Suicide

Months have passed since I started this thread. All of the issues between my husband and myself have resolved themselves and my kids are happy and thriving. I am still in treatment and continue to do well, although I don't let it define me anymore. I am blessed to have a good friend who is a psychologist, so she spent some time with me and helped me tremendously.



Another part of this is a neighbor who was at the bus stop and continually talked about my cancer...DAILY....sometimes in front of my son. She was relentless and even though I asked, told and finally demanded she stop, she wouldn't quit. I have since changed bus stops and I never see this woman anymore, except in passing and I don't even acknowledge her....huge relief.



My point in keeping this thread on here is to let you all know that you shouldn't be embarrassed if you have these thoughts. Cancer is a HUGE weight to carry and sometimes dark thoughts will come into mind, but also they will leave your mind if you just wait it out.



Pray, pray some more and just wait it out....it will pass

Thanks! )