To Tamoxifen Or Not To Tamoxifen: That Is The Question

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Hello, friends,

I'd sincerely appreciate any advice and guidance you can provide me in my situation.

Here is a chronology of my situation:

April 2011: 30 years old.  Diagnosed with breast cancer.  Biopsy reveals 6 cm (no, that is not a typo) DCIS in right breast.  Only 1-2 mm microinvasive cells.

May 2011: Surgery: mastectomy, right breast.  DIEP flap.  18 hour procedure.

June 2012: Surgery: infected flap.

June 2012: Surgery: removal of flap.

I am HER2-, estrogen+, dirty margins (which my doctors at the time did not mention to me).  I was 30 years old, very active (5-6 days a week), very thin (size 0), no famiy history of breast cancer or any cancer at all.  In every way, my health was perfect.  Except, of course, for the cancer.

No chemo, no radiation, no tamoxifen.  The doctor at the time did suggest tamoxifen, but I chose not to take it because I was scared.

July 2012: The cancer comes back.  It is all invasive.  It spread to the chest wall and is in the lymphatic system and vascular system.

August 2012: Surgery.  Unclear margins.

September 2012: Surgery.  Unclear margins.

October - November 2012: Radiation for 35 days (incuding a week long boost)

November 2012: Start tamoxifen.

My doctors in 2011 seemed very concerned about being sued (I had three surgeries in 7 days; there were a number of problems.  The nurses suggested I speak with a lawyer, that is how bad it was.  The president of the hospita came to see me while I was recuperating from my third surgery).  

I am happier with my team in 2012.  They, too, acknowledged that my past team made a number of errors in my case (specifically about not telling me about the dirty margins which mean that the cancer would come back, and that even if I had taken tamoxifen at that point, it would have only delayed the recurrance, not prevented it).

Right now, where I'm at:

I am taking tamoxifen.  I do not want to take Tamoxifen.  Already I have abdominal pain, pelvic pain, vaginal discharge and irritation, sad/depressed mood, and a general malaise.  I'm also a size 6 even though I work out as much as I used to and eat the same way I used to (this isn't the crux of the problem, but I won't pretend that it's nothing either).

I am deeply worried about the side effects.  It's been only a week and it's already like this!

I wonder if the cure isn't worse than the disease.

I'm considering taking the BRAC genetic test and stopping tamoxifen if I am negative.  What do you think?

Thanks,

Sarah

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  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited November 2012

    Hawk - I am so sorry that you have been through so much.  At this point I don't understand why you are not having chemo.  

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited November 2012

    The doctor said it was unnecessary since I was HER2- and the recurrance was local to the same area (breast-chest wall).

    Sarah

  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited November 2012

    But it says that it is in the lymphatic and vascular system.  Have you received a second opinion.  Many HER2- women have chemo.  If you are unsure about the benefit of chemo you could have the oncotype DX test done on your tumor sample.  That would give you an estimate of how much you might benefit from chemo.  What was the grade of the tumor?

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited November 2012

    I'm not sure what you mean by grade of the tumor.  I know it was invasive, and there were three separate lumps.

    I believe the radiation was supposed to kill the cells in the lymphatic and vascular systems (it was found in the area around the chest wall).  They removed pieces of my pectoral muscle in the two surgeries, and scraped the chest wall.

    Sarah

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited November 2012

    Interestingly enough my medical oncologist did suggest that I seek out a second opinion (as he suggested I take out my ovaries) but as I do not wish to take out my ovaries I decided against the second opinion.

    Sarah

  • coraleliz
    coraleliz Member Posts: 1,523
    edited November 2012

    Hawk-it sounds like your MO didn't do a very good job of explaining things to you. You can ask for a copy of your pathology report & find "grade" "stage" "ER" "PR" & may be some other useful information. Since you were provided with so little information, you might want to find someone who is willing & able to explain things better. Even if all 3 of your tumors are stage1, grade1-you might want to consider the oncotypeDX test. Since so many things have gone wrong for you, can you go to a large cancer treatment center, even if you have to travel?

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited November 2012

    I'll ask my MO about the oncotypeDX test.  It seems that my situation falls right into who the test is meant to be for.

    Is it similar to the BRAC test?  

    Sarah

  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited November 2012

    The BRCA test looks for changes in a couple of genes that are associated with increased risk for cancer.  These mutations are more commonly seen in women who develop cancer when they are young.  The Oncotype DX test looks at the gene activity in your tumor cells and uses that information to give you a recurrence score and an estimate of how you would benefit or not from chemo.  The BRCA looks at genetic mutations that are present in all your cells presumably from birth,  the Oncotype looks at the characteristics of a specific tumor.

  • bdavis
    bdavis Member Posts: 6,201
    edited November 2012

    I agree with everyone... I too was wondering why no chemo while I was reading your posts... I am Her2- and had 6tx of chemo. Radiation only helps with local issues. Chemo helps with ANY rogue cell that may have left the breast. And since you have vascular and lymphatic issues, I would think chemo is a no brainer.

    As to the Tamoxifen, you should give it time. I started Tamoxifen a year ago and at first, I had achey joints and hot flashes. I still have hot flashes, but I am 98% ER+ so Tamoxifen is something I need no matter what the SE are. I would rather deal with hot flashes than get a recurrance that could cost me my life.

    I implore you to get another opinion and consider not only staying on Tamoxifen, but also getting chemo. And it does sound like your first MO was negligent.

  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited November 2012

    Hi Hawk - The radiation is supposed to kill any cancer cells that might be left in the the breast area after surgery.  Chemo is supposed to kill any cells that might have escaped out of the breast area into the body.  IF any of those cells are out there in your body it is important to kill them so they don't start growing somewhere.  The tamoxifen also works to keep any stray cancer cells in the body from growing because it blocks them from getting estrogen, which they need to grow.  So radiation is to prevent local problems but chemo and tamoxifen are supposed to work to try to protect your whole body.

    The tumor grade is an indication of how aggressive the cancer cells are.  If you take a normal breast cell and compare it to a grade 3 breast cancer cell the grade 3 breast cancer cell would be very different.  It would have a lot of problems inside itself that causes it to grow without the normal controls.  Grade 1 cells are only a little different from normal breast cells, grade 2 are a little more different and grade 3 breast cancer cells are very different from normal breast cells.  The good thing is that because grade 3 cells are so messed up they are more suseptible to chemo.  

  • roadwarrior28
    roadwarrior28 Member Posts: 301
    edited November 2012

    Hawk - I'm also Her2 negative and I had a double mastectomy (left was by choice) with very clear margins, and I did 8 rounds of chemo. Her2 is just an indicator of how aggressive the cancer is, not whether or not someone needs chemo. Her2 positive people usually get Herceptin for a year in addition to other chemo.



    With tamoxifen - the major indicator for whether or not you need it is your ER status and I believe you're positive. My thinking is that the BRAC test is almost irrelevant to the tamoxifen decision, although its an importAnt test. I'm BRAC negative but ER positive myself and am taking tamoxifen.

  • SelenaWolf
    SelenaWolf Member Posts: 1,724
    edited November 2012

    Please do not forget the fact that the OncoType test results are predicated on the assumption that you will be taking tamoxifen as part of your treatment. 

    The BRCA test indicates whether- or not you're at risk for Early Onset Breast/Ovarian Cancer Syndrome due to an inheritated genetic mutation.

    Each of these tests are for different things, although they are, often, used in conjunction to plan your treatment protocol.

  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited November 2012

    Good point Selena!  

  • jittersmom
    jittersmom Member Posts: 165
    edited November 2012

    I had 2 lumpectomies  to get clear margins. I also had chemo along with herceptin for HER2 twhen the chemo was done I had radiation, then stayed on the herceptin for the remainder of ther year treatment. I also take Tamoxifen, because when I has a bone density I already had bone loss. I have a lot of side effects I hate it! I have my followup mamorgram this coming Monday a little nervous. Remeber everyone is different, you have to get the information and advocate for yourself, and then be satified with what YOU decided. good luck

  • liefie
    liefie Member Posts: 2,440
    edited November 2012

    Hawksfansarah, I too fail to understand why you did not get chemo when you were first diagnosed. I have stage 1 grade 1 IDC, and had four rounds of chemo as well as radiation after a mastectomy with a 1 cm clear margin. I started Tamoxifen on Aug. 1. Apart from hot flushes, weird dreams and a little constipation, I have no problems on it. It is harder to maintain your weight on it or to lose some pounds, but it is doable if you are very aware of what goes into your mouth, and if you keep up the exercise. Best wishes and hugs to you - you've been through so much already at your young age.

  • juliempw
    juliempw Member Posts: 383
    edited November 2012

    Hawk, I think it is certainly worth a second opinion, but I'm not overly surprised they're not recommending chemo so don't panic, just do your homework.  As for tamoxifen, I've been on it for 3 years.  It was miserable for the first little while but once your body gets used to it most people don't have many complaints.  I was so afraid of so many of the side effects that I had heard about but I ended up with very few of them and it has all been very livable.  As I've developed my circle of bc friends, I've learned that most of us are fine on it.  I was 34 at diagnosis and just had a hysterectomy/oophorectomy last month.  I just had a bone density scan prior to my hyst and I am osteopenic.  I believe it is due to the fact that I was premenopausal, petite, and on tamoxifen.  I strongly suggest making sure you're doing weight baring exercise and taking calcium and Vitamin D daily.  Honestly, my thought is, you've had this twice.  You're body is not understanding what to do with estrogen and you NEED tamoxifen and you need it more than you need chemo.  Believe me I fought it, I researched the hell out of it, the fact is it does it's job.  Good luck and many hugs!

  • juliempw
    juliempw Member Posts: 383
    edited November 2012

    Oh I forgot to comment on BRCA testing.  You have no family history so it's unlikely that you'll test positive for BRCA.  BRCA also only "knows" some genes to test for, there are more out there that have not been identified.  Once you start talking to people you meet more and more people that have a very significant family history but are BRCA negative so there's no question that it does't identify all. You are YOUNG and bc is MORE AGGRESSIVE AND MORE LIKELY TO RECUR in young women so basing your tamoxifen decision on BRCA really does not make sense. I have always said "I have 60 more years to live" that means I have 60 more years to worry about recurrence.  The first five years are the most risky but after 10 years each year your risk increases slightly.  With tamoxifen, our survival rate is much higher in 10 years.  This is where the oncotype test would come in handy for you.  It looks specifically at your tumor and tells you if chemo would change that 10 year survival rate, but as someone already suggested that's only useful information if you're going to take tamoxifen.

  • besa
    besa Member Posts: 1,088
    edited November 2012

    If you have ER positive bc tamoxifen should cut your distal recurrance rate almost in half.  It will also greatly reduce the chance of a local recurrence and reduce the chance of another primary in the contralateral side.  Your MO should be giving you hard numbers concerning your chances of distal and local recurrence to help you make these decisions.  They use a computer program called "Adjuvant online."  Once you know these number you will also know how much taking tamoxifen will help.

      The oncotype DX test looks at the proteins (actually mRNA but that is a precursor to protein) your particular tumor is expressing which is also used to determine your distal recurrence rate and also how much chemo will help you.  (In my case even with a 2.5 cm main tumor chemo only gained me 1% in survival so my MO recommended no chemo.)

    http://www.adjuvantonline.com/index.jsp

    http://www.oncotypedx.com/

    A BRCA mutation looks for a genetic mutation (which is in your DNA and is independent of the tumor you have now).  Women with the BRCA mutation have a much higher chance of having a 2nd primary bc diagnosis and also higher rates of ovarian cancer and some other cancers.  This is important information both for you and also for other family members - expecially any children you have.  The BRCA gene mutation is a dominant mutation but it may be sort of hidden since you can inherit it from either your dad or your mom.  (If there a lot of men on one side of the family you are not going to see a lot of breast cancer.   Also even though the odds of having bc are greatly increased with a BRCA mutation not every woman with a BRCA mutation gets breast cancer). 

    From my way of looking at things taking the BRCA test should be independent of the decision about tamoxifen.  Taking tamoxifen once you have been diagnosed with invasive breast cancer is most importantly about preventing a distal recurrence (metastatic disease) -- - cancer spreading and showing up in your liver or bones for example.  Tamoxifen reduces this risk by almost a half. 

    for information about the BRCA mutation and hereditary bc : 

    www.facingourrisk.org

  • mllethani68
    mllethani68 Member Posts: 12
    edited November 2012

    mllethani68…

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    12 minutes ago mllethani68 wrote:



    Hi!! Been on 20 mg of Tamoxifen a day since nov 9 th , following radiotherapie!!

    Gastric problems in the beginning but switched to takin it before going to bed and helped 100 %



    Headaches on and off and sweating at night

    I m 44 and am pretty active , work, gym, sports , am not a meat eater , in fact I have quite a healthy diet and always have been

    My problem on this drug is giving me an awful burning sensation and inconfort in my perineum area....and don t plan on feeling this awfull sensation for 5 years ..., if it wasn't for that, ain t too bad ... Stopped the pill 5 days ago and the burning sensation is almost gone .... Not a lot of women talk about this kind of symptom but I know I' m not the only one out there...., any suggestions to help ?? Going to see my doc this week!

    Thanks !!



    Natalya

    Dx 5/30/2012, ILC, 1cm, Stage I, Grade 1, 0/1 nodes, ER+, HER2-

    Surgery 07/20/2012 Lumpectomy (Right)

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  • mllethani68
    mllethani68 Member Posts: 12
    edited November 2012

    My oncotype is 14 !

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited November 2012

    Thank you all so much for your input.  I really feel I learned a lot from you.  I think I'm going to continue taking tamoxifen, and inquire with my MO as to why he thinks chemo is not necessary.

    It seems that a lot of my understanding of this whole thing is just flat out wrong, which is a little worrysome because I've had two teams of doctors at two different hospitals in two years.  I've been pleased with my second team, but feel there is just so much out there that I didn't know and don't know, that I should have known.

    I will request the oncotype test immediately, and figure out the tumor grade (the MO should know that already, right?).  My health insurance (Humana PPO) is giving me a lot of pushback on the BRAC test (they turned it down last year).  I'm resubmitting my request for the BRAC test this year, wish me luck.

    This oncotype test sounds very useful, why isn't it done as a matter of course once they remove the tumor?  Do you have to pay for it all out of pocket like with the BRAC test?

    As to the tamoxifen side effects, I'm going to try taking it at night, and see if that helps.  I'll let you know how it goes.

    Just.. thank you.  Really really thank you, all of you who have been so kind as to advise and guide me.  I really appreciate your support.

    Sarah

  • roadwarrior28
    roadwarrior28 Member Posts: 301
    edited November 2012

    You're very welcome Sarah! I never did oncotype dx since its only been studied in women over 35 so my MO felt it wouldn't apply - so not sure about insurance. I think doctors only suggest it if they're on the fence about you doing chemo. I also had a positive lymph node which put me squarely in "need chemo" category.

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited November 2012

    I just talked to my doctor.  He said the oncotype test is unnecessary since the cancer was already in the muscles.

    I'm scheduling a second opinion at Northwestern Hospital (Prentiss Women's Hospital) in Chicago.  (My MO suggested it, he went to school there).  Is that a good hospital?  

    Is it a good idea to schedule a second opinion at the location your doctor suggests?  Should I find someone totally out of the box to get a second opinion with?

    :( Sarah

  • roadwarrior28
    roadwarrior28 Member Posts: 301
    edited November 2012

    Hawksfansarah - yes, I heard that oncotype is only for breast cancers that have not spread. And I'd go out of the box, but that's totally up to you.

  • besa
    besa Member Posts: 1,088
    edited November 2012

    Hawksfansarah - I apologize - I didn't understand your post when I read it.  I don't think they use oncotype tests in this situationand I don't know much about the use of tamoxifen. Again I apologize . 

      http://www.oncotypedx.com

  • bdavis
    bdavis Member Posts: 6,201
    edited November 2012

    Also... If it has spread, chemo is the only thing that can help.

  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited November 2012

    Hawk - I didn't realize it had spread to your muscle and I agree with bdavis - it would seem to me that that would indicate chemo.  I would definitely go out of the box for a second opinion.  Don't feel bad about getting another opinion - it is a good thing to do!  My doctors knew about my second opinions and they were fine about it.  Your doctor confuses me.

  • proudtospin
    proudtospin Member Posts: 5,972
    edited November 2012

    Sarah, there are a ton of ladies with info here that are happy to give you explanations, as you have found out.

    great that you are near a large city cancer center

    you may want to nosey around and see if any folks you know have been down this road and can give you opinions on docs or such

    head up, be a bitch to the dumb docs as it is your body and life! oh yes, a tape recorder for your next doc visit might be a good thought or take someone with you to make note of all details

    good luck, 

  • hawksfansarah
    hawksfansarah Member Posts: 91
    edited December 2012

    Just came back from the hospital.  Had a "routine" mammogram of the left breast.  Then an ultrasound.  Long story short, I have a benign cyst in my left breast.  (Yay! It's *not* cancer!).  Horrible, horrible morning.  I think I'll go back to bed and wake up when it's tomorrow :)  The ultrasound doctor said the cyst is a side effect of the tamoxifen.  I've been on tamoxifen for less than a month.  Is this cause for concern?

    (I have a second opinion with an oncologist at Northwestern University on -- get this -- New Year's Eve).

    Sarah

  • mllethani68
    mllethani68 Member Posts: 12
    edited December 2012

    Hawsfansar..., i had the oncotypedx test , cause I had a small tumor , no nods and no mets , what I know is that it is only or the early stages of bc ....good luck xx

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