One of those weeks

I feel like crawling into a hole for the rest of my life here on earth. I fractured my ankle in December and I still am not allowed to walk on it. I rely on family for rides/care etc... I had 1 month to go before my benefits work kicked in so I have no coverage from them. Than Monday I was sitting here after lunch and got violently ill. Belly pains, vomitting... went to ED... actue appendicitis. So now I have to hop with belly pain from the surgery and I am off another week from work. I may not have a job... I want to stop crying from all the bad that has fallen on my shoulders... and guess what today is my birthday. I am 51. All I want is a pain med and a tissue to hold all my tears. Sorry to be such a downer but it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel.