn't want to go for first surgery so didn't want to go back any time soon. Had surgery 12/26/2012. All went as expected until I was told diagnosis. Triple negative with KI67 of 90%. Very aggressive. Recouped & had port implanted. Started chemo mid February. Was to have 4 treatments of A/C every 2 weeks with neulasta the next day. Ten days after first treatment hair going. So being proactive I decided to shave it off rather than leave clumps all over. Actually felt good to take that step for me. Went for 2nd treatment & next day the neulasta. Well knock my socks off I found out chemo not for me!! Twelve day later (close to scheduled next chemo) I developed neutropenic fever. Admitted to hospital under critical care/isolation. WBC under 400, platelets in the toilet, almost no pulse. After 6 days in hospital (whole blood transfusions) with enough meds being pushed I was exhausted. No sleeping in hospitals. I found out I would 99% chance of getting the fever after all the remaining treatments, us the damage it was doing to the rest of my body. Booted hemotologist & got new one. That a whole other story. Decided no more chemo. After discussing with new hemotologist found out delay & longer periods between treatments drastically reduced the possible benefits from the chemo.


    So now starting (after lots of research) the B17 route.


    Anyone else have my problems with chemo. My new hemotologist said some people can't tolerate it. So now on to next chapter of life. No Dr in US can prescribe it but can monitor me. So all info or suggestions I welcome.


    Thanks for reading this novel.

  • adagio
    adagio Member Posts: 982
    edited October 2013


    I am in absolute shock about Naan - this is so terrifying! And yes, she was on here just a few days ago!! My heart goes out to Naan's family - many prayers going their way!!! So, so sad!!

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    lookingforw well sorry you have a need to be here ..............:( I have never heard of anyone not being able to do it for those reason....(learn something new everyday) I wish you all the luck. B17 as in the vitamin? What is is suppose to do, is that a Mexican cancer treatment thing?

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    b-17 The following is a list of foods rich in vitamin B17: tried to post the link, are we not allowed to post links?


    http://www.janethull.com/newsletter/0606/natures_cancer_prevention_vitamin_b17 (put the php at the end of this ) it would not let me post it


    php

    - Watercress

    -Spinach

    -Bamboo sprouts

    -Alfalfa sprouts

    -Lentil sprouts

    -Whole nuts

    -Mung bean sprouts

    -Ground nuts

    -Garbanzo sprouts

    -Apple seeds

    -Apricot seeds

  • graceforme
    graceforme Member Posts: 70
    edited October 2013


    I'm so sad to hear about Julie. My heart aches for her little girls. Rest in peace Julie.

  • Lookingforward66
    Lookingforward66 Member Posts: 147
    edited October 2013


    Dear Stupidboob. Thanks for the response. Yes it is a Mexican thing. No insurance covers cost. It runs about $500 a month. It is involved about 13 pills 3X a day at meals. A diet is also involved. It comes from the website World Without Cancer called B17 Metabolic Therapy. Loved my surgeon and still keep in contact with him frequently. He allows his patients to text him. He is the one after hematologist screwed up so bad that I talk to and since he could access all my records through the same hospital we discussed my options. Came to the conclusion that the chemo could kill me faster than the cancer. Needless to say decision was easy. My pet scan after cancer surgery came back clear. I get labs done every three months and have had them done twice since quit the chemo and they're good so far except for my B12, very low. B 17 is also known as Laetrile. Newsflash for anybody who wants to know, my surgeon told me to avoid all x-rays of any kind at all cost unless I find something specific. He told me they can trigger the start of a dormant cancer.


    I do yoga for seniors two times a week I exercise as much as I can because I'm tall and only weigh 112 pounds. Been very hard for me to gain my weight back. Even with only two chemo treatments I wound up with tinnitus - very loud tinnitus. I have just started the B-17 so it is supposed to improve my B12, lower cholesterol, increase my appetite, so will see. I have a great primary physician who monitors all my labs all I have to do is walk in and ask and he does them.


    I so wish I had found this website sooner. I still get blue days and the fear every now and then sneaks up on me but I trying to keep it at bay. The diet is the hardest part but I figure it's either that or something not working so needless to say I stick on the diet.


    I'm a grandma with one grandson who's four and I need to be around to see him get older. My best closest support besides my husband is my son-in-law. My children have actually put their head in the sand. I do do meditation with my yoga I love my music especially my soothing yoga music. My surgeon thinks my problem is because I have allergies to 95% of all antibiotics. Not fun if I get sick. I normally have to have a consult with a medicine specialist. By the way you can download free if you search for the web site, world without cancer. It is in the UK.

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    thanks lookingforw.........................wow you sure have to endure a lot...........you seem strong though

  • Lookingforward66
    Lookingforward66 Member Posts: 147
    edited October 2013


    Have been reading back posts & have really received an education. I am so sorry for the great ladies that this board has lost & my condolences to their families. In reading back the courage they had was remarkable. I know 2 other tnbs's that I just met a few days ago in a free yoga class for cancer survivors. I am going to tell them to check out this board, as it truly helps me not feel alone in this battle & has great info. One of my major concerns is it rearing it's ugly head somewhere else. I have learned at at 66 every ache is not recurrance. Even with only 2 treatments before having to stop chemo, I have chemo brain in recent memory recall.. Have taken to writing notes about everything...


    Stupidboob, am i understanding that you are having new problems? Bear with me as brain is not as sharp as once was. I also apologize if I misunderstood.


    This is my first at any discussion board and am learning the in's & out's of it. I pray for all of us cancer survivors daily.


    That we maintain the battle, but know it is God's will in the end. I pray he still has a purpose for me here.


    I have a question for anyone that has any imput. I heard that Coconut Oil (Organic, Non Hydrologized) raises Vit. B 12. Anyone has any experience with it? My B 12 is real low (297) & I need a major boost.


    God Bless to All

  • ALHusband
    ALHusband Member Posts: 344
    edited October 2013


    Are men allowed in the group hug? If so, I'm in. So sad about Naan.

  • TifJ
    TifJ Member Posts: 1,568
    edited October 2013


    Absolutely ALHusband.

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    lookingforw yes I have just finished treatment for my second battle. I have a new spot that I did not realize could not be felt while laying down and my MO laid me down to examine me and I am going to have my RO check it out next week. I am hoping that it is just scar tissue from the radiation

  • LRM216
    LRM216 Member Posts: 2,115
    edited October 2013


    While I no longer post as often as I used to, I read the posts every night and respond to any that I feel I may add some benefit to. Coming on the site this evening, I was so saddened to hear of Naan's passing. I wish for her family the strength to endure this horrid tragedy, and, in time, to be embraced warmly at all times with all the abundant love she left behind for each of them.


    Soar high, Julie, free of pain and fear. You fought a very valiant fight.

  • Lookingforward66
    Lookingforward66 Member Posts: 147
    edited October 2013


    Good evening to all. For some reason today is a bad day. So tired.


    Stupidboob. From reading your previous posts I give you major cudos on holding together so valiantly. I will be keeping good thoughts & prayers for a good report.


    I try to be strong but sometimes just can't seem to manage. I know we're supposed to take one day at a time but some days I get overwhelmed.


    My darling husband of over 40 years (almost 12 years older than me) tries but doesn't get it. I need a major shot of backbone lately. I think I am afraid because I couldn't finish my chemo. Like I failed. I have to get my head out of this pitty party. Not long ago (right before I found my lump) my best friend/sister-in-law died from lung cancer. After a 11 year remission it came back with a vengeance. We were each others rock. Knew each other since high school. I miss her a lot.


    I am going to push myself if still tired to go to my yoga class tomorrow. It usually boosts my spirits & calms me at the same time.


    Sorry for my bummer post. I want SUGAR & of course can't have any. I wasn't a sweets eater before but now that I can't have it I want some. Am I crazy?


    This is a roller coaster of emotions for me & I was the calm one in a crisis. Weird how this disease affects our minds as well as our bodies.


    Enough of my rambling. Best to all. Keep up the fight. I am trying.

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    lookingforw no you are not crazy.............we are human and we all want what we can not have. I tell myself all the time you have to give up sugar.........but do I. NOPE!!! I feel like a failure because I always said if the doctors told me to do something I would.......with that being said I have not been told by a doctor to give it up but I have been told to lose weight and I still have not. I actually gained back what little I did lose. Losing your friend only adds to the thought that it could be you, and that only adds to the pity-party, but hey you lost a friend you have a right to have a little party of your own. I do not think there is one person on here who has not had our own party. You are ahead of it though because you are recognizing that there is a problem and you are going to try to go to yoga.....hats off to you. I am struggling in my thought process right now, but I am trying. Stinkin' Thinkin' I like to say. I just keep telling myself I am still here and I want to be here and I try to go on and then I have days that I am like why bother, I am going to lose in the end. Then I think well it might not even be cancer that takes me. I am trying so hard not to go there but every new little thing that hits me and I am back to OH NO what if it is the cancer coming back. I always feared it but when they found it I was not thinking that I had it again. The only thing that I knew was that something was not right.


    Hang in there and you try to get to that yoga class if you can.


    Sometimes we just have to let that backbone rest................;)

  • rachelvk
    rachelvk Member Posts: 1,411
    edited October 2013


    Stupidboob - Wow. You've summed it up perfectly.


    I found this post from Julie on the August Chemo 2013 thread where she explained her screen name and thought I'd share it with you: "Meaning of my ID naan1004, naan in Korean means, "I am", 1004 or sounded out, "Chun sa" means angel, so put it together and I'm an angel, or so I like to think of myself, heehee."





  • InspiredbyDolce
    InspiredbyDolce Member Posts: 1,181
    edited October 2013


    In trying to catch up with the news about Naan, I came across a post where someone said that "breast cancer isn't really curable".


    I disagree with that post. There are countless articles on the internet that said many people, including breast cancer patients have been cured for cancer. While there may not be a specific cure, as in a targeted cure, there are countless articles and literature that reinforce the message that breast cancer is curable, but more often in the earliest stages.


    “Approximately 200,000 American women are diagnosed with the disease each year,” says Port, “The majority of these cases are treatable and curable, and much of that treatability and curability depends on early detection.”

    The quote is from this article.

    To read more: http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/health/breast-cancer-cases-curable-mammograms-article-1.449003#ixzz2hlTMQ8s8


    Obviously in the word 'majority' they are lumping together treatable and curable, but clearly there is documentation that bc can be cured in some individuals, and has been.


    Also, I know of someone who was Stage 3 TNBC 11/13 nodes positive and her team has also declared her cured. She was dx'd over 10 years ago.


    What each of us chooses to believe is a by-product of several factors, and there is no right or wrong belief, but for me, I do 100% think bc is and will continue to be cured in some individuals. Even though there is not a specific cure able to be administered collectively to the population right now, I don't doubt the merit of some of these findings.

  • InspiredbyDolce
    InspiredbyDolce Member Posts: 1,181
    edited October 2013


    Dear Julie,


    I will forever remember your good nature, free spirit, sheer determination and sense of humor. You shined in so many ways and no matter what was going on with you, you never stopped helping the rest of us. You are truly amazing. Words can't describe how empty the forum will be without you and your updates. Sending you and your family a big hug. You will be missed and always remembered. xoxo

  • Stupidboob
    Stupidboob Member Posts: 345
    edited October 2013


    thanks for sharing that info. rachelvk...................interesting...........I think we are all angels......:) : ) :) I guess Naan is just up there cheering for us all as a real angel now though

  • Lookingforward66
    Lookingforward66 Member Posts: 147
    edited October 2013


    We all need our angels. I feel my sister-in-law all the time. I talk to her & ask for strength. I can just hear her in my head saying you can do this. Just one day at a time.


    Yesterday was my down day. Today I woke up feeling energized & not tired. Went to my yoga class & did a very good work out. Left calm & centered. My avatar is me doing yoga 5 months after stopping chemo. My arms are not as flexible as they were but getting better slowly. Baby steps. Strength returning slowly. Hardest I have found is balancing after chemo.


    Thank you, Stupidboob, for the pep talk. It was so appreciated & needed. So good to know I am not alone & that we all have a down time now & then.


    God bless our Angels.



    Just thought of great book that helps me. I read it often.


    Heaven is for real: A Little Boy's Astounding Story of his Trip to Heaven and Back. (A true story)


    My sister gave it to me as a friend of hers recommended it as it helped her friend during a cancer battle.


    It is up lifting & soothing. Yet a fighting spirit. I have recommended it to some of my yoga friends. Amazon has it in paperback & kindle edition. Has anyone else read this? I think it well worth the $$ even though not really expensive.


    May we all have a blessed day!

  • Lookingforward66
    Lookingforward66 Member Posts: 147
    edited October 2013


    Just thought of great book that helps me. I read it often.



    Heaven is for real: A Little Boy's Astounding Story of his Trip to Heaven and Back. (A true story)


    My sister gave it to me as a friend of hers recommended it as it helped her friend during a cancer battle.


    It is up lifting & soothing. Yet a fighting spirit. I have recommended it to some of my yoga friends. Amazon has it in paperback & kindle edition. Has anyone else read this? I think it well worth the $$ even though not really expensive.


    May we all have a blessed day!

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