Anyone w/ DCIS choose NOT to have reexcision?

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CrunchyPoodleMama
CrunchyPoodleMama Member Posts: 1,220

Long story short... I had a lumpectomy for a fairly large amount of DCIS (4.5cm solid lump, but 8cm long area removed) and did not get clear margins.

The recommended next step for me (based on how much DCIS is still left) is mastectomy. 

I'm thinking of doing something completely wild and crazy like NOT doing the mastectomy, and just "keeping an eye" on the remaining microcalcifications over time. In the meantime, I have radically changed my diet and lifestyle to what I believe (from scientific research/literature) is an aggressively cancer-defeating diet/lifestyle. 

I'm just curious as to whether anyone else with a DCIS dx made this decision (one surgery to remove nearly all of it, but deciding against a recommended reexcision or mastectomy). Please feel free to PM me if you're concerned about admitting this decision in public! Laughing

FWIW, I am partially considering this because my surgeon could not fit me in before the end of the year. I'll have new insurance and this surgery will now cost me thousands of $$$ out of pocket. AND I want to have a baby (at 38, the biological clock is deafening). If I were to wait until I can afford the surgery then wait until I've fully recovered from it, I will be 39 and the thought of waiting until then to try for a baby makes me want to cry. I figure I can always have the mastectomy after I have a baby since my DCIS is not high-grade. Does that make sense? 

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  • SJW1
    SJW1 Member Posts: 244
    edited December 2009

    Julia,

    If you are thinking about doing this, I would recommend you get a 2nd opinion preferably from Dr. Michael Lagios. He is a world-renowed DCIS expert and pathologist who has a breast consult service. (Google his name and the web site for it comes up).

    I had low grade DCIS scattered over a large area. My post surgical pathology indicated that my margins were not clear and they recommended I have a mastectomy. After Dr. Lagios reviewed my pathology slides, he disagreed that I had residual DCIS and I was able to not only avoid a mastectomy, but also radiation because my Van Nuys Prognostic Index score was low enough.

    If have also changed my diet and added bio-identical progesterone among other things for prevention.

    You have time to weigh all your options with low grade DCIS.

    If you want to PM me, I would love to discuss all of this further with you.

    Best wishes in whatever you decide to do,

    Sandie 

  • klml4
    klml4 Member Posts: 60
    edited December 2009

    I guess that would be a very personal decision.  I did not take that route.  I had a lumpectomy, a re-excision and after still not getting clear margins I went for a double mastectomy.  I have two daughters and there is no way that I would take a chance with cancer and not being to watch my girls grow up.  That being said, I also have a very strong family history--my mother died at age 41 because of breast cancer, and her mother died at 47 because of breast cancer.  There was no way I was going to be the 3rd generation to die in my 40's because of this.  I got rid of everything to try avoid that from happening. 

    I hear your concerns--but that wouldnt be the right choice for ME.  I think a second opinion is a great idea, from any surgeon.

  • VinRobMom
    VinRobMom Member Posts: 101
    edited December 2009

    I will know early this week if re-excision is recommended. 

    Will you at least be doing the 6 wks of radiation?

    If they recommend re-excision for me, I'm not sure I want it.  But, I am doing radiation plus Tamoxifen, haven't started either of them.   

  • VinRobMom
    VinRobMom Member Posts: 101
    edited December 2009

    BTW forgot to add.  If I were in your shoes, I'd very likely delay the mx and go for trying to have a child.  I had to do infertility treatments (only IVF was an option for us) starting at age 38.  We had both male factor and female factor infertility and our only chance of getting pregnant was invitro.  I remember so well the wish to achieve pregnancy and the fear that it would never happen.  I researched adoption and that seemed like such a long and uncertain path.  Anyway at age 38, as you I'm sure know, you don't have much time to play around with regarding fertility.  Sure we all know women who got pregnant and have healthy babies in their mid-40's but that is the rare exception. 

    I liked the idea of an above poster who mentioned a consult with Dr. Lagios.   

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited December 2009

    swalters, I have to ask, if you are PR+ which makes your tumour receptive to progesterone, why would you supplement yourself with more progesterone?

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited December 2009

    Julia, it's true that some DCIS may never become invasive - or it may take years & years before it does become invasive - but this is not true of all DCIS.  Some DCIS is low risk (and these are the cases that we often read about being "over-treated") but some DCIS is very high risk. The factors that make it more likely for DCIS to become invasive are:

    • The grade of the DCIS; grade 1 is lowest risk, grade 3 is highest risk, yours - at grade 2 - is in the middle.
    • Whether or not there is comedonecrosis; it appears that you don't have this, which is good.
    • The amount of DCIS; the larger the area of DCIS, the greater likelihood that there will be invasion or that the DCIS will become invasive more quickly; 1cm or less is considered small; over 4cm is large.  Your signature line mentions that you have 4cm of DCIS, so you are right on the line of having what's considered to be a large area of cancer cells.
    • The age of the patient; at 38 you are very young and therefore you are high risk. This article explains that those under age 40 have an 83% greater risk of recurrence after surgery for DCIS: http://www.breastcancer.org/treatment/surgery/new_research/20091012.jsp

    What this all means is that the risk of not having a re-excision will be very different for each of us.  Some women have made the decision to pass on a re-excision, but if they are very low risk, their situations are quite different than yours. Unfortunately for you, based on your pathology and age, it appears that your risk may be quite high.  

    You mention that if you don't have a re-excision, the plan would be to "keep an eye on" the remaining calcifications.   For someone who is low risk, this approach might make a lot of sense.  If changes are noticed in the calcifications, at that point a re-excision can be done, and in all likelihood, the cancer cells will still be DCIS.  But for those who are higher risk, by the time changes are noticed on a mammogram or MRI, the cancer cells may already have evolved to become invasive cancer.  It's even possible that the invasive cancer may already have moved into the lymph nodes or beyond.  This isn't to scare you; these are just the facts.  Another fact is that for all women who have surgery for DCIS, even if they have clear margins, even if they undergo radiation, even if they take Tamoxifen and even if they have a mastectomy, if there is a recurrence, in 40% - 50% of cases, the recurrence will not be found until the cancer has already become invasive.  So watchful waiting comes with this risk.  And this risk is greater for those who are at high risk of recurrence and for those who have a pathology that indicates a greater likelihood that the DCIS may become invasive. 

    Have you seen these two websites?  They talk about DCIS recurrence risk levels for various types of pathology.  While of course only your doctors can tell you what your specific risk level is based on your own pathology, these sites provide a general idea of the range that you may be looking at:

    http://www.breastdiseases.com/dcispath.htm

    http://theoncologist.alphamedpress.org/cgi/content/full/3/2/94/T2

    On the Van Nuys scale, it appears that you fall somewhere in the range of 7 - 8 points.  Given your age, I'd lean toward the higher number, which would put your recurrence risk in the area of 26%.

    According to The Oncologist website, someone who has a grade 2 DCIS with margins of less than 1mm and who doesn't have radiation, has a recurrence risk of 44%.  This website doesn't consider either the age of the patient (which would increase your risk) or the size of the tumor (which again would increase your risk).

    In the end, you have to make the decision that you are comfortable with. If you are very comfortable living with risk and if you are confident that with regular screening you will be able to catch any changes before they become life-threatening, then it might be the right decision for you to pass on having the re-excision.  But before you make this decision, please be sure that you fully understand the risks that you face - based on your own pathology.  Talk to a few doctors; get a few opinions.  Then do what's right for you.

  • VinRobMom
    VinRobMom Member Posts: 101
    edited December 2009

    In the same article posted by Beesie regarding recurrence rates, all the subjects had been treated with lumpectomy and radiation.  Though the recurrence rates were higher for younger women, the study also states that regardless of age:

    Overall survival rates were uniformly high at 97% to 99% at five years (P=NS).

    Instead of serving to deny younger women less aggressive surgery, the results emphasize the importance of good clinical follow-up and that omission of radiation is not suitable for any subgroup of younger women, Solin said. (Italics mine).

    If you decide not to do re-excision, you may still want to do radiation as radiation is important in zapping any leftover remaining canerous cells.  Recurrence rates without radiation are VERY high. 

  • CrunchyPoodleMama
    CrunchyPoodleMama Member Posts: 1,220
    edited December 2009

    WOW -- this is SUCH great info, everyone -- a ton of food for thought here. Beesie, I had been calculating my Van Nuys risk before the holidays and I know, I am high-risk... Sandie, thank you SO much for the Dr. Lagios recommendation... I have a sinking feeling he would give me a different recommendation than he gave you, because of my mid-grade rather than low-grade DCIS and other factors that Beesie mentioned. But I may contact him anyway... he sounds fantastic!

    Two factors that are NOT considered in Van Nuys, however, that I do think apply to me:

    Future pregnancy. I am absolutely convinced that a big factor in why I developed DCIS was that I've had four miscarriages and no living babies. I've read from several sources, and my breast specialist agreed, that miscarriage (especially so MANY miscarriages) is a big risk factor. The theory is that the milk ducts are gearing up to produce milk, but then the baby dies, hormones quickly change, and who knows what happens inside those ducts at that point. When this happens four times in rapid succession, it's no surprise that DCIS would form. 

    There is evidence that a full-term pregnancy (followed by breast-feeding) has protective effects (partly from the presence of hCG which itself is protective, partly from the heightened progesterone which is also protective -- even for someone who is PR+ like I am -- which I don't quite understand yet; and partly from the physiological changes that occur in the duct, the mechanism of which is still a mystery to modern medicine). 

    So... let's say my husband and I are able to conceive in the next few months, then (miraculously) bring home a healthy baby nine months later.

    I would plan to pump the diseased breast to "flush out" any remaining DCIS, and profer the protective benefits of breast-feeding without subjecting my baby to any diseased milk, and breast-feed from the healthy breast. 

    Once I finish breast-feeding, THEN I would be re-examined and if necessary, do the mastectomy and/or radiation and/or anything else is recommended. Once I have a healthy baby in my arms, I don't care what they do to my breasts. 

    Given all this... that I would only be delaying mx or rads by a couple of years, during which time my heightened risk is offset by the cancer-fighting effects of pregnancy and breastfeeding... don't you think that would be different if I were just putting it off for the sake of putting it off?

    Then the other factor that Van Nuys is an aggressive anti-cancer diet and lifestyle. I would love to see a study that adjusted the risk factor based on women who eat a standard American diet of fast food, microwaved dinners, BGH-grown beef and milk, and pesticide-grown produce, vs. a diet of organic vegetables, fruit, seeds, and nuts (not to mention other factors that affect breast cancer risk such as exercise, sleep patterns, and stress levels). 

    From what I can tell, in my case, postponing mx or rads by 2-3 years is not as high-risk, considering all of the above, as it is for an average woman with a similarly high Van Nuys score. Does that make sense?

    Besides... if my husband and I don't have children... I will probably die of a broken heart anyway... in which case the Van Nuys score kinda doesn't matter.

  • barbe1958
    barbe1958 Member Posts: 19,757
    edited December 2009

    Julia, you can be pregnant and still get breast cancer. There is a woman on the boards now who was diagnosed while pregnant. AND I breast fed both my kids and I still got cancer, so it's not a guarantee. As well, there a numerous women on these forums who ate organic, exercised, had perfect body to fat ratios, never smoked, etc, etc, etc. Cancer is a crap-shoot!

    Do you worry about the surge of hormones if you get pregnant? As well, Google "miscarriage and breast cancer" and the first article by NCI says that there is NO link to miscarriages and/or abortions and the risk of breast cancer.

    A second opinion would be beneficial, but if you have a live-birth and then die of cancer are you really doing your future child justice? I know this sounds harsh, but there is life and death involved here. Why not keep trying to get pregnant while you get treated?

  • VinRobMom
    VinRobMom Member Posts: 101
    edited December 2009

    It sounds like you have really thought this through.  Having had to resort to fertility treatments and starting at age 38, I know how you feel.  And the flippant comments "You can always adopt" just made it all the more painful.  The fear that you may never have a child is all-consuming.  The nights were the worst.  At age 38, every month counts. 

    The idea of dying from breast cancer in the year (2010) in which you are trying to conceive, that is just ludicrous or at least goes against all odds.  Obviously there is a chance of recurrence, obviously we can all eventually die from this disease.  However, your fertility does not wait for you, our chances dwindle rapidly as we approach age 40. 

    I will admit this is a tough decision and one that only you and your husband can make.  I'm just trying to lend support to you with regard to the paramount goal - to have a baby - as I know that the quest for that supercedes everything, especially as our fertility declines.   

  • CrunchyPoodleMama
    CrunchyPoodleMama Member Posts: 1,220
    edited December 2009

    Barbe1958, thanks for your reply...yes, of course, although pregnancy (especially at an early age) is protective against breast cancer, of course it's not any sort of "guarantee"... as you and sadly so many others know... just as not smoking is not a guarantee that you won't get lung cancer. And yes, I know of many great women on this forum who were diagnosed while pregnant (although I'm guessing that most of those had cancer already growing prior to the pregnancy and diagnosis). Obviously there are other risk factors that overpower the protective effect. I'm not sure what that has to do with my situation since I would want a baby whether there were a protective effect or not. 

    Re: the link between miscarriage and breast cancer, I've read a lot of studies that "prove" it either way. I spent weeks reading the original studies (not just abstracts or articles summarizing the research, but the original reports) and from everything I read, while a single miscarriage or two probably causes no statistical increased risk, multiple miscarriages before a full-term pregnancy absolutely does. Here's just one that I had bookmarked (there are plenty of others I could show you):

    Brinton et al(28) found that women who had two or more miscarriages before their FFTP had a relative risk of 2.16 (0.9-5.1), that is, a 116% increased trend toward developing breast cancer.*

    As for cancer being a crap-shoot... I honestly no longer believe cancer is the crap-shoot we're all told it is.

    Until I started really looking into all the factors, I would have told you I was one of the ones who ate organic, exercised, wasn't obese, never smoked, had zero family history, was overall a very healthy 30-something young woman, etc. etc.

    But now I realize I was a TOXIC SOUP waiting for cancer to happen. In my 20's, I lived off of microwaved Lean Cuisines. I've used cosmetics and lotions with parabens and other hormone disruptors and carcinogens my entire life. I could type out a list a page long of all the carcinogens and xenoestrogens I've exposed myself to. Add in four miscarriages in rapid succession, the year-long death wish and utter despair after losing my fourth baby, and it's no surprise to me whatsoever that I developed cancer. 

    I've already had surgery to remove nearly all of the DCIS. Do you really think that I'm going to die of DCIS by delaying the last step of treatment of removing a few more calcifications by a couple of years? I'm asking that sincerely. I just don't see what could happen within less than 2-3 years before I would get a mastectomy that would transform DCIS (which has a very high 5-year survival rate) into a death sentence. Maybe I'm not thinking about it correctly.

    Having had to resort to fertility treatments and starting at age 38, I know how you feel. And the flippant comments "You can always adopt" just made it all the more painful.  

    VinRobMom, THANK YOU for understanding (I was actually afraid someone would say "you can just adopt" here and am so relieved and thankful no one did -- yes, we do want to adopt too but we also ACHE to have our own baby -- this instinct has become unspeakably stronger with every pregnancy)... big hugs to you!! 

  • Kitchenwitch
    Kitchenwitch Member Posts: 374
    edited December 2009

    Dear CPM, I wish you all the best in your quest to have a baby. I'd check with a couple of doctors about super-healthy lifestyle and waiting... I guess DCIS is just too new a project for me to know enough about it, so I don't have an opinion about waiting (yet). I have heard over and over that it's a slow-growing, often "indolent" condition. 

    I do want to say that as someone who went through a longish fertility battle and had a first baby at age 40 it's important to know what the underlying causes of your fertility issues are. (Do you know?) To cut to the chase, not a lot of point in carrying a pregnancy part-way, past miscarriage, but not near enough term. My first child was premature. From start until now, it's been a horrific battle. He's not a miracle child by any means, and seriously, I wish we had adopted. Everybody has a different story about everything, I know, and I don't mean to wound or be at all insensitive. If I hadn't gotten pregnant when I did, we would have worked on adoption.

    That said, I did have an - uh - unplanned second pregnancy and I rushed to find a doc who would handle things differently. Took blood thinners all the way through and had a c-sec 2 weeks before due date. A perfect little boy, now a 9-year-old darling. My older son was in the hosp. a year. A darling boy also, some health ups and downs, and some severe developmental issues. So... I DO wish you all the best in your future motherhood, however it happens.  

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited December 2009

    Do you really think that I'm going to die of DCIS by delaying the last step of treatment of removing a few more calcifications by a couple of years? I just don't see what could happen within less than 2-3 years before I would get a mastectomy that would transform DCIS (which has a very high 5-year survival rate) into a death sentence.

    Julia, since you really want to know, I will try to answer your question as honestly and directly as I can. 

    Will you die of DCIS?  No, no one dies of DCIS.  And if your cancer remains DCIS, there will be no problem.

    What could happen within less than 2-3 years?  What could quite possibly happen (particularly because of your pathology and your age) is that those remaining calcifications in your breast could evolve to become invasive cancer sometime over the next 2-3 years, before you have the surgery.  You are quite right that this wouldn't kill you within the 2-3 year timeframe and in fact it probably wouldn't kill you within 5 years (hence the very high 5 year survival rate, even for those who have an invasive recurrence after an initial diagnosis of DCIS).  Hopefully it would never kill you.  But if any of these invasive cancer cells manage to find their way out of your breast before you have your surgery in 2-3 years, either through the lymph nodes or through the bloodstream, then one day, down the road, you may be faced with mets.  And then, this cancer that started as DCIS will kill you. 

    So the concern is not that by refusing surgery now you might die of BC within the next 2-5 years.  That's unlikely.  The problem however is that you are not looking at a long enough time frame.  The bigger concern is that by not removing all the remaining DCIS cancer cells now, while they are still DCIS (and therefore while they can do you no long-term harm), you put yourself at a significant (given your pathology) and unnecessary risk of invasive cancer that could jeopardize your life sometime in the future.  At this point, your cancer, being pure DCIS, is 100% survivable - there is no risk to your life if you successfully remove (with surgery) and/or kill off (with radiation or Tamoxifen) all the cancer cells.  However by not doing this now, in another 2-3 years your cancer could be considerably more dangerous and life-threatening, and no longer 100% survivable. 

    A couple of other comments:

    -  You say that you have a "few more calcifications".  In fact for those who have dirty margins, until the breast tissue is removed and analysed under a microscope, there is no way to know if there are just a few more cancer cells or many more cancer cells.  Mammos and MRIs provide an indication of what may be in the breast, but DCIS doesn't always show up on these films.  I had a lot more DCIS in my breast than what showed up on my mammo.   

    -  You mention that you'd guess that most of the women who've been diagnosed with cancer while pregnant "had cancer already growing prior to the pregnancy and diagnosis".  That may be true, but then so do you.  You already have breast cancer.  The cancer cells in your breast have not yet evolved to become invasive but they are ER+ which means that the extra hormones from pregnancy could be the trigger that causes these cells to convert to become invasive.  This isn't to say that you can't become pregnant after surgery; wouldn't it be better to remove all the known cancer cells prior to becoming pregnant, in order to avoid this risk?

    At this point, you have DCIS.  With DCIS, there is a comfort in knowing that because it's a "non-invasive" cancer and sometimes even called a pre-cancer, there is no risk to your life.  But as soon as any of the DCIS cancer cells convert to become IDC cells, that all changes.  In my case, while I had over 7cm of DCIS, I also had a 1mm microinvasion of IDC. In other words, by the time my DCIS was found and removed, it had already started to become invasive cancer.  What this tiny 1mm microinvasion means for me is that unlike all the women in this forum who have pure DCIS, I have a risk of mets, and I have this risk for the next 5, 10, 20 years.  Because I only had a microinvasion, my risk fortunately is very small (about 1%), but still, it's there.  That's why even something as small as a microinvasion changes the diagnosis from Stage 0 to Stage I.  Is it likely that delaying your surgery for 2-3 years will turn your DCIS into a death sentence?  Probably not, but it could.

    Edited for typos.

  • baywatcher
    baywatcher Member Posts: 532
    edited December 2009

    Julia-

    You had DCIS which was confined to your ducts. Since they have opened the ducts, is it still confined to the ducts? I honestly don't know and I wonder what others think.

    I don't want to see you lose your breast. It has been hell on me but how can it still be confined to the ducts when the duct has been opened?

    Bessie, do you know?

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited December 2009

    Baywatcher, my understanding is that molecular changes are needed to the DCIS cancer cells in order for them to have the ability to move outside of the duct and/or remain alive if they are moved outside of the duct (i.e. in order for them to become invasive cancer).  DCIS cancer cells have most of the attributes of invasive cancer cells, but they are not quite fully developed (yet) and that's what keeps DCIS cancer cells non-invasive.

    http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18928525

    http://www.medpagetoday.com/HematologyOncology/BreastCancer/9348

    As an example, virtually everyone diagnosed with DCIS has a needle biopsy and yet when these women have their lumpectomies or mastectomies, only about 10% - 15% are found to have invasive cancer along with their DCIS.  So poking a hole in the duct during the biopsy clearly does not create the opportunity for invasive cancer to develop.  My own case is another example of this.  I had an excisional (surgical) biopsy to remove two large areas of high grade DCIS.  In one of the areas, a microinvasion was found, suggesting that my DCIS was already starting it's molecular change (and this means I'm Stage I and not Stage 0).  Almost all my margins were 'dirty' after my excisional biopsy, indicating that there was more DCIS in my breast.  For various reasons (changing surgeons & hospitals, meeting & consulting with a PS, having an MRI, having a biopsy on my other breast) I didn't get back into surgery for my mastectomy until 2 1/2 months later.  And yet while a lot more DCIS was found in my final pathology, there was no more invasive cancer.  So despite all those milk ducts being completely cut open and despite the very aggressive state of my DCIS, my DCIS did not become invasive over those 2 1/2 months. There have been many other women on this board who've had the same experience.

    This is why women with DCIS are usually told that they don't need to rush into surgery.  DCIS is likely to undergo this molecular change overnight.  The difference in Julia's case, however, is that she is looking at possibly a 2-3 year delay, and this biological change could certainly happen over those years, particularly if fueled by extra estrogen (from a pregnancy).  Of course it doesn't mean that it will happen, but if you consider that most recurrences after a DCIS diagnosis happen within the first 3 years, and 40% - 50% of recurrences are not found until the cancer has already evolved to become invasive, this certainly highlights the risk of what can happen over 2-3 years.

    Edited to add:  Julia, I just want to add that I'm by no means suggesting that you should have a mastectomy.  Like Baywatcher, it wasn't easy for me either - it was not something I would have done if it hadn't been necessary.  If you don't want to have a mastectomy, you could a try a re-excision.  If you're lucky, the margins will be clear (and wide!).  With clear margins, your risk of recurrence and invasive cancer would be reduced considerably vs. what it is now, even if you decided not to have radiation or take Tamoxifen.  When it comes to reducing risk, nothing is better than the surgical removal of all the cancer cells. 

  • CrunchyPoodleMama
    CrunchyPoodleMama Member Posts: 1,220
    edited December 2009

    I do want to say that as someone who went through a longish fertility battle and had a first baby at age 40 it's important to know what the underlying causes of your fertility issues are. (Do you know?)

    (Just have to say, even though I've read the part about all the problems you had with your baby -- HUGE congratulations to you -- I know it's not been a bed of roses for you but just the fact of you having your FIRST baby at 40 is so spine-tinglingly wonderful to me!!) 

    I have been seen by two of the best infertility specialists in metro Atlanta, and the conclusion was that they had NO idea what my fertility issue is. During the "thick" of my three miscarriages in 10 months, I was testing in normal range for:

     - estrogen/LH/progesterone throughout the cycle -- all normal
     - thyroid, testosterone, clotting, etc. etc. (they tested 28 things in all) -- all normal
     - Clomid challenge/FSH done before I was diagnosed with cancer and it was all perfect
     - I had genetic testing done on my third and fourth babies... each of them had a fluke chromosome problem (Trisomy 16 and Turner syndrome). It could be due to bad eggs, but the doctor said they were unrelated fluke problems.
     - My husband and I were both tested for any chromosomal translocations and we both tested normal
     - Even though I didn't seem to have progesterone deficiency (my luteal phase is a healthy 15 days), I was put on Prometrium (natural progesterone) and low-dose aspirin (blood thinner) for my last three pregnancies (of course, since at least two of them had fatal chromosomal problems, none of that did any good, but it was a "just in case" measure)

    So basically, after two years of testing and carefully followed failed pregnancies, they don't have any answers. My current IF doctor's recommendation is to try injectables (gonadotropins) so that I'll release several eggs at once... thereby increasing the chances that at least ONE good egg will be released. Of course, now that I have DCIS, I have no idea whether that would be a dangerous course of action. My own theory as to why I kept having miscarriages is that after my first miscarriage in 2005, I fell into a deep depression... abandoned my formerly healthy eating habits... stopped exercising... got addicted to Coke Zero and other nasty junk... and all of that led to bad eggs (and therefore miscarriages) AND cancer. It took a cancer diagnosis for me to turn my diet and lifestyle around 180 degrees... this has already helped me in many tangible ways (no more insomnia, my energy is back, I've lost 12 pounds and headed back to my ideal lean weight, etc.) and I'm hoping it can only help on both the baby-making AND cancer-fighting front.

    To cut to the chase, not a lot of point in carrying a pregnancy part-way, past miscarriage, but not near enough term. My first child was premature. From start until now, it's been a horrific battle. He's not a miracle child by any means, and seriously, I wish we had adopted. Everybody has a different story about everything, I know, and I don't mean to wound or be at all insensitive. If I hadn't gotten pregnant when I did, we would have worked on adoption.

    I'm so sorry for all the problems you've had... I do thank you for sharing your perspective. (((hugs)))

    Beesie, THANK YOU for taking time to spell everything out in such a clear, articulate way. You are amazing!!! You have definitely given me a lot to think about here and I just want to let you know how much I appreciate all the time you have taken into writing this (and many other) incredibly well-thought-out and well-explained posts. I will be calling my doctor in the a.m. to see how quickly this mx thing could be scheduled and remind him that I want to try again for a baby ASAP so I don't have a lot of time to waste. If I can get it over with in the next few months, that doesn't really make me lose more than a month before we can try again for a baby, hm? (Assuming I'm not pregnant this cycle. Embarassed A mastectomy can't be performed if you're pregnant, can it? or is there a way they can do it with only local anesthesia??)

    Thank you again, EVERYONE, for your insightful replies!!!

  • mbordo
    mbordo Member Posts: 253
    edited December 2009

    Julia-

    A few things you may want to consider so you are making a fully-informed choice....first dirty margins does not mean merely calcifications are still present, it means cancer cells are still present - how do you feel about that?  How would having a re-excision to ensure everything is removed interfere with your plans to have a baby?  Assuming you will need "fertility assistance", are you comfortable having malignant ER+ cells still present in your breast?  Would a fertility Dr. even agree to assist you if that is the case?

    I consulted with Dr. Lagios myself - in person, in fact.  He is quite knowledgeable - and not a fan of "overtreating", but I can't imagine even him "okaying" leaving dirty margins...

    FYI, all of the emotional-ness of a BC diagnosis is *magnified* once you have kids.  While I know having a baby is important to you, being diagnosed (or re-diagnosed in your case) while you have very young children is terrifying and gut-wrenching.  Doing everything possible to minimize that risk and start with a clean slate seems like a good idea, since attempting pregnancy will increase your odds for recurrence anyways...

    Beesie's post is (as usual!) full of great information - and her advice to thing "long term" is very wise...

    Best of luck to you!

    Mary 

  • otter
    otter Member Posts: 6,099
    edited December 2009

    Julia, I've been waiting to see what you would do about this re-excision thing, and I saw this thread.  Otherwise, I wouldn't be posting on the DCIS forum...

    I would like to follow up on 3 things that have been said.

    First, Beesie (Hi, Beesie!) said this, in reference to your comment about "keeping an eye on" the remaining microcalcifications:  "You say that you have a "few more calcifications".  In fact for those who have dirty margins, until the breast tissue is removed and analysed under a microscope, there is no way to know if there are just a few more cancer cells or many more cancer cells."

    What I want to add is this:  Not only is there no way to know how many more cancer cells might be in there, but there is also no way to know whether all the remaining cells are DCIS, like the bulk of the tumor, or whether some of them have already developed the ability to invade beyond the duct epithelium and are actually invasive cancer.  As Beesie pointed out, It is not unusual to have a tumor that contains both DCIS and IDC.  Mine did -- it was mostly IDC, with some "associated" DCIS.  Beesie's tumor was the other way around -- mostly DCIS, but with one tiny area of invasive carcinoma. What if the tumor tissue that's left in your breast contains some IDC, and isn't the DCIS you're assuming it is?

    Next, you said this:  "I've already had surgery to remove nearly all of the DCIS."  It sounds like you believe that taking out most of a tumor is almost as good as taking out all of it -- kind of like pulling up "nearly all" the weeds in the garden. Cancer does not work that way.  Some researchers even think taking out most of a tumor, but leaving just a small part of it behind, or perhaps leaving metastatic foci behind, can stimulate the growth of the remaining tumor fragments.  No one knows for sure how that works, but it's something that has troubled cancer researchers and surgical oncologists for a long time.

    Finally, you said this:  "I would plan to pump the diseased breast to "flush out" any remaining DCIS, ...".  You can't pump the cancer (DCIS) cells out with your breast milk.  They are attached to the lining of the milk ducts.  Heck, they are the lining of the milk ducts ("ductal carcinoma in-situ").  Yes, it is possible that a few of them might become detached -- torn loose -- with physical stimulation, and be "shed" into the milk. But most of them will not. 

    Hurried analogy:  Think of DCIS cells like this --  They're kind of like a breast-duct version of bad skin cancer (melanoma) that has not yet invaded into the deeper layers of the skin.  That form of melanoma is called "Stage 0" melanoma, or "melanoma in-situ".  Melanoma in-situ is skin cancer, but it's not deadly unless the cells develop the ability to invade deeper into the skin.  The same thing is true for DCIS.  Melanoma in-situ cannot be removed with a vigorous shower spray, or with a bath scrunchy.  The way it's treated is to surgically remove the lesion, with good (0.5 cm) margins all around. 

    You are facing a nightmarish decision. I recall that you've already spoken to several surgeons (oncologists) about your treatment.  I hope you can find someone who can integrate your needs and give you answers you find satisfying.  Unfortunately, when we're dealing with a diagnosis of cancer, we often find that none of the answers are satisfying.

    otter 

  • 3monstmama
    3monstmama Member Posts: 1,447
    edited December 2009

    Speaking as a person who adopted, excuse me but an adopted child IS your own and anyone who thinks otherwise should definitely not adopt.  we're talking kids here, not kittens. ...I think what you are saying is that you want is to be pregnant and carry a child to full term.  And thats fine but given your history of miscarriages, do you think you can achieve that goal?  I had a friend who tried and tried to get pregnant.  She lost 2 or 3 babies very late in term.  In the end, after years of trying, they went to a geneticist who determined she could never carry to term.  But it took years to find it out and resolve the problem.  Is it worth risking everything to try?

    I get what you are going through--I got my diagnois about the same day you did.  I am still trying to sort out what to do.  As each day passes, I can feel it becoming easier and easier to stick my literal fingers in my ears and go lalala to myself so I don't have to decide about lumpectomies or mastectomies or pick a surgeon, pick a plastic surgeon, pick a cancer center.  But delay doesn't make it go away. In the long run, all that does is make it worse.

    The best advise you have is to get a second opinion.  Good luck.

  • JAT
    JAT Member Posts: 81
    edited December 2009

    Julia-- I want to urge you, like the others, to get a second opinion-- not just from a breast surgeon, but from an oncologist and your ob/gyn before you delay treatments in order to get pregnant.  There have been some studies that pregnancy fuels cancer cell growth. My oncologist said it's likely true though they are not sure exactly why-- the surge in hormones is obviously a factor.  Your doctors may want you to wait as well to give you your body time to heal. If you plan on fertility treatments you especially need to consult with all of your doctors so everyone is in the loop about your cancer. I'm convinced that the drugs I took to get pregnant contributed to my cancer and nursing  delayed detection because I didn't get a mammogram for  2 years. Until we know which DCIS will become invasive, it's too risky to delay treatment.  I can eat all the healthy things and exercise and take all the tumeric pills and broccoli sprouts, but I cannot control a toxic environment and  a water supply with weed killer and pharmaceuticals-- even my expensive filter system can't take those things out. There is only so much in our control.  I didn't have my baby until I was 41, my sister had hers at 43 (after multiple miscarriages), --so you do have time-- but a baby needs a healthy mom and you need to be around to love that baby.-- Sorry if I sound preachy-- I am just worried about you. Also, my doctor urged me to get tested for the BRCA mutations due to my age-- have you had that done?  -- Julie

  • Bren-2007
    Bren-2007 Member Posts: 6,241
    edited December 2009

    Hi Julia ... I've been thinking about you.  Just wanted to send a hug.

      I wonder if you either went ahead with a re-resection or mastectomy, if it wouldn't lessen some of your worries.  I think it would still be possible to get pregnant and nurse with only one breast.  Like some of the other gals wrote, the size of your tumor was pretty large, and with your young age, it might be a good idea to get the treatment done first, then the pregancy.

       My brother and his wife tried for many, many years to have their first baby.  If I remember correctly, I think there was a problem in that their DNA closely matched each others.  She took some type of medication, then they got pregnant in their very late 30's.  My nephew had some problems at birth and required open heart surgery at 8 weeks.  He's strong and beautiful today.  Then 2 years later, they had a baby girl without benefit of fertility treatment.

       I just worry about you delaying tx and maybe having the cancer return.  DCIS is in situ cancer, but it can cover such a large area.

       I understand about wanting a child so badly.  I was very lucky and had my son when I was very young.  Being pregnant and having my son are some of the happiest memories I have.  I loved being pregnant ... and every moment of breastfeeding, diaper changing and all sleepless nights.

    Sending you a big hug,

    Bren

  • VinRobMom
    VinRobMom Member Posts: 101
    edited December 2009

    Not to belabor a point but...

    A physican friend of mine emailed me a study that showed that white women with cancer have a decreased chance of Alzheimers.  I emailed him back that above cited study about young women and recurrence rates, and told him I should be glad that I was over 45 when diagnosed.  He is an extremely evidenced-based physician.  Here is his response to my reassurance about the study (italics are from the study):

    "I think this is SO disingenuous!

    Local recurrence rates after lumpectomy and radiation therapy were 64% to 83% higher for those diagnosed before age 45 than among older women, Iwa Kong, MD, of the Sunnybrook Odette Cancer Center in Toronto, and colleagues reported here at the ASCO Breast Cancer Symposium.

    These are relative rates. People do this all the time - especially the drug companies, and it's crap. Relative rates mean squat. What matters is this:

    Overall survival rates were uniformly high at 97% to 99% at five years (P=NS).

    If there is a one in a billion chance of something in group A, and an eleven in a billion chance of something in group B, there is a 1000% increase in group B. But the rate is still essentially zero (i.e., one in 100,000,000).

    Aaaarrrrggghhhh!!!"

    Just more stuff to confuse you Julia, but not my intent!  Take your time in this decision.  I with the others who have recommended second, third, fourth opinions from physicians.   

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited December 2009

    VinRobMom, sorry but I have to disagree with you and your physican friend. You are right that the rates quoted in the research are relative rates and it is true that relative rates can be misleading and they can be misused.  But they are not crap.  Relative rates are important and meaningful but they have to be used and understood in context.  Often they are not, but in this particular study, the 64% - 83% higher recurrence rate is, in my opinion, very meaningful.

    The numbers in this study are nothing like the example in which you talk about "one in a billion" vs. "eleven in a billion".  That example, when compared to the numbers in this study, is very misleading.  Here are the actual results quoted from this study:

    12% of women aged 45 to 50 at diagnosis had a recurrence 19% of women aged 40 to 44 at diagnosis had a recurrence 20% of women younger than 40 at diagnosis had a recurrence

    .

    When the researchers accounted for differences in individual treatments (radiation dose, for example), they found:

    • women younger than 40 at diagnosis were 83% more likely to have a recurrence
    • women between 40 to 44 were 64% more likely to have a recurrence

    compared to women older than 45.

    Those are the real numbers.  I don't know about anyone else, but I think a 20% risk of recurrence is different than a 12% risk of recurrence.  And keep in mind that these are recurrence rates for women who had radiation after their lumpectomies.  Women who did not have radiation were not included in this study but it's fair to assume that the recurrence rates for those who didn't have radiation undoubtably would be higher since radiation generally cuts recurrence rates by about 50%.  So, doing some rough math here, this would suggest that without radiation, the recurrence rate for the women under 40 could be higher than 40%.  That's not insignificant at all.

    As for the fact that the survival rate was "uniformly high at 97% to 99% at five years", keep in mind what I explained in my previous post.  Five years is not a long enough time to see the impact of a difference in recurrence rates, for those who are initially diagnosed with DCIS.  Most recurrences from DCIS happen within the first 3 years.  If a recurrence is invasive, and if it does lead to mets, that's not likely to happen for perhaps another 3 years.  Then the treatment for mets begins and the good news is that today, many women with mets survive for many years.  So looking at a 5 year timeframe for survival rates after an initial diagnosis of DCIS is not very telling.  If anything, that's the information quoted from this study that isn't meaningful. 

    There have been many studies that have shown that younger women diagnosed with breast cancer -  those under 50 and particularly those under 40 - are at greater risk than older women who are diagnosed.  I quoted this particular study because it's fairly recent, the sample size was reasonably good (624 women) and because it was written up by Breastcancer.org..  I wouldn't want anyone who is younger to discount this important information because of your friend's skeptism.

  • -angel-
    -angel- Member Posts: 222
    edited December 2009

    Julia,

    I dealt with infertility using temp charts, clomid, tracking my temperature, you name it (except for IVF) until a nurse fertility specialist gave me prometrium after trying for 7 years to get pregnant,   I finally had my first child at the age of 34. I know the deep depression and how it seemed like everyone was pregnant around you.  I was actually pregnant with twins but lost one very early in the pregnancy.  I never had much time to grieve for that because I had to be happy with my girl who was strong enough to survive.  I waited so long.   I had stopped all birth control at the age of 26 in my quest to get pregnant.  Anyway, after my first daughter was born I never bothered with birth control.  When I was 38 my OB/Gyn sent me for a mammo for a lump that she felt during a routine exam.  Nothing was seen on mammo so I planned to go for my next mammo at the expected age of 40.  Lo and behold, I was pregnant before I had a chance to go and I wasn't even trying this time.  I was 41 when I had my second baby.  My baby girl was 17 months old when I found my lump.  I was 42.  So unexpected pregnancy at the age of 40, birth and exhausting breast feeding at the age of 41, and IDC breast cancer dx at the age of 42.  I went through so much turmoil with the bc diagnosis (totally unexpected and no family history) and not being able to hold or pick up my baby while recovering from so many surgeries (BLM, hysterctomy/oopherectomy, reconstruction implant surgery, exchange surgery, nipple surgery).  I feel like I lost a crucial bonding time period with her from about the age of 1 1/2 - 3.  Having a baby, especially as an older mom, is Exhausting and Very stressful.  But as was said above, a BC dx when you have a baby truly is magnified.  The fears of dying before your child is old enough to take care of herself or know you, etc., etc.   Yes, your baby is a joy to behold, but be realistic.  I would hope that you would get the surgery done and try to be disease free when you try to get pregnant.  I couldn't imagine wanting to get surgery while caring for a young baby or child.  It's very difficult on both the child and the mother. Your stress will more than double and if you do have invasive cancer perhaps that will fuel it's growth, no?   Best of luck to you on whatever path you choose.  I agree that I would seek out another opinion. Oh, and FWIW, I don't believe you know what caused your cancer anymore than any of the rest of us do!  I think you oversimplify it.  This whole situation sucks, but heck, it's great how healthy you've become since your dx!  I'd go for getting rid of the cancer and getting rid of the surgeries and then continue your quest to become pregnant.  You Do have time and it would be a hell of a lot easier having a baby and not having to deal with cancer and surgeries.

  • cookiegal
    cookiegal Member Posts: 3,296
    edited December 2009

    cpm, I feel for you, these are tough decisions.If you decide to accept a higher risk,to pursue your goals that is your choice.

    Just make sure you are on solid medical ground, and you have a good doctor who supports your decision and will follow you.

    I suspect you would be willing to risk having invasive cancer,to avoid delaying your baby plans. To most of us that sounds scary, but it is your body, and you will find the path.

  • VinRobMom
    VinRobMom Member Posts: 101
    edited December 2009

    My physician friend explained to me the difference between absolute and relative rates.  The 20% recurrence rate in younger women vs. the 12% recurrence rate in women over 45, is an 8% difference, not a 67% difference. 

    Here is his rather lengthy reply:

    My argument wasn't that the difference isn't important. It's simply that it is disingenuous to use relative rates rather than absolute rates. (Drug companies do this all the time with efficacy of their drug versus side effects of their drug. Activase, for instance, is used to prevent disability after stroke. 20% of those treated with placebo end up with no or minimal disability. That increases to 31% when treated with Activase. So they advertise the drug as showing a greater than 50% increase in those who end up with no or minimal disability.

    Meanwhile, of those treated with placebo, 0.6% will end up with bleeding in the brain. That jumps to 6.4% when Activase is used. You'll never hear them advertise that there is a greater than 1000% increase in the incidence of intracranial hemorrhage. They simply mention that the increase is 5.8%.)

    All I'm saying is that the only thing that matters is the change in absolute risk. Look at the numbers you were given:

    Here are the actual results quoted from this study:
    12% of women aged 45 to 50 at diagnosis had a recurrence
    19% of women aged 40 to 44 at diagnosis had a recurrence
    20% of women younger than 40 at diagnosis had a recurrence
    That means that out of 100 patients age younger than 40, 20 will have a recurrence. Out of 100 patients age 45-50, 12 will have a recurrence.Thus, the absolute risk reduction is 8 patients per hundred. That's the number that counts. The fact that the relative risk reduction is from 20% to 12% (that is, you started with 20%, and you dropped 40% (i.e., 8 of 20) to get to 12%) is meaningless.

    As one further illustration, take the same exact numbers and look in the other direction. In other words, rather than looking at the decrease from 20% for younger women to 12% for older women, look at the increase from 12% for older women to 20% for younger women. That is a relative change of 8 out of 12, or 66% ,,, using the exact same numbers. That's because relative risk is misleading. All you should care about is the absolute difference.

    No one is saying that the difference of 8 per hundred is (or isn't) significant. All I'm saying is that the numbers - whatever they mean - need to be presented accurately. It is an 8% difference, not a 40% or 66% difference. 

  • CrunchyPoodleMama
    CrunchyPoodleMama Member Posts: 1,220
    edited December 2009

    My head is truly spinning from all the various viewpoints, but your opinions have been SO invaluable to me. I still have no idea what I'm going to do (mainly because I still haven't heard back from my surgeon's office).

    BTW, I had been scheduled for the reexision before Christmas. I was all set to get it over with. But my surgeon cancelled it the day before, telling me that although he had obtained more clear margins than he thought he'd be able to, I had more microcalcifications left than he would want for a simple reexcision... so the reexcision got cancelled until he could coordinate surgery with a plastic surgeon. In retrospect, I should have told him "just do the reexcision and take out however much you need to; I don't care if I have to live with a deflated boob for a while"... at least I could have had the remaining DCIS out of me... oh well, hindsight is 20/20 I guess.

    Thank you all again so much for weighing in on this. Hopefully through rereading your replies enough times, I'll stop radically swinging from one decision to the other!! 

  • Beesie
    Beesie Member Posts: 12,240
    edited December 2009

    VinRobMom, I have been analysing and managing research studies (non-medical) for over 30 years so I understand the difference between relative results and absolute results.  The fact is that both are used all the time to explain all types of research findings and in most cases, both are important and relevant to understanding the results.  The key is to not misuse or misstate the results, whether using relative results or absolute results

    Since virtually all research studies provide both relative and absolute results, it is irresponsible and disingenuous of your friend to criticize this study and to make a general statement that absolute results are "crap".  Saying that pretty much wipes out the results of every research study (medical and otherwise) that's ever been reported. 

    This isn't to say that some researchers don't choose to present only relative results, because it makes the research seen more meaningful ("a 250% increase!" - but really only a change from 2 people to 5 people being affected) or only absolute results, because it lessens the impact of a serious problem ("5 additional people suffered heart attacks" - but really an increase of 267% with 8 people having heart attacks on the drug vs. 3 without the drug).  My examples, and your own examples, point out that both relative results and absolute results can be used to mislead. This is why it's important for a study to present both the relative results and the absolute results, so that both sets of results can be considered in context. The fact is that the breast cancer study which your friend criticized did exactly this, so there clearly was no attempt to mislead.  And the results from this study were stated correctly, contrary to what he suggested.  The increase in recurrence among those under the age of 40 vs. those over the age of 45 was 83%, not 8% (as your friend states).  You're right that the absolute difference in recurrence was an 8 point difference (8 points, not 8%; in stating research results, the term percent difference always refers to the relative difference); another way to comment on the absolute difference would be to say that 8% more women in the under-40 age group were diagnosed with a recurrence.  Around here we are never so precise and careful in how we state research results, but if we were, that's how the results should be stated.    

    As for the results themselves, I strongly disagree that the 20% and 12% results are "meaningless".  In fact, they are extremely important.  For someone who is under 40, the fact that 8 more women out of 100 (vs. those over 45) will have a recurrence isn't particularly important.  What is important to someone under 40 is the fact that this study showed that 20 women out of every 100 will have a recurrence.  Similarly, for women over 45, I don't think it matters much that 8 fewer women out of 100 will have a recurrence.  The information that these women need to make their treatment decisions is the fact that 12 out of every 100 women in their age group will have a recurrence.  The absolute difference in the results, the 8 point difference, is not relevant to women in either group, however it is relevant to their doctors and to medical researchers who work on treatment guidelines.

    As for the relevance of the relative changes, the reason these are important is because not everyone fits the exact criteria of the women in the study.  For women with a different diagnosis or for those who had different treatment, the 12% and 20% recurrence rates, and the 8 point difference in recurrence between the two age groups, are irrelevant.  But the 83% increase in recurrence rate is still relevant (or would be assumed to be relevant until further research is done to confirm or deny this).  So if the base recurrence level for a group of women aged 45-49 with a different pathology is 18%, this means that women under the age of 40 with this type of pathology may have a 33% risk of recurrence.  This highlights why relative changes are important and do need to be presented.

    This discussion has taken this thread way off topic, which I apologize for. This isn't the place for a course in research.  I responded initially to the concerns raised about the research because I didn't want anyone (particularly Julia, who has an important decision to make) to think that the research stating that recurrence risk is higher for younger women was not good research or that the results were not meaningful, as seemed to be implied  This fact about the risks that younger women face unfortunately have been proven over and over again.

    Julia, as I was previewing my post, I just saw your new post.  If you really don't care about the cosmetic results for now, could you not go back to the surgeon to suggest a re-excision rather than go down the path of a mastectomy?  Even though you missed out on the surgery last week, I think this approach might still be quicker.

    Edited to add: VinRobMom, should your friend want to continue this discussion/debate, may I suggest doing this via private message so that Julia's thread stays on topic?  Thanks!

  • CrunchyPoodleMama
    CrunchyPoodleMama Member Posts: 1,220
    edited December 2009

    Just want to reiterate that I deeply appreciate both Beesie's and VinRobMom's viewpoints, as well as the great amount of time and thought they and everyone else have put into their replies. It is ENORMOUSLY helpful.

    Beesie, I see your point about the usefulness of statistics (knowing that, as we all know, statistics can still be manipulated and can be misleading even if not manipulated).

    I guess my main concern with the existing research is that it does take into account in ANY way whether the subjects continued a Standard American Diet/lifestyle, or whether they pursued an aggressively anti-cancer lifestyle post-diagnosis. (I know, I know, many people do not believe that makes a whit of difference and that cancer is purely random... I don't agree with that, but we'll just table that part of the discussion for now. Smile

    I seem to remember from reading this thread on my iPhone on my 10-hour ride home that someone mentioned that having a mastectomy etc. made her not be able to hold her own baby for something like a year and a half. Did I dream that? That is the most heart-breaking thing I can imagine short of not being able to have the miracle baby I'm praying for. Does a mastectomy and reconstruction really make you not be able to lift things (including babies) for over a year?? (I would not be having lymph nodes removed or any extra tissue on the side -- my DCIS is on the inside, not the outside -- not sure if that makes a difference.)

  • baywatcher
    baywatcher Member Posts: 532
    edited December 2009

    Julia-

    I totally agree with you about diet. I am doing something similar to you as I have given up dairy, all meats and most sugars and refined carbs. It is my opinion (after reading many books including The China Study) that you can make cancer dormant but you don't make it disappear with the lifestyle changes.

    If you decide to have a reexcision and you are concerned about holding your baby (and I feel in my heart that you WILL have your miracle baby) why not have the surgeon do a skin sparing and have recon later? I am in no way suggesting that you have a mastectomy but there is a part of me that is worried that the hormones during pregnancy might trigger something.

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