Thinking Out Loud.....

Its not just the kids....

The father of my children was 33 when he left. The next time I saw him he had one pierced ear with a diamond and a big bird (cant remember the name now they are very colorful) on his shoulder he walked in to pick up the kids.

Of course the wings were trimmed or cut?????? so he couldn't fly.

Knowing how terrified I was he takes it off his shoulder and puts it right next to me, just to torture and that evil smile.

Merry Christmas All.

♥

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I need to get active now.

See you all later........

Sheila - the father of your children had a parrot?  Had he decided he wanted to be a pirate?

Oh, my aching back.  I worked hard this afternoon.  And now I have to get back to it tonight to make up for slacking last night.  If I can keep it up, the *?!*ing doors will be done tomorrow night.  But then there is the trim...  One day it will be done. 

I can't remember anything either.  My poor DD had a Christmas party in Biology club yesterday that she was looking forward to.  She loves the Biology teacher.  But she had a doctor appointment that I scheduled a couple of months ago.  It was on the calendar, but do you think my stupid brain could make the connection between the dr. appointment and the party and realize there was a conflict?  No.  Not until the day before.  And of course, my DD didn't make the connection either - but that's because she doesn't pay attention to these things.  I used to be so on top of everything.  Now I can't keep anything straight.

Haven't read posts, sorry.  Internet keeps going out!  I hate that.  Just wanted to say hello!

Meece...Why they have so much hate towards him?

I would sit in the livingroom and have to listen to MIL extoll the praises of Ex, "She just had that one little problem".  Watching DH get hurt time and time again, so I refused to go there anymore.

Ex is allowed to come to ALL family dinners and events.  I choose not to be around someone who ultimately cause pain in my life because she is a reminder of what she did, and a reminder tht someone you love can betray you.  DH will always have that in his mind.

Sorry Meece. So many dysfunctional families around us.

I always thought the younger generation (his kids) will be more understanding of everything.

Hugs

Sorry for all that Meece - I know it sucks.  My wonderful FIL (who I really do adore) had affairs and hurt his family terribly - it has caused a lifelong family split. 

I find the younger generation is much harsher and more judgemental than we ever were...I guess they are the product of my generation's Woodstock/free love behavior?

It was good, if that is an appropriate way to describe rads   Warm blankies, super nice gals, a quick meetup with the nurse because they got my Ki-67 back and thankfully it was low and confirms the luminal A status as well as sort of validates my decision regarding stopping chemo.  33 to go.  Ordering aquafor from amazon tonight.  I will just keep asking for samples till it comes.

I am hoping to be able to continue working out with the trainer - he had no mercy today, no sympathy at all.  So wiped out from that.

LOL I know I thought about that #2   hahahahaha

During radiation please dont do heavy stuff the ribs will become very sensitive.

Well my nose feels like cardboard. No taste and full faucet todat is day 3 tomorrow should stop.

i got samples too but you need more than that.

Meece...i cant take those because they will raise my BP except the swab.

there is one i can take but i forgot the name now. i think it starts with the letter C 

Coricidine is the one i just googled it.

My BP is low but I take pills for it.

I used to take that but it made me feel wierd, kind of in and out of sleepiness.

I just am horrible about remembering to take meds.