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Suembala
Suembala Member Posts: 18

During my short time on this wonderful board and in the DCIS forum I have received support beyond measure and gained so much valuable first hand experience information. That's why I'm hoping you all can help me understand the next step - radiation.

I don't mean to sound like a whiner, but I'm really afraid of radiation.  Maybe it's all those chest x-rays as a kid, or the fact that I grew up in the "no nukes" era. Maybe it's because my once nearly A sized breast (TMI Embarassed) is now even smaller and I'm trying to understand how it can be radiated while avoiding my chest wall, ribs etc.  I'm told the literature stating statistics about radiation and damage to surrounding tissues/organs is outdated. That the equipment used now is much more precise, better, newer technology and computer assisted. That the benefits outweigh the risks.  I'm still scared. Are there any recent statistics on new radiation techniques and peripheral damage?

The question I can't seem to get answered in a way that I can understand is why I really need radiation. The radiation onc tells me I need it to prevent recurrence. He tells me statistics, but what I really want is an explanation as to how the complete excision with clear margins of a just under 1 cm., stage 0, grade 1-2, ER+PR+ Her2- mass (no calcs), no nodal involvement and no infiltration requires radiating the rest of my breast.  If DCIS isn't invasive, it hasn't infiltrated and a contrast MRI shows no other signs of other tumors, then is radiation done "just in case?" What is it about this that I'm not understanding? I'm afraid of radiation, but I'm also afraid of cancer, but if it's all removed and not infiltrating then ???  I'm stuck. Please help me understand. How did you come to terms with this treatment?

Thanks, peace and healing,

Susan

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  • lila3357
    lila3357 Member Posts: 36
    edited March 2010

    hi suembala..I too was very afraid of the radiation and i think it upset me even more than the surgery as couldnt believe I was actually being told that i needed it.The whole experience was very surreal for me.  But my understanding is that although the margins were clear from the site where the biopsy indicated there was DCIS....there could possbly be invisible cells (that dont come up on a mammo) that the radiation will kill.  the fact that you had the DCIS makes it more likely that you could potentially have some other cells that were just not identifiable. So the radiation is recommended to address the the cells of the entire breast. 

    I didnt come to terms with this treatment, but i recognized its necessity and just went every day and dealt with it.  The nurses, radiologists and fellow patients really helped to make it far better than i ever imagined.  I still cry when i drive by the hospital or think about it...i think i realized that  the risk of not doing it far outweighed the treatment...at least for me.  hang in there  .  Sending you wishes for strenght and good health

    For me, taking Tamoxifen is the issue...so far i havent taken it although it has been recommended by the oncologists i met with   

  • Deirdre1
    Deirdre1 Member Posts: 1,461
    edited March 2010

    Your question(s) is(are) good ones and they are ones that doc's all over America are asking right now!  AND you are not whining!  If you were a grade 3 there would be a stronger case for radiation because there is good evidence that Grade 3 does move from that grade into Stage 1 (when and why it transforms they cannot answer) but based on your concerns (they were similiar to my own concerns) I would do more research here (Beesie has some strong, informative posts on DCIS here) as well as outside research.  Have a second opinion but of course a radiation oncologist has a "dog in the race" so to speak so be careful.. If you are needing a reassurance that the new radiation is safer I don't think you will find that yet and you are a wise women to not just "go alone" with the doc's because they say it's safer now..    If you can tolerate a "watchful waiting" that's MRI's every year and some doc's also throw in a mammogram every 6 months.. that might be the way to go but will you caught it at Stage 0 again they don't really know and that is the problem you might not.. I think you need to address your needs right now - what are your true risks and what can you tolerate as far as treatment goes .. get to the root of those questions and it might be easier to either proceed with the radiation treatment or challenge it!  Good luck and I always suggest that anyone here should consider a therapist so they can "hear" their own voice..  So often in this situation like this we hear everyone elses voice but our own and later regret it.. So find some way to get to your true self and answer those questions!!!  I'll be keeping you in my thoughts - take good care of yourself!  Deirdre

  • MariannaLaFrance
    MariannaLaFrance Member Posts: 777
    edited March 2010
    Honestly, I told my BC that I didn't want radiation or tamoxifen, but I came to my decision because the group of doctors met on my case and reviewed it as a group. The group of docs decided collectively that my case warranted radiation as a precautionary measure "in case there were any stray cells" in my breast. For some reason, I could accept radiation more easily than I could the Tamoxifen. It's a hard decision either way, and with the plethora of information out there, it's sometimes even harder to make a decision.  I can tell you after 1 week of rads, that it hasn't been too terrible, though I do feel like they are basically pouring poison into my system on a daily basis..... Frown
  • IronJawedBCAngel
    IronJawedBCAngel Member Posts: 470
    edited March 2010

    I also was upset when I was told I needed radiation.  That was almost five years ago, and I have absolutely no regrets that I accepted my doctor's recommendation.  I know more now than I did then, and the reality is, studies have shown that the recurrence rate is much higher in women who did not have radiation following a lumpectomy.  I kind of viewed it as the trade off for not having a mastectomy. It takes a long time for a cancer to be large enough to be visable on a mammo or other diagnostic and the radiation is to take care of any stray cells.  The biggest issue I had during treatment was severe fatigue, but I dealt with it, just took more naps.  I made myself walk everyday during treatment.  I did have some problems with radiation pnuemonitis (inflammation) in the first two years after treatment, but it was never bad enough to keep me from doing my regular daily activities. The technology has improved alot and they have eliminated many of the severe problems that used to be common.  I am a pretty active person, walked in the 60 mile Breast Cancer 3-Day in 2008, so I can't say I have had any permanent side effects.  Talk to your onc, get a second opinion, do some research so that you can make an informed decision.  I viewed it and tamoxifen as my insurance policy.  If at some point it does come back, I will know that I did everything possible to prevent a recurrence and will have no regrets. God bless you.

  • sweatyspice
    sweatyspice Member Posts: 922
    edited March 2010

    I agree with what JennSmith said.

  • June2268
    June2268 Member Posts: 1,202
    edited March 2010

    I agree with Jenn as well, this is my insurance policy (both rads and Tamox) as if this does come back I know  did everything I possibly could the 1st time around.....I was also told by my doc's that I will get mammo's probably every 3 months for the first few years then after than every 6 months following.  Knowing this it does give me more peace of mind....the not knowing what can happen to every individual and of course is different with each person as well......so with that said, good luck and I will be thinking of you!  June

  • Suembala
    Suembala Member Posts: 18
    edited March 2010

    It's just all so confusing, isn't it?  The doctors can't even seem to agree these days about what to call DCIS. Some call it a precancer and then tell us to use an elephant gun to treat it. If these doctors aren't considering this condition cancer, than I'm having trouble reconciling needing radiation, especially when they say in situ means contained.  If surgery removes it all than how does a stray cell get out? Does this happen during biopsy?  I was under the impression that DCIS is different from invasive cancer because a DCIS cell lacks the biological capability to metastasize and spread to other parts of the body. I've read that some docs on the west coast are calling for a new approach to treating DCIS.  It's so difficult for me to determine if this line of thinking is evolving from a better understanding of DCIS or if it is being motivated in some way by insurance companies who are getting fed up with paying for the rising number of DCIS claims. Sometimes I think I'm my own worst enemy on this journey.  Anyway, thanks for not judging my question as crazy, for sharing your insights and for reaching out to help me find some understanding and peace of mind regarding treatment decisions. Healing hugs to you all, Susan

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited March 2010

    Susan,

    Whether or not you should have radiation comes down to two things:

    1) Your recurrence risk, both with and without radition

    2) Your personal risk tolerance.

    In other words, if you don't already have this information, you need someone to tell you what your risk of recurrence is if you proceed without having radiation, and what your risk of recurrence would be if you do have radiation.   No one here can give you that information because it is entirely dependent on your pathology.  From several studies I've seen, it appears that recurrence risk after a lumpectomy for DCIS (prior to other treatments) can be as low as 4% - 5% or as high as 60%.  The size of your tumor, the grade of your tumor, the hormone status of your tumor and the size of your margins are the most significant factors that influence what your risk will be.  Age also plays into this - recent studies have shown that younger women (less than 45, if I recall) tend to have a higher recurrence rate.  From what you've said, with close to 1cm margins, a grade 1-2 mass and being ER+/PR+, I would guess your recurrence risk would be closer to the lower end of the range.

    Once you find out what your risk is, the question is whether this risk level is something you can live with, or if it's a risk level that you really want to reduce (using radiation).  Only you will be able to answer that question.  For one woman, an 10% recurrence risk (as an example) might be totally acceptable and this woman might choose to forgo radiation.  For another women, an 10% recurrence risk might be frightening and this women might choose to take radiation.

    My suggestion is that you see a medical oncologist.  As Deirdre said, the radiation oncologist has "a horse in the game".  Radiation is his business.  Talk to a medical oncologist.  It's his/her job to look at the overall big picture and make a recommendation based on that.  And a medical oncologist is the best person to tell you what your risk of recurrence may be.  As you've described it, your situation really does seem borderline so you might actually want to get a couple of opinions from medical oncologists since each might look at your situation differently.  That would give you a lot more information that you have now, and hopefully would help with your decision.

    Edited to add:  To your question about a stray cell, they are not talking about a cell that got out of the duct or a cell that was moved during the biopsy or surgery.  They are talking about DCIS cancer cells, still in the milk duct, that might be left in the breast.  As DCIS spreads through the milk ducts, it isn't always continuous.  Sometimes there is an area of DCIS, a gap, and then more DCIS.  So the surgeon might think that he removed all the DCIS, but just beyond the margin, there might be a few more cells.  This is why wide margins are so important. Your case is interesting however, because you had a mass.  I'm totally guessing here, but I would think that the likelihood would be pretty small that there would be more DCIS beyond the margins when the DCIS was a mass.

  • hrf
    hrf Member Posts: 3,225
    edited March 2010

    With the team of doctors that I work with, the medical oncologist deferred to the radiation oncologist when it came to a decision about rads. The medical onc has all the latest when it comes to drugs and the radiation onc has all the latest on the radiation. Listen to your docs and then make your own deicision. I chose to follow the advice of my docs because I believe they prescribed what they believe to be the best for me. I know that I always have the choice to do differently. I believe that there can be those invisible cells around that can change over time into an invasive cancer and the purpose of the radiation is to kill them.

  • AmyIsStrong
    AmyIsStrong Member Posts: 1,755
    edited March 2010

    I didn't have a choice about radiation due to my dx. And I found it to be very easy and doable with no short or long term side effects.  However, if  I had had a choice, I would have done it.  My reasoning boils down to this:  I remember how horrific it was to be told I had cancer and I want to do everything available to be sure I never hear those words again.  OF COURSE there are no guarantees. But I guess I'm of the 'every little bit helps' school. Same re Tamoxifen. I don't like it, but I take it. Again, little/no SEs from it (so far).

    I sit next to a woman at Herceptin treatment who has had her BC come back after 5 years and it is in her bones, brain and eyes.  She had DCIS and didn't do anything except surgery (mast). No rads, and no Tamoxifen because she said she didn't want to go through the hot flashes.  I am on the same schedule as her (every three weeks for Herceptin) so we always sit together.  I will be finished next month (yay) but she will be on it for the rest of her life (or, as she puts it "Until it stops working").  I don't say this to scare anybody, but I do have to say that EVERY time we talk she says how much she wishes she took the Tamoxifen. And she always says to me "Don't forget this can come back, even after 5 years."
    Now for me, I'd RATHER forget it can come back, and I don't like the reminder. But when it comes to making treatment decisions - I think it's important to take the long view and not just try to get tx over with as fast as possible. (Not saying that that is your mindset though....)
    Hope this is helpful.

    Amy

  • desdemona222b
    desdemona222b Member Posts: 776
    edited March 2010

    It's normal to be afraid of radiation therapy - it's a serious thing.  But as Amy said, it's way better to deal with than mets. 

    As far as your concerns about the radiation delivery, they radiate from an angle on both sides of the breast so that the radiation is penetrating only the tissue it is supposed to. 

    I was terrified at my first treatment but then it just became a daily routine.  Reminding yourself that this may save your life helps.

  • SJW1
    SJW1 Member Posts: 244
    edited March 2010

    Susan,

    I was diagnosed with DCIS in 2007 and chose not to have radiation because my risk of recurrence was only 4 percent. Radiation on average reduces your risk by approximately 50 percent, so while it probably makes sense if your risk is 30 percent, it did not make sense to me for a 2 percent gain in my case.

    I had Dr. Michael Lagios, who is a world renowed DCIS expert and pathologist, look at my slides and calculate my risk using the Van Nuys Prognostic Index that he and Dr. Mel Silverstein developed. They use age, size, grade and size of margins as the criteria to predict recurrence. 

    Dr. Lagios runs a consult serice that anyone can use. He reviews your pathology and then you have a phone consult with him. You can Google his name or go to this web site: breastcancerconsultdr.com. 

    I would recommend him to anyone without any hesitation. He has the expertise to give you clarity and peace of mind. 

    Good luck with your decision.

    If you have any questions at all please feel free to send me a private message and I wll happy to tell you more of my story and everything I know about Dr. Lagios.

    Sandie

  • Suembala
    Suembala Member Posts: 18
    edited March 2010

    Amy your story gave me a perspective that I needed to be reminded of and all of your posts have been helpful in getting me closer to an understanding of this next step. I'm meeting with an oncologist next week and hopefully this will give me a few more pieces of the puzzle that I need in order to be able to move forward. Thanks everyone for your responses and support.

    Healing hugs to you all,

    Susan

  • RegulJ
    RegulJ Member Posts: 244
    edited March 2010

    The smallest objects that the unaided human eye can see are about 0.1 mm long. So even if the surgeon cuts everything visible out there may be a cancer cell not attached to the main tumor that gets left behind.

    PET can see objects to 8-10 mm in diameter and metabolic cells down to 2.5mm.

    So why not nuke the area where the cancer was?

    As for me right now (4 months out from lt. mastectomy and 5/6sessions of TCH chemo) I am facing rads in another month or so and yes I am NOT looking forward to it. Working in the Nuclear Medicine Field I understand radiation quite well and all of its side effects. However I want the best chance of survial.

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