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  • Susan726
    Susan726 Member Posts: 16
    edited September 2011

    My first appt. with a BCS is tomorrow morning. I'm assuming my options are going to be lumpectomy or mastectomy. I'm a 34A and am wondering if going through a mastectomy and reconstruction is any easier for small-breasted women. I know it's going to be major surgery if I go that route. but I think the breast with the DCIS will probably end up looking pretty bad after a lumpectomy and radiation.

  • mom3band1g
    mom3band1g Member Posts: 817
    edited September 2011

    susan726- I assure you a mast is no easier for small breasted women.  I  had very small breasts...like AAA/AA small.  It was origianlly thought that all I would need would be a lumpectomy (even in my small breast)!  In the end I needed a mast and it was/is very hard.  It's hard to grasp the full physical and emotional impact a mast has.  I still needed rads even after the mast.  Rads in and of itself was not hard and really didn't do much damage to my skin or TE. 

  • jazz3000
    jazz3000 Member Posts: 188
    edited September 2011

    Lady Grey- This all sucks! You are so right. You won't catch too many of us on this site sharing any warm fuzzies about having BC @ any level. It sucks that it is what it is. It sucks there is no bottom line for most of us, just day to day, patience and hope, and with many the "Make everyday count", mentality.

    It sucks dealing with various levels of professionalism, and the ever present lack of knowledge in ourselves, as well as others, where this particular subject enters in.  I especially love the look of those who have decided they need to be kind now - she's dying. LOL

    Words like terminal, inoperable, chemo, radiation, and biopsy, all SUCK!

    The majority of us fall somewhere in between all these nouns. I don't think there's one of us that would say we don't understand and truly feel for you.

    We are in a fight with our own bodies, without a judge or jury to hear our case, and it's up to each of us as to how we chose to battle it. Some days are good - some days are bad- you're right about that too. We're listening and can support you but we don't have the power to change the dx of BC, or how the people in our lives including the Medical Pros deal with us. We all have the same battle. We can give you the strength to battle. We can share everything we learn or have learned, and be here to listen to you vent, cry, laugh or share. 

    I'm so glad to hear you've fought to see another Doctor and you got that second opinion. I know you won't miss the old nurse. LOL. Apparently she couldn't feel good about herself unless she felt she could demean you somehow. You must have intimidated the hell out of her. LOL

    You take care of yourself. Do something to get your mind off of this for a while. One thing I've learned, is, it's all going to be there when you get back, so it's okay to step away from it and enjoy something that takes the edge off.

    I'm not New Age so I can't tell you to think positive or negative. I don't even have physic abilities to give you an idea of how all of this will turn out. 

    It's obvious you're a fighter, and aren't going to settle with this, so I'm not @ all worried you won't make it through this. I personally think you can get  %^&**$   @ all this and still make it through. We'll be here for you.

  • jazz3000
    jazz3000 Member Posts: 188
    edited October 2011

    Lady Grey- This all sucks! You are so right. You won't catch too many of us on this site sharing any warm fuzzies about having BC @ any level. It sucks that it is what it is. It sucks there is no bottom line for most of us, just day to day, patience and hope, and with many the "Make everyday count", mentality.

    It sucks dealing with various levels of professionalism, and the ever present lack of knowledge in ourselves, as well as others, where this particular subject enters in.  I especially love the look of those who have decided they need to be kind now - she's dying. LOL

    Words like terminal, inoperable, chemo, radiation, and biopsy, all SUCK!

    The majority of us fall somewhere in between all these nouns. I don't think there's one of us that would say we don't understand and truly feel for you.

    We are in a fight with our own bodies, without a judge or jury to hear our case, and it's up to each of us as to how we chose to battle it. Some days are good - some days are bad- you're right about that too. We're listening and can support you but we don't have the power to change the dx of BC, or how the people in our lives including the Medical Pros deal with us. We all have the same battle. We can give you the strength to battle. We can share everything we learn or have learned, and be here to listen to you vent, cry, laugh or share. 

    I'm so glad to hear you've fought to see another Doctor and you got that second opinion. I know you won't miss the old nurse. LOL. Apparently she couldn't feel good about herself unless she felt she could demean you somehow. You must have intimidated the hell out of her. LOL

    You take care of yourself. Do something to get your mind off of this for a while. One thing I've learned, is, it's all going to be there when you get back, so it's okay to step away from it and enjoy something that takes the edge off.

    I'm not New Age so I can't tell you to think positive or negative. I don't even have physic abilities to give you an idea of how all of this will turn out. 

    It's obvious you're a fighter, and aren't going to settle with this, so I'm not @ all worried you won't make it through this. I personally think you can get  %^&**$   @ all this and still make it through. We'll be here for you.

  • cheryl1946
    cheryl1946 Member Posts: 1,308
    edited September 2011

    Had my annual mammogram in April. Needed a repeat,and was told by radiologist that i had a "suspicious" area of calcifications,and I should see a surgeon.

    Saw a surgeon 2 days later. She wasn't concerned with the calcifications,she was "deeply concerned" with a large hard area on left outer breast and another area on left nipple.

    I had a stereotactic biopsy on calcification area which showed DCIS ER+/PR+.

    One week later had biopsies of both hard areas.That showed stage 2 invasive ductal carcinoma in both,cruciform type,both are ER+/PP+. All tumors are HER2 neg.

    I then had 2 MRI's,a PET/cat scan.an ultrasound of right breast for a mass that was gone by the time I had the US.

    MRI showed suspicious area in left shoulder.

    I went to Dana Farber breast cancer hospital in Boston for second opinions by surgeon and oncologist. Had a cat scan guided biopsy on shoulder 6/27,and got the diagnosis of stage 4 mets to bone on 7/6.

    Started on letrozole 2.5 mg daily on 7/11 and it is working since my CA2729 dropped from 112 to 53.8 There will not be any surgery,radiation,or chemo now.Maybe down the line if and when the hormone suppressants stop working,I'll need chemo.

    Through all this I have been somewhat removed.I'm upset,but that's it. However,I didn't realize how upset I was until I got the CA2729 results;if felt like a heavy weight was lifted off me.

    You have to decide what is best for you. I was a nurse and I would not keep a doc who had someone so insensitive working for him.

  • sweatyspice
    sweatyspice Member Posts: 922
    edited September 2011

    LadyGrey:

     1. Would it be possible to do a lumpectomy, then radiation, then reconstruction to save the nipple? I didn't think to ask if that was possible.

    I'm not following your logic.  Generally, with a lumpectomy the nipple would not be lost but I suppose that might change if the cancerous area was close to the nipple.  The nipple is usually lost with mastectomy, however a growing number of surgeons will do "nipple sparing" mastectomy if it is medically appropriate (if the cancer is far enough away from the nipple). 

    As a hypo in service to your question, let's say you do lose the nipple.   To the best of my knowledge, reconstruction would be done before radiation if possible.  Radiation permanently changes the tissue, making reconstruction and its healing process trickier.

    Also bear in mind that a reconstructed nipple is a fake, it will not have sensation and it will not look exactly the same.  There are various processes used to create fake nipples, sometimes referred to on this board as "fipples."   It may be premature to get into that discussion now, but a search on the reconstruction area of the site may be helpful if you do feel the need to read about it.

    Again, the logic of your question is a bit funky - so if you're actually asking something else, please clarify. 

     2. My lesion is ER- and PR-. I know what that means but not the significance. What significance does that have and should it factor into my decision?

    Your cancer is not using hormones as a food source, so taking drugs like Tamoxifen (which prevents estrogen from binding with receptors in the breast) would not be effective.  The significance is twofold - there are fewer treatments available to you and (I think) hormone negative cancers are considered to be more aggressive (faster growing).

    Assuming there is no invasion, I've no idea whether your negative hormone status changes your recurrence risk. 

    Please bear in mind that I am NOT a doctor and that I have a strongly ER+/PR+ cancer, so this is an issue I did not have to personally navigate.  I do have a friend who's triple neg, though - so I know what she's told me.  This could be a big factor, and I strongly suggest you consult an oncologist or two or three to discuss what this means for your decisionmaking.

    Yep, soon you can say "my oncologist."  Lovely, isn't it?

    3. It seems like my lesion is pretty large - does that suggest it is more likely invasive?

    The way I conceptualize it, the larger the lesion, the more "surface area" which could be ripe for invasion.  It does seem that invasion is found more frequently as the area of cancer increases.   Does that mean yours is invasive?  No.   

    The fact that they suspect invasion as a result of the biopsy is more of a red flag to me than the size of the lesion.  Do you know WHY they suspected invasion?  Was it simply due to the size or was it something else?

     4. The surgeon said even with a double, I will be back to normal within a month. That seems quick....

    Way beyond my experience, but I'd ask them to define "normal."

    Your current implant and implants for the purpose of reconstruction.... 

    Again, I've not had a mastectomy; only researched the option.  It's my understanding that implants used in breast enhancement are utterly irrelevant.  Please thoroughly discuss this with a few plastic surgeons, as drawing inferences from your current implants might be a big mistake.

  • Hindsfeet
    Hindsfeet Member Posts: 2,456
    edited September 2011

    My opinion, whatever happens, let it be your choice. Turn over every rock, and don't do anything unless you feel completely comfortable. Being willing to walk away if you don't see eye with a doctor...there are a lot of surgeons and oncologist. You are your best advocate...it's your life, not us, or your doctors.

  • Suz39
    Suz39 Member Posts: 125
    edited September 2011

    Hi The Lady Grey,

    I'm just reading your thread for the first time, and I wanted to tell you my story, in case it helps you with yours...  but first, I want to mention that if you spend much time going through these discussion boards, you will find women who have only eaten organic foods for the past 10 years, vegetarians, fitness instructors, etc. all with breast cancer.  This is not a lifestyle disease for most of us.  My grandfather smoked for 20 years and never had a speck of cancer in his body, my grandmother is still alive at 93 and doesn't have any cancer.  I am the first person in my family to be diagnosed with cancer, and I am 40.  This is just a crazy disease.

    I was originally diagnosed with DCIS, using a core vacuum biopsy.  This type of biopsy takes a lot of tissue, and I am very small breasted, maybe a AA.  A second pathologist changed my diagnosis to ADH, but by then I had already had an MRI, that showed potential multifocal disease.  They were tiny specs of light on my MRI.  I decided on immediate DIEP reconstruction, but had to wait 3 months for the PS and BS to be able to coordinate their schedules.  This was considered reasonable, because of the low grade of my cancer.  My final pathology came back IDC 3.2 cm and DCIS 5.4 cm.  I have no idea where these tumors were hiding in my tiny breasts.  So, either the biopsy missed the IDC comletely, or it grew in the 3 months that I waited for surgery.  It was a grade 3 tumor.  My BS wanted to do a sentinal node biopsy when she did my mastectomy because after you have a mastectomy, they can't find the sentinal nodes, so if you do have IDC, they have to go in and take a whole bunch.  I argued with her on this point, because I was worried about lymphadema, but in the end, I am so glad that she did, because I would have hated to have to go back for a second surgery to get my lymph nodes removed.

    With my reconstruction, I think I was back to "normal", after 2 months.  Physiotherapy really helps a lot.  I found a great physiotherapist and had full range of motion within 2 months, which put me in a good place to start chemo.

    When I was recovering from my surgery, I started watching Mad Men.  Somehow it made me feel better seeing how messed up people's lives can get, even when they don't have cancer.

    Anyway, good luck to you.  This sucks, but what can you do?  At least we are all in it together. 

  • cookiegal
    cookiegal Member Posts: 3,296
    edited September 2011

    It sounds like a nipple sparing mast might work, but you can have reconstruction after a lumpectomy. My PS says she does it all the time, it's a big part of her practice.

    I don't know the specifics

  • TheLadyGrey
    TheLadyGrey Member Posts: 231
    edited October 2011

    So the latest:



    Mastectomy on left breast (high grade comedonecrosis) with immediate reconstruction with tissue expander tentatively set in two weeks.



    One of the two suspect areas in the healthy breast located by the MRI came back benign on biopsy. The mammogram couldn't locate the other area.



    Radiologist is supposed to review the MRI on Monday, but I don't care - I'm blowing that off. The whole MRI thing has been a very expensive, frustrating and ultimately completely useless tool.



    BRCA appointment Monday. I realized that it isn't that I don't have a family history of cancers - I don't have much of a family history. My father was an only child as was his dad and mother, and my mother had a twin brother who had no kids - I have no aunts, great aunts, first or second cousins.



    Interestingly, family lore has had it that Grandmother died of lung cancer that spread to her breast except that doesn't happen. She smoked two packs of Parliaments a day for 5 decades so it is reasonable to assume that is what got her, and maybe it was. But it is interesting that her breast cancer has always been mentioned as the cause of death.



    I'm doing the gene thing for my daughter who will be asked about this at least 1000 times in her life, but IF it came back positive and IF that happened before the surgery, I would do the bilateral.



    I will not delay the surgery waiting to find out. My surgeon, who I think deep in her heart of hearts wants to to the bi, knows this - she can push the test through and have the results back in a week if she wants to, but, like the MRI, that is off my decision tree.



    I met with the plastic surgeon about 90 seconds before I was going to have a stroke. I am assuming he is a good surgeon as he was referred by my breast surgeon who I have come to find out is a big deal in the breast surgeon world, but regardless he calmed me down hugely. I trust him.



    I did the XRay and nuclear medicine scan. So far, all injected dyes make me really cold. I think I passed, although the surgeon's RN came looking for me post x-ray, pre-scan when I was sitting outside in the sun trying to get warm. Since I have a history of smoking as recently as 16 days ago and they took an additional side chest XRay I assume she was coming to tell me I have lung cancer and when she couldn't put her hands on me, decided not to ruin my last weekend of relative peace.



    I think that one of the casualties of being diagnosed with cancer, even pre-cancer, non-cancer, not-pink-worthy cancer, is that nothing health related will ever again be "whatever." Never again do you have a mammogram or an x-ray or a blood test and assume it is OK. I used to get all those tests and receive a phone call, then a letter, saying all was well and think "how sweet of them to follow up - of course is is fine."



    So, here is my question de jour: what impact, if any, do the (1) ER-PR-, (2) grade 3, (3) comedonecrosis, (4) possibly invasive, factors have on the chance that radiation or chemo will be suggested.



    I know 10% or so of DCIS mastectomies need radiation and 2-3% (???) need chemo. From what I can gather those recommendations turn SOLELY on margins


    Do I understand that correctly.

  • jazz3000
    jazz3000 Member Posts: 188
    edited October 2011

    An MRI does give you and the Doctor a baseline to start with when you have nothing else to go on. It may not seem important today but the future changes and possibilities have a reference point now. 

    I had the same issue with my lungs and they did find a nodule in my right lung as well as the beginning of emphazema but the nodule proved to be just that and wasn't really an issue in the end.

    http://www.breastcancer.org/symptoms/testing/
    This info is written on site here under diagnois and testing section. I had a difficult time understanding what the PR and ER - etc., meant and why it is important but the management of your cancer may well be handled with the use of hormones if you prove positive in these areas. I am a Triple Negative meaning the only options are no treatments with the invasive cancer or chemo and radiation. I'm still debating with myself as to wheather it's worth it or not in the end. 

    Beesie did a lot of homework on her specific cancer and I hope this helps with your questions regarding comedonecrosis, and the likes.

    Via Beesie 2008:

    Most of the breast cancer sites I went to use the terms "necrosis" and "comedonecrosis" interchangeably. I believe that "necrosis" is a generic term referring to dead cells, whereas "comedonecrosis" is a specific subtype of DCIS that includes necrosis.

    Here are definitions from http://www.dcis.info/dictionary.html:

    Necrosis - The death of living cells or tissues caused by a lack of blood flow.

    Comedo (kuh-ME-do) - A subtype of DCIS indicating a high grade of disease, which translates to higher risk for development of invasive breast cancer. Comedo looks and acts differently from other in situ subtypes. The center of the duct is plugged with dead cellular debris, known as "necrosis". This is a sign of rapid and aggressive growth. Also called Comedocarcinoma when it is in an invasive form.

    BC.org also explains this well: http://www.breastcancer.org/symptoms/dcis/type_grade.jsp

    As for your question, "Can you have true comedo necrosis and not have a high nuclear grade?", from the following site, I think the answer is yes. http://www.breastdiseases.com/dcispath.htm If I understand this correctly, comedo is a type of DCIS architecture. It's usually associated with high nuclear grade, but not always. Ends Beesies explaination and references.

    Invasive or non invasive do play a determining factor in what you need after surgery.  If it's invasive it requires agressive treatment. Non invasive less agressive treatments with more options.

    This is my best stab at your questions. I'm certain there are others with much more concise info on the subjects in question. Hugs and Hope for you. 

  • sweatyspice
    sweatyspice Member Posts: 922
    edited October 2011

    Invasion is the only factor that matters for chemo, surgical margins the only important factor for radiation (with mastectomy).

    Radiation may be used for DCIS, but a "DCIS" mastectomy will NEVER need chemo.  A mastectomy performed under a preliminary diagnosis of DCIS, but which reveals there's actually an invasive cancer (having progressed further along the continuum of ugly) MAY require chemo. 

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited October 2011

    jazz, thanks for finding the info from my old posts!  I was looking for that information recently and couldn't find it!

    LadyGrey, indicators of a potentially aggressive DCIS are the size of the area of DCIS and/or if the DCIS is multi-focal or multi-centric (in more than one location in the breast), the grade of the DCIS (grade 3 is the most aggressive) and the presence of necrosis (i.e. DCIS with comedonecrosis). It sounds as though you have all those conditions.  So did I.  What this means is that there is 1) a greater risk that the DCIS may be widespread and 2) a greater risk that some invasive cancer might be found hiding in the middle of the DCIS.  

    Addressing the first point, cancer cells by definition tend to multiply and spread. The more aggressive the cancer, the more likely it is that the cells have been multiplying and spreading. DCIS cancer cells are confined to the milk ducts so the only place that DCIS cells can expand into are other milk ducts in the breast. This is why aggressive DCIS often tends to cover large areas of the breast, more so than invasive cancer (where the aggressive cells might form an ever increasing lump or move into the nodes or the vascular system).  What this means for DCIS patients is that it may be harder to get clean margins with a lumpectomy and a mastectomy is more likely to be required. Although it seems counter-intuitive, this is why mastectomies are considered to be 'medically necessary' more often for DCIS patients than those with IDC.  For those having a mastectomy, having widespread DCIS could mean narrow margins near the chest wall, and that could lead to a recommendation of radiation.

    As for the second point, on average anyone with a preliminary diagnosis of DCIS from a biopsy faces approx. a 20% risk that 'something more' will be found once all the affected breast tissue is examined.  Those who have aggressive DCIS obviously face the highest risk.  The 'something more' usually is just a microinvasion (1mm of IDC) or maybe a few microinvasions but in about 5% of cases, the diagnosis changes completely due to the discovery of a greater amount of IDC and/or nodal involvement (which is not possible with pure DCIS but can happen with any amount of IDC, even just a microinvasion).

    So those are the implications of having grade 3 DCIS and the presence of comedonecrosis. Aggressive DCIS presents more risks. One of the most important things to keep in mind however is that pure DCIS (if no IDC is found) is always a pre-invasive cancer, no matter what the pathology. If all the DCIS cancer cells are surgically removed and/or killed off with radiation, then it really doesn't matter how aggressive the pathology was. DCIS that is removed can no longer hurt you, no matter how aggressive it was.  This is not true with invasive cancer.  If the pathology of an invasive cancer is aggressive, the long-term risk of mets is potentially higher. This is because there is a greater chance that some of the cancer cells might have moved outside of the breast before the cancer was surgically removed (and this is something that DCIS cancer cells can't do).  So with IDC, an aggressive pathology potentially has a long term implications; an aggressive IDC can hurt you even after the cancer in the breast has been completely removed. With DCIS an aggressive pathology presents immediate concerns but once the cancer is removed, it no longer matters.

    What that all means is that it's important to get the aggressive DCIS out of your breast.  DCIS cells left in the breast can recur - a local recurrence is certainly possible and is more likely if the DCIS is aggressive.  In 50% of cases, local recurrences after a diagnosis of DCIS are not discovered until the cancer cells have already evolved to become invasive.  And then it's a whole different situation.  So if you have aggressive DCIS, what's most important is that you ensure that all those cancer cells are removed and/or killed off.

    That leads to the question of radiation.  It used to be that radiation was virtually never given after a mastectomy for DCIS.  That was the case when I had my surgery 6 years ago.  Recent studies have shown however that local recurrence after a mastectomy for DCIS can increase substantially (from 1%-2% to 16% in one particular study) if the margins are narrow.  This is why it's more likely these days that radiation might be recommended after a mastectomy for DCIS.  It's still rare, but it's no longer off the table, as it used to be.

    Chemo, on the other hand, has nothing to do with margins.  Chemo is a systemic treatment.  It's given when there is a risk that some cancer cells may have moved into the body prior to the removal of the cancer from the breast. The more aggressive the IDC, the greater the risk that some cancer cells may have escaped into thre body prior to surgery, and the more likely that chemo will be recommended.  Chemo is never required for DCIS because by definition DCIS cancer cells cannot leave the breast.  So no matter how close the margins, if the cancer is pure DCIS, chemo won't be required.  Where chemo does comes into play is if IDC is discovered in the middle of all that DCIS, and particularly, if some of those IDC cells made their way into the nodes.  But keep in mind that the presence of a small amount of IDC doesn't mean that chemo is sure to be recommended.  A small amount of IDC, or even a larger amount of a less aggressive IDC, presents a small enough risk of mets that usually chemo won't be recommended - the risks from chemo are considered to be greater than the risk of mets.  For most women who have DCIS as their preliminary diagnosis and who are then found to have some invasive cancer, the treatment doesn't actually change vs. what it would be for pure DCIS.  The lymph nodes need to be checked but if they are clear, often nothing else changes.  That was the case for me.

    Lastly, the ER/PR status.  This relates to whether you might benefit from hormone therapy (Tamoxifen for those with DCIS), which is available to those who are ER+. Tamoxifen provides 3 benefits: 1) It reduces the risk of local recurrence; 2) It reduces the risk of a distant recurrence (i.e. mets); 3) it reduces the risk of the development of a new BC in either breast.  For someone who has a mastectomy for DCIS, the first two benefits are negligible because your risks in those areas are negligible (assuming adequate margins after the mastectomy).  Therefore the primary benefit of hormone therapy is protection of the remaining breast.  Even for those who are ER+, taking Tamoxifen is optional; I'm ER+/PR- and my oncologist recommended against Tamox for me (and I agreed with him). In your case, being ER- it's unlikely that Tamox would be recommended (although a new BC could be ER+ even though your current is ER-) but even if you were ER+, you might choose not to take it.    

    Hope this all makes sense and helps! 

  • rn4babies
    rn4babies Member Posts: 409
    edited October 2011

    LadyGrey.....I was dx'd with DCIS in July. Very, very small (4mm) but high grade with comedo necrosis and possibility of vascular invasion not to be ruled out. After my lumpectomy in Sept, my surgeon then said that due to the small size, and wide margins, it was possible I may not need the radiation. He then referred me to a MO. The MO didn't even question it. He focused on the Grade and comedo necrosis. That combined with my age and family hx made it a no-brainer. He said with the aggressiveness of the DCIS, he was strongly suggesting rads anyway. He also is recommending Tamoxifen as well. I'll discuss this further with him in my one month follow-up. I'm now waiting for my RO appt. Unlike my surgeon, he never referred to it as a non-cancer or pre-cancer. He seemed very concerned about prevention and treatment. I too got the lifestyle speech 60 seconds in. (I don't smoke or drink but am slightly overweight). My mom, sister and aunts all with BC are stick thin. Anyway, I will probably start rads in the next month or so. Good luck in your journey!

  • Hindsfeet
    Hindsfeet Member Posts: 2,456
    edited October 2011

    m4babies, to ease your mind, I don't think that dcis can have a vascular invasion, because it hasn't left the ducts. Beesie will correct me if I'm wrong. 

  • rn4babies
    rn4babies Member Posts: 409
    edited October 2011

    I don't know. My path report says "Some tumor cells are fragmented and may be in a vascular space therefore the possibility of vascular space invasion cannot be completely excluded". My final path report ruled out vascular invasion. My MO mentioned it as a possible concern.

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited October 2011

    rn4babies, by definition DCIS is a pre-invasive cancer.  DCIS cancer cells are stuck inside the milk ducts of the breast, and from there they can't move into either the lymph nodes or the vascular system. When there is the presence of vascular or lymphatic invasion along with a diagnosis of DCIS, the assumption is that there was an occult invasion, i.e. there was invasive cancer present that was not found and therefore the true diagnosis was not DCIS.  So my guess is that in your case if vascular invasion had been found, your diagnosis would have changed and would no longer be DCIS.  Alternately, and probably more likely, a vascular invasion in the presence of pure DCIS is not a true invasion but is the result of a displacement of cancer cells during the initial biopsy. 

    "Peritumoral vascular invasion is a very rare finding in association with DCIS alone. Additional sampling should be considered to attempt to identify an area of invasion. If  there has been prior surgery or needle biopsy, the possibility of artifactual displacement of epithelial cells into lymphatics should be considered."  Protocol for the Examination of Specimens from Patients with Ductal Carcinoma In Situ (DCIS) of the Breast  http://www.cap.org/apps/docs/committees/cancer/cancer_protocols/2009/dcis09.pdf

    "EDLS (epithelial displacement into lymphovascular spaces) can occur at initial BCNB (Breast core needle biopsy), and, therefore, the presence of tumor cell clusters within lymphovascular spaces in a BCNB specimen with DCIS may not represent true lymphovascular invasion." Epithelial Displacement Into the Lymphovascular Space Can Be Seen in Breast Core Needle Biopsy Specimens  http://ajcp.ascpjournals.org/content/133/5/781.full

  • jazz3000
    jazz3000 Member Posts: 188
    edited October 2011

    Beesie - You teach very well. I've learned a lot just from this posting. Thank You.

    Hoping Lady Grey is feeling more confident in her ability to choose what's best for her.

    Hope everyone has a good night and sleep comes easy and holds sweet dreams. Hugs and Hope to all this evening. 

  • TheLadyGrey
    TheLadyGrey Member Posts: 231
    edited October 2011

    I am now officially CRANKY.  As in I want a sledge hammer and something reasonably valuable to smash.  

    I am within moments of tipping over into ANGRY.  

    Oh yea -- before I forget, hi Mel!  I bet you are LOVING it here! Cool

    I'm all set for the single then my internist said today she would do the double and I need to ask my surgeon what SHE would do, like she has NEVER in her thirty years of breast surgery had such a tricky question put to her before, plus while I am convinced she is an excellent surgeon, she isn't going to win any prizes in the empathy department. 

    I'm sorry -- this is RIDICULOUS.  I have not even been to medical school, much less done internships in radiology, pathology or surgery and someone I am supposed to know the right thing to do?  

    I'm going to take some loose tea to my next consult so we can read the leaves together.   

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited October 2011

    Why did your internist say that she would have the bilateral? 

    Was it for medical reasons? 

    Or was it for personal reasons.... "I wouldn't want to live with the risk and the fear".... "If you do both you'll have better symmetry (which is BS but I've covered that already a couple of times)".... "If you do both you won't ever have to have mammos again!".... "why not do them both now to reduce your risk?"....etc. etc. 

    I suspect it was for personal reasons since so far there does not appear to be a medical reason for recommending a bilateral - you may have a higher risk to get BC again in your remaining breast but unless that risk is extremely high, it's up to you on how to deal with that risk. Everyone's attitude and feelings about this is different and your doctors should be listening to you and understanding your feelings - they should not be imposing their's on you.   What your internist would choose to do personally and what the surgeon would choose to do personally is completely irrelevant.  Your doctors need to advise you on the medical pros and cons of each procedure and then it's up to you to decide.  If medically one option is obviously preferrable to the other, it's the role of the doctor to recommend that option.  But if there is no clear 'winner' from a medical standpoint, they should keep their mouths shut about what they might choose to do personally, unless you specifically ask them that question.

    If I had made up my mind and my doctor messed with me like that, I'd be livid.

  • iLUV2knit
    iLUV2knit Member Posts: 157
    edited October 2011

    LadyGrey,

    Is your doctor trying to just evade your questions?? What the heck??  It would just make me plain crazy too!!  Just when you think you have everything figured out, they throw a new curve ball?? I think though *if* I had triple negative, high grade DCIS, I would be flipping out already...I looked around in the TN forum out of curiousity and ignorance of what it was. 

    I feel fairly calm with my DCIS at the moment because

    1. mine is grade 1

    2. I have my treatment decision made, surgery set

    3. I love my doctor(s)

    4. my DCIS is ER+ so should respond to Tamoxifen, although the thought of joint aches and MORE friggin hot flashes makes me insane!!

    5. I saw a double rainbow two days in a row (an omen??)  LOL

    If you take tea to your consult, make it green...green tea is supposed to have some cancer fighting super powers...but you might want to leave all sledge hammers in the car...just sayin! Wink

  • Deirdre1
    Deirdre1 Member Posts: 1,461
    edited October 2011

    I sooooo much agree with Beesie!!!  Don't have someone else create fear within you - that's exactly what happened to me and I have regretted my decision to have a bi-lateral ever since!  I was going into this with the idea of removing the lesion and then do a "watch and wait" (6 month MRI's until or when another cancer was seen).  I had a negative BRCA and had never even had a biopsy before - no bad mammo and I was current.. but I educated myself, understood the risks, and went into the situation with my "watch and wait" approach.  We are in enough fear without doctors or health care providers creating more.  If it isn't based on evidence, well you might have many years of regret!  I'm sorry but I had 4 full years of regret and am only now starting to "recover" from the loss.  Now I know many will tell you that it was a "blessing" to have both breasts removed and the fear reduced to almost nothing... but for me (and many women I have spoken to) the loss is just too great and the depression that comes with the loss is incredible.. And please now I am not a women who was EVER "defined" by my breasts!  That's another thing they pull to get you feeling like you are not strong enough to make the decision to have both breasts  removed - when there are ulterior motives for the doc's.  What those motives are  I haven't figured out yet, an additional surgery certainly means another charge, perhaps their own experience of loss through a bc patient or family member is just too much for them to take, I just don't know... But please before you make this decision - go back to your own feelings when you were educating yourself about this and ask yourself what decision you might have made then.  Good luck and please keep us informed.... Best, Deirdre

  • TheLadyGrey
    TheLadyGrey Member Posts: 231
    edited October 2011

    Beesie, thank you for that, AGAIN.  You are such a blessing here where taking it seriously seems presumptous but not taking it seriously seems idiotic.  

     My internist, who I quite like, was speaking personally.  She has had two women in her office diagnosed in the last month, the second in her early 40's was diagnosed a few weeks ago and found out Friday there are mets in her liver, hence my internist had no nurse as her nurse is the best friend.  

    I think people's reaction is greatly influenced by how they have experienced cancer in their lives -- or, as in my case, not experienced it.  If your best friend, office mate, cousin, next door neighbor, co room mother died of breast cancer, a double mastectomy is a no brainer.

    When my children were young, Beck Weathers, a man who survived the summit to Everest described in Jon Krakauer's "Into Thin Air" was engaged to speak to the parents.  My co-room mother had metastatic breast cancer at 37 or so.  I asked her if she was going to see Beck and she said "no, I could never sit and listen to someone who was so careless with life."  She died a few months later.  

    Everyone brings their own set of experiences to this incredibly personal decision.  I decided the best thing for me is to do the single and trust in the process to watch the other breast.  It isn't vanity, it isn't matching, it isn't fear of cancer, it isn't pain, it isn't recovery.  

     It is that, for me, doubling the risks of complications is more frightening than living with 6 month check ins. 

    Deidre -- thank you for sharing your story with me.  It was the exact right thing for me to read at the exact right time.  Like you, I don't define myself by my breasts and I would likely strike someone who suggested having both removed was a "blessing".

    I think part of it is that the women I have asked about this have (1) watched people die of dreadful cancers, (2) watched people spring back from the double M to the Ironman, and (3) ARE NOT ACTUALLY HAVING TO DECIDE TO CUT OFF BOTH RATHER THAN JUST ONE.

    Theory is great.  

    In theory, I don't have breast cancer because it is statistically extremely unlikely as I have no nothing in terms of risk factors.

    In theory, my breast cancer would be low grade and teeny tiny instead of high grade and ??? because it is statistically extremely unlikely.

    In theory, my breast cancer shoud be ER/PR + because I shouldn't have it start with (see above) and statistically most cancers are not double negative.

    Bummer.

    I'm just SURE if I had a cigarrette this would all be completely managable.  I'll just have the one -- PROMISE.

    Sigh..... 

  • jazz3000
    jazz3000 Member Posts: 188
    edited October 2011

    I had a very similiar decision and decided to be lopsided for the moment. Oh well, if they can't take a joke, screw em! Glad I made the decision because one broken wing right now is difficult enough, and two might have deferred my need for chemo as the one is tough enough.

    How some make it through both at the same time is just awesome to me. 

    I had to switch to an e-Cig which has helped immensely. I've managed to stay off cigs with the use of it. The hospital allowed it through my stay and it made things bearable and far less stressful.  I don't smoke anymore and don't need the e cig like I did before. I'm thinking chemo here next month might put a stop for that need as well.

    Hugs and Hope

  • Deirdre1
    Deirdre1 Member Posts: 1,461
    edited October 2011

    TheGreyLady:  You're so welcome - but please the one cig and then out of your life forever right?  Take good care of yourself!!!!

  • TheLadyGrey
    TheLadyGrey Member Posts: 231
    edited October 2011

    Well, I resisted the cigarrette -- although that battle is so not over.

    Am scheduled for single mastectomy on October 20, and to break up the depression over the whole thing, I read up every night to ratchet up the terror.  When the written word fails to elicit the absolute panic reaction, the pictures will do it every time.

    The scheduling email from the surgeon's office this morning said this:

    You are scheduled to have your surgery on Oct 20th 2011. You will first need to go get a sentinel node injection at the Hospital Radiology Department, check in time is: 6:15 AM,

    which is located at the first floor of Building 5 of Huge Hospital.

    (link to location in Huge Hospital)

    Immediately after the injection, go to Huge Hospital Satellite at, 2400 Huge Hospital Drive.  Their main phone number is BIG-BOO-B$$$. The parking lot is behind the hospital, so enter the facility through the Emergency entrance. Upon entering the building, walk straight to the end of the hallway, then turn left and follow this hallway to the Reception & Admission area. The receptionist desk will be on your right.

    (link to mapquest for Huge Hospital Satellite)

    IMPORTANT:

    Please do not use any blood thinners starting 7 days prior to surgery. This includes aspirin, Motrin, Advil, Aleve, Plavix and Coumadin. Tylenol is okay to take.

    You cannot have any food or drink by mouth after midnight the night prior to your surgery. If so, your surgery might be cancelled or delayed.

    Your post op visit is scheduled for: Nov 1st 2011 at 11:00 AM with Dr. YouBoreMe at the Cancer Location of Huge Hospital  

    If you have any questions, please feel free to contact our office at DRD-ONT-CARE. See attachment. (please reply to this email)

    Thank you,

    Scheduler Person Who Has No Clue

    (Attachment:  list of drugs, etc., to avoid.)

    How could ANYONE have ANY follow up questions about that thorough description of what exactly is going to happen?

    I can be a bit nit picky though, so I did ask these follow up questions:

    1.  Is Big Hospital Satellite where I am going to have the surgery?

    2.  Is Big Hospital Satellite where I am going to spend the one (1) night I'm given in the hospital or do I go somewhere else?

    3.  I hear the injections are really painful -- do you give lidocaine?

    4.  Do they do the sentinal node biopsy while I am awake?  

    Answers:  yes, yes, yes, no.  

    Well now I feel like I totally understand exactly what is going to happen throughout the day, and showing up at 6:15 a.m. at Huge Hospital so they can REALLY hurt me to drive to Hospital Satellite where they can inflict ENORMOUS PAIN that puts the Huge Hospital to shame makes perfect sense.

    What a relief.  

    I think I would feel insulted if I weren't so busy being terrified and depressed.  REALLY?  That's the scope of the standard explanation?  I'm SO tempted to walk away and find surgeon number 3.

    Full stop. 

    I have been reading about sentinal node biopsies and am about 95% sure I am going to DECLINE. 

    I do not see what that test buys me.

    Statistically, I have a 20% chance of having microinvasions (have no idea about actual invasive stats -- SURELY that doesn't actually happen).  I'm probably on the high end of that given my comedonecrotic/ER-PR- status, but still.  

    As I understand it, if you are node positive, by definition you do not have DCIS seeing as how it has by definition left the duct.

    At that point you are looking at some level of invasive cancer. 

    If you have node(s) positive at some point they recommend chemo. 

    If you have invasions that are of a certain size, at some point they will recommend chemo.  

    I don't see how the pathology report on the breast tissue doesn't cover what we need to know. The percentage of invasive cancers that are below the chemo thresholds size wise but node positive has bound to be statistically insiginificant.  

    On the other hand, the SNB involve (1) pain on a 6-8 scale with the injections, (2) long term soreness and problems in the area of the node removal, (3) a 5% of the dreaded lymphoderma, and (4) a lifetime of worrying about getting the dreaded lymphoderma.

    Funny how I am cool with having mammograms, etc., on the right breast for the rest of my life, but living with the shadow of lymphoderma hanging over me is intolerable 

    I'm not seeing the risk/benefit playing out in favor of doing the biopsy.  LOTS of downside and very little upside -- defined as learning something we would not otherwise learn.

    So I've declined it.  I wonder if (1) that is a good idea or am I doing my total freak out thing, and (2) will a surgeon actually honor that or will she fire me as a patient? 

    I'm actually OK with being fired at a patient.  Next April looks ideal to do this surgery.  

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited October 2011

    Statistically, I have a 20% chance of having microinvasions (have no idea about actual invasive stats -- SURELY that doesn't actually happen). I'm probably on the high end of that given my comedonecrotic/ER-PR- status, but still.  From what I've read, the risk is about 15% for a microinvasion and about 5% for something more serious, either nodal involvement or a larger area of invasive cancer. 

    As I understand it, if you are node positive, by definition you do not have DCIS seeing as how it has by definition left the duct.  Yes.

    At that point you are looking at some level of invasive cancer. Yes.  But if could be something as small as a microinvasion.  My microinvasion was discovered during my excisional biopsy.  When I had my mastectomy, my surgeon told me I had a 10% chance of nodal invasion just because of that tiny 1mm microinvasion.  Since then I've read a few studies that confirm that approx. 10% of microinvasions result in nodal involvement.

    If you have node(s) positive at some point they recommend chemo. Usually.  But with only one node, maybe not, for those who have ER+ breast cancer that can be treated with Tamoxifen or an AI.  Or possibly not if the amount of cancer in the node is very tiny. In your case though, being ER-, it's likely that a positive node would lead to a recommendation of chemo.

    If you have invasions that are of a certain size, at some point they will recommend chemo.  Yes. The line in the sand for chemo depends on the pathology of the cancer and the Oncotype score. Some women with very aggressive 3mm invasive tumors are given chemo while other women with less aggressive 2cm invasive tumors don't get chemo. 

    I don't see how the pathology report on the breast tissue doesn't cover what we need to know. The percentage of invasive cancers that are below the chemo thresholds size wise but node positive has bound to be statistically insiginificant.  Actually not so. To my point about the 10% possibility of nodal involvement from just a 1mm microinvasion, small invasive cancers - too small to warrant chemo (generally <5mm) - can lead to nodal involvement and that can change the treatment plan from 'no chemo' to 'chemo'.

    On the other hand, the SNB involve (1) pain on a 6-8 scale with the injections, (2) long term soreness and problems in the area of the node removal, (3) a 5% of the dreaded lymphoderma, and (4) a lifetime of worrying about getting the dreaded lymphoderma.  Yes on all counts. 

    I'm not seeing the risk/benefit playing out in favor of doing the biopsy. LOTS of downside and very little upside -- defined as learning something we would not otherwise learn.  It is a fine line. A problem will arise only if you have a microinvasion or a very small invasive tumor, one that doesn't warrant chemo, but you haven't had an SNB.  Then you either take the risk of not having chemo, or you have chemo even though the tumor itself doesn't warrant it, or you have an axillary dissection which removes more nodes and presents a greater risk of lymphedema.  The odds that you might find yourself in that situation are probably between 15% (the risk of just having a microinvasion) and 20% (the 5% who have something more serious than a microinvasion, a portion of whom will have invasive cancers that are large enough to warrant chemo without needing to know the nodal status).

    Sorry, I know that's not what you want to hear.  It's a pretty crappy choice, I know! 

    If you decide to stick with your decision, it is your decision and your surgeon should comply.  

  • cycle-path
    cycle-path Member Posts: 1,502
    edited October 2011

    Lady Grey: I think/hope Beesie will correct me if I'm wrong, but here's my thinking.

    You've got one of three things: 1) Pure DCIS, no invasion, no positive nodes; 2) DCIS with some IDC, with or without positive nodes; or 3) Pure DCIS in the breast but a microinvasion in the nodes.

    If you get a MX but no SNB and it turns out you've got #2 above, I believe it doesn't matter if you have positive nodes as far as treatment goes. But if you don't have an SNB and no IDC is found in the breast, then you don't know if you're #1 or #3. And that's the rub.

    If what I'm assuming is correct, if you're really opposed to the SNB, you could tell the doc not to do it and see what's found. If there's some IDC in the breast, then the treatment plan is set anyway. If there's no IDC in the breast, then you have to decide how comfortable you are going under the assumption that there's no hidden microinvasion.

    Beesie, am I right about this?  

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited October 2011

    cycle-path, the treatment plan under your #2 can change considerably depending on the nodal status. DCIS with just a small amount of IDC doesn't usually warrant chemo; DCIS with a small amount of IDC plus positive nodes usually does warrant chemo. If the invasive cancer is HER2+, Herceptin also comes into play in this scenerio.  With just a microinvasion or a tiny 2-3mm tumor, usually Herceptin wouldn't be recommended but if there is a positive node as well, then Herceptin is almost certain to be recommended.  Even radiation might come into play in this scenerio if there are positive nodes.

    So knowing the nodal status can change the treatment plan under either scenerio #2 or scenerio #3.  Scenerio number 3 actually presents less of a risk because it's not that common to find cancer in the nodes when no invasive cancer is found in the breast.  It can happen - pathology does sometimes miss a tiny amount of invasive cancer in the breast if it's well hidden in with the DCIS (there had to be some invasive cancer in there somewhere in order to have the positive node).  But if the amount of invasive cancer was so small that it was missed, then the odds are good that if there is any nodal involvement, it's probably very small - most cases like this usually present with only isolated tumor cells (ITC) or micromets in the nodes.  And that usually doesn't warrant chemo. So scenerio #3 is rare and when it happens, it often doesn't end up leading to the recommendation of chemo.  

    It's scenerio #2 that presents the greatest risk.  

  • TheLadyGrey
    TheLadyGrey Member Posts: 231
    edited October 2011

    So, after reading around here and there, including the discussion on www.butdoctorihatepink.com, I decided today to cancel my surgery because I don't have a life threatening disease and I cannot get my head around cutting off a breast for a disease that is not going to kill me.  

    I just CAN'T.

    Guess what? I HATE PINK TOO.

    I did NOT sign up for this.  

    I REFUSE to be accused of being over-reactive, protective of the (NON) deadliness of my silly little beneath notice 3.2 cm nuclear grade 3 comedo necrotic lesion.

    I have been put in my place.  I will do nothing because my particular diagnosis does not immediately place me in the terminal catagory.  

    It makes PERFECT sense that someone who is in stage IV would wish that those of us in stage 0 do nothing, thus improving our chances of joining them in Stage IV, or III, or II, or I.  

    I keep coming back to the same question:  if I do not have a life threatening disease, why in God's name am I having my breast cut off?  I think until I get an answer to that, I'll Just Say No. 

    And the absolute BEST way to encourage someone to do nothing is to treat their current circumstance with contempt. 

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