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  • sagina
    sagina Member Posts: 1,219
    edited April 2011

    Hi Hdangelbaby~ I got TAPE - and I'm wondering if my skin is going to break down then pulling this tape off every so often is gonna hurt.....I agree with thegood5, radiate your RO before he can tell you how you will feel.  I'm exhausted already, not sure from what, from everything etc. and I haven't even been on the insomniac thread!!! i've been sleeping about 6 hours a nite.  Anyway, glad it went well for you, and do what you need to do for yourself!

  • Letlet
    Letlet Member Posts: 1,053
    edited April 2011

    Today was 18/25 for me. My skin is red and stinging.mostly on my side running down to my armpit. Im pretty miserable, bras, undershirt makes it worse. It seems the aquaphor is not cutting it there because it comes off whenever it rubs against something-anything. They gave me some cool, gel, sticky things to put on it and it alleviates the burn for a while but i have to put the aquaphor on to heal the skin. Damn bolus!

  • BlueLily
    BlueLily Member Posts: 60
    edited April 2011

    Letlet - I am so sorry that it has gotten so terrible of you.  One more til Friday ... maybe you can find a spot to be topless this weekend ... 

    Sagina - I still have the tape ... I shower daily, I run/exercise a couple times a week with no problems.... the only thing I can't do is swim.  No soap on the tape & pat dry.... if it starts to lift, I just pat back.  I have 3 original tape spots at 3 weeks old and the rest were changed once. I don't cover / plastic wrap, etc.  They told me they can tattoo at any time and they only have do the spots that bother me. 

  • Letlet
    Letlet Member Posts: 1,053
    edited April 2011

    Bluelily, i wish i could be topless everywhere lol. It seems everyone has seen my breasts anyway. Do i really have to dress up nice at easter sunday?? :)

  • hdangelbaby
    hdangelbaby Member Posts: 731
    edited April 2011

    and this is why i don't want to work on rads if i don't have too.....

    no bra, no deodorant (on one side) , uncomfortable, and i have to wear an apron too, that rubs on the boobs, and the string hits the armpit...

    letlet, you should just go comfy!!! i went to christmas dinner in sweats, and a ratty braid in my hair (cause i had just had chemo 3 days before, and the ratty braid was cause my hair was falling out, shaved it next day, wanted hair for christmas though) and no one in the family cared that i was in my sweats and slept most of the day!!!!

  • SusanHG
    SusanHG Member Posts: 655
    edited April 2011

    kal 1865:  I have twitching eyes from radiation.  Started after the first treatment.  They are also very dry along with my mouth (I wake up in the morning feeling like I have just been in the desert all night) so I have been trying to force water down all day.  I am taking Aleve for inflammation of my chest muscles, but when it starts to wear off I feel little twitchings within my chest that move around.  Could this be what your feeling when getting rads?  I think radiation might have some sort of effect on the nerves.  Also, my shortness of breath, which I am told is caused by the inflammation of the chest muscles, feels like a panic attack sometimes, but I am not nervous at all.  Radiation is very strange and who knows exactly what it is doing to our body.  All i know is we need to just concentrate on eating healthy, getting lots of rest, applying our creams, drinking loads of water, and count down the days till we are down.   I am trying to see the side effects as proof that the cancer cells aren't feeling so well right about now.

  • HollyinMich
    HollyinMich Member Posts: 210
    edited April 2011

    Hi ladies!  So sorry I haven't posted in such a long time, life seems to have been super busy lately!  Just had 19/33 today!  I'm very fair skinned and so far my skin has ben holding up beautifully.  Unlike most of you, though, I had a BMX so I don't have to worry about bras or skin breakdown under the breast.  My skin is getting a bit more pink, but no skin sloughing or flakiness.  Some minor itching but it doesn't seem to be a constant thing and if I'm having a day where it's bothering me the lidocain gel they gave me works well.  So far all I've been using is Eucerin lotion in the morning after my shower, Aloe in the afternoon after tx and the Aquaphor at night before bed.  This seems to be working well for me.  I've just started to begin feeling fatigued, but it's still nothing in comparison to the chemo fatigue and so far has been managable.  Wishing all you ladies continued luck for minimal side effects in your treatments!!

  • msjag
    msjag Member Posts: 416
    edited April 2011

    Angel,  you are so right to take it easy, not just because of the rads, but because of the risk of lymphedema after having nodes out.  I used to work part time at home depot many years ago, and you're always lifting, pulling and reaching for something!! 

    6 more to go, I am peeling a bit under my arm, but no redness, everything is tan, so i'm feeling pretty lucky....so far!!  I was told today by one of ther techs that I am not getting less radiation with the boosts, that I'm actually getting MORE just concentrated on the lump site GREAT, and I thought this would be an easy week of rads,

    Hope everyone is healing, congrats on getting started and/or being done.  Happy Easter to all that celebrate.  Gonna be another rainy weekend in MA, wih temps tonight under freezing, glad I didn't plant any flowers yet!!

  • Lawleigh
    Lawleigh Member Posts: 56
    edited April 2011

    Hello to all...Getting my last dose of Chemo right now and starting radiation in 2 weeks. I suppose that makes me a May gal, but so many of my chemo thread girls are here it just feels right to be here.

    I had my appt where they did my cat scan and put my tattoos on...3 is all.  I questioned them for the 100th time I am sure about the organs.  They told me that yes the heart, lungs and ribs will get hit slightly however the lungs are the ones that they are the most concerned about as the portion of the heart that they are hitting is so small and the heart is extremely tough and can take it (but I only have one of them I explained).  The ribs or any bones can take a lot of radiation without any damage....ok, I guess we will see.  They keep a close look on the lungs even though they get hit very slightly.

    As far as what cream to use they told me that they will give me anything that I need.  Of course I had already read all the March posts and was all ready to order what I thought seemed best...guess I will hold off.

    Very glad to be through one more phase of this journey but really ready for hair and new boobs (that will be my husbands Christmas gift if I have the timing right).  Anyone know when you should go see the plastic surgeon for the first time. We called before surgery even and they said they wanted to wait til I was through treatment.  I am thinking once I start radiation we can make a game plan.

    Thanks for reading my ramblings

    Leigh

  • hdangelbaby
    hdangelbaby Member Posts: 731
    edited April 2011

    hey lawleigh!!

    yay on last chemo!! the MSTI center here also told me they will give me any creams I need.

    we are both going to be May gals!! I had a good 5 weeks off before rads. well it will be 5 weeks by the time i start.

    i have simulation and tats tuesday

  • catlover6
    catlover6 Member Posts: 24
    edited April 2011

    Hi - I actually started Rads in March, but thought you guys may have ideas too. Hope you don't mind me jumping in here:

    Does anyone know if you can use a cold pack ?  I have one that is smooth that I can put on the outside of my teeshirt, but not sure if that is allowed ? I thought I read someplace that we weren't supposed to use anything cold .  I know it would help it feel better, so I am tempted.  I have 7 boosts to go and then I am done.  It is very burned ( peeled a lot ) under my arm so it's not very comfy. I am using blue emu and aloe on it. Also cover it with aquaphor to help keep the skin flexible.   THANKS!

  • sammolisa
    sammolisa Member Posts: 180
    edited April 2011

    Hi all!   Welcome to the newcomers that arrived since my last post.  HUGS to all.  We need it!  

    My MRI came back with  cyst on my adrenal gland and on my spleen - they are going to leave them alone - they are as sure as they can be that they are definitely cysts.   They also found I have gallstones.   But nothing serious unless they give me trouble.  YAY!

    Had #14/27 today, so far so good.  My breast tissue feels harder and firmer than before.  Hope that heals.  I don't like it.  Other than that my skin is holding up well.  I stuck with Aveeno Baby so far and haven't  needed anything else. 

    Went to a neurologist yesterday for my neuropathy.   She said it's not too bad and put me on foot gel pads that numb your feet at night that helps with the shooting pains I am still getting.   She said the chemo brain just takes awhile to resolve itself.   She is starting me on PT for the weakness in my legs as I stagger alot and lose my balance still.   Next week is a brain MRI, muscle testing, PT, Rads everyday, and my hubby is being an angel thru it all.   She changed my Celexa to Cymbalta.   I have been able to get some sleep finally with the cough I still deal with - the R/O Rx'd some cough syrup called Hydromet.     He gave it a refill too ( I think he is anticipating the cough to either get worse or stick around for the remainder of rads and beyond)

    I am in the getting tired easily group here.   I get short of breath sometimes too.  So I feel for you gals that are having trouble!

    Ducky-  thinking about you - hope today went well.

    Letlet,  sorry to hear.   We all wish for each other not to have many SE's, and the redness and soreness doesn't sound fun.

    Lawleigh - grats on the last chemo!!!   You stay right here with us - we can all go through it together like we did with chemo  :)

    Okay, body is telling me to stop typing.....

    Hugs to all,

    Lisa.

  • Letlet
    Letlet Member Posts: 1,053
    edited April 2011

    hdangelbaby, ah easter sunday in sweats sounds so divine, I was just thinking I can't even remember where I put those heels to go with a dress! A white shirt to mask the aquaphor stains too :)

    sammolisa - hooray that they are definitely cysts, yay, yay, yay!

  • MizChiz
    MizChiz Member Posts: 36
    edited April 2011

    Hi everyone!

    Lisa... I have been taking Cymbalta for 3 years now and it is still very effective. I have Seasonal Affective Disorder (who doesn't living in NE Ohio?) and still take it thru the summer. However, I did notice, in the beginning, that it seems difficult to urinate. This WILL go away in about a week if it happens to you.

    Today I am halfway thru RADS... 14/28 under my belt, or shall I say my sports bra? My nurse practitioner is more hands on than the Dr., and she always looks to see if I'm blistering or anything else horrific since I'm so fair that I can got lost in my bed if I put white sheets on it. So far, I've had a few pink days and that's it! She is AMAZED (so am I).

    To everyone anticipating the worst... don't. Everybody reacts differently. I stopped worrying about everything, even utility bills. Which is why they were going to turn my gas off on the 29th of this month...lol. Until they realized the bill was still in my dad's name who passed away 6 years ago... So now I can take my time paying off "his" final bill and I'll just have my own gas bill, starting fresh. I missed a ton of work during chemo and I don't have sick days so, needless to say, my finances are a mess. But, you know what? I'll be alive long enough to get them straightened out, even if that takes the next 30 years...and it might! ;o)

    My wish for all of you is that you have a peaceful, blessed Easter... (((((HUGS)))))

  • sagina
    sagina Member Posts: 1,219
    edited April 2011

    Ginger ~ kuddos to you! when my 20 year old was little and I was a single mom, I used to leave the porch light on all day on purpose.  When we pulled up to the house, she would exclaim with glee - Look mommy the lights are on! So I totally get what you are saying.

    Susanhg~ I thought I was going nuts today, I couldn't drink enough water....only on my second rad could this be dry mouth already? maybe coupled with chemopause at 41 and hot all the time, and it was 93 degrees today....

    catlover6 ~ my RO's office gave me a book yesterday that said not to apply heat or cold to radiated site - it doesn't explain why though....

    For the underarm stickyness - yep already feel that one - I found a new purpose for my bandanna, scarves etc.  I put it under my arm then tied it around my shoulder.  Working pretty good so far. 

    As for the topless, braless, anxiety - count me in - I have to go to work in an office - the techs told me to stop wearing a bra as much as possible now....still scratching my head about how to pull that off.

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited April 2011

    Hey Ladies.........Will be joining you guys on Monday.......Onto another part of the drama called "breast cancer"......Got my final tatoo's today, and they actually said "would you like to start today"......I thought no, cause it came as a shock.......I honestly didn't think they would do anything today since I just finished all the prep............Then the tech said "well we could have done 1 today, 1 tomorrow, and 5 next week, and you will be down by 7 treatments................I thought........wow, that sounds good, 7 down, but at that point I got a kink in my back (from laying on the table for 40 minutes, then she said she had to go get the physisist, plus the treatment, having to lay very still, I said "maybe this isn't a good idea, I'm not sure I can lay perfectly still for however long it takes t complete this........................I said "lets start fresh Monday, which won't be that long........she agreed...

    So here I go, I hope all goes well.  Not looking forward to this (especially since it is possible for me to say "no", but I am buying the insurance.....................If it doesn't go well, I will put on my  "big girl panties", and try to keep in mind that "this too will pass"...........You ladies are doing it.  Your a great example of how to deal with even the worst situations...............Hugs to you all..............I start 9am...............I must say this has been moving swiftly...........I am only 10 weeks from diagnosis, and already doing Rads........hugs to you all.

  • LisaMomOfFour
    LisaMomOfFour Member Posts: 465
    edited April 2011

    Lawleigh -- Excellent, last chemo!  Hooray!  I, too, am on the May rads bandwagon... but many of us went through chemo today, so I'm probably going to hang out here with you all! 

    I am headed off to a water park tomorrow for the weeked with my four kids.  I wish I was more confident about walking around bald, but I'm not, so I'm likely to be sitting on the sidelines watching the kids have fun, which is the whole point of a trip like this.  Fortunately, this water park is across the street from the entrance of Starved Rock State Park, with gorgeous hiking trails, so that's where I hope to spend half of our time, if the weather cooperates. 

    Happy Easter to all! 

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited April 2011

     Lisamomoffour...........How do you go to a waterpark in Chicago in April.........I have 2 grandsons who live in Chicago, close to downtown, one of them works in the suburbs of Chicago, not sure which suburb, but isn't it cold there..................I have a home in Cape May NJ, and when my "grands" go to the water park and I go with them, it better be a warm day.

    As far as walking around bald, don't fret, I'm sure you look great..........Congrats on finishing Chemo, I'm sue it was a tough ride.......Enjoy your day with your kids, and, hey go down a slide or two.................hugs.

  • lesleye
    lesleye Member Posts: 38
    edited April 2011

    Good morning all.  Going for Tatoo today.  They said I start Rads on the 28th.  Hopefully, it will be smooth sailing.  I am in PT for knee surgery on March 3, and I am working with a personal trainer to keep me motivated through all of this.  Love reading this board.  Gives me such encouragement.  I am making my own creams out of shea butter and aloe base , so lets see if that works.  Good thing is my radiation center has free Reiki on Thursdays, so I think I will take advantage.  I don't even know what Reiki is, but why not?

    Hugs to all. 

  • sagina
    sagina Member Posts: 1,219
    edited April 2011

    Hi lesleye, good luck! I'm leaving for round three in a bit!

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited April 2011

    lesleye........Reiki is great, but you have to believe in it....It is a "hands on" type of therapy. Similar to massage, but not as intense as massage.........I had it done, and it was great..........I also had accupuncture, and I love that.............I am going to do accupuncture while I am having my Rads which starts on Monday.........I'm sure you will like Reiki, and if it "free" that would be even better, cause its not cheap to have done.. It can be as high as $100.00 for a 1 hour session...My person is not that high.

    I got my final tatoo's yesterday. and will start 9am on Monday moring.  The people at the Breast Cancer Center where I go are wonderful........I have not found a person yet that I can say I didn't like......the compassion, and care at this place are wonderful, and I don't have to leave the building to do anything..........it is all there, from the 1st mammogram to the BS, biopsy, pathology, R/O, M/O/ radiation dept., and the oncology suite............They are fantastic, and a Regional Cancer Center of Fox Chase in Philadelphia...........Maybe that is why everything has gone so fast........I even got to pick my own radiation time, and everyone told me "your gonna get whatever is left over during the day".....not true, they said "what time would you like to come in...........so I hope this radiation thing goes as smooth as everything else has.......

    Keep posting ladies, I need your encouragment, and good advice............However, a footnote..........when I mentioned "creams" for any problems.........they told me nothing now, and if I do need something they will tell me what to get, kind of like "don't do anything unless we tell you"............so I will keep all the suggestions of the ladies past in my "ditty bag", and let the experts know, at the time, what the "ladies of radiation" that I know says works for them......

    Wish me luck girlfriends........nice Easter dinner, celebrate my bitthday (which is Easter Day), and then into the "oven" on MOnday...............just being funny...........

  • SusanHG
    SusanHG Member Posts: 655
    edited April 2011

    Happy Easter Birthday, Duckyb1! And good luck starting rads...you'll do fine...

    LisaMom of Four and Lawleigh: Congrats on the last chemo! Hooray and welcome to rads...

    sagina:  Add a voracious appetite to my excessive thirst.  Today I totally crashed after rads, lay down in bed, felt awful, but voraciously hungry.  Got up, had a piece of salmon and pea soup, totally rejuvenated!  Amazing!  ready for the weekend!

    sammolisa: so glad it was only a cyst!  nice to hear some good news :-)

  • DLL66
    DLL66 Member Posts: 700
    edited April 2011

    Woot! 10 down, 20 to go. Meeting w/the PS in about 10 days at my halfway point. My daily routine involves getting up early & driving 45 min each way for rads, then coming home to crash for a few hours, then up to get ready for work. Hope all the rest of the April group continues to fare well!

  • ReadingMama
    ReadingMama Member Posts: 573
    edited April 2011

    Happy Friday everyone!!  Enjoy the 2 day break.  #13/34 for me today, so 1/3 there!  My "snowflake" skin cleared up with the change in cream, and although I still dislike the aquaphor, it does seem to be working.  I'm glad the week is over, I got a little chastised yesterday because they forgot I was going into the city and therefore would be 15 minutes "late".  I didn't think I needed to remind them every time (I go in 2x week), but will try to remind them from now on. 

    duckyb1 - enjoy your birthday!

    Lisa mom of 4 - I too wonder how you can go to a water park in Chicago in this weather!  It's not even in the 60s here in NJ, and looks like a rainy weekend.

    DLL66, wow, can't believe you have such a long ride to Rads,  I'm glad you are able to go home and rest afterwards. 

     Happy Easter to those who celebrate it!!

  • ritaz
    ritaz Member Posts: 186
    edited April 2011
    Duckyb1;  good luck starting rads...you'll be okay...LisaMom of Four and Lawleigh: Congrats on the last chemo - at least that portion is over.Ginger:  I'm pretty light too - I joke that I'm almost clear... DLL66 - That's a long ride for a couple of minutes isn't it?  Hope you do okay with that... 10 of 30 today - my breast is a bit warm, swollen, slightly pink - I was advised to wear a cotton bra during these weeks but I actually wear a sports bra 24/7 - been doing that since the sterotactic biopsy on 2/14 (yeah, what a way to spend your Valentine's day, huh?)Glad it's Friday and I get my weekend reprieve...Hugs to all and Happy Easter to those who celebrate it... 
  • sagina
    sagina Member Posts: 1,219
    edited April 2011

    Hi ritaz~ I'm only on 3 of 33 today.  They told me not to wear a bra at all....pretty scary sight!

    Duckyb1~ Ditto, with your sense of humor I can't wait to here what you think about the stars wars machine!

    I think I'm swollen already but maybe from the two 40 minute simulations of don't move, and then the first treatment about the same time - lining me up, drawing on me etc.  The dug into my chest wall for clear margins I think the muscle is mad at me.

    For all the water parks come on down to San Antonio, it's HOT here, too hot so soon, and no rain in months and months - when it does pour we'll make the national news, houses floating down the rivers etc.  Always happens that way....

    Take care all.

  • sammolisa
    sammolisa Member Posts: 180
    edited April 2011

    15/27 done today.  Gettin a litte itchy tonite.  Still using Aveeno Baby.  Skin looking slightly tan to me.  Honestly it's the other SE's that are bothering me more.   Can't believe I am already 3 weeks into it.  Gonna make some cupcakes for the R/O's office for monday, they have been so patient with me.

    Happy Birthday Ducky!  Have fun at the waterpark LisaMomof4!  Kids don't care how cold it is !  lol.

     Right now I could use a cold waterpark!  These hotflashes are making me break into an instant sweat!

    Happy Easter weekend to everyone celebrating!

  • duckyb1
    duckyb1 Member Posts: 13,369
    edited April 2011

    ReadingMom, thanks so much

    Ritaz, thanks to you too

    Sagina......already saw the friggin machine, well above it there was a ceiling full of cherry blossoms all pink and pretty, however all I could think about was poor Mark the Tech Guy haviing a visual at night of me and my lovely bosoms on that table.........As my son said "oh my".

  • sagina
    sagina Member Posts: 1,219
    edited April 2011

    Duckyb1~they only have female staff except for the RO, they have a back lit ceiling tile too, but I have to keep my neck turned to the left quite a bit so the tile is wasted on me.  How bout those reflections in the machines?  Forget the techs, I'm having nightmares from that visual!!

  • thegood5
    thegood5 Member Posts: 478
    edited April 2011

    There are only females at my place too...makes me feel a lot better.  Don't know why though, I feel like I have shown my boobs to half of the county!  Oh well, enough about my side job....haha!

    Coming down with a nasty chest cold...hoping they don't delay my tx because of it.  Anyone else out there going thru that too?  I meet with my rad onc on Monday's after tx, so hopefully he will let me still do it.

    Hoping you all have a very nice Easter and may your bellies be full of chocolate bunnies!  xoxo

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