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  • Gator65
    Gator65 Member Posts: 72
    edited December 2011

    Woke up very nauseated and with a sore throat. My toungue hurts again, This is day 11 post tx 2?? Every day is something new.

    Next tx is Thursday, the 29th. Some Happy New Year, huh?  LOL

    Christmas very very nice. Had a good time with all. Just feel like crap today so I will work from home.

     Have a great day ladies!

  • seacretgardn
    seacretgardn Member Posts: 269
    edited December 2011

    Good morning ladies, hope this morning finds you well.



    Christmas here was certainly different from past years. Stayed home, 4 days after tx I wasn't up to much and it was touch and go with going to the ER but thank goodness that is a non issue now.



    My mom had a bad cold so didn't come and it was just my 2 DD's. The oldest cooked a little dinner and we just spent the day quietly. I hope they have a more exciting New Year.



    I wanted to ask has anyone had any bruising at their port site? I am pretty bruised after the last tx and just so conscious of that area now, the accessed vein is protruding a little and I just have this sense of pressure going up my neck. The fact that I've had to be very quiet this weekend has most likely given me too much time to think perhaps.



    Looks like this is the day to buzz my hair too. Coming out like crazy.



    Sorry to be such a downer.



  • keepnfaith
    keepnfaith Member Posts: 39
    edited December 2011

    Seacret:

    Just read through from my last post to catch up. My DD has also volunteered to buzz her head when I do. I refuse to let her, she has such beautiful hair, but the sentiment is so touching.

    No bruising from my port site yet but I have only had 1 tx (next one Jan 4th) 

    Yesterday was spent mostly laying around. I had horrible bone aches and burning sensation. We did all of our Christmas celebration on Christmas Eve. My children did stop in just to see me but didn't stay long. I know it hurts them to see me like this. My DH made a simple meal for just us and I was happy with that.

    Feeling a bit more normal today. I hope everyone is doing well and able to find some joy in the day.  

  • markat
    markat Member Posts: 909
    edited December 2011

    Whata that is a great idea!



    Seacret I've had some pressure around my port and am very aware of it, if that makes any sense? I was going to ask my onc about it tomorrow when I see her.



    Gator sorry you're feeling bad. My mouth has been bothering me. Mostly my teeth.



    Keepn glad you are feeling normal today.



    Seacret good luck on buzzing your hair. Don't apologize for being a downer! We all have ups and downs. I felt like Debbie downer yesterday but today feels better.

  • Mardibra
    Mardibra Member Posts: 1,111
    edited December 2011

    I've also had some port site bruising. At my last tx (#2), it felt like my vein got kinked or something. I could feel it protruding a bit. They are going to do the next infusion of "A" a bit more slowly and hopefully that will make a difference. All back to normal now. Next tx is Thursday. So Gator, you and I will be having a lousy New Years Eve together. I have not had any mouth issues except that my gums feel strange. Kind of like they are shriveling up.



    Secret - good luck with the hair buzz.

  • darlam
    darlam Member Posts: 66
    edited December 2011

    Hope everyone found some moments of peace and joy in the holidays. More precious perhaps, for the need to seize what few we find. Did manage to have a couple hours with the family. 

    Sounds like we are all in the same place of trying to be positive, and focus on the progress made...but struggling with the unpredictability of side effects and feeling battered, bruised and ugly. Add me to the list. Still have some hair but shedding alot now. Feeling bloated, fat, and generally disgusting. 

    The nausea was somewhat better this time....if you can call "this really sucks" an improvement over "just shoot me now!" The choice is extreme nausea vs. being drugged into unconsciousness for a few days. Guess I'll take unconscious. Like the chain idea. I have to think that there are 2 done instead of 4 to go, or I'll go nuts!

  • rachelvk
    rachelvk Member Posts: 1,411
    edited December 2011

    Hi everyone. The holidays are certainly different this year. I did have an interesting time at my boyfriend's aunt's home. His other aunt has just started radiation after going through chemo, so the two of us got to bond a bit. She's one tough lady - her daughter told me I'd better be better than her mom at looking out for myself and paying attention to how I felt, rather than always trying to tough it out. I felt bad for the woman who was sitting between us. She was interested in our conversation until it got to the comments about losing finger nails.... Mine thankfully are still intact, and my two cracked fingertips seem to be getting a little better. I just keep slathering on the Neutrogena.

    My scalp is getting, well, noticeable. I assume I have about 2-3 days left, max. I was hoping to make it to New Years... And my period is now in day 9, after starting a week early.

    Whatashocker - I love that idea! I might do something like it. I'm thinking a big black (pink???) "X" through each letter.

  • seacretgardn
    seacretgardn Member Posts: 269
    edited December 2011

    Hi ladies, checking in, hoping you are having a good or improving day.



    6 days post AC2 and my mouth is quite the mess again. Even after trying the glutamine.



    Pretty discouraged today, Reread a lot of this thread and see so many different treatments has me wondering again about the my path. If I just rushed into something out of fear. I guess now is no time for regrets. Just move forward.



    Now I can barely make a decision on what's ok to eat. The chia seed I found so helpful does have

    a lot of antioxidants, so maybe I should cut it out. Just so many unknowns and lack of control on our end.



    Still haven't buzzed the hair. Maybe tonight. Who knew follicles could feel so sore?



    Just having a really a down day in NJ.



  • Kelloggs
    Kelloggs Member Posts: 965
    edited December 2011

    Haven't posted in a while....I've felt guilty that I've been feeling good.  But this past Thursday the hair started falling out and I've been a mess since then.  Thank God for my DH, he gets the brunt of all of my tears.  I stopped after work Friday and got a very short cut.  I'm getting used to it which sucks because I don't think it will last long. The hair is falling out at an alarming rate, and the scalp is sore and itchy.  But I just can't bring myself to shave it yet.

    I have my next treatment on Thursday so I will be having a Crappy New Year as well!  Here's hoping we all get through the next round with minimal SE's! 

  • markat
    markat Member Posts: 909
    edited December 2011

    Hi Kelly! Glad you checked in. I'm glad you've been feeling good!



    My scalp is feeling much better today. The stubble is falling out and my wig is more comfortable.



    I'm on the steroids and have lots of nervous energy. TCH x2 tomorrow. Sounds like a lot of us will be toasting with our anti nausea meds Saturday night!

  • Kelloggs
    Kelloggs Member Posts: 965
    edited December 2011

    markat- Sounds like we are on about the same schedule on day apart. I'm getting nervous reading about the cumulative side effects for some people.  I did pretty well with my first TCH and I was hoping that would continue.  Now I'm getting scared again.

    I start my steroids tomorrow.  The Neulasta shot seems to be what made me feel bad.  I am fully expecting to spend New Year's Even sprawled out in the recliner with the "Jimmy legs" and pain.  Let me know how your second one goes tomorrow.  I'll be thinking about you and wishing you very mild SE's!

  • Mardibra
    Mardibra Member Posts: 1,111
    edited December 2011

    Third AC scheduled for Thursday. I'm not much of a New Years Eve gal but this one is certainly going to suck! Chinese food won't even taste good. Looking forward to 2013 and being done with all this stuff. Hopefully I will have a good head of hair by then.

  • Whatashocker3
    Whatashocker3 Member Posts: 209
    edited December 2011

    I am going in for #2 fec tomorrow with a neulasta shot on Thurs. I will keep u posted on how it goes. I will be able to get rid of the "a" on the chain link.

  • seacretgardn
    seacretgardn Member Posts: 269
    edited December 2011

    Whatashocker, good luck today and getting rid of one more letter on your chain link.



    Markat, hope your cold is better and SEs mild.



    Mardibra, the onc nurse may have my port checked via flouroscan. She def felt it protruding prior to last weeks tx and now I just have pressure where I felt nothing before. Feels bumpy or twisted too. She didn't say what it could be from, but I'll ask about having the AC given more slowly.



    Thank ladies, hoping for good days for all.



  • Terry71
    Terry71 Member Posts: 293
    edited December 2011

    Ok ladies I have a question for anyone who is 6 plus weeks out of last treatment... Do any of you still have SE`S? went to the mall with DH lastnight for maybe 1 1/2 hours and my ankles swelled up Grrr Still have mild hot flashes/ cold sweats once in a while and some dizziness if I get up too fast.... is this normal??? HELP...... 

  • laurieloomis
    laurieloomis Member Posts: 43
    edited December 2011

    Hi girls...first round of A/C tomorrow!  Yoday I'm running around like a crazy person trying to get everything cleaned up, tree down, supplies bought and a cooler filled with beer to go wig shopping with my sister.  I don't think it;s hit me yet, but tomorrow will be another story.  

    Seacret, I hope your port is ok!  Keep in touch.

    Best  wishes all

    Laurie

  • Mardibra
    Mardibra Member Posts: 1,111
    edited December 2011

    Seacret - i will let you know how the slow infusion goes. 

    Laurie - good luck tomorrow....dont be scared, you will do just fine.  Keep us posted.

    Terry - sorry, I just started on 12/1 and have my third AC tomorrow.  Hopefully, SE's will calm down for you soon.

    Christine

  • Terry71
    Terry71 Member Posts: 293
    edited December 2011

    Sheesh I hope so, Last chemo was Nov  17th, want the SE's to go away lol, on the plus side, my hair is coming back, its dark dark on the back and sides and really light on the top Hmmmmm its 5 O'clock shadow right now and loads of Fuzz but hey its HAIR right haha

  • markat
    markat Member Posts: 909
    edited December 2011

    Well home from TCH 2. Pretty uneventful except the nurse didn't like the way my port was acting. Every time I moved I set the alarm off on IV stand. She thinks there might be a kink inside or something. Oh and the power went off but the generators kicked on.



    I'm tired but wired from all the steroids.



    Terry you might want to check with some of the older groups from earlier in the year. Most of us just started this month.



    Laurie good luck! I'm jealous of your cooler full of beer! You'll do great!

  • keepnfaith
    keepnfaith Member Posts: 39
    edited December 2011

    Went in for my after 1st treatment checkup. Port looks good and tumor is already breaking up, hooray! It's so nice to get good news once in a while :)

  • seacretgardn
    seacretgardn Member Posts: 269
    edited December 2011

    Markat you talk about the power going off so calmly! I hope you will feel well and SEs are mild.



    Laurie good luck tomorrow. A cooler of beer and wig shopping, sounds like you and your sister will have fun. I was nervous yet relieved to get through the first AC.



    I'm having this port looked at tomorrow, will let you all know, just want to be sure it's working correctly.



    Terry sorry about the lingering SEs, what does the doc say? But congrats on finishing txs and the hair coming back, now that's exciting!

  • laurieloomis
    laurieloomis Member Posts: 43
    edited December 2011

    Keepnfaith...YEA!!! that is wonderful news! Our little victories are worth celebrating Laughing

    Seacret..we had a blast wig shopping.  The wig lady thought we were nuts with our cooler of beer, funny hats and sunglasses. She said that was a first for her (wouldn't partake in the beer tho  lol) Hope all goes well with the port tomorrow.

    My hubby made me my favorite meal for dinner tonight, I will savor that for the next few months. What a sweetie he is!

    Thank you all for your posts.  Your wisdom and support will help me get through tomorrow.

    Laurie

  • Kelloggs
    Kelloggs Member Posts: 965
    edited December 2011

    Markat - Wow, power going off does not sound fun!  I go in tomorrow for TCH #2 also....let's hope for minimal SE's for both of us over the weekend!

    Laurie - What a great way to make that kind of shopping fun!  I went by myself and looking back I think it would have been better to take a friend, for another opinion if nothing else. 

    Terry - Sending healing thoughts your way...hope you get rid of those SE's for good!  Yay on the FUZZ!

    Keep - Every bit of good news is wonderful...especially after one treatment! You go girl!

  • FLislander
    FLislander Member Posts: 243
    edited December 2011

    Hi Seacret

    We will just keep on trying for mouth sores, I have mouth wash I think from dentist for gingivitis sore gums, chlorhexidine gluconate that I use when mine is getting bad, read about it somewhere else on site, prescription, also my tongue was white with red sores Christmas day called dr and prescribed diflucan for thrush..Mouth in good shape 2 days later.. 2 things to try. Good luck

    I don't know what to eat or not either just trying my best everything I think turns wrong

  • markat
    markat Member Posts: 909
    edited December 2011

    When the power went off I was dozing off and just getting my Emend infusion.  I looked at the nurse and asked "did the power just go off."  She looked out the window and said yes but hopefully the generators kick on...and they did.  My husband laughed and said, at least you aren't in surgery.

     Good luck to everyone going tomorrow.  My stomach is already feeling a little yucky tonight, probably shouldn't have eaten so much.

  • seacretgardn
    seacretgardn Member Posts: 269
    edited December 2011

    FLislander thanks for the sore mouth tips.



    Kellogs and Laurie, good luck and minimal SEs tomorrow. Laurie your wig shopping sounds just great. How wonderful to have a sister who shares your wonderful sense of fun and humor.



    Just curious and maybe missed, is anyone else going through txs with TEs?



    I keep trying to loosen my too tight bra then realize I'm not wearing one, it's the darn TEs. Ugh!



    Goodnight!

  • rachelvk
    rachelvk Member Posts: 1,411
    edited December 2011

    Kelloggs and Laurie - Good luck tomorrow! I hope you sail right through your txs.

    Keepnfaith - I'm so glad to hear the chemo is working. That must be a great feeling to have proof that it's helping, and therefore worth the SEs.

    seacretgardn - Hoping your port is okay. I have TEs - supposedly my next fill is the Monday after my next tx (Thursday), so I'm hoping I'm in good enough shape. My right one apparently has decided it would like to settle in under my armpit. Can't wait to get through all this and move on to the exchange!

    Day 16 - and the hair is holding out like the Alamo. Lost strands occasionally one at a time - it would help if I could stop running my hand through my hair 'just to check.' 

  • markat
    markat Member Posts: 909
    edited December 2011

    Just wanted to tell Laurie and Kelly that my thoughts are with you today.



    Seacret I haven't had surgery yet so no TEs yet.



    Rachel I know we are on different regimens but aren't you on Taxotere? I had to shave mine by day 18 i think. It was just shedding too much and depressing. It's hard not to run your hands through. I feel much better with it gone. I definitely have some bald spots now in my stubble.



    Hope everyone else is doing good and feeling well!

  • Whatashocker3
    Whatashocker3 Member Posts: 209
    edited December 2011

    Market, I was Sick last night too. I think it was the double dose of steroids they gave me in error which lead me to eat 2 home made cannellonis that I probably wouldn't of had. I hate being sick so I would anything to NOT be. I hope you are feeling better today.



    For those going in today just think that you are one step closer to done. There were lost on ladies at the centre yesterday man I hate to see the number of healthy ladies that was struck with this damn disease. Where is the cure?

  • keepnfaith
    keepnfaith Member Posts: 39
    edited December 2011

    Been feeling fine with very few SEs last couple days. Then today noticed my hair is beginning to come out. Not a whole lot but noticeable. 

    My thoughts are on the ladies going through their treatments today. Blessings to all. 

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