Recurrence after bilat mastectomy?

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  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2013

    Well then, I guess I only have about 17 more years to go before I'm cured. Tongue Out

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited August 2013

    SusansGarden, I think you're right than cancer rarely develops in the breast tissue, although I think sometimes it does (does anyone know this for sure?). But what also happens is that even after a MX, there is a small amount of breast tissue left, against the chest wall, against the skin and possibly around the outside edge of your breast. I've read that about 3% of breast tissue remains. Within this breast tissue, there are tiny remnants of the ducts and lobules. That seems odd but apparently that's the case. That's how it is that even DCIS can recur (or develop anew) after a MX. DCIS only exists and can only thrive within the ductal tissue, so obviously there must be some ductal tissue left. Not a lot, of course, which is why only 1% - 2% develop a new primary after a MX. But to my understanding, that's how it happens.



    Violet, your comment helped me crystallize my thoughts. It's true that we can never know if we've cured - and it's really important to always remember that - but if all the signs are favourable, there is no reason to not choose to believe that we've been cured. It's an important distinction. I'd rather live believing I've been cured than worrying that I haven't been. If it turns out that I'm wrong, my mistaken belief won't have changed a thing except that I'll have lived worry-free for years.

  • Colt45
    Colt45 Member Posts: 771
    edited August 2013

    I believe there is no cure for breast cancer, in as much that there is nothing available to take that "gets rid of it" for everyone.



    I DO believe that some people are cured of their breast cancer in that there's no evidence of THAT cancer in them ever again after treatment to get rid of it.

    We just don't know who these people are/ are going to be at the time of treatment.



    I do NOT believe cancer is a crapshoot nearly as much as I believe that we just don't know enough about why some people get it or recur. Not knowing why something happens doesn't mean that it's mere chance. I am angry that we know so little.



    I DO believe that you can be cured of one cancer and get a new one. You were still cured of the 1st one.



    I believe people can die, never having been diagnosed with breast cancer, who could have had undetectable cancer cells. These prople aren't classified as ever having cancer. Am I supposed to say that someone who had cancer, was treated and has NED-----WASN'T cured because she MAY have the same undetectable cells that never amount to anything?

  • hrf
    hrf Member Posts: 3,225
    edited August 2013

    Great discussion. Many excellent points.

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited August 2013

    "I do NOT believe cancer is a crapshoot nearly as much as I believe that we just don't know enough about why some people get it or recur. Not knowing why something happens doesn't mean that it's mere chance."

    Colt, that's a great point. I hadn't though of it that way but I think you are absolutely right.

    Yes too to your comment "I DO believe that you can be cured of one cancer and get a new one. You were still cured of the 1st one."  Too often we blur the line between what is a recurrence and what is a new primary.  We are all aging human beings, and as such, we are all increasingly susceptible to cancer.  So it shouldn't be surprising that some of us will be diagnosed again with new primaries.  With all the cancer in my family, I fully expect to be diagnosed again.  I just don't know if it will be breast cancer next time, or something different.

  • terijo2000
    terijo2000 Member Posts: 3
    edited August 2013

    This is an excellent discussion!



    Violet, thanks for the heads up and the invite to this thread.



    I have to admit, I've never been more confused in my life than I have in the past three months. Just when I think I'm ok and I know what I'm doing, and I'm good with it, there's a new study or statistic that makes me wonder. This disease is mind boggling!



    I've had my bi mx, working on the expansion now. No nodes involved, great margins on the tumor, the path report says it didn't spread to the skin or other tissue, my onco score is 29. Not good, but I decided no additional therapy for me. Qol is extremely important to me. The mo and the surgeon however are pushing the tamoxafin. I understand my recurrence rate is 19% with it, and higher without it, but then I see on here that there are people who basically threw the book at their cancer and did all the treatments and had a recurrence anyway. So why the big push? Is it money from the drug companies?

  • violet_1
    violet_1 Member Posts: 533
    edited August 2013

    Interesting to hear all of the viewpoints here--good food for thought...;) I LOVE hearing differing views. It makes us all ponder our own viewpoints & consider things we might not have even contemplated before. Thanks for ALL of your input. And thank you, Everyone, for keeping this topic respectful! Smile Very Cool Cool.

    Even though I feel the way I do (as stated in my last few posts), rest assured, I do NOT live worrying my days away because I realize I cannot ever really KNOW if my cancer is truly gone/cured/eradicated--whatever ya want to call it. And, that I can't know IF I will in fact, have a recuurence OR another primary cancer (or both--who knows!) Nor can I know IF perhaps, I might not EVER experience any further evidence that I have cancer again in my lifetime.

    For ME, this doesn't equal Doom & Gloom or a defeatist/fatalistic attitude...;) It just IS What It IS for me...& It IS Whatever It's Going to Be. I accept that. Eyes wide open. I will deal with whatever comes in the best way I can & I will choose certain treatments &/or forgo treatments after much research, thought, counsel, & prayer. And, yes, I'm still Hopeful & Prayerful that I remain NED--of course Smile. I see the glass, so to speak, as a glass...;)

    I wake up every day even MORE full-of-life NOW than I did BEFORE my BC diagnosis! It has made me appreciate everything so much more. My gratefulness factor has multiplied tremendously & I take a lot less forgranted. When you face something this BIG (Cancer), you realize what's REALLY important in Life & all of the little ridiculous stuff that you were once overly concerned about seems to fade into the background. At least that is what happened to me.

    Also, I'm so thankful for this Entire Website Innocent...the women in the trenches w/ me, the knowledge, the research, the compassion, the willingness of others to reach out to one another, the Moderators who enable it all to happen...I could go on & on.

    Thinking of You All,

    violet

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited August 2013

    MSsusan, it used to be after 5 years without a sign of cancer you were considered "cured"...interesting that it's now after 20 years!! 

    I think part of the percentages are very skewed because of the late age of the AVERAGE woman diagnosed with breast cancer. I was considered young at 50!!! I think most percentages were made from women in their 60's and 70's which means, of course, that they either had other health issues or died a natural death. Now with women getting screened at earlier ages it research will begin to tell us the "real" numbers over time.

    So, if breast cancer starts in the nodes and lobes, why do so many women get chemo (full body) and rads (breast)??? (I do know the answer, it's due to that "random" cell that might escape.....) So, considering that the cell is just waiting for the perfect storm (or, for Colt, that random dice roll....) then anyone could get mets!!! Remember, there's a difference between local recurrence and mets.....

    I had a rare cancer type, Papillary, they really looked at all my breast tissue closely and found Isolated Tumour Cells. That means that little bitty cells were already floating around my system looking for a new home. That's what they found in my breast. What was already in the rest of my system that they didn't get???? (I didn't get chemo as my doc said to "save the big guns until next time!!") So does everyone else have ITC's??? Do you know if you do???

    Beesie, {{{{{ hugs }}}} for your mets scare!!!

  • Colt45
    Colt45 Member Posts: 771
    edited August 2013

    I have always wondered how, after BMX, anyone could get a new primary. I thought the ducts and lobules were gone. WHERE would a new primary START? Then I realized not ALL BC starts in the ducts or lobules, right? But new ductal or lobular BC should be wiped out with BMX----but it's not.



    Beesie's explanation of the "remnants of ducts and lobules" that remain after BMX suggests how this can be.

  • Colt45
    Colt45 Member Posts: 771
    edited August 2013

    Barbe, just to be clear-----I don't believe in the random dice roll.



    I believe more that we don't know enough about why people get breast cancer or recur, so it seems random-----but I believe there's an order to it.



    We know a lot about fires. How they start. Why they start. What combinations of conditions increase their probability slightly/ moderately/ greatly, etc.

    We can even go in after a fire and determine how it started.

    We know how to prevent them and how to extinguish different kinds.



    We need this level of knowledge when it comes to BC... but we're so far from that, so it appears random (because we cannot explain it)---- but there are reasons.

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited August 2013

    Colt, I was teasing you....!!!

    ANY cell in our body can go rampant and wild. ANY cell. It just takes a certain condition or conditions that turn "on" the cancer. It's finding those conditions that is the tough part, but the number one risk of breast cancer is breast alone!!

  • Colt45
    Colt45 Member Posts: 771
    edited August 2013

    Ha! You got me, Barbe. Lol.

  • kathindc
    kathindc Member Posts: 2,042
    edited August 2013

    You might find the following of interest, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dGouc5qSs3s.  It's a speech by Dr. Susan Love.  She brings up some very interesting things.

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2013

    I always say it's a crap shoot.  But I too believe that it's only because they/we just don't know.  When we are choosing treatment..it's a crapshoot.  Chemo may or may not stop the cancer for recurring.  Hormone therapy may or may not stop the cancer from recurring.  Surgery alone may or may not end your cancer journey.  We have statistics, we have tests, we have best guesses..but nothing that can tell us for certain.  

    You are placing your bets based on the information you have at the time and the type of treatment you are comfortable with.  Then you just have to hope you either made the right choice, or that your fate wasn't predetermined no matter what you would have chosen.  Either way, you will never know for certain.

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited August 2013

    Well said Susan!!

  • violet_1
    violet_1 Member Posts: 533
    edited August 2013

    Beesie,

    I have a question for you about staging 1a and 1b. This all reminded me and I had forgotten that my second opinion oncologist mentioned a while back I could be 1b something about being borderline... So I had my check up with my original oncologist surgeon last week I mentioned it to him and he agreed but we got off track and I never got it clarified.

    So what I'm wondering is how the hell could I maybe be borderline 1b? It cannot be because of the size of the IDC tumors... They are well under 2 centimeters so does that mean it has to have something to do with micromets?....although path. says no node involvement...? It does say tumor on 1 side was near axilla...????



    Or I'm thinking it could be because of the size of the DCIS I ALSO had in both breasts... I'm so confused now...just sent email to Oncologist...Sigh...

    ANYONE?



  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2013

    Maybe because you had more than 1 tumor?

  • MinusTwo
    MinusTwo Member Posts: 16,634
    edited August 2013

    KathinDC:  Thank you, thank you, thank you, for posting Dr. Susan Love's speach at Stanford.  She is my hero.  Her book is the one I turned to when i was first diagnosed with DCIS and had BMX & SLN and everything clear.  Her book is the one I turned back to just two years down the road when I was diagnosed with IDC in a chest wall recurrence (&/or mets to the lymph - still undetermined).

    If you didn't watch the YouTube of the speech, take the time to go back and click the link.  Get comfortable since it's 30 minutes.  Prepare to laugh - since she's funny - and prepare to learn A LOT about BC.  I think she's right.  We need to stop focusing on awareness & treatment and start spending our money looking for a cure - like a vaccine.

    And thanks to all of you for weighing in.  I think it's great that we've been able to continue this discussion & still respect each other's feelings & beliefs.  What a wonderful support this website & discussion boards have been for all of us.

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited August 2013

    Violet, are you sure that the oncologist said that the stage could be Stage IB and didn't say that the tumor might be a 1b? 

    All tumors in Stage I (either IA or IB) are 2cm or less in size (called T1 tumors), but within that, there are tumor size break-outs. 

    T1: Tumor ≤20 mm in greatest dimension.

         - T1mic: Tumor ≤1 mm in greatest dimension.

         - T1a: Tumor >1 mm but ≤5 mm in greatest dimension.

         - T1b: Tumor >5 mm but ≤10 mm in greatest dimension.

         - T1c: Tumor >10 mm but ≤20 mm in greatest dimension.

    So you can be Stage IA but have a T1b (or any other T1) tumor.

    To be Stage IB, you must have a T1 tumor (anything from T1mic to T1c) but you must also have micromets to the nodes.  If your surgical pathology report doesn't mention micromets, you don't have micromets.  A tumor near the nodes doesn't count - it's only what's in the nodes that counts.

    From the National Cancer Institute: Stage Information for Breast Cancer

    Barbe, thanks for the hugs.  It was an interesting few weeks after I got my MRI result, fortunately with good news at the end of it all.  So now I have my story on how scans turn up all sorts of stuff that can scare the crap out of us but turn out to be nothing serious.

    Your comment about how it used to be that you were considered cured after 5 years without a sign of cancer but now it's 20 years, had me thinking.  I wonder if for some types of cancer, it may still be 5 years.  And I wonder if for BC it ever was 5 years... or maybe we thought it was but now we understand BC better.  I'm just speculating here, but I would guess that if you have a type of cancer that usually grows and spreads quickly, and if you are NED for 5 years, then maybe you can be considered cured.  But for most cancers that are slow growing, including breast cancer, it's possible that a dormant cancer cell might spring to life even after 20 years.  I wonder about this because I recall reading that Lance Armstrong had been "cured" of testicular cancer and I never understood how they could say this.

    Here is an interesting write-up on the issue of a "cure" for those diagnosed with cancer: Am I Cured Yet?

  • violet_1
    violet_1 Member Posts: 533
    edited August 2013

    Beesie,

    I bet you are right!!! Knew I should ask YOU...:)!! My IDC tumors (both sides) are about 1/2 inch each. It is soooo confusing to ME when sometimes they are measured & interchanged in cm or mm or inches!!! And I HAVE looked at the staging sites...but I still get confused...so many different scores to consider/figure out!

    I think I need to print out a few Staging site pages & sit down & look at EVERYTHING again...OY!

    Thanks so much!

    I'll have to check out the great links that have been posted here..;)









  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited August 2013

    Violet, maybe your onc meant you were borderline 1a INTO 1b.....???? This 1a and 1b thing is new to me as I haven't had a "new" cancer in the last 5 years. Glad I asked about it, hope I didn't annoy you Violet for continuing to ask, but I'm sure you've helped a lot of ladies who are reading and didn't know about the changes like I did!

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited August 2013

    I'm glad you asked barbe!  I was just as confused as you were! :)

  • violet_1
    violet_1 Member Posts: 533
    edited August 2013

    Barb,

    Not annoyed at all I didn't even know they didn't use to have a and b. It makes total sense why you were asking the questions & it helped me because I didn't know that. But first I want to tell you how happy I am you haven't had a recurrence in five years ...that's fabulous!!!!

    I read my path report and part of why I'm confused is I realized on the report it says my final pathology for left side was pending so I didn't have it yet and I still don't have it and I didn't realize that...onc didn't realize I didn't have it either !!!

    But my oncologist emailed me back is going to look over everything and call me in the next few days. I don't think I have any mets to the lymph nodes...;) I'll report back when I hear from him... although I've never been too thrilled that my left tumor was right by the axilla lymph node..sigh.

    Thanks again everyone for all of your clarifications and help!



  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited August 2013

    Violet, don't worry about your tumour being near a node!!! The nodes were MADE to stop disease!! And even far from the nodes, a tumour could send out cells that are caught by the nodes, so proximity has nothing to do with it. Think of a node as a strainer in a sink. The strainer catches the crap that wouldn't go down the drain!!

    My Onc told me that my ER+ breast cancer is slow growing and to NOT expect a recurrence in the first five years. Now that I'm just short of 5 years, I see her every 4-6 months instead of every year. You are a grade one, which means your cancer is slow growing as well. The old adage of "You are cured if your cancer doesn't return in 5 years" is crap as we've said. I don't expect any stars for reaching 5 years as it's now that I am being watched even closer!!

  • Lucky777
    Lucky777 Member Posts: 25
    edited August 2013

    I agree that you are never cured. Does it bother anyone else that if you are a stage IA you are not even screened at the start? I have been told by the onc who is about 12 years old, that I don't need chemo or radiation or any screening. "Just" 10 years of Arimidex. He alluded that I should see someone if I have symptoms. What symptoms should I look for? Who should I see? I don't go back to see him for six months. This is crazy. I think I will talk to my PCP. At least I see him more often.

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited August 2013

    Lucky, there is a "two week rule" that any new pains or complaints, say bone pain, nausea, etc get checked by your PCP first and if he is concerned or gives you scans, then you see your Onc. Everyone is like that, right up to the stage 4's. You don't want the amount of nuclear stuff in the scans to be another worry!!

  • MNSusan
    MNSusan Member Posts: 305
    edited August 2013

    Lucky, I'm Stage 1a also and dont need chemo or radiation. My oncologist says after mastectomy the only screening I'll have is bloodwork and a manual exam every six months. My PS says eventually I'll have MRIs to check the integrity of my implants. I'm done w mammos and I'm relieved!

  • myers421
    myers421 Member Posts: 267
    edited August 2013

    Hi ladies!

    I was looking for a thread similar to this.  I had my bmx 7/11 and am blessed with no chemo or rads however was recommended Tamoxifin.  I have the script but I have not filled it yet.  EVERY decision I have made since my dx i have been confident in but I am just on the fence about this one.  I already have high cholesterol, blood clots, cataracts and uterine cancer run in my family. my mo told me if I take it I will have a 5% chance of reoccur and if I don't 15%... that is only a 10% difference?!?! I should mention that my orig. dx was dcis right breast I choose bmx and IDC was found in the left. Any thoughts?

    Much Love,

    Amy

  • Rowan47
    Rowan47 Member Posts: 151
    edited August 2013

    Hi Amy, I had chemo and then chose BMX (so as to avoid radiation). I have also decided against taking tamoxifen. After long thought, I decided that the potential side effects were too great, compared to the amount of benefit I may get from it. It's a tough one....no advice except to do what feels right for you.

  • myers421
    myers421 Member Posts: 267
    edited August 2013

    Rowan47, thank you very much for the quick response, unfortunately I don't know at this point what to do.  I am certain I will get to a comfortable decision but every decision I have made up until now I have been very content with but this one just has me stumped!

    Thanks again!

    Amy

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