I Come to the Garden...

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  • Eph3_12
    Eph3_12 Member Posts: 4,781
    edited October 2010

    Hooray for our side!

  • PauldingMom
    PauldingMom Member Posts: 927
    edited October 2010

    I'm here, just not to much fun to be around. I'm in a funk and can't dig my way out. I tried real hard to hand it all over to Him and it breaks my heart that I can't get over being mad. THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE MY HEALTHY TIME DAMN IT!  I don't know what is worse, the pain or the pills. I see others in allot worse situations than me and it just make me feel worse. It sure helps to know that I was missed here:)  Ya all are the best. 

    Welcome smilingspirit. Normally I'm allot more fun, honest, ask anyone, really, I'm a regular hoot, tons of fun, a real joker.......You get the picture. 

  • 2Hands4me
    2Hands4me Member Posts: 484
    edited October 2010

    My thoughts and prayers are with you, PauldingMom. I hear your frustration - please keep reminding yourself that God knows, He cares, He understands, He is in control. One day at a time, or sonetimes one HOUR at a time. We care too and will support you all we can! Wish I could come over and give you a big hug right now!

  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2010

    ((((HUGS, Twinny, PauldingMom))))))

  • 3jaysmom
    3jaysmom Member Posts: 4,266
    edited October 2010

    meece,i,m sorry for the unpleasantness you've encountered in other threads. some people are contrary, that's just how it is. it's all Gods' will, in the end. your part, and their parts, i'm afraid. a preacher i listen to who is on tv 5 days a wk. says something i like..he says the further away from

    God you get, the more judgemental you are, the closer, the less judgmental you become.. i know its a trial, at times.  i just stayaway, or even sometimes speak whatever language they speak, knowing, its' all as it should be.. but, never to deny my faith.as i've gotten older, my beliefs have become larger, encompassing different "flavors" of christians. not just my one choice, as i was, for many years..im still praying for you, and Matt. and hope you hear somethimng real soon. I just wanted to say im not bold like many of you; noit because i believe differently, or differently, but that my walk is tremendously personal to me. so, although i don't pray on line, in print, know that i AM ptraying for you . thanks for the lesson getting pics on this thread, Meece. so far, i havent gotten it, but there's hope. this wk. i was able to email a friend here, at her home address, with an attatchment. so, i'll just keep plugging away at it.       You have started a beautiful thread, Meece, an oasis for our thirst. Remember, your hym is what 1st drew me hear. the pictures are incredible. also.  light and love,    3jaysmom

  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2010

    Thank you for the encouragement, 3jays.

    I have been working at a Koi show DH and I are in charge of.  It has been two long days so far, and two more to come.  I came by to check on all you ladies here last night and noticed I had a PM.  I love to see I have them, so I went straight to open it up.  

    It was disturbing and blamed me for something, which I don't understand, and it was from someone who posts on a prayer thread regularly.  I am so confused and upset by this.

    I was up until midnight reading posts to see where I would have ever come in contact with her and cannot.  Not great to have to go on today with 4 hours sleep.

  • PauldingMom
    PauldingMom Member Posts: 927
    edited October 2010

    Thank you all, PRAYERS ANSWERED!!!! I feel much better this AM and took much less medication last night. I'm not sure what withdrawal feels like, but last night was really weird. Sweats, creepy skin, bad dreams the works. 

    Thank you all again and today I will give thanks to Him. 

  • SmilingSpirit
    SmilingSpirit Member Posts: 39
    edited October 2010

    Meece, I sent you a p.m. Don't let people on this site get you down, the atheists and these people on here that pretend to be a Chrisitan but instead are the first ones to rip other, real Christians to shreds on here. Peace!

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2013

    Paulding its good to know you are not in pain.♥

    Meece....You are a good person and really what is happening lately on these Boards? It seems to be some ladies are at each others throat.

    This is not a religion board its a BC site.

    I really think if you want to express something it shouldn't be attacking others, after all there are so many religions and nationalities on the boards.

    Like myself as most of you know I express myself better with pictures.

    I am Christian who was born in a Muslim Country (Turkey) and raised there until I was in my 20's.

    I do respect all faiths and believes as long as you do no harm.

    (HUGS)) to all my Sisters.

    ♥♥

    PS:  Meece when I said you I didnt mean you it was a general expression.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited October 2010

    To All My Sisters

    Sheila♥

  • SmilingSpirit
    SmilingSpirit Member Posts: 39
    edited August 2013

    Hi. I am not attacking anyone, but I have to say this.  Although bc.org may not be a "religious site"  we do have Christian threads and we Christians are certainly free to express our faith on those threads without the viscious tormenting some of us have received on bc.org (not talking to you Seyla)...it is reprehensible, if you only knew what some of us have went through.  If we mention God and Jesus on any thread, we are immediately attacked & mocked, and then these women  follow you around, and go to other threads mentioning your name, laughing at you, calling you stupid, ignorant, and uneducated because you believe in a "fantasy". This particular thread is also Christian based. The title is based on an old Christian hymn. If anyone is offended by us Christians mentioning our faith in God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, instead of attacking us or implying that we don't belong on this site, then they can ignore  this and any other faith based thread. I often wonder if they are "offended" because the Holy Spirit is "pricking" them & they are a bit unsure of themselves and their beliefs. There are  threads for the Godless  on here, one is for atheists,  and there you will see them mock and laugh at us "stupid Christians"...but you know what? I don't hate them, I  feel sorry for them. I came to this garden to praise God and to worship.  At least we have some place on here where we should be able to gather without being criticized. To each hisor her own "faith" or lack thereof, but as a true Christian, I may tolerate other "faiths" but I don't have to roll over for them. To be a Christian means to follow Christ and believe as the Holy Bible states of Jesus "I am the way, the truth and the life, NO ONE comes to the Father, except by Me". For a Christian to entertain other ideas and believe that anyone can reach Heaven like non Christians do "just in case there is a God or Jesus was really His son"  is a direct contradiction to what Jesus Himself said. I truly believe Jesus was His only son, that He died for our sins, that He rose again and now sits on the right hand of God the Father. God is love and wants all to come to Him...through his ultimate sacrafice of His only begotten son.

    Peace and God's blessings to all!

  • SmilingSpirit
    SmilingSpirit Member Posts: 39
    edited October 2010
  • mbtlcsw01
    mbtlcsw01 Member Posts: 744
    edited October 2010

    REMIND ME DEAR LORD 

    The things that I love
    I hold dear to my heart
    they are borrowed and
    not mine at all
    Jesus only let me use them
    to brighten my life
    So remind me, remind me dear Lord

    Chorus:
    Roll back the curtain of memory now and then
    show me where you brought me from and
    where i could have been
    just remember I'm a human and human's forget
    so remind me, remind me dear Lord

    Nothing good have i done
    to deserve God's own Son
    I'm not worthy of the scars
    in His hands
    yet he chose the road to Calvary
    to die in my stead
    why He loved me i can't understand

    Roll back the curtain of memory now and then
    show me where you brought me from and
    where i could have been
    just remember I'm a human and human's forget
    so remind me, remind me dear Lord

    Just remember I'm a human and human's forget
    so remind me, remind me dear Lord

    Recenty on a trip to see my DH, I listened to a CD with this song.  I've since found out it was written by Allison Krasue whom I really like as a bluegrass musician.  This song reminds me of what God has done for me, but also reminds me "of where I could have been." 

    We have all struggled with bc, but we are all very different people.  Some of what I observe on bc.org is those who possibly have some pretty whooping psychiatric problems that no matter what has happened to them, it still rears an ugly head.  As in my "real" life, I steer clear of those people, I do as well on these boards.  I do not have to post scriptures and long prayers to prove to someone else who I am.  Simple things as saying I will pray for someone is so mighty, if I do it.  I don't need recognition or accolades and if this why I do it, then shame on me. 

    Find peace everyone where you are in your life.  This is all hard enough what we've had to live through and continue to deal with everyday.  This peace resonates in others who witness it and watch you from afar.  Peace and hope I  pray for each of you.  Blessings, Mary

    PS Meece, you have been and will continually be blessed for your willingness and risks you take to put these beautiful threads for all of us to enjoy.

  • mbtlcsw01
    mbtlcsw01 Member Posts: 744
    edited August 2013
  • 3jaysmom
    3jaysmom Member Posts: 4,266
    edited October 2010

    that picture is just want we needed here. i sent you a PM Meece, since you enjoy them so much! I, myself, refuse to judge anyone who calls themselves a christian to wether mthey're a real christian, or not. i rememberthat we are all in different stages of our walk, and different temperments.(mine was NOT enhanced by b. c.)

                                    i reiterate what i said earlier, that i've been hearing from a pastor: the closer you are to God, the less you judge. the farther away you move, the more judgemental you are of other people. there's a reason we need to remember, we worship the Prince Of Peace.. thanks, JO 5

  • 2Hands4me
    2Hands4me Member Posts: 484
    edited October 2010
    Meece - you are appreciated here. And another big "Thank-you" for starting this beautiful thread. Please don't let others discourage you. Words are powerful and Satan can try to use them to get to us. But God is greater than any of Satan's devices. God knows what was said and can help you forget and move on - helping others find comfort, joy, and peace. May God be especially near to you just now! He is in control! 
  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited August 2013

    Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.  A rain has washed the air clean and I am ready to enjoy a walk through the garden and smell the fresh scent of raindrops evaporating from the petals of a newly opened rose blossom.

  • PauldingMom
    PauldingMom Member Posts: 927
    edited October 2010

    Way to go MEECE!! Glad you have found your peace.  

    I woke this morning to see a flock of bluebirds in my back yard. They must be stopping by on there way south. They are hanging out around a bird house I have out back. I immediately thought of all of you here.  

  • SmilingSpirit
    SmilingSpirit Member Posts: 39
    edited October 2010

    It's a beautiful day here as well! Remember fellow Christians, to follow Christ is to believe in Him and no other...no other "gods". There will be, in the last days, many false prophets. According to Paul, the Bible is meant to instruct, correct and rebuke. If you see a child playing with matches you tell them it's dangerous. I see many children playing with matches on breastcancer.org, so I try to tell them of Christ,  I don't yell or scream at them. I try to simply just show them the truth as a Christian,  "For I am the way, the truth and the life, no one goes to the Father except by me". That's a truly beautiful part of scripture that says it all, and the ones that are Christians "get it"...those that don't need extra prayer for them not yelling at. I've been a Christian for many years now, after falling away. I'm evangelical/charasmatic and very faith filled. The journey to where I am now was long and hard, full of many pitfalls and sorrow. I still am on my journey, as are we all. We all are given gifts of the Spirit once we become  Christians. I know some of mine,and am still discovering others! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord, Jesus and the Holy Spirit! Time to smile!

    Anyway, the sun is shining here, the birds are singing, and I have 3 tree frogs outside on my patio. I have no idea why the tree frogs are here this year, they haven't been in years past. Does anyone else have tree frogs? They're very cute!

    Smiles and blessings!

    W

  • 3jaysmom
    3jaysmom Member Posts: 4,266
    edited October 2010
    good morning to all!the pic of the garden is gorg! but, please whoever posted the pic of the river flowing: please post it again. there's so much peace to be found there, as well. we will just live as we do, and not try to hurt anyone else on our journey. we are all called to do as we have been revealed to. much love to all...   3jaysmom
  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited October 2010

    Good Morning Ladies.

    Peace

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited October 2010

    Ladies, it's been a long time since I posted. I have finally gotten my home computer working (had to buy a new laptop) and am back at work after being off for two weeks (and moving!).

    Selfish me, I come to ask for prayers. Tomorrow I go to see a back surgeon. Please pray that he reviews my CTs and MRIs and can find a way to ease my pain. My cane is causing tremendous problems in my arms from bearing my weight. I take far too many pain meds a day, often more than I am reading about on the Stage IV threads! I need to work as my DH is retired (with brain tumours). I cannot afford to be on disability, but I could be on short-term and be okay. I need to become "unbroken". Please pray for me. I ask for this in Jesus name.

  • Linnette1217
    Linnette1217 Member Posts: 85
    edited October 2010

                                                       

    "I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much."
    Mother Teresa of Calcutta

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited August 2013
  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2010

    Beautiful Plumaria, Sheila.

    Welcome, Linnette, I don't think I have seen you here before.   Love your post.  

    1 Corinthians 10:13 (New International Version)

    No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

    So wonderful that we know He is there for us throught all of this.

  • mumito
    mumito Member Posts: 4,562
    edited October 2010

    Some more beauty for everyone to enjoy.

  • PauldingMom
    PauldingMom Member Posts: 927
    edited October 2010

    I feel so much better and I know I owe it to all the prayers I've received. Thank you my sweet ladies.

     

  • SmilingSpirit
    SmilingSpirit Member Posts: 39
    edited October 2010
  • Meece
    Meece Member Posts: 19,483
    edited October 2010

    Makes me feel like I am there.  Thank you SmilingSpirit.

  • sheila888
    sheila888 Member Posts: 25,634
    edited October 2010

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