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sweeney
sweeney Member Posts: 353
edited June 2014 in Managing Side Effects of Breast Cancer and Its Treatment

Has anyone else ever found that after the initial hellish period of finding out you have cancer and all the horrible emotions you go through that next phase isn't so bad? I just had my lumpectomy and sentinel node biopsy yesterday and today I feel peaceful. I feel cared for and loved. Maybe it's the act of admitting to the world that you need help and care and then realizing when you say that, that people actually come through in spades. Not sure, and I know I'll go though some horror again soon as I await pathology to tell me if I'm unifocal or multifocal but I just thought I would post this. Because there are some moments in all of this where I have felt more blessed than I ever could have imagined. And I think that important to post about too, especially for those who aren't in those moments of peace. Sit tight. It's coming.

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  • LtotheK
    LtotheK Member Posts: 2,095
    edited June 2010

    Yes!  I often say that these posts could have been written by me.  Had my surgery Monday.  This post describes me today perfectly.  I was even happy--and I am not sure what the path report shows. It's 10 cent wisdom to suggest we all "live in the moment", but sometimes this kind of shock does just that.  And it's kind of miraculous.

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  • in_cognito
    in_cognito Member Posts: 429
    edited June 2010

    I agree!  For whatever reason, I felt so much better after surgery.  It was like a large cloud was lifted.  To me it was the first step in getting through this!

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  • LRM216
    LRM216 Member Posts: 2,115
    edited June 2010

    Yes, agree completely.  I guess  the fact that we became "proactive" and began our journey helps the mitigating factors a lot.

    Linda

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  • sweeney
    sweeney Member Posts: 353
    edited June 2010

    So glad we agree! Because goodness knows that there will be lots of ickiness right around the corner, but for right now I'll take the peace I can find. Curl up with my kids and my cat. Let my husband pamper me and feel like all is right in the world. Even if that only lasts for a couple of days. Bless each one of you and sleep well my friends....:)

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