Fuzzy's Romp Room

Thinking of you veggy!!!!!!just wish I could give you that hugggggg.

I lost the hair three years ago. It was hard then. It literally came out in handfuls. I thought it would be easier this time. wrong.

I remember the basement. I'm trying to stay busy so that I keep away from the door.

Fuzzy--I think I will have a gallbladder attack Thurs. Kept it healthy for about 10 yrs. All the requests this year kind of take us backwards. Just got done at 11;30Pm making the Creme Dementhe pies--whew talk about rich--Creme da cacoa/dementhe marshmallows and heavy creme in an oreo crust forzen until served. Of course it was an excuse to get into the creme dacocoa(sic). First book came today--I'm Ok -you're Ok.. Got allot of handyman work done on the weekend and into Monday- very satisfying that all the work got done.

Crog LOL have you've got my button. I worry worry all the time about infections. Way Obsessive Compulsive Disorder(OCD). Can you imagine this T-day dinner my cousin -a nurse-just retired from an infection control manager position is here. Sheesh, two of us in the house. Last time she was here in the spring, she rewashed every dish we intended to use. This time I told her she could only rewash her own.  You have faith in your docs, you know what to look for, you have home health----I will shush. You've got the world praying for you. You have fortitude. Blessings

SpecialK--sweet but true, I'll never forget how much we laughed in the ICU and the Chocolate. Trying to push it around to the back teeth cuz my jaw was frozen. You were my angel that day. Glad DS able to be home at Christmas. Used to pick up the strays for holidays, but this is my first big cooking day since Greg passed. What a team we were, it was like a dance. DS is helping , but he gets tense. So, we have to learn a new dance. Hope we have feet when we're done LOL. I know you will bring a light to it all.

Granny--so sorry about the bugs. I know you've already had the pneumovax vaccine which protects against 23 types, we seriously are ready for another pneumovax 2. You may or may not remember having the vaccine, but docs are serious about making sure when we reach a certain age that we get it. So, Babe you just got a new bugger. Damn those bacteria they just keep evolving faster than we can keep up. You just knock those bastards back to hell sweetie.

Rider---sorry about the chemo doing you low. You're working so hard. Hang in there. Try some Ginger tea. Plain ginger from a spice bottle will do. Teaspoon to a cup of water. My heart is with you sweetie L&H&&p's

Dunes can't see the previous page, but whatever Wren suggests is always good. Go for it.

Wren, just like your avatar, here and there, always with a good word or thought, and I don't know a thing about you or the trouble you have seen. L&H&P's

Mama Flash in and out just like Wren, but love to see you flash by leaving a trail of good thoughts.

This is a nice home

Where's our Nancy, I know she's on a break. Hope she pops by soon. Nancy if you pop by and I don't get to see you have a wonderful T-day with Mom and sis and brother. I know you will miss your Dad, but he is with you when ever you think of him

SAS. Don't ever shush!!! I rely on your info and help..... You have helped me more than you will probably ever know. I just wanted to get out that there was no infection so you would not worry....... You are such help to so many people!!!!!



(((((Veggy))))



Have a wonderful Thanksgiving everyone!!!!!!



Love ya,

Cindy

Thanks everyone. I'm just having a crappy week. The hair is putting me over the edge. Its the exclamation mark that reminds me that I am sick with cancer. UGH!

A friend offered to bring my mom to see me. I live an hour's drive away from her and she hates driving the highway. Would you believe that my mother wouldn't come up this week? She said next Friday. I would thought she would have jumped on the chance to see me as soon as possible. I haven't seen her in a month. I feel like something else (minor) is always more important than me. (Trying to take a deep breath.)

Today is chemo day. Next week I have the week off. A good friends who is crazy is taking me today. She'll keep my spirits up. We'll be in to no good. Wether you guys want to come or not, I am taking you all with me.

Hugs!

SpecialK. Happy Thansgiving to you and everyone else too!!!!!!



Cindy

To all my wonderful friends in the US Happy Thanksgiving to all of you!! :-) Somebody please eat some turkey for me, i can eat the sweet stuff myself but can't seem to handle meat at all.

Have a great day everybody!!

Sas - You must have sent me your sassy personality yesterday. I am losing my hair in handfuls. I did not want to go for chemo in the worse way. I saw the PA and told him that I had a couple of questions. The first one I asked if I could have some wine. I don't get any chemo next week and thought it would be nice to indulge a little. He said yes but not soon after having chemo and just a glass a day would be okay. That was more than I thought but even better. He checked my eyes, ankles, stomach and then he asked about my other question. I said actually it was my husband's question. He wanted to know if it was okay to have, ummm, sex. He started blushing. He said that it wouldn't be good because my membranes are thin and could tear. Then I would need an operation down there and it would be a painful procedure. Okay. My friend and I walked back to the chemo area, sat donw and started the chemo process. The Pa shows up. He talked to my oncologist and she said that it would be okay to do the "thing" that we talked about. I could not resist. (this is where your sassy-ness came in.) I said, "OH! I can have a glass of wine!" Boy did he blush. I knew what he meant. He said, " NO! the OTHER thing." I am trying to look at him straight faced like I have no idea what he meant. My friend chimes in with, "SEX?!!! You mean sex, right? Your a doctor. you can say the word sex!" He was so embarrassed. We were laughing. Later I thought I should have asked if we should use a condom or go bareback. I asked the nurse about him. He is a shy doctor and is like that. As stupid as it was, it made chemo very enjoyable. We sat there laughing.

I was up for 3 hours this morning with horrible sweats. I'd wrap up tighter in the blankets to keep warm but all I would do was sweat more. I was soaked. Finally around 5:30 I called for DH. I woke him up out of a deep sleep. He comes running and bumping into everything. I told him to slow down, that I needed clean pajamas. Thinking about it... he didn't get this excited when my water broke with the babies. I changed and had him bring me a cup of hot tea which I managed to spill down the front of my clean pajamas. What is left of my hair is finally dry. I took another benedryl in case it is a bad reaction.

Today I am making a big pot of chicken soup. I know its not turkey. Everyone do me a favor. Take a mouthful of everything for me and think to yourself... This one is for the Veg. I love turkey and today I know I could not eat it. I might make it next week when I feel up to it.

I'm ready to lay back down and try to get a few more minutes of sleep. I just want to let you all know how special you are al to me and I love you.

Hugs!

(((((Veggy)))). Will be thinking of you today as I eat my Thanksgiving dinner.. Hope you are feeling better next week so you can have yours then.. Chemo stinks...



I went to the surgeon yesterday and he likes the looks of this incision much better than the last one. I am just hoping it heals up the way it should and I can move on to shrinking the leg and getting a prosthesis. My visiting nurse that I saw on Tuesday thinks this incision looks better too.....



Hugs to everyone,



Cindy

In all things be thankful ... even in the sucky BC things for it brought us together. 

((all)) and especially (((((Veggy)))))

I third that!

Veggy I ate the turkey just for you.i don't no what is wrong with this puter but I wanted to remind you how much this thanksgiving meant to me....havin u as my sista is just great.i only wish u could have been here with us but I know u were in bed with your hubby...please don't get prego now!!!!!!

This puter is still nuts so ill try to get back later.

Happy thanksgiving everyone.

Huggs K