What happens if I say no to radiation

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  • CTMOM1234
    CTMOM1234 Member Posts: 633
    edited December 2010

    I, too, was left side and shared your concerns about damage to the heart. I took my rads in the prone (face down) position. Might be an option for you.

  • nancep
    nancep Member Posts: 7
    edited February 2011

    When you say rare sub-type was this "tubular".?  Mine was tubular, 5mm, ER and PR+, no lymph node involvement  and was told very good prognosis (better than IDC) yet still recommended radiation and Arimidex.  I just finished the 5 day (actually ends up 9 days) brachy therapy radiation with multiple catheters (it wasn't pleasant and much more difficult than I expected).  I do not want to go on the Arimidex.  I'm beginning to feel I am being overtreated as well.  Are there any others of you out there with Tubular and what treatment have you had?

  • Alcie1
    Alcie1 Member Posts: 68
    edited February 2011

    Do as much research for your individual case as you can.  Don't take anything you are told for granted without backing up the opinion with facts.  I was told I HAD to do it, and I believed it.

    I wish I hadn't done the radiation.  It's made my life much worse.   Now I read that women my age, senior, with only an old lady IDC, 0/1 node, oncotype 7, it probably does more harm than good.

    I had no skin burning because I heeded the advice to keep my skin very dry before "treatments."  Oil seems to make the rads cook the skin.  But I had severe nausea from radiation poisoning by week 2 because it was hitting my stomach and the rib above it.

    I have painful axillary cording, shrunken inverted nipple, shrunken gray areola from fat necrosis, and pain in the lymphatic system up my side.  Radiation ruined my stomach and a rib that were in the field.  I became anemic and had low white counts for over a year.

  • dogsandjogs
    dogsandjogs Member Posts: 1,907
    edited February 2011

    To Alcie:

    I am so sorry you had such a bad experience with radiation. I am seeing my doc today for the first time since surgery on Feb 8th and he will probably suggest radiation.  I am 75 and have an IDC, but if no nodes are involved I may skip it. I have atrial fibrillation so am worried about that; also have osteoporosis and heard that radiation can actually fracture ribs. I know that is very painful as it has happened to me in a fall.  I also have a tendency to be anemic---I plan to ask the doc lost of questions before I agree to this. Thanks for your post!

  • mks16
    mks16 Member Posts: 415
    edited February 2011

    JBinOK, I just want to let you know... I had my consultation appointment with a radiation oncologist today. This morning before the appointment, I read this thread and your post stuck with me. Thank you Smile

    I didn't expect the doctor to recommend radiation but she did, based on my age, 1 mm deep margin and the fact that I have very little other ammunition (HER2 negative, ER weakly positive in only 30% of IDC and PR negative). Although I had BMX, after reading what you said about being comfortable with the care I am offered, I agreed to the treatment. In the end, it came down to what decision I would regret the most...and I would regret not doing everything I can to fight this for myself and my family.

  • KaBen63
    KaBen63 Member Posts: 1
    edited February 2011

    I, too, am a senior breast cancer patient (though at 63, I'm not as senior as Alcie1 and Srbreastcancersurvivor), and discovered that I am high-risk (BRCA2 mutation) two years ago.  At the time, I was offered the option of having bilat.prophylactic mastectomies, and wish now that I had had them, but I opted instead for yearly MRI screening.  Last June, the MRI came up positive on the left, and I elected to have a mastectomy, instead of lumpectomy, to avoid radiation.  My sentinel node was positive, but the other 11 nodes were negative.  My oncotype came back at 33, and pathology showed extensive lymphatic vessel penetration, so I had 8 cycles of chemo (4 AC+ 4T), and am currently undergoing radiation, which I find incredibly creepy, and I'm resisting like crazy (but still doing it).  I've completed 22 out of 33 treatments, and I did a ton of research before agreeing to it.   Because of the mastectomy, my risk of local recurrence without rads would "only" have been 10-15%, even with all the chemo; but with radiation that risk is cut approximately in half.  I really, really didn't want radiation for all the reasons set forth above (heart, lungs, potential for other cancers, etc.), but I decided that once I accepted the chemo, the smart thing for me was to not leave loose ends lying around, so I went ahead with it.  I guess I'm not sorry, really, although I'm having a lot of skin issues, burning and itching, and I'm pretty tired by the end of the day.  But I'll say one thing:  it's nothing like as bad, physically, as the chemo was. And a lot of the old horror stories about radiaition date from the days when the techniques were much cruder than they are now.  And when I discussed the issue with my radiation onc., the thing that stuck out for me was her comment that they don't have a lot of good treatment options for a local recurrence in the chest wall.  I think that comment was what decided me on going ahead with rads.  I don't think that waiting and carefully watching will provide a whole lot of protection against a local recurrence, and who knows where it will be?

  • FireKracker
    FireKracker Member Posts: 8,046
    edited February 2011

    well here is my update.i did not want rads.i refused it.totally and then i started reading and listening and after waiting too long(no statistics on 7 month wait) i did it.ON THE LEFT SIDE.

    i was sooo afraid.did i wait too long.will i have SE to the heart and lungs????all the above.And I AM A SENIOR TOO.

    I did the IMRT.28 reg tx and 5 boosts.would i do it again HELL YEA.I too have many health issues and bla bla bla but im glad i took the chance.I finished 2 weeks ago and I feel just fine.

    I did not follow my heart because in my heart I did not want to do it.I followed what everyone my family,children,grandkids,drs and all my friends told me that i was a fool to not fight the beast.My drs.all said if I was their mother they would insist i do the rads.im glad i listened.

    now they want me to go on the meds. NO NO NO.monday im goin to the onco.Im gonna need the boxing gloves.Wish me luck.hugggggs to all....K

  • paamboli
    paamboli Member Posts: 58
    edited February 2011

    Based upon a 10-year study from Mass General in Boston, that was published last May, I was told that because of my age, ( 71 ), and the size of my BC, that radiation would not make much difference, and that I did not have to go through it. At the time, I was over the moon, but now I wonder far too much if I made the right decision. Apparently, the Boston study showed that I would be carried off by "something else", not necessarily BC.

    I started Arimidex, became deeply depressed after 4 months, and was switched to divided-dose Tamoxifen last week. The presence of a benign, post-radiation menigioma in my brain is not adding to my peace of mind, either. I guess I'm really bewildered and on major overload. Anyone else out there with a meningioma?

    paamboli

  • Leia
    Leia Member Posts: 265
    edited February 2011

    I had a 2cm IDC, Stage 1, Grade 1, 0/3 nodes, ER+/PR+ HER- diagnosed in May, 2006. Removed surgically with clear margins, August 1, 2006. 

    I refused all further treatments. ESPECIALLY the radiation. And 4.5 years later, NED. Clear mammos, since.

    And actually, my docs didn't even bother pushing the Tamoxifen. They said, "If you're not doing the radiation, don't even bother with the Tamoxifen."

    With such a low grade cancer that I had, the radiation is useless. And 4.5 years later, NED, I am so glad that I didn't choose that.  

  • SATEX12
    SATEX12 Member Posts: 38
    edited February 2011

    I too wondered if radiation was really necessary given that I had a BMX and almost 12 months of chemo, however my radiation oncologist informed me that after reviewing all the aspects of my case - the type of my cancer, tumor prior to receiving any chemo estimated at around 10cm, multiple lymph nodes involved, did not get clean margins with MX and the fact that I am pre-menopausal - I had at least a 50% chance of local recurrence without radiation. She explained that after completing radiation, I will have reduced my chances for local recurrence by 70%, so that makes my overall chance for local recurrence less than 20% now....accepting radiation treatments reduces chances for local recurrence very significantly so I am not sure why anyone would not accept this treatment if it is appropriate for thier situation. I am receiving IMRT which allows for modifying the radiation beams to minimize exposure to vital organs. I do have some burning at this point in the treatment, but it's very manageable and I know my skin will heal eventually. I am prepared to take this minor discomfort now and know that I am doing everything I can do give myself a chance to survive stage IIIC breast cancer. For anyone considering not accepting radiation, please re-think your decision. Any treatment that we can receive to better our chances in the fight against recurrence of breast cancer should not be overlooked or not be considered for fear of damage to other organs. There is such great technology available now to make radiation much safer than it used to be so do your research and ask tons of quesitons of your radiation oncologist before you dismiss the idea.

  • MrsChorlton
    MrsChorlton Member Posts: 23
    edited March 2011

    I'm also saying no to radiation treatments. Even my surgeon agreed and said that "It's probably true that we are over treating these low grade cancers"

    As long as I am aware of the risk of reoccurance which I am, than I will take that over the radiation risks to damaging my lung and heart. 

  • MarieKelly
    MarieKelly Member Posts: 591
    edited March 2011

    MrsChorlton, glad to see you posting !  Did you get the final path report back yet? And was the surgeon able to remove the biopsy track?

    Grannydukes, doctors are used to patients asking "if I were your mother, you sister, your wife..." and almost all of them will answer yes to that type of question and those that don't find a way to dance around it. I've seen it asked by patients and answered by doctors many hundreds of times. They really can't answer any other way even if they wouldn't advise a particular treatment to someone important to them. That question is not a very good tool for patients to use in deciding whether or not they really need a treatment being recommended.  

  • MrsChorlton
    MrsChorlton Member Posts: 23
    edited March 2011

    Marie,

    YES! I got a complete copy of the pathology report. He did remove the biopsy track, he told me that he does that as a standard procedure even if I hadn't asked for it, so that was good to know.

    He got 7mm clear margins all the way around the 7mm tumor EXCEPT the anterior margin which he only got 1mm clear margin on. The reason is because the tumor was soo close to my surface skin. He said we can go back and remove the actual exterior skin which would be the incision scar and 7mm of my areola, so I'm pondering that right now.

    I went to my med onc yesterday to give 4 viles of blood for testing. I have an app with him on Wed to go over everything and get his opinion on removal of the skin to get a better anterior margin. And discuss opinions options and treatments. Ultimately it's my decision, but I'm keeping an open mind. HOWEVER, I'm not a fan of the standard treatments for early stage slow growing Hormone receptor breast cancer, ie SERMs and AIs. I question overtreatment causing more problems than it prevents!

    My node was negative. The tumor was contained inside a layer of necrotic fatty tissue, which really sounds gross, but when you think about it, maybe that was insulating the tumor from shedding cells? I'll see my surgeon on Monday as a followup. 

  • Cocococo103036
    Cocococo103036 Member Posts: 21
    edited March 2011

    I chose not to have any radiation. I had very wide margins [10mm -16mm as I instructed the surgeon to cut unconservatively as scars and cosmesis were non issues for me] was at extremely low risk of recurrence so please be extremely careful when anyone is quoting general stats about the risk of BC recurrence as they comprise all cases lumped in together. For example, my risk of recurrence was less than 5% without RT and with RT I only got a measly 3% benefit, and my risk of death from breast cancer is less than 1%. I am more likley to die from 4 other causes first!Mind you - it took ages of pressure to get these facts out of the Radiation Oncologist. I was also one of the ones whose Oncologist warned me the greatest danger I faced was over treatment, so in effect he primed me to be sceptical and probing with all the other cancer specialists I met. 

    Be  super careful about taking on board broad based stats.

    The ones you must insist on are those that relate to your histopathology and other results pertaining to you. 

    Second, I get furious when I read about Drs saying to patients you WILL have a lumpectomy with RT or a mastectomy! Outrageous. It is blackmail pure and simple.Patients are art such a powerd disadvantage as if you confront them prior to surgery about this outrageous abuse of patient consent, then you run the risk of them chosing not to perform the surgery on you. 

    I have a clear response to being blackmailed  - I say yes I will have the lumpectomy thank you very much, implying I have also opted for the RT, but in truth I reserved my decision on RT. I get copies of all my histopathology and other reports, then using it start asking the Radiation Oncologist a lot of hard questions about the true benefits of RT versus disadvantages, as they relate to my personal situation and then not have RT if you are not convinced.If you are convinced then have the RT. Its your body and your decision.

    This  Dr is effectively blackmailing you into having radiation via these coercive statements.I actually consider this an abuse of the Dr/patient relationship.

    What Drs should say is they recommend this or that treatment and give reasons why, then it is your body and your decision. The only exeception is emergencies and/or when you are incapable of giving informed consent. 

    That being said, when we take control of our bodies we also need to be responsible for the results.

    Your Dr does not have the legal power to drag you physically to the radiation centre and tie you down or drug you into compliance. That is called assault and false imprisonment and constitutes a criminal and civil offence. No reputable radiation practice would permit it. 

    So simply indicate you will go along with the lumpectomy + RT and then after surgery, do your research and make up your own mind. If you want to preserve your existing relationship with your Dr then you need to ensure you have appropriate medical citations and research backing you up and let the Dr know you respect them, want an ongoing relationship with them BUT you need to be in a medical partnership - not a dictatorship of one!  

  • nanabolini
    nanabolini Member Posts: 61
    edited March 2011

    I believe my heart was damaged during radiation treatment but there is no way of knowing.  I resent the way doctors, even the good ones, sugar-coat the side effects.  You really have to research as much as possible.  After much  research I decided I didn't want radiation, the benefit versus the risks, especially to heart and lungs, was a deciding factor for me.  BUT my family wanted the radiation so I did it.  Now I regret very much.

  • dogsandjogs
    dogsandjogs Member Posts: 1,907
    edited March 2011

    Have you had any tests on your heart to see if it is damaged?  My cardio told me radiation can cause heart valve damage (but rarely) and it doesn;t show up until 10 or 15 years later. I have atrial fibrillation and am worried the radiation will make it worse, but he said no.

    I see the radiation onc next week to see if I need it.  My onc said that since my cancer was "almost" one centimeter in size he was recommending radiation.

  • mathteacher
    mathteacher Member Posts: 243
    edited March 2011

    There is no overall survival benefit (death from all causes) for radiation therapy as an adjuvant treatment. It just lessens the chance of local recurrence-- that is why they claim "benefit."  Even BCO has summarized the studies, including a recent one.

    http://www.breastcancer.org/treatment/radiation/new_research/20060217a.jsp

    "There was no difference in overall survival in either trial between women who had radiation treatment and women who did not."

  • Beeb75
    Beeb75 Member Posts: 325
    edited March 2011
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  • Beeb75
    Beeb75 Member Posts: 325
    edited March 2011

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    The study mathteacher links to above only included post-menopausal, node-negative women with tumors that were hormone-receptor positive and were under 3 cm. Also, these women all got a lumpectomy and took hormone therapy afterwards.

    For a study that looks at other sizes and types of breast cancer, and cancers in premenopausal women, check out this meta-analysis by the Early Breast Cancer Trialists' Group, which appeard in the Lancet in 2005 and looked at all relevant, randomized trials on radiation for breast cancer.

    "Effects of radiotherapy and of differences in the extent of surgery for early breast cancer on local recurrence and 15-year survival: an overview of the randomised trials." https://iubcrc.iupui.edu/ccm/EBCTCG_XRT.pdf

    It's a dense study, but even looking at just the charts could be helpful. It explains the chance of local/regional recurrence with and without radiation for tumors of different sizes, types, with and without nodes, etc.

    Radiation is definitely more about avoiding local recurrence and the need for additional cancer treatment (more surgery, chemo, etc.) but this study also found that one breast cancer death was avoided for every four local recurrences prevented by radiation. That is, they found an overall survival benefit from radiation.

    The study says:  

    "...at least in the post-BCS radiotherapy trials, and among women with axillary clearance and node-positive disease in the post-mastectomy radiotherapy trials, the radiotherapy regimens that were tested produced moderate but definite reductions not only in 15-year breast cancer mortality but also in 15-year overall mortality." 

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited March 2011

    My radiation therapy did not even work.  5 years after my first Dx I was diagnosed with a new primary, almost exactly at the original site!  Radiation also made it very difficult for me to reconstruct.

  • bdavis
    bdavis Member Posts: 6,201
    edited March 2011

    I do not want radiation... and am asking for a MX instead... Anyone do that?? I am concerned about both the heart damage and the skin damage... AND I am worried about recurrance/new cancer and years of MRIs and possible biopsies... So I am 98% sure I will follow my heart of MX and no rads.

  • kalyson
    kalyson Member Posts: 15
    edited March 2011

    bdavis:

    I am trying to decide whether to avoid the treatments after my lumpectomy.  I started reading about the radiation after surgery and got scared.   My risk of local recurrence based on population study probabilities is about 30% if I don't do radiation.  Luckily mine was right side (away from the heart).  My primary care doctor is a fantastic dr.  She says she has only seen or heard of a few women who had trouble years after the radiation.   Anecdotally, I have several friends/relatives who had rads and say they don't notice any side effects.   I am puzzling over it, because if I get a recurrence, I will have to have more surgery, at least.   The NYTimes published a piece about how the Canadians found 3 weeks works just as well as the standard 5, and also that some places figured out how to radiate only the breast by having women treated in a prone position.   Misses the organs, apparently, in that method.

    http://www.nytimes.com/2008/09/23/health/research/23canc.html?_r=2&oref=slogin 

    I will probably end up doing the radiation because I don't want more surgery.  Still thinking about it....

  • Beeb75
    Beeb75 Member Posts: 325
    edited March 2011

    Hi BDavis,

    I also went with MX (bilateral actually) hoping for the same things as you -- no rads, no future MRIs, biopsies etc. But after my surgery, because I had a positive node and some LVI, people started mentioning rads. I felt a little baited-and-switched b/c if I'd known I would have needed rads anyways, I might have considered lumpectomy more seriously. Anyway, I'm still deciding whether or not I will get rads (I'm getting a 2nd opinion.) The first rad onc suggested I get chest-only rads (not axillary and not supraclavicular area.) One of the main reasons was my age -- I'm 35 and younger BC patients are more likely to have a local recurrence.

    Hope this helps some. 

  • angelfromabove
    angelfromabove Member Posts: 40
    edited March 2011

    Hello~

    I am not sure if I should have radiation or take tamoifen and am looking for some guideance.  Although I had a mastecotmy, drs suggest radiation or tamoxifen because deep margin only cleared by half milimeter.  Had skin sparring, nipple sparring mastectomy for the extensive DCIS with comedo necrois, nuclear grade 3.  Drs said recurrence rate is at 5% and radiation or tamoxifen (take my pick!) would reduce recurrence to 1%.  I keep siding with doing neither because I'm only at about 5% recurrence. But then i feel concerned because 1% is a lot better than 5%.  Just don't know if benefits outweigh side effects since ive never had rad or taken tamox before.  Any advice?  So confusing....tough to make a decision.  Getting BRCA gene tested next month.  Thank you!

  • angelfromabove
    angelfromabove Member Posts: 40
    edited March 2011

    I am sorry to hear about your process.  My dr told me radiation would definitely hurt my lung on my right side.  He said it would damage 10 percent of my lung.  He then said I was lucky it was not on my left side because raditation absolutely damages the heart.  He said there is no way around it...that the radiation reaches the other organs.  So, he is concerned for me to have radiation at age of 40 and damage my lung.  Told me later in life could develop copd in lung and have issues.  So, he said "if I were in his family...tamoxifen may be the better route..."  It is so confusing and such a hard decision.  My heart goes out to you.  I am in the same boat you were in and do not know what to do.  Stay positive and strong....

  • jerseytomato
    jerseytomato Member Posts: 10
    edited March 2011

    I am also on the fence about radiation, and the only technique I would consider is an APBI (accelerated partial breast-they ony zap the tumor bed and a small margin). I can't see the value in damaging 99% of a healthy breast for a tiny low grade tumor. Since most local recurrences are typically near the original tumor, the whole breast approach just doesn't make sense to me!

    Studies are showing good results with these techniques, and planning is done with CAT scan so they can aim the beams in such a way as to minimize exposure of heart/lungs/ribs. And the protocol entails 2 treatments per day for five days.

    I am 8 weeks post-op (lumpectemy and SNL) and still having tons of nerve pain in my arm, axilla, and breast. So I can't start yet anyway-doing PT now. Since the nerve damage from the op was so severe, I am very concerned about radiation causing even more pain and am worried about the possibility that my present condition could become permanent. I am not sure if the risks are worth the benefit for me. That having been said, if I had experienced a more normal post-operative course, I would have been done with rads already!

    These are difficult decisions, and very personal. Ultimately, I think we all have to do what feels right for us!

  • dogsandjogs
    dogsandjogs Member Posts: 1,907
    edited March 2011

    I haven't heard about this type of radiation. Why didn't my oncs mention it? It sounds too good to be true -

  • dogsandjogs
    dogsandjogs Member Posts: 1,907
    edited March 2011

    I just remembered - my surgeon did mention a radiation treatment where something was inserted (during the surgery) and it would stay in a few days in order to irradiate the breast.  He said I wasn't a candidate though---

    You know, after the diagnosis I was so overwhelmed that a lot of things that were said to me simply did not register!

  • dogsandjogs
    dogsandjogs Member Posts: 1,907
    edited March 2011

    angelfromabove: I'm 75 so fall under the different guidelines for radiation. My RO mentioned the study and said it was up to me.  After hearing about the possible SEs I decided against it.

    He said that the heart and the lungs would be irradiated (sp?) and that there would be some lung scarring. Since I'm a runner I did not like the sound of that -even though he said only 6 to 10 percent of the lung would be scarred. He also said there would be bone pain (ribs) and possible rib fracture (although he had never seen that himself) and in rare cases other types of cancers can be caused by radiation.

    He did say I should take the Aromasin though---

  • jerseytomato
    jerseytomato Member Posts: 10
    edited March 2011

    These techniques are relatively new and not widely available. A large multi center trial has just been completed and the results have not yet been published, however, there are a lot of very positive results coming from studies with smaller cohorts of patients.

    There are several new techniques:

    Brachytherapy = Mammosite/Savi These are implantable devices that deliver radiation to the tumor bed. Treatment is done on an outpatient basis- 2 times a day for five days. Then the device is removed. Treatment w brachytherapy is an option for a definitive subset of patients:

    3d CRT - This is external partial breast radiation done with CT planning. Twice a day for 5 days for women with smaller/early stage tumors.

    IMRT (Intensity modulated radiation therapy) - similar to the 3D method, it uses more beams to target the tumor bed area.

    Some centers are even offering intraoperative radiation (IORT), which is an interesting concept. Radiation is delivered while you are asleep after the lumpectomy.

    There are pros and cons with all of these alternatives, but it is definitely worth looking into.

    If anyone is interested in reading the studies, you can run a search on any of these techniques on PubMed - http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/sites/entrez

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