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  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited January 2012

    FRED!!!!!! HAHAAAAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!! Oh man I'm laughing so hard!! I thought I was all creative when I named my girls....only to find out those were the two most popular names in the US in 1994!!! So, it was Bob, Chris, Caitie, Jessie...I'm thinking there may be millions of families with the same four names!!! LOL

  • lovemyfamilysomuch
    lovemyfamilysomuch Member Posts: 1,585
    edited January 2012

    Sisters,

    So wonderful to find you.  Just read through the whole thread.  Sisters, I have RAGE.  Yes,you heard me, RAGE.  All who know me comment on my sweet and caring nature, I am a psychologist for Goodness sake--sisters I have RAGE.  I want to bounce in the room.  I want to hit the walls with baseball bats.  I want that scream therapy.  What am i so effing mad about?  I try to tell myself--my kids are safe, my grandkids are safe, my family loves me, I have a great job, I am financially secure, I love Jesus, but by God I have RAGE!!!! 

    PS  Just fell in love and now he  justs wants to be friends.   I want to have sex with him.RAGING IN THE RUBBER ROOM!!!!!!!!

    Thanks for listening my dear sisters

    xo

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited January 2012

    I am almost 3 years out since I finished radiation. I still have a lot of anger built up inside me. I thought by now things would have calmed down. I am still very sensitive with stuf that happened back then and now. I have tried different antidepressants and I am on one but I still want to jump (just a figure of speech). Yesterday I talked to my mom and I got talking about my cancer. It was too much for her to deal with and asked in the middle of my setence, "Can we change the subject?"When does this rage go away??????

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited January 2012

    Wow, and double Wow.............I will admit, maybe our, kids, mother's, friend's, and husband's (whoever has one) have put all this behind them, but it "was not their cancer".................and they just want it to go away ...............well what the f--k do they think we want...........to talk about it, dwell on it, and wear it like a badge of honor.........................know what I do ..........................exactly what you just did................come to this website................we are all in this together, and we know what type of "fear" we have.......................so as I always say ...................."screw everyone (who doesn't want to listen), and the horse they rode in on".......................

    Trying to explain having cancer, and getting someone to understand, is like trying to explain to a man what it is like to have a baby...........................DON'T EVEN TRY......

    Hugs, and come here anytime............we will listen, and probably even "bitch' a bit ourselves....................Wink..........we earned that right...........

  • pupfoster1
    pupfoster1 Member Posts: 1,484
    edited January 2012

    Oh girls do I agree!  I am so fucking sick of people minimizing it at this point (or for that matter, the other extreme---"how ARE you", like maybe I should be dead or something) especially when I have new pain or concerns.  Guess it depends on who it is and how they approach me. 

    My Mom whom is a 10 year survivor still doesn't get why I get so worried.  She was "lucky" (and I am NOT minimizing ANYONE that has ANY stage of this freakin disease), and also was one of those "don't ask too many questions" types with hers, had a lumpectomy and radiation and is doing just fine.  I on the other hand had multicentric disease in one breast with one tumor being 6.5cm, LCIS in the other breast (had a bilateral mx with that side taken prophylatically---good decision huh?), 13 out of 15 fucking positive nodes with extra capular extension, had to go through mx, chemo, rads, radiation, reconstruction, and she says to me "I just wish you wouldn't worry so much when you get a new ache or pain"---WTF?????  Can you tell you hit a nerve? 

    Anywhoo, I am so glad to have this Romp Room to bitch in or as Love said "the Rubber Room".  Damn that's the least we deserve right?

    Love you all,
    Sharon

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    Love Veggy Ducky Pup - NO SHIT!!!!   I cannot believe the amazing amount of assholes that live on this damn planet!!!  Yup, like ya all ... I was sooooo positive and ready to do all the right things and "fight like a girl" and ... and ... and ... now all I want to do is smack the shit out of people who are too ignorant/selfish/inexperienced to know what the fuck is coming out of their face!  I've completely stopped eating anything healthy, stopped exercising, stopped yoga, stopped juicing, stopped giving a flying fuck if I piss off anyone and sometimes ... just sometimes...I DO IT ON PURPOSE! 

    My shrink asked me if I have rage ... apparently taking in too much targeted, painful and inaccurate BULLSHIT makes me blackout.  I didn't see that in the definition though ...

    LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL!  Good thing the walls are padded in here ... custom made for us Wink

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited February 2012

    This is me!

     I like the padded room but I love the jacket that makes you hug yourself!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    HAHAHAAAAA!!!

    My favorite it the SCREAM!!!  Veggy, you know how to rock a straight jacket, girl!  Go on with your bad self Sealed

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2012

    All things green.....doo bees....are we talking asparagus again or does my tin hat need some adjusting??  Maybe just a flashback.

    I hear you veggy.  Talk to us!!  If I bring up cancer to people, they look at me like I am crazy!  They cant believe I still think about it.  lol!  It only consumes my life!

    Fuzzey, maybe you should introduce your shrink to us....GROUP RATE!!!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    Oh yeah ... I'm thinking she'll be wearing tin hats and smokin asparagus, eating brownies, poppin shroooooms in the near future with having to listen to my crap!!  Oh she is so sweet ... and I am just not sweet ... LOL

    Ya know, for a while, assholes had me convinced that I talked too much about "the illness".  So, I shaved my hair down ... I'm putting my shit on display.  So, here's an odd question ... when I have reconstruction, and I don't have tattoos or any nip recon, does that mean I don't actually have to wear a shirt?  Ok, hang on ... I'm not that crazy ... but I do have some interesting ideas cooking in my head to stir up asshole dust ... hee heee

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2012

    asshole dust....hehehe!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    hee hee ....  just a "poof" .. and they think their all that ... pssssh!

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited February 2012

    Asshole dust.......................I'm up to my ass in asshole dust.......................they seem to find me..................

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    Oh boy....I had to edit myself just now...I saw the "constipation" thread and almost listed some funnies ... like "there's no cure for me", a list of warning labels, doctor's you could contact....oh yeah, it all happened so fast .. but I stopped myself and came here instead....hee hee

    Warning:  This woman could cause severe intestinal discomfort.  If you notice sharp pain in your shoulder/chest/neck, this is a sign that you are an asshole and are suseptible to this woman harboring a doll with your name on it.  These are warning signs.  If you do not seek treatment, you will have a swollen ass.  There is no cure for you being an asshole and you probably deserve to suffer.  Therefore, I will not list anything that will give you any comfort.  Rather, I'm hoping to catch you really drunk sometime and get photos of you being the son of a bitch that you are. 

    Hmmm...maybe it needs some fluffing?

     HAHAHAHAAAA!!  I hope somebody got a kick out of that....

  • 1vamom
    1vamom Member Posts: 167
    edited February 2012

    veggy- where'd you get the video of me?  I had no idea anyone was filming!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    Vamom - Is that you???  Oh I am so sorry!  Thought it was Veggy!  LOL ... we all look so similar in our Rubber Rooms and Stright Jackets!  My bad Wink

    You acrobatic skills are incredible?  Did you train all your life or is it just a natural talent?  I know, for me, I can pee faster than anyone I know ... yep, under 45 seconds!  I use hand sanitizer so - in and out!  LOL  I've practiced my entire life, it wasn't a natural gift ...

    Have an awesome day ladies ... XOXOXOXOXO

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2012

    Laughter is great therapy!  Thanks for making me laugh today!

  • lovemyfamilysomuch
    lovemyfamilysomuch Member Posts: 1,585
    edited February 2012

    True dat Mak!!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    SO...they now make clothing for those reaaaallly bad days ...

    And WHO KNEW???  Jackets for those days you're just in the mood to ... well, I really don't understand this one ... but ya know, they seem t o be very very popular on Google so somebody likes 'em...

    And a famous spokesperson ...

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    Just found one reason why I'm just so friggin' messed up ... this was my last AC Chemo treatment ... it didn't go well ... returned to work one week later ... I can just stop there and say this was a long FING YEAR!!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    And my little boy ... he never left my side no matter how sick I was or how long I stayed in bed ...

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2012

    What a cutie!!!  The dogs cute too!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    LOL! Thanks Mak....he's super special. Unreal what that little Guy did and does for me...his tag says "mamas boy"!

    Oh I gotta go play with him now...hee hee

  • Makratz
    Makratz Member Posts: 12,678
    edited February 2012

    Dogs are great therapy!  Don't tell my husband I said that, I am not ready for a dog .....yet!  Too busy with the boys!

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    LOL! Shoot...I spilled the beans already! I told him you wanted to become a breeder so he needs to start building the kennels...long story short, I got the full length straight jacket and he's got the "other one" for you; )



    You're welcome.

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    Ooooooh boooooy!!! Its been a really long time but today was the day!!!

    FUZZY - 1

    Assholes - one less

    So, the planets aligned, and Fuzzy moved into position. Bitch didn't know what hit her. She's lied, played the "I'm so sweet and innocent and everyone loves me and I act like a little baby" crap and I've dealt with this for years!! She's caused me nothing but pain and suffering this entire year with her lies and targeted motives.

    So...today....victory at last. The truth peeks its precious little noggin out and its finally seen.

    Honey, I got nothin to lose and more wit than you'd ever know....the kitchen is just heating up and I locked the f-ing door...

    So, we won one today and I felt alive. I haven't felt alive since....last....February I suppose.

  • 1vamom
    1vamom Member Posts: 167
    edited February 2012

    Go Fuzzy!

    Congratulations on a victory well fought, it sounds like you've been wanting this one for some time.

    What are folks thinking, f'ing around wih someone in a straight jacket? dummies.

  • thefuzzylemon
    thefuzzylemon Member Posts: 2,630
    edited February 2012

    I know, right? That broad actually asked me if I was "stable" (yes, she meant mentally) TWICE last week!! THE NERVE!!! One down...five to go...Hmmm, no, more like a dozen but...one at a time....top six first.

    STABLE???? Whew that one fluffed my feathers...so I waited....and didn't let any opportunities go by!

    Thanks darlin!!! Its just huge!



  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited February 2012

    Good for you fuzzy.

    I'm finishing the job...........

  • 1vamom
    1vamom Member Posts: 167
    edited February 2012

    I pity the fool asks me if I'm stable...

    especially some days.

    However, as they say, revenge is a dish best served cold.

    Sounds like you got in some major smackdown, though.

    I'm thinking about rocky, in whatever rocky it was, running up those steps... except its you!

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