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DebRox
DebRox Member Posts: 437
edited June 2014 in Lymphedema

I just want to return to normal and working out will help me, but don't think I can.



Since my lumpectomy and SNB I developed cording in my arm. The lymph node that was removed was 2 cm in size, so quite the workhorse. my arm right down to the elbow hurts to touch and the cording is not disappearing.



I discussed the cording with my BS, she indicated that it would resolve in a few months, so didn't offer any solutions. Then moved on to next stage of treatment with my MO. I discussed with the MO who said to lift weights.



Well that aggravated my arm, so I begged her for a LE referral. I was assessed but not really told whether I have it or not, but I noticed that imprints stay in my affected arm quite a long time. For example if I lean on an arm rest, the imprint of the arm rest will last longer than one hour.



Anyways, the LE specialist has me going to PT once per week and I was fitted for a class one compression sleeve and gauntlet.



I've been given a few stretches to do, but nothing strenuous. I am eager to get back into working out and weight training. I feel my muscle is atrophying and this is frustrating and I just want to return to normal activities.



I'm used to lifting heavy weights, eg. Curling 20 lb dumbbells for biceps, pressing 30 lb dumbbells for shoulders, pressing 95 lb barbell for chest. My upper body was toned and fit, now I see muscle mass disappearing before my eyes.



Will I be able to weight train again? I don't want to lose yet something else important to me and my QOL.

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  • DiDel
    DiDel Member Posts: 1,329
    edited June 2011

    Debrox I know it is frustrating...I was definitely more active before BC. I had some cording issues as well. When I saw the LE specialist she showed me how to massage it. I had my exchange surgery shortly after my LE appointment and the cording resolved itself after surgery. I lift what feels comfortable for now. I had my last revision in May and I just had sinus surgery so I am still on lifting restrictions. My PS who is big into weightlifting himself..says I can do what ever I want as long as it doesn't strain my chest muscles...the LE specialist told me to never lift more than 25 lbs and gave me a laundry list of things I shouldn't do...I am going with the doc and doing what feels comfortable. In a few more weeks I hope to get back in it full force push ups and all.

    Do be careful while you have the cording issue though..but know that you will be able to return to the level of workout you once had..it will just take time. I hope the cording resolves soon.

    Hang in there

    Diane

  • gfbaker
    gfbaker Member Posts: 173
    edited June 2011

    Hi Deb,

    Sorry you are having to deal with all of this. The good news is you should be able to weight train again. In fact, the latest studies indicate better control of lymphadema with weight training and having strong arms. But right now, you need to take it easy and work on getting the swelling down. I wore special garments, kind of like wrapping, to get the swelling down, compression garments only hold you where you are. I wouldn't even buy one just yet until you get to a good stable arm, ie as close to your other arm as they see possible. The LE PT should teach you how to massage your lymph system and give you gentle stretches to resolve the cording. Once you have that, you can work up from there.

  • Omaz
    Omaz Member Posts: 5,497
    edited June 2011
    DebRox - I saw a LE therapist for the cording and the massage that she did helped both to make it feel better for a while and I think to make it go away.  I am starting back to weights slowly, she had me start with 1 pounders!  I don't lift anywhere near what you were doing but 1pounders didn't make much of an impression.  I am up to 3 now without problems and am going to 5 next month.  Very slow, 1 set.  I also wear my compression sleeve and gauntlet when I exercise (and drive and work and...).  See if someone on your healthcare team can refer you to another LE therapist who is familiar with cording.  See the 'step up speak out' website for ideas.
  • NatsFan
    NatsFan Member Posts: 3,745
    edited June 2011

    Deb - I weight train and do resistance regularly.  HOWEVER, like Omaz my LE therapist started me out with 1 pound weights - I felt like a total wimp.  But by working up slowly and under my LE's guidance, I have gradually increased my weight to 6 pounds.  Not the 10-12 pound hand weights I used before dx, but certainly up from 1 pound weights. 

    It does sound like it's time for you to get a second opinion from another LE therapist who will teach you how to resume exercises, and also teach you manual lymph drainage and other management techniques.  

    Diane - please be careful.  I was also given the all clear by my surgeons to get back into weight training after everything healed - it felt wonderful to challenge myself again and to feel my muscles coming back.  That wonderful feeling was soon cut short when I was diagnosed with arm and truncal LE.  Unfortunately many many surgeons are under the impression that LE is rare to non-existant, or at least have the opinion that "None of my patients ever develop LE."

    I see you had 8 nodes removed.  That means you are at increased risk of developing LE.  Please work with your LE therapist to develop a program to work up slowly and stay away from high risk exercises like push ups, at least until the LE therapist gives you the all clear. I know you want to "go full force" but the limited gratification you get from getting back to intense lifting workouts now may soon become life long regrets if you develop LE.  

    Like you, my surgeons at Hopkins told me what I wanted to hear, so I went along with that.  It seems you have some concerns about LE or you wouldn't be on this thread.  Please go with that little warning voice that's telling you that like it or not, your life has changed and there are certain precautions you need to take now when working out.  I wish I'd listened to my warning voice, but the surgeon's words were so welcome I chose to ignore the warning voice.  

  • Outfield
    Outfield Member Posts: 1,109
    edited June 2011

    DebRox, I've had cords and now have LE, and I'm also an athlete.

    I am further out from my treatment than you are, and at this point am struggling to keep doing or get back to doing the things that are important to me.  I'm also about 2 months out from first seeing visible lymphedema and about 6 weeks into that treatment.  I'm a team-sports athlete, but I have had to do a regular rehab program with weights for years because my shoulder (non-LE, thankfully) is screwed up.  So if I don't lift, I can't throw.  And if I can't throw, I can't play.  Playing sports is my favorite exercise, it just makes me happy.  And if I don't exercise, I go nuts like a border collie kept in a crate.   

    None of my docs seemed to care at all about the cords.  I have seen and heard a lot that - when I look at the actual medical literature - seems to be based on tiny case series.  Nobody has really bothered to formally follow very many women with cords and see what happens.  So I don't know whether the statements that it will go away are based on therapists' and surgeons' personal observations or misrepresentations about the quality of the literature.  My own experience has been that I had some small cords a few weeks after surgery that disappeared gradually with therapy, and one huge one in my armpit that developed during radiation.  My therapist says she can still feel the little ones, but honestly I NEVER think about them because I'd have to go searching for them in my upper arm to know they're there.  They don't hurt at all now.  The big one is different because it's just so big.  I can't imagine it will ever go away.  The good thing is that therapy has stretched it out so that it doesn't limit my range of motion and I don't notice it much.  It's still visible, but that's not a big deal for me.  I've gotten my head around living with it.  

    I can't say I've been successful at resuming exercise and not-getting LE, but I have built-back my arms.  I don't know if one is at the expense of the other - maybe, maybe not.  How would I ever know?  I wasn't doing anything I hadn't been doing for at least a couple months when the LE started.  I actually had been thinking, "Well, I'm strong enough now, why push it."  I went up over about 7-8 months from tuna cans to what I consider medium weights, and haven't increased since then.  I'm not trying to get hugely strong anymore, just trying to be functional for sports, and I've worked up to that level for sure.  Like 12-15 lbs biceps.  I haven't ever swelled after lifting, I seem to swell randomly or just toward the end of the day.   

    I'm also definitely still figuring out treatment.  I hate wearing this crap, but when I start feeling panicky about it I remind myself that I'm doing some things that feel really good to me, and I'm doing them not noticing the LE or the compression.  And I don't even have compression that fits me well yet.  So yes, it's really scary and horrible, but I guess we all figure it out.  I'm not going to accept being a couch potato.

    You've probably seen the links on this board for Step-Up, Speak-Out.  It's truly an excellent resource.   

  • kira66715
    kira66715 Member Posts: 4,681
    edited June 2011

    Outfield, I'm not an athlete like you, but I do always notice that I swell at the end of the day. When I'm better about regular exercising, my LE is better--all that deep breathing.

    I helped Binney and Jane and others with the stepupspeakout site, and I'm glad it's helped you. Binney just put a section in about bike riding.

    I don't know if you saw that Nordy just completed a 100 mile bike ride--and MOTC is always running marathons, and Bomber/Deb hasn't posted for a while but she's always out there doing something--you will not be a couch potato. You'll just figure out what you have to do to manage the LE.

    I gave up tennis: I'm left handed and it's in my left hand, and as I'm not a natural athlete, I always had tennis elbow. As I gain more confidence about managing my LE, and notice how much better I feel after exercise, I'm figuring out more of what I can do.

    As you noticed, the medical literature on cording is brief series: and the dogma was that cording is not linked to LE. The first time I saw that it was considered a risk factor was in the International Best Practices Guideline, and then the BMJ study on early PT was fairly compelling:

    http://www.stepup-speakout.org/essential%20informat%20for%20healthcare%20providers.htm

    ---Axillary Web Syndrome is a risk factor for lymphedema: In a study of early PT to minimize lymphedema, a subset of patients who developed axillary web syndrome at 3-4 weeks post-op had an almost universal development of lymphedema, despite intervention http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20068255

    BMJ. 2010; 340: b5396. Published online 2010 January 12. "We also found that 12 of the 18 women who developed secondary lymphoedema had axillary web syndrome during the second and third week after surgery. The axillary web syndrome is a known but poorly studied complication of surgery. No study has shown any link between the axillary web syndrome and the onset of secondary lymphoedema. We and others suggest that the axillary web syndrome may be a sign of injury to the lymphatic system and it could produce a lymphatic overload as a result of failure of the lymphatic system. This overload, together with other factors, could be responsible for the onset of secondary lymphoedema"

    It's funny that you mention border collies: I have a half aussie (my avatar: mom was a shepherd) and she has border collie mentality about the ball and chasing, and I always said I loved tennis because it brought out the border collie in me: chase the ball.

    Do what you love, and the LE makes it more complicated, but shouldn't keep you from being the outfielder.

    Kira

  • DebRox
    DebRox Member Posts: 437
    edited June 2011

    Ok I called the LE specialist to ensure I understand my dx correctly.

    She indicated that there was no swelling present, I have significant cording and that she recommended prophalactic compression sleeves for flying and working out.  In addition she recommended PT once per week to help me recover from cording.

    I guess I am merely anxious to return to my normal level of activity.  My arm chronically hurts to stretch and lift above my head.  Exercising aggravates it (weight lifting, but I did try to bicep curl 10 lbs which is just too much for that arm, and moutain biking, too agressive for my arm, even yoga, I have to be gentle) and I just want to fast forward into feeling better and return to life.

    I have learned through here that I must be careful and that I can exascerbate the situation and develop LE which I wish to prevent.  So I must be patient, very patient.  Thank you everyone for your input. 

    Debby

    Edited to add:  I will also curtail hitting a tennis ball, I was hoping to at least do this, I am right handed, left breast affected, but I cannot toss a tennis ball without pain.  Patience will be my mantra now.

  • Member_of_the_Club
    Member_of_the_Club Member Posts: 3,646
    edited June 2011

    Coming in late.  I like the "MOTC is always running marathons," when I've only run one, but I am training for my second, so maybe one day I'll earn that description.  I have mild LE and wear a compression sleeve and glove when I run or work out with weights or ski, but I still do all these activities.  My LE therapist's theory was to understand what patients want to do and get them there safely.  Deb, you should find that with the sleeve you can build back up to your previous level of activity.  The fact that your arm chronically hurts sounds to me like sub-clinical lymphedema.  I get the achy arm, though my arm has never swelled.  This means you really do have to be careful about always wearing the sleeve at those times you were advised to, and watch your hand because it sounds like that isn't being compressed and you can get LE there as well (thats where I have it).  Hopefully, with the garments the pain will decrease.  I think its important to return to the activities you love.

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