In Grey Zone & Confused about Chemo

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livelovelaughalot
livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8

Hello Ladies,

I am interested in getting some feedback.  I am a now 41 year old woman who was diagnosed at 40 with breast cancer in the middle of family planning for our second child.  My son is 2 years old.

After finding a mass in a screening mammogram, and later in a diagnostic mammogram, a core biopsy confirmed that I had IDC in July 2009.

Because my great-grandmother, two great aunts, and a cousin all had breast cancer, I was tested for the BRCA1/2 genes and the results were negative.  In addition, I received an oncotype dx test score of 18.  I am ER+/PR+, HER2- and low KI-67.

To provide me and my husband with additional information, the oncologist suggested that I have a vaginal ultrasound performed and they found 12 eggs, which was considered a healthy amount for my age.

In mid-October I had a wire localization procedure, sentinel node injection/biopsy and a lumpectomy.  My nodes were negative and margins were clear. The report stated lymphovascular invasion identified, but my oncologist did not appear to give it much priority. 

This week I met with my medical oncologist to review my treatment plan and I was provided with two options:

1) Radiation (5 days/wk for 6 weeks) and tamoxifen (5 years)

OR

2) Chemo (CT 1x every 3 weeks/4 cycles), radiation (5 days/wk for 6 weeks) and tamoxifen (5 years)

Since my diagnosis, I had hoped chemo would not be necessary due to all of the negative things I have heard about it from survivors and all of the potential short/long term side effects.  Prior to surgery my medical oncologist stated that if my nodes were negative and my tumor was 2 cm or less, she would be comfortable in just doing option #1, the radiation and tamoxifen. 

Upon my recent meeting after surgery, we learned that I am .3 cm over the limit and this throws me into stage IIa.  The tumor is grade 2.  She still offered me the two options, but she said she felt that she should recommend option #2 due to my relatively young age in order to possibly get any cancer cells that might have escaped.  She felt that the chemo *could* offer a small percentage of added benefit, or none at all since it is unknown at this time. 

With an oncotype dx test score of 18, I have a 12% chance of recurrence without adding chemo into the mix.   The Adjuvant! Online test score provided by my oncologist was 22% with radiation and tamoxifen treatment alone and suggests that chemo might offer *up to* 11% (0-11%) additional reduction of recurrence risk. (The Adjuvant Online score does not account for me being HER2- and if this could be factored into the equation, this would most likely lower my recurrence risk but it is unknown by what amount).  Or as suggested previously chemo may have no impact at all.  She also indicated that there was a good chance that chemo would bring on permanent menopause.

My first priority is  my health and to be around a long time for my son, and the family planning for a second child has been put on a far back burner, if not completely taken off the stove.

My questions to all of you:

1). I am seriously considering option #1 - "no chemo" since I fall in the intermediate range/grey area on the oncotype score and it cannot be confirmed that chemo can offer any benefits.  Taking my oncotype dx test score and surgery results, what do you think if I only choose to do radiation and tamoxifen? 

2). Are there those of you who have chosen the "no chemo" option with similar features of my breast cancer?  Have you been happy with your decision?  Any recurrences?

3). What has been your experience with chemo bringing on early permanent menopause?

4). Is there anyone over 40 years old who decided after two years of tamoxifen (and radiation/no chemo) to try to have a baby?  I spoke with one oncologist (not my primary) that was comfortable with that approach if I got at least two years completed of hormonal therapy.  We are currently not considering freezing embryos or eggs due to the financial impact.  Again, the family planning is of minor concern right now, but I thought I would still ask the question. Obviously if we choose the chemo route, this removes it as an option.  And I understand that my eggs will be two years older, and who knows what my egg amount will be at that time as well. 

I am also considering getting 1-2 more medical oncologist opinions...

Thanks in advance for your feedback! Laughing 

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  • katherella70
    katherella70 Member Posts: 38
    edited October 2009

    Wow, livelaughlovealot!

    We have such similar circumstances with diagnosis and recommended treatment, except I had a bilat MX and am 39 with no children.  Fertility is a top concern, as is chemo having more risks than benefits for me at this time. My onco type score is 12.

    I am going to decline chemo but am on the fence about Tamoxifen.  Also, I'm doing an overhaul on what I nourish my body with, as well as drastically reducing the alcohol I consume.  

    Guess it's not really an answer to your question, but wanted to let you know you're not alone in the grey zone...

    Hugs,

    Kat 

  • livelovelaughalot
    livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8
    edited October 2009

    Hi katherella!

    Thanks for your response!

    I am also thinking that if I decline chemo, I will focus on nourishment, meditation, exercise, etc.  even more so.

    I wish you well in your treatment plans and subsequent family planning.

    xx

  • celticimp
    celticimp Member Posts: 5
    edited October 2009

    I had IDC with 1+ Sentinal Node.  I was offered lumpectomy, radiation and aromatase inhibitors. I am 59.  I figured you could possibly use any info regarding IDC at this point.

    Take good care, honey.

    Celticimp

  • livelovelaughalot
    livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8
    edited October 2009

    Hi sunflowers,

    I'll tell ya I seem to keep falling through the cracks in "the system." Frown I contacted my YSC local office a week ago, and they still have not called me back.  I sent them an email yesterday and have not had a response.  I am going to try to call them again.  I think I may fall outside their age limits any way...they may focus on people 40 and younger...we'll see.  I have gone to a few local survivor group meetings but I am finding that those groups mainly make up women in their 50's and 60's.  I hope I can find a group where there are women in their 40's. 

    I originally chose a cancer center/hospital for treatment, but the support staff made so many errors with me I started to feel uncomfortable and question the overall quality of patient care.  I left and went with a smaller surgical practice, and subsequently a medical ocologist practice. The medical oncologist felt that the treatment by the cancer center was not appropriate for my situation and provided valid reasons, so we went straight to surgery instead of the cancer center's plan.

    Thanks for your feedback..enjoy your day!

  • livelovelaughalot
    livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8
    edited October 2009

    Thanks celticimp!  Yes, you are right...all and any info is appreciated!

  • whitefishcustom
    whitefishcustom Member Posts: 7
    edited October 2009

    Hi livelovelaughalot!

    I hear your pain.  Funny, I was diagnosed with breast cancer in July as well.  Strange how you feel like the only one for a bit!  My situation is a shade bit different from yours, but I have chosen against chemo.  The reason?  I'm 38 without a husband or child and the risk of losing my limited fertility to chemotherapy supported my decision.  Oncotype is not routinely done here in Canada so I don't have a score.  I could have done the TaylorRX study to find my score, but the risk of having to have chemo if I tested high or moderate made me decide against it.  

    My tumor was 70% DCIS the rest being infiltrating.  The tumor was stage 1, Grade1, 1.6cm, 95% estrogen/progesterone receptor positive and negative HER2 status.  I will receive 6 weeks of radiation therapy (28 sessions) and five years of Tamoxifen (the only drug for premenopausal women).

    I think if your plan is for another child, you should stick with the decision you feel most comfortable with.  It's hard not to second guess yourself.  I told myself that if I already had a child or was post-menopausal, I would have chosen chemo.  My oncologist has supported my decision and I couldn't be happier!  It's hard not to think "what if?" a lot of the time.  But what if I have chemo?; will it destroy my limited fertility.  What if I don't get chemo?; will I have recurrence?  It's like being a ping pong ball!!!  It's helpful that you have a partner to help support your decision making.  

    I guess knowing your risk of recurrence is a little like playing the stock market.  You just never know.  Wish I had a crystal ball too.  My oncologist did make an interesting comment as we discussed fertility.  Tamoxifen was once used in a study for a type of birth control and it completely backfired!  A lot of the subjects became pregnant instead.  How bizarre, but it made me feel better about having a child at some point.  He also said I could stop the drug at any time if I decided I wanted a child.  

     Hope this discussion helps you.  These decisions are hard and you aren't alone. Best of luck!

  • unklezwifeonty
    unklezwifeonty Member Posts: 1,710
    edited October 2009

    Dear LiveaLoveLaughaLot,

    You name says it all, does it not!

    Chemo is hard to justify with your objectives. If I were you, I'd get radiated, have a baby and then get on Tamoxifen - in that order.

  • Anonymous
    Anonymous Member Posts: 1,376
    edited October 2009

    livelaughlovealot, something else to consider is if doing the chemo will make you less likely to follow through on the Tamoxifen.  I have seen many women that do chemo, then decide that they don't want to do the Tamoxifen, or are lax about taking it.  There is an article on compliance rates on the Susan G Komen site http://ww5.komen.org/ExternalNewsArticle.aspx?newsID=42817 that shows that women who are non-compliant with Tamoxifen have an 87% survival rate compared to 96% of women who are compliant with Tamoxifen. 

    That is a choice you will need to make every day for 5 years, but is probably your best option to see your little guy become a middle aged adult.  If doing the chemo is likely to compromise your commitment to following through on the Tamoxifen, then it is definitely not worth the risks. 

    You know yourself better than any of us do, and you need to make the decision that you can live with for a very long time.

  • momand2kids
    momand2kids Member Posts: 1,508
    edited October 2009

    Hi L-

    you have a lot to think about-- I have slightly different circumstances in that I am not trying to have children (have 2 already) but I did have to make the chemo decision-- your score is a bit lower than mine, but the stage and grade are the same.

     I did have 4 rounds of chemo and I take an AI (I did have to get pushed into menopause).  Chemo, while unpleasant, was not awful-- and because I was very healthy otherwise and still am, the side effects seemed to be relatively manageable.... I had a lumpectomy, no lymph nodes and no vascular invasion--I have to say, I would ask the onc again about the vascular invasion--- what exactly does that mean for you?    My onc made a particular note of the fact there there was NO vascular invasion which, for her, if there had been, might have been a big indicator for chemo--but as we know, every onc is different....

     Anyway, ask more questions--- sounds like you are in the gray area and it just comes down to your own tolerance---I made my decisions based on what I needed to sleep at night--and for me it was chemo, radiation and the meds..... I don't look back with any regret-

    best of luck-it is hard.

     

  • AMP47
    AMP47 Member Posts: 200
    edited October 2009

    http://www.bio-medicine.org/medicine-technology-1/Three-Clinical-Studies-of-bioTheranostics-Molecular-B

    Go to this article and read the new information about Theros Breast Cancer Index and the reclassifying of low. intermediate and high recurrence scores of the Oncotype DX.  

    This new test moves some of the  intermidiate into the  the lower recurrence and some into the higher recurrence.  I assume that if you are close to the low recurrence that you would stay in the low recurrence with more of the intermidiate scores above your score moved to the low recurrence bracket and if your score is closer to the high recurrence yet in the intermediate section that your score could be moved into high recurrence.  Thus, the shrinking of the intermediate section.  

     I sent a e-mail to the contact at the end of the article.  Hopefully, your oncologist will be familiar with this new development.  It was discussed at the San Antonio conference I think during December 2008. The article should discuss where the information or abstract was presented. 

    My dx is different from yours, not sure if it shows up on this post a reply format.  Stage 1 grade 1 NO MX absent vascular involvement.  Also, another point, your recurrence score is lower than the average women in the general public for developing breast cancer.  1 in 7 women will develop the disease this year.  That is 14% chance of contracting breast cancer in the general public.  You are doing better than you think at 12 % recurrence rate. Did your oncotype dx talk about whether chemo would be beneficial to you? 

    Remember there is so much on going research with breast cancer.  Tomorrow something could come up that will resolve allot of unanswered questions. For example, there is a test that has shown great promise that reveals whether a breast cancer  spread.   It is not available commercially, yet.   But will be soon.  So, do good research and talk with your oncologist about the new developments.  Knowlege is very powerful and helps you get control over the decisions you will need to make for yourself and your family.  

  • Lindissima
    Lindissima Member Posts: 239
    edited October 2009

    AMP47,

    I was unable to access the link you posted.  Could you repost it?  Thanks.

    Also, I was puzzled by your reply to "Liveloveoveandlaughalot".   You stated that her oncotype  recurrence score of 12% puts her at roughly the same risk as the general population for getting breast cancer.

    The Oncotype recurrence score refers to the risk of getting a distant metastasis, not simply being diagnosed with breast cancer or a local recurrence. These are two very different things.

    Liveandlaughalot,

    Love your handle. Second and third opinions are the way to go. Best of luck with your decision. 

  • kellyj
    kellyj Member Posts: 75
    edited October 2009

     I first was diagnosed with BC at 38yrs with stage 1, 1.6cm, grade 2, ER and PR positive, Her 2 neg and with an oncotype score of 15.  I decided to do bilateral mastectomies and just tamoxifen.  That was in 2007, last week on October 22, I was diagnosed with a recurrence in the same breast. Needless to say, we will be throwing everything at this one.  Good luck on your decision, it is a tough one.

    Kelly 

  • Alyad
    Alyad Member Posts: 817
    edited October 2009

     quoted from link to article PatMom posted:

    but younger women tended to be noncompliant with tamoxifen. As physicians and researchers gain an understanding of why patients fail to comply with the prescribed hormonal therapy regimen, they may be able to address these issues in order to improve compliance and as a result, improve survival rates.

    its funny reading this- sounds like they are totally puzzled why the compliance rate for tamox is lower- um- well you have to take it every day- it gives a lot of folks se's that interfere with their QOL for a long time whereas chemo and rads are much worse but over in a few months/weeks. DUH

    I struggled alot with the idea of chemo- they were reccommending before surgery due to my high ki67 score, but I spent a lot time reading about the oncotype score and what it might mean to my decision- then I had a positive node and my decision was sorta made for me and I did chemo.

    I guess once that barrier was crossed I switched mindsets to lets do every damn thing possible to keep this from coming back. I started Tamox a few weeks ago and so far its okay but I might be feeling more angry and irritable despite being on antidepressants already. too soon to tell.

  • AMP47
    AMP47 Member Posts: 200
    edited October 2009

    Lindissima ----ummmmmm you raise a very good point.  In my education from my team of doctors and one nurse navigator and group sessions, the recurrence rate where ever it is whether locally, regionally or in other parts of the body is still a recurrence of the breast cancer.  I will be checking with the professionals that explained to me-I possible could have misunderstood.  My research talks about a mets to the liver as being a recurrence of breast cancer in the liver not liver cancer.  So, now I am questioning my team??  My intent is not to mislead anyone.  If I have mis-spoke, I will apology to Liveloveoveandlaughalot with the new explanation from my professionals. 

    I discussed the recurrence score with the Oncytype dx customer service and was informed that when using a AI, the recurrence score would be lower.  I do know there has been an established absolute risk reduction between Tam and AIs of 2.6% to the patients benefit. My recurrence score, using and AI, drops to 8%.  Thus the explanation that it is lower than the general public risk of developing breast cancer - even at the Tam recurrence rate of 10.5 the risk for recurrence whether local, regional or distance is very low according to my oncologist.  I will get more clarity on the statement from my oncologist. I  will post when I get a clear understanding of my understanding of what constitutes a breast cancer recurrence: local, regional and distant.

    I just pulled up the site you requested before answering your post. It came up fine???   I will send you more information on the article so you can access it in another way.   

  • Lindissima
    Lindissima Member Posts: 239
    edited October 2009

    Thanks a lot, AMP47!  I just sent you a PM. 

  • joanneasiata
    joanneasiata Member Posts: 719
    edited October 2009

    HI

    im 45 yrs bx august09  IDC 3CM GRADE 2 STAGE IIA PR+ER+ HER2- 

    my onco said to me if i just had surgery and no treat my chance of recc was 80 % in 5 yrs and if i just whent with rads only then it whent to 50% chance of recc in 5-10 yrs or if i done rads and horm treat my chance of recc in 5-10 yrs is about 30% and if i added chemo to that it then was 18% chance of a recc in 5-10 yrs i might be out by a little but chemo brain has set in i will do everythink i can do  not to go through this shitty thing again my first surgery wasnt a clear margin so in for second opp and my lymphs were all clear   there concern for me was my young age farly large tumor and that it had spread and he said it was mod to high grade i figure its a year of fighting then ill get back on track with life 

    all the best Joanne

  • London-Virginia
    London-Virginia Member Posts: 851
    edited October 2009

    You may find the following useful:

     www.cancerfacts.net

    Very best wishes -

  • josephine_
    josephine_ Member Posts: 64
    edited October 2009

    Hi livelovelaughalot

    The decision will be yours ultimately, and your oncologist, I too would agree with getting a second opinion.  I had dose dense AC x4 every two weeks, followded by Taxol (dd x4) now on rads for 6 weeks then tamoifex.  My IDC was 2cm, with 0/11 lymph nodes, clear margins and no vascular invasion (ER+/- PR-, Her2-).  However, it was grade 3 so chemo was clearly the option.  I am 51 fit and heathy and have 2 children.  My advise to you  would be to get a second opinion.  Whilst the oncotype score is usefull it is not definitive.  I would explore the 'lymphovascular invasion' comment more carefully with your onc.  It is possible that a few tumour cells sneaked through (via the vascular route) or through the lymph node and did not hang around.  Purusing this Board, you will unfortunately see the down stream development of mets, in IDC (small tumour, often low grade and without node involvememnt).  I would deal with your BC first and then when you are clear (and with advise) you consider having more children. Perhaps it is discussed elsewhere on this forum (I am an occasional contributor) but pregnany immunsuppreses the immune system (and years ago was definately not recommended for women with BC, as it could lead to a secondary event).  Again much could have changed with treatment since I last read about this (I am an immunologist by profession) but it is worth a chat with your oncologist.  You are young and fit, chemo (even dose dense AC) is doable.  I worked throughout, with two days off for chemo and recuberation each session

  • livelovelaughalot
    livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8
    edited November 2009

    Sorry for the delay Ladies...

    @ whitefishcustom,

    I didn't realize that the oncotype is not routinely offered in Canada. (BTW, my hubby is from the Ontario area).

    I had read somewhere that tamoxifen had increased fertility in some women...interesting when the oncologist I spoke with told me that it will put me into temporary menopause.

     Best of luck to you with your radiation treatment, and future fertility!

    @unlezwifeonty - I had suggested that very scenario to the cancer center oncologist I met with previously, but she was uncomfortable with not doing tamoxifen for at least two years since I have been told that the first two years are the highest risk of recurrence.

    @Patmom - Thanks for the link!  I plan to follow through diligently on the tamoxifen, especially if I do not do chemo.

  • livelovelaughalot
    livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8
    edited November 2009

    @momand2kids - my onc feels the LVI tells her that a microscopic cancer cell "could" have escpaed into my bloodstream.

    @APM47 - thanks for the link!  My onc feels that the chemo will go after "if" a cell has escaped into my blppdstream...but I was told by others that the tamoxifen is also stsemic so therein lies my confusion...they don't even kow if the chemo will do anything for me.

    I also spoke about recurrence scores with my radiation oncologist and he told me thatI have to add my recurrence score of 12% from the oncotype TO the general populations score of 14% = 26%.  Just repeating what he told me, sigh...

    @Lindissima - Thanks!  It usually takes me forever to come up with user names but this one just popped into my tiny brain, lol!

    @kellyj - that is what I am trying to decide..."throwing everything at it, but is the everything even necessary, and at what cost?"

    @joanneasiata - thanks for sharing!

    @josephine - sounds like we are on the same page with many of your comments.

  • lemonjello
    lemonjello Member Posts: 75
    edited November 2009

    Take time to ask questions.  Discuss with your onc the possibility of microvascular invasion with your particular case when deciding on chemo.   My onc score was 22 but i had delays in my treatment and two lumpectomies, so i opted for the chemo.  I am 66, did pretty well considering i am not in the best of health.  My chemo was four rounds of T/C.  I did 6.5 weeks of whole breast radiation.  Because of my asthma, heart disease, and diabetes, the radiation was actually harder for me.     I feel better for having done the chemo.  My doctors discouraged me from doing it because i was not in the best of health.  But once i was thru, they were very supportive that it was probably the best choice.  What it really came down to, i could not sleep unless i got the chemo.  That is the plain truth.  Trust your gut.  

  • thepinkbirdie
    thepinkbirdie Member Posts: 212
    edited November 2009

    My Oncotype score came back as 14 and I was also considered in the grey area.  When the oncologist ran the numbers, the statistics showed that I was 85% likely not to have a recurrence if I did absolutely nothing at all after the surgery.  If I did either chemo OR tamoxifen that number went up to 91%.  If I did chemo AND tamoxifen it went to 95%.

    I opted for doing both because I want it dead and don't want it coming back (life has no guarantees, but I still have to try).

    One of the things that factored into my decision was my age.  I am younger and more healthier now to tolerate the chemo, etc.  If I bypassed the chemo and tamoxifen and have a recurrence, I will be older and might not be as healthy.

    I would be inclined to do the chemo now and wait the time on having another child.  I wouldn't want to risk a recurrence 5 or 10 years from now when my children really need me.

    My advice?  Take care of yourself now.  Your family loves you and needs you and I'm sure they want to have you around for a very long time.

    Good luck with your decision! 

  • kellyj
    kellyj Member Posts: 75
    edited November 2009

         I was in your position two and a half years ago.  I had the low chance of recurrence, oncotype 15, stage 1, 1.6 cm, Pr+,Er+, her2-.   I went to three different oncologists at three different hospitals. Mayo clinic in Rochester, Des Moines Ia, and the University of Iowa.  Mayo clinic and the University of Iowa both agreed that chemo would help me about 1-3 percent.  The onc in Des Moines said I needed to do chemo because I was 38 and if it came back it would be fatal.... So, I had a big decision to make and chose not to do chemo.   I did double mastectomies and Tamoxifen.  My cancer must not have responded to the Tamoxifen, as I took it for 2 and a half years and it still grew back.  I feel like I have been given a second chance to beat this, and that is why my oncs at Mayo all agree we do everything this time. You have to remember that we all are individuals and react differently to treatments.  I would probably choose the same treatment given the information that I was given at that time.  It is such a personal decision, listen to your docs and make an informed choice that suites you best!!   Best of luck to you!!

    Kelly 

  • AMP47
    AMP47 Member Posts: 200
    edited November 2009

    livelovelaughalot

    After extensive research created by your radiologist comment of adding the oncotype score to the general public rate of developing cancer to determine a persons real recurrence rate, every person I interviewed, whether they be an expert, oncologist, radiologist, represenative of a gene testing organization, research stats department, not one person, with all their cummulative years of reporting stats results, has every heard of adding two risk probabilities together to get another new risk probability. 

    The reason I am posting the results of my research finding is that if a new person, knowing little about recurrence rate, with a Oncotype DX test score, were to read your radiologist comment, add to their score 14 more percent, it would scare the heck out of them, needlessly.   

    What your radiologist is suggesting is a higher recurrence rate over and above the Oncotype DX score which would throw most low risk women into the chemo area creating alot of needless worry.  Oncotype DX is on the biology of the tumor - general public risk has other considerations that produce the 1-7 risk of developing breast cancer. 

    I would like to know the science behind his thoughts.  Hopefully, he will share his knowledge and the study, with a 95% confidence level, so we can all mull it over, again.  

  • livelovelaughalot
    livelovelaughalot Member Posts: 8
    edited January 2010

    AMP47 - I have confirmed with my oncologist that the addition of those two percentages is not accurate!   I might even delete this posting, as I would not want to alarm anyone.  Sheesh, this has definitely been a process!

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